So when my dad and I take Shannon on a walk we always get stuck at this read light. Well today we made it, it was still green! After we celebrated I looked at him and went: "If this is a huge achievement for us then I think we're in trouble..."
That was the funny moment of the day. Oh yeah! Also, we pulled into the parking lot of the path and remembered we had to pick JJ of from detention first...whoops, so we turned around, made it through the light AGAIN and picked up JJ, then made it through the light AGAIN.
Awesome no?
Mom and I told dad about Zak, he's a little mad, but he'll get over it.
Oh yeah, good news, I finally finished my history notes! YES! 11 pages to read and take notes from all done! But I can't rest my fingers yet, I need to work on my book after this.
Poor Dev today she came in with a shiner. Turns out she was playing catch with Erin and she missed the ball and it hit her eye. When people asked what happened I joked around I said that Erin found this bucket of balls and decided to throw it at Dev- but you could hear the sarcasm in my voice.
Youtube commercial of the daaaaay: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34KxmCQD0V8&feature=PlayList&p=0746A988091801C8&index=17
Well that's about it for today!
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Nice Nice Nice!
So today Devvy and I dressed up nice! Why? Once again, because we can! (by the way dev once again i loved the shirt you wore today)! I was surprised though, all last night I was preparing for everyone to ask: "Why are you dressed up all nice?!" and actually everyone commented on what i was wearing. I'm not complaining though, I'm just saying.
Zak and I are going out now, yay! During 5A study hall we all planned to go on a double date with Max and Erin to see the movie Iron man on Friday. Dad still doesn't know about him...i dunno when we're going to tell him...at least mom is cool about all this. I <3 my mommy!
^-^
I caught the football today in PE and got a point and I threw a nice spiral to a girl on our team too. Thanks dad for playing football catch with me in the backyard...although that was summer of last year, but oh well.
Next week we all should get together or something. Dev suggested baseball in the park somewhere. I'm fine with the idea cept one thing...I STINK and baseball now...i haven't picked up a bat since...well like a year a ago, and don't get me started on my mitt....I guess it's more to have fun than to have skill but still...I'm kinda a competitive person (daddy genes) and I like to be good at a sport I play (daddy genes) and win at it and win it well (more daddy genes). But i dunno, we'll see if the Costello Beach is still existent and if it's warm enough we could go swimming! And yes it's a creek, but so what, take a shower when you get home...
Speaking of genes, I think I get Pennant Squares! YEEES! My grades right now are all A's cept in Math...I have an F...heh heh....I'LL GET IT UP! I just need to turn in homework...but at least my computer lab grade is good, so that'll help.
Umm...Rayy I'm gonna half steal your thing but post up my fav. commercials, that okay?
Captain Morgan: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2_kogLjT60&feature=PlayList&p=0746A988091801C8&index=6
Got a little captain in you?
=)
Zak and I are going out now, yay! During 5A study hall we all planned to go on a double date with Max and Erin to see the movie Iron man on Friday. Dad still doesn't know about him...i dunno when we're going to tell him...at least mom is cool about all this. I <3 my mommy!
^-^
I caught the football today in PE and got a point and I threw a nice spiral to a girl on our team too. Thanks dad for playing football catch with me in the backyard...although that was summer of last year, but oh well.
Next week we all should get together or something. Dev suggested baseball in the park somewhere. I'm fine with the idea cept one thing...I STINK and baseball now...i haven't picked up a bat since...well like a year a ago, and don't get me started on my mitt....I guess it's more to have fun than to have skill but still...I'm kinda a competitive person (daddy genes) and I like to be good at a sport I play (daddy genes) and win at it and win it well (more daddy genes). But i dunno, we'll see if the Costello Beach is still existent and if it's warm enough we could go swimming! And yes it's a creek, but so what, take a shower when you get home...
Speaking of genes, I think I get Pennant Squares! YEEES! My grades right now are all A's cept in Math...I have an F...heh heh....I'LL GET IT UP! I just need to turn in homework...but at least my computer lab grade is good, so that'll help.
Umm...Rayy I'm gonna half steal your thing but post up my fav. commercials, that okay?
Captain Morgan: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2_kogLjT60&feature=PlayList&p=0746A988091801C8&index=6
Got a little captain in you?
=)
Monday, April 28, 2008
A ball, a finger print and a note + a kissy
So a few things happened to me today:
One: Ball
Played matt ball in PE today, I like matt ball. You get to kick something as hard as you want and run around like a lunatic, and I'm good at that! =D
Anyways, while in the feild a ball came at me so I caught it. This was like a big thing I guess being:
A. All the guys cheered and even the older Sophomore girls on the other team did
B. Nobody else on our team did anything
C. I got the third out and prevented a big Sopohomore girl from going up
Then I nearly made a basket again, sooooo close! But not close enough.
Next come's the finger print:
I guess I got in the lunch line in time cuz I didn't wait in line for 10 minutes like I did this morning. It still went slow, when I sat down the bell rung. I wonder if the lunch ladies will have this thing down before the school year is over.
And finally, the NOTE:
^-^
So on Friday we were in the library (we bing Erin, Zak, Max, and me 5A then Erin, Zak, Cody and me 5B). Zak wouldn't give me my backpack during 5B, weird huh? Well it turns out I desicovered a note on the book mark of my seperate piece book today! I feel guilty because I didn't look at it until today (although I didn't know it was there but still....) but anyways Zak wrote:
Do you want to go out with me?
I'm saying yes!
After finding out about the note I couldn't consintrate on reading the rest of my Seperate Piece Book, so I kinds just kept stairing at the book mark. Then in english I forgot my vocab was on that same paper so I had to erase it! Cuz otherwise that'd be kinda awkward when the teacher comes to check it and see it...*shutters*
Then the thing that also made my day was Shannon! She gave me a kissy on the nose!!! This is a rare moment people, VERY RARE.
Oh so I'm dressing up nice tomorrow. Why? Because I can! Dev is dressing up nice too! Wanna dress up nice with me?
OMG WATCH THIS VIDEO! A THREE HOUR MOVIE THAT WAS GIVEN A BUNCH OF PRIZES SUMMED UP IN 5 SECONDS!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OuSdU8tbcHY&feature=PlayList&p=0236D39A7A113A34&index=13
XD GREAT RIGHT?!
*phew* i laugh everytime!
well that's it for now!
One: Ball
Played matt ball in PE today, I like matt ball. You get to kick something as hard as you want and run around like a lunatic, and I'm good at that! =D
Anyways, while in the feild a ball came at me so I caught it. This was like a big thing I guess being:
A. All the guys cheered and even the older Sophomore girls on the other team did
B. Nobody else on our team did anything
C. I got the third out and prevented a big Sopohomore girl from going up
Then I nearly made a basket again, sooooo close! But not close enough.
Next come's the finger print:
I guess I got in the lunch line in time cuz I didn't wait in line for 10 minutes like I did this morning. It still went slow, when I sat down the bell rung. I wonder if the lunch ladies will have this thing down before the school year is over.
And finally, the NOTE:
^-^
So on Friday we were in the library (we bing Erin, Zak, Max, and me 5A then Erin, Zak, Cody and me 5B). Zak wouldn't give me my backpack during 5B, weird huh? Well it turns out I desicovered a note on the book mark of my seperate piece book today! I feel guilty because I didn't look at it until today (although I didn't know it was there but still....) but anyways Zak wrote:
Do you want to go out with me?
I'm saying yes!
After finding out about the note I couldn't consintrate on reading the rest of my Seperate Piece Book, so I kinds just kept stairing at the book mark. Then in english I forgot my vocab was on that same paper so I had to erase it! Cuz otherwise that'd be kinda awkward when the teacher comes to check it and see it...*shutters*
Then the thing that also made my day was Shannon! She gave me a kissy on the nose!!! This is a rare moment people, VERY RARE.
Oh so I'm dressing up nice tomorrow. Why? Because I can! Dev is dressing up nice too! Wanna dress up nice with me?
OMG WATCH THIS VIDEO! A THREE HOUR MOVIE THAT WAS GIVEN A BUNCH OF PRIZES SUMMED UP IN 5 SECONDS!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OuSdU8tbcHY&feature=PlayList&p=0236D39A7A113A34&index=13
XD GREAT RIGHT?!
*phew* i laugh everytime!
well that's it for now!
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Lunch and then Breakfast
Saterday our cousin Lisa or whatever her name is invited us to lunch because she was in town for a wedding that we're not invited to. Since the wedding girl think's my mom is mean because of the FREE leagal advice she gave her, and she didn't like what she had to do. Anyways, we went to lunch. The food was okay I guess... I think the only good thing was that the waitor was cute and knew the song that was playing on the radio as he was taking our orders (we were both mouthing the words)
Our grandparents asked if they wanted to take Jj and me to McDonalds for breakfast today so we said yes. They picked us up at 10 and we went to this one near a development called Ashley Woods. Oh yeah, ASHLEY Woods. =) I got pancakes (or as they call them, hotcakes, the lady at the cash register was like "NAH you mean HOTcakes?!" butt....) and two hashbrowns. I ate between chatting about school and listening to them complain about the food. "my coffee's too cold, there's not enough eggs, this ketchup tastes funny, they don't give you enough of this, they give you too much of that..." ugh....they're like the evil old couple in Theif Lord.
We ordered some fries for the road then left. I went over to Gretta's and she was playing soccer with her mom, she's on the soccer team at her preschool, and she's pretty good. Her little sisiter Sophie was hitting off a t-ball thing. So was have a soccer star and a softball star. =)
When they had to eat lunch I had to cut the grass, then JJ's friend Steven came over. I laid on the couch and was surprised to find that my dad let me nap...for FOUR HOURS. He must be sick...maybe it's all this pollen or something....
Oh Saturday I went golfing too! I guess I did good for a first time out, shot a 52 at Brandywine, front 9. I 2 putted every hole, so that was very good, considering it was the first time I picked up my putter that day in a year. My drives SUCKED. They all went right, and when i say right, I mean waaaaaaaaaay right. On the one hole my dad hit this drive that went really far and high up in the air and it landed just before the green. He said it sucked because of where the pin was place on the green...suuuuuuure......I'd just be thankful I hit it that far. =)
Rented One Missed Call. Scary scary. I lasted 10 minutes alone in the dark in the basement before grabbing the DVD and my popcorn and running upstairs to watch the rest in the family room. I would have stayed longer if someone was with me but I was all alone since my parents don't watch scary movies anymore, and JJ was at a sleepover.
uuuuummmm, oh, new song. Live at Let Die by Wings.
jeez it's hot...we should all go swimming soon....
Our grandparents asked if they wanted to take Jj and me to McDonalds for breakfast today so we said yes. They picked us up at 10 and we went to this one near a development called Ashley Woods. Oh yeah, ASHLEY Woods. =) I got pancakes (or as they call them, hotcakes, the lady at the cash register was like "NAH you mean HOTcakes?!" butt....) and two hashbrowns. I ate between chatting about school and listening to them complain about the food. "my coffee's too cold, there's not enough eggs, this ketchup tastes funny, they don't give you enough of this, they give you too much of that..." ugh....they're like the evil old couple in Theif Lord.
We ordered some fries for the road then left. I went over to Gretta's and she was playing soccer with her mom, she's on the soccer team at her preschool, and she's pretty good. Her little sisiter Sophie was hitting off a t-ball thing. So was have a soccer star and a softball star. =)
When they had to eat lunch I had to cut the grass, then JJ's friend Steven came over. I laid on the couch and was surprised to find that my dad let me nap...for FOUR HOURS. He must be sick...maybe it's all this pollen or something....
Oh Saturday I went golfing too! I guess I did good for a first time out, shot a 52 at Brandywine, front 9. I 2 putted every hole, so that was very good, considering it was the first time I picked up my putter that day in a year. My drives SUCKED. They all went right, and when i say right, I mean waaaaaaaaaay right. On the one hole my dad hit this drive that went really far and high up in the air and it landed just before the green. He said it sucked because of where the pin was place on the green...suuuuuuure......I'd just be thankful I hit it that far. =)
Rented One Missed Call. Scary scary. I lasted 10 minutes alone in the dark in the basement before grabbing the DVD and my popcorn and running upstairs to watch the rest in the family room. I would have stayed longer if someone was with me but I was all alone since my parents don't watch scary movies anymore, and JJ was at a sleepover.
uuuuummmm, oh, new song. Live at Let Die by Wings.
jeez it's hot...we should all go swimming soon....
Friday, April 25, 2008
Number or Thumb Print
This was our warm up for today in keyboarding and this is what I put:
I really do hate this new thumb print scanner the school has. For one it was a waste of money for the school. We could have not spent money on our dirt patch of a football field, better or more books, computers, being able to use more things on Citrix, improving Citrix, or anything else. Sure, kids are stealing money from other people’s accounts, but we could just let the school take our pictures and have them come up when we put in our number. I don’t think it takes a lot of effort for a lunch lady to glance from the face on the screen to the student. Yes, people’s appearance change, so why don’t we use our yearbook photos? Other people are taking them then, and it’s not like we’re wasting more school time.
I understand, this technology is new, so it’ll take the lunch lady’s some time the first day or so. But this morning I heard countless people say that it’s wouldn’t work for their fingers and they had to search for their account, or it took them how many tried for the scan to work. When I get my lunch, I walk out of this classroom, chat with my friends going to their classes for about two minutes, go to my table, get in line, buy my food, sit down, eat about half of it, and then the 5 minute bell rings. Yesterday, I did all that, but I waited in line while the bell rung, then five minutes after. I was about to just walk out of line without paying. Jeez, this morning they let the people that had cash go up in front of everyone so they didn’t have to wait, I hope I have enough cash left to go in that line. This was a poor decision that our school made.
HAPPY DNA DAY!! PARTY AT MY HOUSE! (not really)
The video the teachers made was funny, Mr. P was hilarious! The rest of the presentation, booooooring. The video in the beginning made me fall asleep, with my eye's opened though so I didn't get in trouble. The second lady said "um" and "uh" way too many times (67, I counted). David and some other kid were the only one's that dressed up, I thought that was kind of funny. They were wearing lap coats and like, grampa clothes lol.
Fuck, I only have 1.75 in cash...that means I'll have to use the scanner....grrrrrrrr.....
I really do hate this new thumb print scanner the school has. For one it was a waste of money for the school. We could have not spent money on our dirt patch of a football field, better or more books, computers, being able to use more things on Citrix, improving Citrix, or anything else. Sure, kids are stealing money from other people’s accounts, but we could just let the school take our pictures and have them come up when we put in our number. I don’t think it takes a lot of effort for a lunch lady to glance from the face on the screen to the student. Yes, people’s appearance change, so why don’t we use our yearbook photos? Other people are taking them then, and it’s not like we’re wasting more school time.
I understand, this technology is new, so it’ll take the lunch lady’s some time the first day or so. But this morning I heard countless people say that it’s wouldn’t work for their fingers and they had to search for their account, or it took them how many tried for the scan to work. When I get my lunch, I walk out of this classroom, chat with my friends going to their classes for about two minutes, go to my table, get in line, buy my food, sit down, eat about half of it, and then the 5 minute bell rings. Yesterday, I did all that, but I waited in line while the bell rung, then five minutes after. I was about to just walk out of line without paying. Jeez, this morning they let the people that had cash go up in front of everyone so they didn’t have to wait, I hope I have enough cash left to go in that line. This was a poor decision that our school made.
HAPPY DNA DAY!! PARTY AT MY HOUSE! (not really)
The video the teachers made was funny, Mr. P was hilarious! The rest of the presentation, booooooring. The video in the beginning made me fall asleep, with my eye's opened though so I didn't get in trouble. The second lady said "um" and "uh" way too many times (67, I counted). David and some other kid were the only one's that dressed up, I thought that was kind of funny. They were wearing lap coats and like, grampa clothes lol.
Fuck, I only have 1.75 in cash...that means I'll have to use the scanner....grrrrrrrr.....
Thursday, April 24, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEVLYN!
=) A BLOG TITLE DEDICATED TO YOUR BIRTHDAY! ily devvy chan! *huggles*
Let's see, yesterday I got home and worked out right away. My dad was mad at me and yelled because he said I saw him on the tractor and that I needed to help him cut my little section of grass near the driveway with the lawnmower. It's not like I couldn't do it after I worked out! Jeez! I get outside and he's just like: "Look, I even cut half the section for you, I did half of your work!" Yeah, like it's a lot of fucking work for him to sit his ass on the tractor and drive around...
I wanted to go to the range after dinner but he didn't take me, and my mom didn't want to take me either. I don't even want to go today now....I'll go on the weekend I guess...it's gonna be shitty though...all rainy and stuff...*sigh*
On today's note, the triumphant returns. Ryan is back from his suspension. He was wearing his glasses today and if I remember correctly, a STRIPED polo. Brown and white I think.
Ummm, at the SAMT2 (Super Awesome Morning Table 2) these random guys came and sat around us, it was weird....
Last night I stubbed my pinky toe trying to chase Hamilton out of my room and most of the nail fell off, ouch. *watches you make eeeew face* Luckily we played corn hole today, only need to throw beanie bag things around. I wanna play tennis tomorrow, I've never played it before.
ZOMG I'm feeling really light headed right now and dizzy, and tired....I think I'll nap for the first half of keyboarding after this.
Oh and we're starting punnet squares tomorrow in Bio..............fuck.............
Mr. Wason was a suckass teacher so when he taught them, or should I say try tried to teach them, I didn't get it at all...let's hope Mrs. May is a better teacher, although that might not be hard.
Let's see, yesterday I got home and worked out right away. My dad was mad at me and yelled because he said I saw him on the tractor and that I needed to help him cut my little section of grass near the driveway with the lawnmower. It's not like I couldn't do it after I worked out! Jeez! I get outside and he's just like: "Look, I even cut half the section for you, I did half of your work!" Yeah, like it's a lot of fucking work for him to sit his ass on the tractor and drive around...
I wanted to go to the range after dinner but he didn't take me, and my mom didn't want to take me either. I don't even want to go today now....I'll go on the weekend I guess...it's gonna be shitty though...all rainy and stuff...*sigh*
On today's note, the triumphant returns. Ryan is back from his suspension. He was wearing his glasses today and if I remember correctly, a STRIPED polo. Brown and white I think.
Ummm, at the SAMT2 (Super Awesome Morning Table 2) these random guys came and sat around us, it was weird....
Last night I stubbed my pinky toe trying to chase Hamilton out of my room and most of the nail fell off, ouch. *watches you make eeeew face* Luckily we played corn hole today, only need to throw beanie bag things around. I wanna play tennis tomorrow, I've never played it before.
ZOMG I'm feeling really light headed right now and dizzy, and tired....I think I'll nap for the first half of keyboarding after this.
Oh and we're starting punnet squares tomorrow in Bio..............fuck.............
Mr. Wason was a suckass teacher so when he taught them, or should I say try tried to teach them, I didn't get it at all...let's hope Mrs. May is a better teacher, although that might not be hard.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Ice Cream!
So school was normal today. We started summer sporting in PE and I question why they had bowling because in our school that is a winter sport...
Went on a 3 mile walk today with my dad and the dog. Also wrote more of chappie 3! Did I ever send you guys chappie 2? Also, the spacing in my book is going to be different. Turns out, as Rayy showed me, that the way I was doing it was wrong, but it's all better now! Also, she's been so kind as to edit the spacing on my 1st book so lets give her a hand!
Speaking of Rayy, I wanted to go to the range today and hit golf balls (when I said to my dad: "Hey can I go to the range and hit today?" he looked at me and it was almost like I touched his heart or something since, he always used to force me to go. I thought that was nice, made my day and I'm sure it made his.) Anyways, so I get in all my golf gear- a polo, tan caprices, and golf shoes (new ones!)- and get all my golf gear- golf bag, golf balls (new!) golf glove (also new!) and other golf stuff- I get in the car and we drive to the range and the street is blocked 0ff with a fire engine and a ambulance. Weird. So we decided to go to Mr. T's Ice Cream. On the way we surprised Rayy and picked her up to get ice cream with us!
We then saw a really tall man waving in the back of these businesses, it was like a plastic thing, my dad didn't even reach his knee! I took a pic on my phone, I'll have to show it to you later! Then gave her the tour of my dad's office. Fun fun!
Now I'm here. I'm gonna get my laptop upstairs and type chappie 3!
Oh and did you see youtube's icon for earth day?! It's awesome!
Went on a 3 mile walk today with my dad and the dog. Also wrote more of chappie 3! Did I ever send you guys chappie 2? Also, the spacing in my book is going to be different. Turns out, as Rayy showed me, that the way I was doing it was wrong, but it's all better now! Also, she's been so kind as to edit the spacing on my 1st book so lets give her a hand!
Speaking of Rayy, I wanted to go to the range today and hit golf balls (when I said to my dad: "Hey can I go to the range and hit today?" he looked at me and it was almost like I touched his heart or something since, he always used to force me to go. I thought that was nice, made my day and I'm sure it made his.) Anyways, so I get in all my golf gear- a polo, tan caprices, and golf shoes (new ones!)- and get all my golf gear- golf bag, golf balls (new!) golf glove (also new!) and other golf stuff- I get in the car and we drive to the range and the street is blocked 0ff with a fire engine and a ambulance. Weird. So we decided to go to Mr. T's Ice Cream. On the way we surprised Rayy and picked her up to get ice cream with us!
We then saw a really tall man waving in the back of these businesses, it was like a plastic thing, my dad didn't even reach his knee! I took a pic on my phone, I'll have to show it to you later! Then gave her the tour of my dad's office. Fun fun!
Now I'm here. I'm gonna get my laptop upstairs and type chappie 3!
Oh and did you see youtube's icon for earth day?! It's awesome!
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Glad To Get Out
I think this is why I like school.
Today: I woke up at 10:30 (even though I was planning on sleeping in till like 12...) and took a shower. My dad and brother weren't home, and my mom was sitting in the lazy boy chair. I greeted her with a: "Morning mom! Happy National Weed Day! *cough*"
She smiled and we asked how we slept and stuff then we made ourselves some bacon. Rayy called and told me she could come to the movie (yay!) so I was looking forward to that. I asked anyone else if they could come but they said they couldn't so it was just the two of us =)
Well after pouring some fruit loops in a bowl (and for our debate in math class there is a green one) dad and Jay got home. Dad went downstairs to play his army game on the PS2 and mom started yelling at JJ. Apparently at his Saturday detention yesterday (his 2nd one I might add) he didn't do any of the work his teacher asked him to do there and just sat around for 2 hours.
What he had to do was fix two math tests, where totaling the points on each test to about 20 (1 point a piece) he got about 5/20. She starts yelling and lecturing, so I go upstairs and grab my IPod. Around 1:30 I put the IPod down and got ready to go pick up Rayy and go to the movies. Mom was still yelling at JJ and trying to get him to fix the problems. While putting on a little make-up I heard JJ storm away from the table and yell at my mom: "Get away from me you fucker and go smoke a fucking cigarette!"
I think that hurt me more than it hurt my mom but I dunno. That, was a really really really times 10 mean and crule thing to say in my opinion. JJ slams his bedroom door, dad comes upstairs and asks what's wrong, my mom tells about the whole detention thing and what happened in the last hour and then storms off to the bathroom to get ready to take me to Rayys. I figure it's safe to come out, so I grab my purse and celly then head downstairs to find dad sitting in the lazy boy chair looking over the tests JJ had to fix. He asked me (like he has been now for the umpteenth time) "What do you think is wrong with him?" and (like I always reply) say "I dunno he won't talk to me."
so dad goes upstairs to talk to JJ, mom comes out, asked me where the both of them were while we were in the car. I tell her and then she starts on her ranting mode. I think she's jealous of my dad because JJ is seeming to favor him more...I dunno...from the rant it sounded that way.
Movie time (THANK THE NON-EXISTENT GOD)
Rayy and I bought popcorn and shared a coke. The theater wasn't packed, and the movie was good. It wasn't horror (like I thought) but more suspense (like I guessed). It was unpredictable so that's what made it good too. Then mom picks us up and drops Rayy off. We go to my Grammy's for awhile to show her mine and JJ's report card. I got $25 for mine and JJ got nothing cuz it was so bad. More ranting there, then on the way home and now I'm here.
I smell dinner now, Steak, yummy! I'm hungry too. Might ask my dad if I can go to the rang today after dinner but I'm not really feeling good. I think it's because I'm hungry, but the sun is making my head hurt. I wanna take a nap outside...
Ryan's not gonna be at school the whole week, so that means Peaches is going to be talking to a lot more people now instead of focusing all her energy and attention on him. I've got to admit when Ed was telling me how Peaches wanted to walk with her since Ryan wasn't there and she said "well you always could have walked with me the whole year but you didn't until now since Ryan isn't here.." then walked away, she had a point. I mean I know that they're boyfriend and girlfriend and all but that doesn't mean they have to stop hanging out with people and stuff like that.
Ugh...I gotta write more of chappie 3...I gotta redo it actually...forgot to put in some key parts...crudnuts...
Hammy says hi! (he's not actually trying to get the birds this time!)
Today: I woke up at 10:30 (even though I was planning on sleeping in till like 12...) and took a shower. My dad and brother weren't home, and my mom was sitting in the lazy boy chair. I greeted her with a: "Morning mom! Happy National Weed Day! *cough*"
She smiled and we asked how we slept and stuff then we made ourselves some bacon. Rayy called and told me she could come to the movie (yay!) so I was looking forward to that. I asked anyone else if they could come but they said they couldn't so it was just the two of us =)
Well after pouring some fruit loops in a bowl (and for our debate in math class there is a green one) dad and Jay got home. Dad went downstairs to play his army game on the PS2 and mom started yelling at JJ. Apparently at his Saturday detention yesterday (his 2nd one I might add) he didn't do any of the work his teacher asked him to do there and just sat around for 2 hours.
What he had to do was fix two math tests, where totaling the points on each test to about 20 (1 point a piece) he got about 5/20. She starts yelling and lecturing, so I go upstairs and grab my IPod. Around 1:30 I put the IPod down and got ready to go pick up Rayy and go to the movies. Mom was still yelling at JJ and trying to get him to fix the problems. While putting on a little make-up I heard JJ storm away from the table and yell at my mom: "Get away from me you fucker and go smoke a fucking cigarette!"
I think that hurt me more than it hurt my mom but I dunno. That, was a really really really times 10 mean and crule thing to say in my opinion. JJ slams his bedroom door, dad comes upstairs and asks what's wrong, my mom tells about the whole detention thing and what happened in the last hour and then storms off to the bathroom to get ready to take me to Rayys. I figure it's safe to come out, so I grab my purse and celly then head downstairs to find dad sitting in the lazy boy chair looking over the tests JJ had to fix. He asked me (like he has been now for the umpteenth time) "What do you think is wrong with him?" and (like I always reply) say "I dunno he won't talk to me."
so dad goes upstairs to talk to JJ, mom comes out, asked me where the both of them were while we were in the car. I tell her and then she starts on her ranting mode. I think she's jealous of my dad because JJ is seeming to favor him more...I dunno...from the rant it sounded that way.
Movie time (THANK THE NON-EXISTENT GOD)
Rayy and I bought popcorn and shared a coke. The theater wasn't packed, and the movie was good. It wasn't horror (like I thought) but more suspense (like I guessed). It was unpredictable so that's what made it good too. Then mom picks us up and drops Rayy off. We go to my Grammy's for awhile to show her mine and JJ's report card. I got $25 for mine and JJ got nothing cuz it was so bad. More ranting there, then on the way home and now I'm here.
I smell dinner now, Steak, yummy! I'm hungry too. Might ask my dad if I can go to the rang today after dinner but I'm not really feeling good. I think it's because I'm hungry, but the sun is making my head hurt. I wanna take a nap outside...
Ryan's not gonna be at school the whole week, so that means Peaches is going to be talking to a lot more people now instead of focusing all her energy and attention on him. I've got to admit when Ed was telling me how Peaches wanted to walk with her since Ryan wasn't there and she said "well you always could have walked with me the whole year but you didn't until now since Ryan isn't here.." then walked away, she had a point. I mean I know that they're boyfriend and girlfriend and all but that doesn't mean they have to stop hanging out with people and stuff like that.
Ugh...I gotta write more of chappie 3...I gotta redo it actually...forgot to put in some key parts...crudnuts...
Hammy says hi! (he's not actually trying to get the birds this time!)
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Busy Busy
So today I woke up around 10:30, got dressed, ate breakfast (yes a know, weird huh?) and then talked with my mom a little bit. My dad needed some help in the yard so my brother and I picked weeds in teh front flower bed and from under the pine tree line. Lunch came and then we went to my grammy's to help pick sticks up in her yard.
We made a huge fire pile with them afterwards. I also took my dad on a wild ride on my uncles Gator. Full speed, hair pin turns baby!! After the ride my dad looked at me and went: "As long as you're not driving my company car, you can do that." *tumbs up*
You have to love my dad.
Oh yeah, I even backed the Gator into the grage! I think I did really bad...i nearly crashed into the grage door about three times...but my grandma, uncle scott, and dad said I did I pretty good job. I just can't get the hang of that revers steering ya know?
I went to the range for the frist time this year. I well with my irons and hybrid, but my 3 wood and driver...SUCKED. So after sending another ball flying low and to the right with my Driver (they either were like that or just rolled on the ground ><) I tried out my dads. His is a Callaway, I think mine is a Wilson or something... Anyways, I hit it well, a lot better than my driver at least.
After grabbing some gum from Marc's, orbit since I'm trying to whiten my teeth, dad, jj and I did a light workout before dinner.
I just came back from Dicks Sporting Goods. I got new golf shoes, golf balls, 2 new golf gloves, and I tried out a Lady's Callaway Driver. I kept hitting it right, but I was hitting it about 150 yards on average. I should be hitting 200 on average. But hey, I haven't hit a golf ball in a while so I'm sure I'll up the yardage after getting out more.
Now I"m here.
I'm planning on going to the movies tomorrow (seeing Prom Night) with Rayy and Erin. Rayy is waiting for her dad to get home to see and Erin hasn't answered my text, methinks I texted her while on her date and it is kind of rude to text your friends while you're on one (at least that's what I think). I asked Ed if she wanted to come but she didn't want to see the movie, plus she had homework. Dev is at her dads, Peaches is at her dads, and Ryan is grounded so they can't come.
I had an away message up saying that I was busy at the moment but if you wanted to go see prom night with me tomorrow IM me and I'll get back to you. Ryan IMed me saying:
Ryan: this weekend is horrid for me and jackie if you guys would even want us to come so really dont bother asking us
I dunno but when I read it, it sounded like he thinks I wouldn't want them around at all. I mean the whole: "if you guys even want us to come" thing kinda shouted that out to me... I don't hate Ryan he and I just have some very different opions at some times, and there's no reason why i should hate Jackie. I'm actually trying for all of us to get together next weekend to hang out or something at the park. My park though, not the rec park. We could probably go see our 'beach' if it's nice enough! (or if it hasn't washed away, this winter there wasn't much sand when Dev, Dad, and I checked it out...)
Okay all of you should see Hammy right now. This is what he keeps doing:
*sits in front of window* *pounces at birds* *runs around the house* *jumps in empty box in computer room* Now repeat.
It's too funny. There's little kitty head prints in the window screen ^-^
<3
We made a huge fire pile with them afterwards. I also took my dad on a wild ride on my uncles Gator. Full speed, hair pin turns baby!! After the ride my dad looked at me and went: "As long as you're not driving my company car, you can do that." *tumbs up*
You have to love my dad.
Oh yeah, I even backed the Gator into the grage! I think I did really bad...i nearly crashed into the grage door about three times...but my grandma, uncle scott, and dad said I did I pretty good job. I just can't get the hang of that revers steering ya know?
I went to the range for the frist time this year. I well with my irons and hybrid, but my 3 wood and driver...SUCKED. So after sending another ball flying low and to the right with my Driver (they either were like that or just rolled on the ground ><) I tried out my dads. His is a Callaway, I think mine is a Wilson or something... Anyways, I hit it well, a lot better than my driver at least.
After grabbing some gum from Marc's, orbit since I'm trying to whiten my teeth, dad, jj and I did a light workout before dinner.
I just came back from Dicks Sporting Goods. I got new golf shoes, golf balls, 2 new golf gloves, and I tried out a Lady's Callaway Driver. I kept hitting it right, but I was hitting it about 150 yards on average. I should be hitting 200 on average. But hey, I haven't hit a golf ball in a while so I'm sure I'll up the yardage after getting out more.
Now I"m here.
I'm planning on going to the movies tomorrow (seeing Prom Night) with Rayy and Erin. Rayy is waiting for her dad to get home to see and Erin hasn't answered my text, methinks I texted her while on her date and it is kind of rude to text your friends while you're on one (at least that's what I think). I asked Ed if she wanted to come but she didn't want to see the movie, plus she had homework. Dev is at her dads, Peaches is at her dads, and Ryan is grounded so they can't come.
I had an away message up saying that I was busy at the moment but if you wanted to go see prom night with me tomorrow IM me and I'll get back to you. Ryan IMed me saying:
Ryan: this weekend is horrid for me and jackie if you guys would even want us to come so really dont bother asking us
I dunno but when I read it, it sounded like he thinks I wouldn't want them around at all. I mean the whole: "if you guys even want us to come" thing kinda shouted that out to me... I don't hate Ryan he and I just have some very different opions at some times, and there's no reason why i should hate Jackie. I'm actually trying for all of us to get together next weekend to hang out or something at the park. My park though, not the rec park. We could probably go see our 'beach' if it's nice enough! (or if it hasn't washed away, this winter there wasn't much sand when Dev, Dad, and I checked it out...)
Okay all of you should see Hammy right now. This is what he keeps doing:
*sits in front of window* *pounces at birds* *runs around the house* *jumps in empty box in computer room* Now repeat.
It's too funny. There's little kitty head prints in the window screen ^-^
<3
Friday, April 18, 2008
Nothing Too Exciting Today
So nothing really happened today. For PE we walked abround the track, in Bio we were in the computer lab, and in math I was too (i must have somehow taken a smart pill because I knew how to do all the math problems on the computer!).
When I got home my mom and I talked about school and stuff, she's been having me talk to her out in the grage ever since what we call The Talk. It's kinda nice you know- not for my lungs since she always smokes but what the hey.
I went upstairs in my room, it was nice, the windows were opened, a gentel breeze blowing now and then. I took a pillow, placed it against the wall under my eletric keyboard and fell asleep. Yes, on the floor. Then I went out and played with my neighbors until the pizza man came. Then while eating pizza I watched CSI and now I'm here.
=)
oh yeah, check out the sidebar, GAMES. Ooooooh yeeeeeeah.
=P
When I got home my mom and I talked about school and stuff, she's been having me talk to her out in the grage ever since what we call The Talk. It's kinda nice you know- not for my lungs since she always smokes but what the hey.
I went upstairs in my room, it was nice, the windows were opened, a gentel breeze blowing now and then. I took a pillow, placed it against the wall under my eletric keyboard and fell asleep. Yes, on the floor. Then I went out and played with my neighbors until the pizza man came. Then while eating pizza I watched CSI and now I'm here.
=)
oh yeah, check out the sidebar, GAMES. Ooooooh yeeeeeeah.
=P
Thursday, April 17, 2008
THE BLIMP!
Yay! Today the Good Year Blimp few over my backyard! I dunno why but I always get all excited when it does. For years no matter what I'm doing when I hear it in the sky I run out on the deck and watch it until it disappears from sight. This also means the warm weather is officially here!
Went out and chipped a few golf balls in the backyard like my dad asked me too. This weekend we're planing on going to Dick's to get me some new golf shoes and stuff. Then maybe I'll go to the range. =)
I'm gonna try and get on the High School Golf Team this year. My one friend Ashley O. was on it last year, I practiced with her. I wasn't really all into it that year, I like gave up on golf right before the tryouts so that's why I stunk. But this year will be different. Ashley O. says its really fun and that I better try hard to make the team.
It's a fun goal ya know? A bit of a challenge. Something to add to my busy summer too. I mean, between a job 2 1/2 days a week, going to the rang, going to the golf course, working out, walking the dog, learning how to water ski, learning Spanish (that'll help me a lot in Sophomore Year Spanish 1), getting a scuba license, cutting the lawn, learning to cook better....etc... It's gonna be busy. I've gotta learn a lot of things this year. But I will always find time for you guys, I can't live without you! If I didn't have any friends like you...jeez I can't think about it, let alone want to.
My dad says that if he lands this account at work he'll join a country club. That means he said I can bring a few of you there to swim in the pool! Cool huh?!
We all need to get together at the park or the Rec center or something. I mean ALL of us. Just for one day. One day this summer, forget all the fights we've had, the stupid stuff we did (and I mean the bad stupid stuff not the stupid stuff we normally do), and just talk. We don't really have to do anything.
Tell ya what lets make that a goal for us this summer. Or if you don't want to think of it as a goal think of it as...as a favor for me. You don't know how happy it would make me, you really don't.
Anyone who read that comment on what you think please. What do you think of the goal? Is there any chance of completing it? I think there is, and there will be.
Oh yeah, BLIMP!!
Went out and chipped a few golf balls in the backyard like my dad asked me too. This weekend we're planing on going to Dick's to get me some new golf shoes and stuff. Then maybe I'll go to the range. =)
I'm gonna try and get on the High School Golf Team this year. My one friend Ashley O. was on it last year, I practiced with her. I wasn't really all into it that year, I like gave up on golf right before the tryouts so that's why I stunk. But this year will be different. Ashley O. says its really fun and that I better try hard to make the team.
It's a fun goal ya know? A bit of a challenge. Something to add to my busy summer too. I mean, between a job 2 1/2 days a week, going to the rang, going to the golf course, working out, walking the dog, learning how to water ski, learning Spanish (that'll help me a lot in Sophomore Year Spanish 1), getting a scuba license, cutting the lawn, learning to cook better....etc... It's gonna be busy. I've gotta learn a lot of things this year. But I will always find time for you guys, I can't live without you! If I didn't have any friends like you...jeez I can't think about it, let alone want to.
My dad says that if he lands this account at work he'll join a country club. That means he said I can bring a few of you there to swim in the pool! Cool huh?!
We all need to get together at the park or the Rec center or something. I mean ALL of us. Just for one day. One day this summer, forget all the fights we've had, the stupid stuff we did (and I mean the bad stupid stuff not the stupid stuff we normally do), and just talk. We don't really have to do anything.
Tell ya what lets make that a goal for us this summer. Or if you don't want to think of it as a goal think of it as...as a favor for me. You don't know how happy it would make me, you really don't.
Anyone who read that comment on what you think please. What do you think of the goal? Is there any chance of completing it? I think there is, and there will be.
Oh yeah, BLIMP!!
From boredom to fights
***YESTERSAY***
Well nothing interesting happened in school. On the bus I learned that a small word has been getting around the druggies and 'losers' that Bryan and I got freaky and now I'm PG. Which you no is not true but it pissed me off because I know Bitchy Richy started that rumor. I told my mom, she said she might talk to the principal soon about him.
When I got home I had this urge to drive. I dunno why but I did. So I asked my dad if I could drive the car around the backyard but he said the grass was too wet, so I drove the trackter around instead. Then my dad told me he was gonna teach me how to cut the grass with it this summer- since I only do a small section with the lawn mower. Since he was gonna teach me if he ever wasn't home I needed to be able to back the trackter out of the barn and then park it back in. As you know, R is not my gear, but I did pretty well for my first try (drivnig is gonna be a bitch though ><).
Dinner, then Star Trek, then worked out and watched Ghost Hunters. Then I remembered I had a collage to do, so I did that too. Turns out its not due until tomorrow, but oh well.
***TODAY***
So today started off kinda boring. Then in third period I heard some news, Ryan got in a fight with this Sophomore. The word is that Tyler Check (Sophomore) was kinda punching Ryan or something, but Ryan got tired of it and just slammed one in his face a few times. Beat the shit out of him. Wish I would have seen it. Either way it was a bit of a stupid thing to do. Now he's suspended for 5 days (looooong weekend for him...lucky...).
Me logic:
If you're going to start a fight, win it. Otherwise you're a complete and total moron. But, if you start the fight and win it, you're only a quarter of a moron. Since, fighting is kind of stupid to me ya know?
But yeah.
Man, ever since I told my mom about the THING I've been feeling a lot better. There are times I want it back, but that's okay since my mom has it. I've been sleeping easier now...it's, well nice.
Keyboarding I'm still behind, gotta work my butt of tomorrow.
Might post again later today might not.
Well nothing interesting happened in school. On the bus I learned that a small word has been getting around the druggies and 'losers' that Bryan and I got freaky and now I'm PG. Which you no is not true but it pissed me off because I know Bitchy Richy started that rumor. I told my mom, she said she might talk to the principal soon about him.
When I got home I had this urge to drive. I dunno why but I did. So I asked my dad if I could drive the car around the backyard but he said the grass was too wet, so I drove the trackter around instead. Then my dad told me he was gonna teach me how to cut the grass with it this summer- since I only do a small section with the lawn mower. Since he was gonna teach me if he ever wasn't home I needed to be able to back the trackter out of the barn and then park it back in. As you know, R is not my gear, but I did pretty well for my first try (drivnig is gonna be a bitch though ><).
Dinner, then Star Trek, then worked out and watched Ghost Hunters. Then I remembered I had a collage to do, so I did that too. Turns out its not due until tomorrow, but oh well.
***TODAY***
So today started off kinda boring. Then in third period I heard some news, Ryan got in a fight with this Sophomore. The word is that Tyler Check (Sophomore) was kinda punching Ryan or something, but Ryan got tired of it and just slammed one in his face a few times. Beat the shit out of him. Wish I would have seen it. Either way it was a bit of a stupid thing to do. Now he's suspended for 5 days (looooong weekend for him...lucky...).
Me logic:
If you're going to start a fight, win it. Otherwise you're a complete and total moron. But, if you start the fight and win it, you're only a quarter of a moron. Since, fighting is kind of stupid to me ya know?
But yeah.
Man, ever since I told my mom about the THING I've been feeling a lot better. There are times I want it back, but that's okay since my mom has it. I've been sleeping easier now...it's, well nice.
Keyboarding I'm still behind, gotta work my butt of tomorrow.
Might post again later today might not.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Weight Off Me
Guess what
I told my mom.
It went better than I expected.
My dad doesn't know though, its a thing between me and my mom.
I feel great.
I told my mom.
It went better than I expected.
My dad doesn't know though, its a thing between me and my mom.
I feel great.
Best Buy is Stoopid
Mkays, so I got my laptop back yesterday right? Was all excited, but I didn't go on it, I was too tired. So I log on it today.
Now
the problem with my laptop was the tons of spywhere, so they were supposed to put an anti-spywhere thing on it, and word 07 since it wasn't loading on my computer.
Well, no anti-spywhere, no word 07. There's word 03, but not 07.
I swear my dad's gonna blow that place up one day...
What made my day today:
Dad: *walks in the computer room muttering* stupid...fucking...best buy...fuckers...
Me: hey dad look, my hair's in a pony tail again!
Dad: *turns around* whoa...*shocked face*
Hammy: *comes up from behind the chair and starts batting my hair around
*we all laugh (cept hammy)*
=)
Its little things like that in life that make my day!
Oh so now I've got a deadline, Friday, if I don't stop 'cutting' some one's gonna tell my parents. Ryan told me this. At first, I was like really pissed off. Now, I'm kicking myself because this is a good thing. But, if I don't stop by Thursday I'm gonna beat ya guys too it. I'm gonna tell my mom. Why? Well cuz if you guys tell her she's gonna blame herself for being such a bad parent...and you guys know she's not.
Fuck, I might even tell her tonight. Why? I dunno it's a Tuesday I guess.
I think I realized why I'm doing this to myself. I've been trying to figure out because I don't believe depression is a disease, that's just stupid to me- sorry peaches but I lied to you when I agreed, I didn't wanna get into it. So I've got about 2 reasons:
Reason A:
Home life.
My parents have done nothing but yell and yell and yell for about 2 years now. It's not at me, its at my brother for his grades and stuff. Kinda stupid I should be feeling sad about that, but I just can't take seeing them get so disappointed in themselves and in JJ. And what really chokes me up is that JJ doesn't even seem to care and that what I try to talk to him he doesn't talk back. We always tell each other everything...now it's like there's this gap...
man I'm tearing up right now...ha
Reason B (and a stupid reason at that but hey):
Lack of love.
You ever want someone to hold you close to them? Wrap their arms completely around you and whisper in your ear it's going to be alright and kiss you? And I'm talking about a boyfriend not a parent or a friend. I long for that so much... Thing is, I don't like anyone in that way...sure I have a fair few friends that are guys (I think about 10 or so) but I don't really consider them more than my friend. They're not the one. Ya know, THE ONE? Where you wanna spend every waking moment with them? Yeah, haven't found them yet...
I feel like I have this hole inside me...call me a lame poetic weirdo, but it's like I'm missing a piece, the, the one piece. (okay so maybe that wasn't that poetic but nah nah nah nah nah).
OW
Hammy pulled my hair down and I hit my head on the back of the chair...
Anyways, I guess it's good that I'm not thinking about suicide or anything, yuck. If I killed myself my mom would die, just lay down and die, then my bro would be all messed up and then my dad would be messed up and not to mention you guys out there. I could never be that cruel, never.
Saying that, if you do tell my parents and go "ash is cutting and we all think she might want to kill herself" I'll fucking rip your head off.
and if YOU guys ever try to do it either for a first time or again and fail, the same applies. I'll make is my top priority to go to where ever you are after I hear the news.
Well that's all.
Now
the problem with my laptop was the tons of spywhere, so they were supposed to put an anti-spywhere thing on it, and word 07 since it wasn't loading on my computer.
Well, no anti-spywhere, no word 07. There's word 03, but not 07.
I swear my dad's gonna blow that place up one day...
What made my day today:
Dad: *walks in the computer room muttering* stupid...fucking...best buy...fuckers...
Me: hey dad look, my hair's in a pony tail again!
Dad: *turns around* whoa...*shocked face*
Hammy: *comes up from behind the chair and starts batting my hair around
*we all laugh (cept hammy)*
=)
Its little things like that in life that make my day!
Oh so now I've got a deadline, Friday, if I don't stop 'cutting' some one's gonna tell my parents. Ryan told me this. At first, I was like really pissed off. Now, I'm kicking myself because this is a good thing. But, if I don't stop by Thursday I'm gonna beat ya guys too it. I'm gonna tell my mom. Why? Well cuz if you guys tell her she's gonna blame herself for being such a bad parent...and you guys know she's not.
Fuck, I might even tell her tonight. Why? I dunno it's a Tuesday I guess.
I think I realized why I'm doing this to myself. I've been trying to figure out because I don't believe depression is a disease, that's just stupid to me- sorry peaches but I lied to you when I agreed, I didn't wanna get into it. So I've got about 2 reasons:
Reason A:
Home life.
My parents have done nothing but yell and yell and yell for about 2 years now. It's not at me, its at my brother for his grades and stuff. Kinda stupid I should be feeling sad about that, but I just can't take seeing them get so disappointed in themselves and in JJ. And what really chokes me up is that JJ doesn't even seem to care and that what I try to talk to him he doesn't talk back. We always tell each other everything...now it's like there's this gap...
man I'm tearing up right now...ha
Reason B (and a stupid reason at that but hey):
Lack of love.
You ever want someone to hold you close to them? Wrap their arms completely around you and whisper in your ear it's going to be alright and kiss you? And I'm talking about a boyfriend not a parent or a friend. I long for that so much... Thing is, I don't like anyone in that way...sure I have a fair few friends that are guys (I think about 10 or so) but I don't really consider them more than my friend. They're not the one. Ya know, THE ONE? Where you wanna spend every waking moment with them? Yeah, haven't found them yet...
I feel like I have this hole inside me...call me a lame poetic weirdo, but it's like I'm missing a piece, the, the one piece. (okay so maybe that wasn't that poetic but nah nah nah nah nah).
OW
Hammy pulled my hair down and I hit my head on the back of the chair...
Anyways, I guess it's good that I'm not thinking about suicide or anything, yuck. If I killed myself my mom would die, just lay down and die, then my bro would be all messed up and then my dad would be messed up and not to mention you guys out there. I could never be that cruel, never.
Saying that, if you do tell my parents and go "ash is cutting and we all think she might want to kill herself" I'll fucking rip your head off.
and if YOU guys ever try to do it either for a first time or again and fail, the same applies. I'll make is my top priority to go to where ever you are after I hear the news.
Well that's all.
My Baby!
Yay! Good news! I got my laptop back! And now it's got a name, it's gonna be called Jim-Bob. Oh yeeeeeah.
Bad news though: my main celly screen has gone wack-o! It's all faint, and flickers a lot...my dad said he'll talk to Verizon though so that's good.
uuum...oh! My favorite show Bones is back on! It's was a pretty good one on last night, kept you thinking.
While working out I decided to talk in a country accent the whole time, which made us all laugh. My brother doesn't have a very good one so he gave up on it so my dad and I annoyed the heck out of him. I pulled a mussel in my arm while working out. I lifted up the weight while i was lying on the ground to do my sit-ups and my arm gave out for some weird reason and the weight twisted it funny as it went down.
I still did pretty good during badminton nonetheless! Rayy was good too! We played against Miranda W and Ailbert (I think her real name is Allison). We had to go into a tie breaker and we won! Woo hoo!
Biology was kind of cool. Some of the bacteria in the experiment glowed under a UV light and UV lights are cool anyways, so it was even cooler. (Wow that's a lot of cools). It went by fast though.
Man am I tired. I wish is were the weekend so I can sleep in. I'm always tired though now it seems...it's annoying...since when I'm tired I usually start day dreaming...
My side hurts...it's annoying...
I should start up chappie 3 on my book...ugh...
I dunno if I'll be online tonight, I think I need to do part 1 of an I Am English project...(yuck)...but it's only a collage so it should be done fast.
I found a lucky penny today! Go me!
Oh yeah, when I'm not blogging or doing work in keyboarding I play this: http://pouetpu.pbwiki.com/SMF_480X360 oooh yeeeah =)
Bad news though: my main celly screen has gone wack-o! It's all faint, and flickers a lot...my dad said he'll talk to Verizon though so that's good.
uuum...oh! My favorite show Bones is back on! It's was a pretty good one on last night, kept you thinking.
While working out I decided to talk in a country accent the whole time, which made us all laugh. My brother doesn't have a very good one so he gave up on it so my dad and I annoyed the heck out of him. I pulled a mussel in my arm while working out. I lifted up the weight while i was lying on the ground to do my sit-ups and my arm gave out for some weird reason and the weight twisted it funny as it went down.
I still did pretty good during badminton nonetheless! Rayy was good too! We played against Miranda W and Ailbert (I think her real name is Allison). We had to go into a tie breaker and we won! Woo hoo!
Biology was kind of cool. Some of the bacteria in the experiment glowed under a UV light and UV lights are cool anyways, so it was even cooler. (Wow that's a lot of cools). It went by fast though.
Man am I tired. I wish is were the weekend so I can sleep in. I'm always tired though now it seems...it's annoying...since when I'm tired I usually start day dreaming...
My side hurts...it's annoying...
I should start up chappie 3 on my book...ugh...
I dunno if I'll be online tonight, I think I need to do part 1 of an I Am English project...(yuck)...but it's only a collage so it should be done fast.
I found a lucky penny today! Go me!
Oh yeah, when I'm not blogging or doing work in keyboarding I play this: http://pouetpu.pbwiki.com/SMF_480X360 oooh yeeeah =)
Monday, April 14, 2008
Inner War
So...I don't want to talk about this...I don't want to tell anyone this at all...but I think I have to...I think you need to know...and I think talking about it will help...
Last night I went upstairs and got all ready to go to sleep like I nornally do. Lay my clothes out for school, make sure al my books are near my backback, brush teeth and hair, then put my phone on a charger and grab my IPod.
In the past few days I added to the rutine. I look at the THING on my end table. Well last night THING wasn't there. So at first I said "alright, good." then shut off the light and turned on my IPod. I could tell I was getting restless because I had started biting at my nails again. So much for my 3 day streek...
Anyways about 10 minutes later I turned on my light and looked around my room. Then I searched the bathroom, then the guest room. No THING. I never take THING out of my room anyways so it only had to be in one place, my brother's room. I woke him up and he said he didn't have it. But I knew he did so I didn't let him go back to sleep until he gave it to me. (it was only 11 so who cares). In the end he did, whining and saying it was his, when it is mine. He just stole it from me.
That's not exactly the thing I wanted to tell you about. The thing was that when I couldn't find the THING I got like really pissed and started freaking crying. The THING is bad, but I cried anyways...stupid huh?
Well I'm behind on work...>< evil keyboarding...
CARLY SAYS HI!!!
=)
Last night I went upstairs and got all ready to go to sleep like I nornally do. Lay my clothes out for school, make sure al my books are near my backback, brush teeth and hair, then put my phone on a charger and grab my IPod.
In the past few days I added to the rutine. I look at the THING on my end table. Well last night THING wasn't there. So at first I said "alright, good." then shut off the light and turned on my IPod. I could tell I was getting restless because I had started biting at my nails again. So much for my 3 day streek...
Anyways about 10 minutes later I turned on my light and looked around my room. Then I searched the bathroom, then the guest room. No THING. I never take THING out of my room anyways so it only had to be in one place, my brother's room. I woke him up and he said he didn't have it. But I knew he did so I didn't let him go back to sleep until he gave it to me. (it was only 11 so who cares). In the end he did, whining and saying it was his, when it is mine. He just stole it from me.
That's not exactly the thing I wanted to tell you about. The thing was that when I couldn't find the THING I got like really pissed and started freaking crying. The THING is bad, but I cried anyways...stupid huh?
Well I'm behind on work...>< evil keyboarding...
CARLY SAYS HI!!!
=)
Sunday, April 13, 2008
So Bored
After posting dev and I watched fruits baskets and did a bunch of random stuff. Then we got really board and started playing with stuffed animals and making them talk! XD
that's boredom for ya!
Now I'm bored....nothing really to do....I guess I'll work on chappie 3 of my book!
hmmm....convo I had with Rayy:
xxblackenedwings: still trying to take over most phones with hearts
Me: you will dominate the woooooorld!
xxblackenedwings: meshshs
xxblackenedwings: ...
xxblackenedwings: that was weird
Me: lol
xxblackenedwings: **mwahaha
Me: meshshsh =P
Me: its like an old person evil laugh
Me: since they have no teeth =P
=)
bored again...
that's boredom for ya!
Now I'm bored....nothing really to do....I guess I'll work on chappie 3 of my book!
hmmm....convo I had with Rayy:
xxblackenedwings: still trying to take over most phones with hearts
Me: you will dominate the woooooorld!
xxblackenedwings: meshshs
xxblackenedwings: ...
xxblackenedwings: that was weird
Me: lol
xxblackenedwings: **mwahaha
Me: meshshsh =P
Me: its like an old person evil laugh
Me: since they have no teeth =P
=)
bored again...
Devvys house!
woo! I'm awake! gah! her bro's keyboard is weird, very hard to type on....I'll post later...
Oh yeah...so it turns out it took $140 to fix my laptop...>< this means I owe my dad...shit....
I gotta start practicing for golf soon once it gets warm again. Ugh....oh well..I'll endure one year of it then be done.
Thats all for now. I'll blog and use my own keyboard at home...=P
Oh yeah...so it turns out it took $140 to fix my laptop...>< this means I owe my dad...shit....
I gotta start practicing for golf soon once it gets warm again. Ugh....oh well..I'll endure one year of it then be done.
Thats all for now. I'll blog and use my own keyboard at home...=P
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Da da da daaaa!
So the rest of the day at school the following happened:
~ erin, max, zack, and I nearly got kicked out of the library because everytime we go there we always talk. It's not like we were talking loud or anything...and we're not in APR either...we should be allowed to talk...assholes...
~ I figured out how to do the math problems on the comuter program we have
Then the talent show. Rayy came over Dev's and then we picked both of them up and went to our school. Everyone was pretty good. Hammy sang the National Anthum, she was very good. Bryan got lot's of laughs with his ventrilaquist act. Then this girl at the end, she was an amazing singer!
oh: convo i just had with peaches:
Peachy: i dont think he even realizes im pissed.
Me: i got it!
Peachy: what?!
Me: text him: ryan, i'm pissed >=(
Me: =D
Peachy: lol
Peachy: he can figure it out on his own. he's a big boy.
Me: XD
Peachy: not. like. that.
Me: wait, what do you mean not like that? what were YOU thinking?
Peachy:lol
Me:cuz I was like, imagining a 15 year old ryan in diapers sucking his thumb
Peachy:XD
ANYWAYS =D
Rayy found a vid of our school blood drive this year. I told peaches but she said her German teacher had told them about it. Oh well.
I went to bed around 11 last night and around 2 I found the THING. Then ya know. This morning I looked at my wrist and there is like this tiny little scar there. I like to look at it. Why? I dunno, but that's really all I wanted, so I should stop now.
I'm going over to Dev's today and leaving the THING behind so that will help.
Plz kidz, don't tell the big grown-ups about the THING. I'll tell them on my own.
Well that's about it for now!
~ erin, max, zack, and I nearly got kicked out of the library because everytime we go there we always talk. It's not like we were talking loud or anything...and we're not in APR either...we should be allowed to talk...assholes...
~ I figured out how to do the math problems on the comuter program we have
Then the talent show. Rayy came over Dev's and then we picked both of them up and went to our school. Everyone was pretty good. Hammy sang the National Anthum, she was very good. Bryan got lot's of laughs with his ventrilaquist act. Then this girl at the end, she was an amazing singer!
oh: convo i just had with peaches:
Peachy: i dont think he even realizes im pissed.
Me: i got it!
Peachy: what?!
Me: text him: ryan, i'm pissed >=(
Me: =D
Peachy: lol
Peachy: he can figure it out on his own. he's a big boy.
Me: XD
Peachy: not. like. that.
Me: wait, what do you mean not like that? what were YOU thinking?
Peachy:lol
Me:cuz I was like, imagining a 15 year old ryan in diapers sucking his thumb
Peachy:XD
ANYWAYS =D
Rayy found a vid of our school blood drive this year. I told peaches but she said her German teacher had told them about it. Oh well.
I went to bed around 11 last night and around 2 I found the THING. Then ya know. This morning I looked at my wrist and there is like this tiny little scar there. I like to look at it. Why? I dunno, but that's really all I wanted, so I should stop now.
I'm going over to Dev's today and leaving the THING behind so that will help.
Plz kidz, don't tell the big grown-ups about the THING. I'll tell them on my own.
Well that's about it for now!
Friday, April 11, 2008
The Day So Far
Last night I decided to put my hair up in a pony tail for school. [carly big ahhh] <--- yeah carly's here =) Anyways, I dunno why I wanted to, I put a headband too but it was making my head hurt ><
Rayy, Devvy, and Peaches all gave me hugs this morning too. I like hugs, I'm a very huggable person. Oh and LIFTING ME UP IN THE AIR IS NOT CONSIDERED A HUG!
..........
*cough*
Last night I fell asleep early, it was like about 11:30. When I woke up this morning I didn't want to get out of bed. I was tired. Weird huh?
For our Warm Up for the day in keyboarding it was: Your Favorite Smell
I think that's a funny thing to write about.
Speaking of writing I wrote more of my book. The 2nd chappie isn't finished yet...grrrr...but it will be. I think once I finish that I'll be quicker to write all the other chappies. Oh yeah, my dad gave me this GREAT AWESOME IDEA about what will happen in NYC in my book. I'll give you a hint, three words: Statue of liberty.
I'm hungry, I wonder what's for lunch today.
Talent show tonight, gonna go to see Bryan do his act, Devvy is coming too!
Can't wait to go over to Dev's house, I threw the knife in my closet but when I was looking for my sandals last night- cuz I'm a nerd and like to have all my clothes laid out before school- I found it. I was then gonna throw it under my bed but guess what: THERE IS NOTHING UNDER THERE. O.O
I KNOW RIGHT?!
^ Yeah I'm really excited about that ^
I'm gonna call the knife something...not like Bob...and something I can spell...IT has already been taking...i got it...THING...the stainless steel knife is now gonna be called THING.
mhm, I'm in a very creative mood right now! <-- for the slow witted that was sarcasm
Oh yeah! I painted my toesies red last night! I think i did a bad job but oh well...
Post again later on tonight I think!
Rayy, Devvy, and Peaches all gave me hugs this morning too. I like hugs, I'm a very huggable person. Oh and LIFTING ME UP IN THE AIR IS NOT CONSIDERED A HUG!
..........
*cough*
Last night I fell asleep early, it was like about 11:30. When I woke up this morning I didn't want to get out of bed. I was tired. Weird huh?
For our Warm Up for the day in keyboarding it was: Your Favorite Smell
I think that's a funny thing to write about.
Speaking of writing I wrote more of my book. The 2nd chappie isn't finished yet...grrrr...but it will be. I think once I finish that I'll be quicker to write all the other chappies. Oh yeah, my dad gave me this GREAT AWESOME IDEA about what will happen in NYC in my book. I'll give you a hint, three words: Statue of liberty.
I'm hungry, I wonder what's for lunch today.
Talent show tonight, gonna go to see Bryan do his act, Devvy is coming too!
Can't wait to go over to Dev's house, I threw the knife in my closet but when I was looking for my sandals last night- cuz I'm a nerd and like to have all my clothes laid out before school- I found it. I was then gonna throw it under my bed but guess what: THERE IS NOTHING UNDER THERE. O.O
I KNOW RIGHT?!
^ Yeah I'm really excited about that ^
I'm gonna call the knife something...not like Bob...and something I can spell...IT has already been taking...i got it...THING...the stainless steel knife is now gonna be called THING.
mhm, I'm in a very creative mood right now! <-- for the slow witted that was sarcasm
Oh yeah! I painted my toesies red last night! I think i did a bad job but oh well...
Post again later on tonight I think!
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Why
It seems when you take a stainless steel pocket knife and put it against your wrist and press as hard as you think you can nothing happens.
At least for me.
Sure there is a small little line left, but it goes away after about 10 minutes.
Then my wrist burns for a bit.
I started doing this about 4 days ago? I dunno...
I dunno why I do it either.
I feel happy right now, i don't think there is any reason why I should do it. I tell myself that when I look at that pocket knife sitting on my end table. It's shiny in the light. It's stainless steel too and from China. That means if you lick it you'll get led poisoning. One time I hid it and thought that would work. How stupid is that? I know where it is, I freaking hid it. So I went back and got it and ya know, put it to my wrist.
I let it sit there for a moment ya know? I think about a whole bunch of different things like:
-Don't do it
-Push harder this time
-I like this song on my Ipod
-There's a finger print on the blade
-Hey my dad gave me this a few years ago, he got it from his work
-Why am I doing this?
-Wow it's late
-I want a permanent mark, just one
-What's wrong with me?
-1...2...3...
-Put it away
-Hide it
-Don't hide it
-Throw it away
-Don't throw it away, its got other gadgets too like a cork screw, mini scissors, nail file etc.
-4...5...6...
-What will my friends think?
-This is bad, I'm bad
-I'll blame it on the cat
-The line always goes away
-I should make this go away
It doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would. have you ever tried this before? Just once? Or just put the a blade to your wrist and see if you would do it but never do? Have you ever gotten this far? Have you ever gone farther than me? I hope I never get further. I hope I stop. Why don't I stop?
I'm talking to Dev right now. My voice sounds happy, I feel really happy.
Yet why do I put it up to my wrist? Am I like really really depressed deep down? I never like to be sad, when I am I try and push that feeling down into the pit of my stomach. It feels weird there for a second, like I'm going to puke, but then it goes away. Is my little 'trash bin' over filled? I don't think this is a way to empty it...
Wow those last two sentences sound stupid...oh well...
I read a book called Cut. The girl was cutting herself because....well I can't tell you that, it would ruin the book. But in the beginning she didn't know why. I hope I find out why before I like have to go to a therapist or something. I don't like them much...it seems they ask all the wrong questions or questions you don't know how to answer because you don't have the answer...
Maybe I'll stop tomorrow night. Maybe I won't.
I'm gonna tell my mom sooner or later I think....but I'll wait...I can stop on my own...I think...
Dev says she's hyper now. =) I smiled, I'm happy right? I'm smiling, I'm happy, I feel happy.
Why?
Why do I do this to myself?
I'd rather be confused like Dev or Ellie because boy asked them out than this.
I just looked in the light at my wrist right now. The mark is gone. I want I new one. Just one. Only one, that's permanent. Then I'll stop.
I shouldn't say that. I should stop now.
I should.
I will.
Soon.
I hope...
Do you hope I stop?
I think you do.
I hope you do.
Well that's it. That's my post.
What? You're thinking it must be a joke?
Yeah if I were you I would too. Seeing that I'm always so happy all the time. Right?
I love you. I just thought I would say that. I don't know why, it just sounds nice.
At least for me.
Sure there is a small little line left, but it goes away after about 10 minutes.
Then my wrist burns for a bit.
I started doing this about 4 days ago? I dunno...
I dunno why I do it either.
I feel happy right now, i don't think there is any reason why I should do it. I tell myself that when I look at that pocket knife sitting on my end table. It's shiny in the light. It's stainless steel too and from China. That means if you lick it you'll get led poisoning. One time I hid it and thought that would work. How stupid is that? I know where it is, I freaking hid it. So I went back and got it and ya know, put it to my wrist.
I let it sit there for a moment ya know? I think about a whole bunch of different things like:
-Don't do it
-Push harder this time
-I like this song on my Ipod
-There's a finger print on the blade
-Hey my dad gave me this a few years ago, he got it from his work
-Why am I doing this?
-Wow it's late
-I want a permanent mark, just one
-What's wrong with me?
-1...2...3...
-Put it away
-Hide it
-Don't hide it
-Throw it away
-Don't throw it away, its got other gadgets too like a cork screw, mini scissors, nail file etc.
-4...5...6...
-What will my friends think?
-This is bad, I'm bad
-I'll blame it on the cat
-The line always goes away
-I should make this go away
It doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would. have you ever tried this before? Just once? Or just put the a blade to your wrist and see if you would do it but never do? Have you ever gotten this far? Have you ever gone farther than me? I hope I never get further. I hope I stop. Why don't I stop?
I'm talking to Dev right now. My voice sounds happy, I feel really happy.
Yet why do I put it up to my wrist? Am I like really really depressed deep down? I never like to be sad, when I am I try and push that feeling down into the pit of my stomach. It feels weird there for a second, like I'm going to puke, but then it goes away. Is my little 'trash bin' over filled? I don't think this is a way to empty it...
Wow those last two sentences sound stupid...oh well...
I read a book called Cut. The girl was cutting herself because....well I can't tell you that, it would ruin the book. But in the beginning she didn't know why. I hope I find out why before I like have to go to a therapist or something. I don't like them much...it seems they ask all the wrong questions or questions you don't know how to answer because you don't have the answer...
Maybe I'll stop tomorrow night. Maybe I won't.
I'm gonna tell my mom sooner or later I think....but I'll wait...I can stop on my own...I think...
Dev says she's hyper now. =) I smiled, I'm happy right? I'm smiling, I'm happy, I feel happy.
Why?
Why do I do this to myself?
I'd rather be confused like Dev or Ellie because boy asked them out than this.
I just looked in the light at my wrist right now. The mark is gone. I want I new one. Just one. Only one, that's permanent. Then I'll stop.
I shouldn't say that. I should stop now.
I should.
I will.
Soon.
I hope...
Do you hope I stop?
I think you do.
I hope you do.
Well that's it. That's my post.
What? You're thinking it must be a joke?
Yeah if I were you I would too. Seeing that I'm always so happy all the time. Right?
I love you. I just thought I would say that. I don't know why, it just sounds nice.
Slacking Off
So I thought I could slack off today in keyboarding but I forgot I had to catch up from slacking off yesterday. now I'm all caught up though and I can do random crap for the rest of the class!
In Bio Mrs. May talked about a guest speaker coming in, named Daniel Lutz (dunno how to spell the last name) but anyways that was the name of my old neighbor that we're still kind of friends with. So if it is my neighbor that's kind of cool! He was growing a beard the last time I saw him. =0
Another sub today, he's okay I guess. Kind of strict but I dunno.
My dad took my laptop to best buy, I hope I get it back today, I love my laptop! I hope it comes back all better too.
My mom is getting me Arthur Treachers tonight! I love them too! My dad has is golf league today too, so he won't be home to late. Bonus!
I need to finish my math homework...maybe I should do that now...I should...I think I will...
Found a new song!
Band: Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Song: A Breath Of Sunshine
I'll have it up in my music player when I get home!
In Bio Mrs. May talked about a guest speaker coming in, named Daniel Lutz (dunno how to spell the last name) but anyways that was the name of my old neighbor that we're still kind of friends with. So if it is my neighbor that's kind of cool! He was growing a beard the last time I saw him. =0
Another sub today, he's okay I guess. Kind of strict but I dunno.
My dad took my laptop to best buy, I hope I get it back today, I love my laptop! I hope it comes back all better too.
My mom is getting me Arthur Treachers tonight! I love them too! My dad has is golf league today too, so he won't be home to late. Bonus!
I need to finish my math homework...maybe I should do that now...I should...I think I will...
Found a new song!
Band: Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Song: A Breath Of Sunshine
I'll have it up in my music player when I get home!
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Carly's Postie!
well hello, i'm carly, me and ash have been friends for years! if you like her book your cool if you don't your lame! this is my first time ever doing this besides on myspace but its different. i sit next to ash during keyboarding and i always see her doing this so i decided to participate. sorry if my spelling is off, I'm really bad at it. let me describe myself to you: short, long brown hair, VERY CRAZY, no glasses or contacts, i have ripped blue jeans on With a black hoodie on that says NORDONIA SWIM TEAM, clogs, and a white under shirt :D. I'm not that smart i'm average, but i can be a really big blond sometimes. one more thing i love ash. your lucky if you know her. i love her moms lemon squares they make my day every time i eat them. welll the bell is going to ring then me and ash split off into our other schedules. have a nice day :D i will see if i can sneak on tomorrow
Sub
Mr. Lindsy is our sub for keyboarding, he's pretty cool. I finally got something for the about me thing, my keyboarding teacher's warm-up was Describe Yourself, so I decided to put that in here. Or at least most of it, about a paragraph is missing, oh well.
Badmitten was fun today. We played against Aj and John, lost, but like I said I had fun.
Max O is gonna ask Erin out today. He told me not to tell Erin, so I went up to her this morning and went: "I know something you don't know! I know something you don't know!" Just to get her paranoid. I'm kinda jelouse of her...I mean...if she can get a boyfriend why can't I? Yeah...mean thing to think of but...yeah...
Bio was boring, made me very sleepy. I'm almost fallin asleep...I have to work out tonight...ugh...Ghost Hunters is on though! I gotta tell Dev to ask her brother about this weekend when she calls me.
La la la, tired....
Badmitten was fun today. We played against Aj and John, lost, but like I said I had fun.
Max O is gonna ask Erin out today. He told me not to tell Erin, so I went up to her this morning and went: "I know something you don't know! I know something you don't know!" Just to get her paranoid. I'm kinda jelouse of her...I mean...if she can get a boyfriend why can't I? Yeah...mean thing to think of but...yeah...
Bio was boring, made me very sleepy. I'm almost fallin asleep...I have to work out tonight...ugh...Ghost Hunters is on though! I gotta tell Dev to ask her brother about this weekend when she calls me.
La la la, tired....
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Good Day
So, it was a good day in school today! Lets give it to you by subject:
World History
>Mr.Cash
All we did was finish taking our notes today. I had only one page left to do, so I got to do whatever I want for about a half hour. Mr. Cash also made Anthony S. and Adam Burk do 10 push-ups. Why? Why else, they're morons. (At least that's what he says).
Mr. Cash seemed to be in a good mood today too. I dunno why people hate him. Well I do, since he 'picks on' people a lot, but he's a good teacher and a pretty nice guy when you get to know him. I don't know him well, but the people that do he's very nice to. Also that's just the though guy in him.
PE
>Mrs. Cormell
We played badmitten today! Like I said before Rayy was my partner! Sure, we lost, but I had fun anyways. I like playing this game, I'm pretty good at it. Rayy has a good backhand shot, something I don't got, and she's not as hopless as she thinks at the game. Actually, I think she's pretty dang good!
Bio
>Mrs. May
Here is where my day really got better. So I came into class dreading that we all had to participate in this debate thing. When I got into the classroom all the desk were set up in a square. This meant that she was really getting down on you for points.
Anyways here's how it worked. The debate was on human cloning and research. We were split into groups at random:
Pro- Scientists, Terminally Ill and Citizens Pro
Con- Politicians, Religious people, Citizens Con
I was in the Politicians group, my cousin Ashley Keeny was the leader. We all went around and read a speech that our leaders had to read and then the debate began. Towards the middle I knew I needed to talk or I'd get an F on this so I waited to pounce. Then there was the perfect moment.
Citizens Pro: Cloning is good for women that can't reproduce.
Me: There are other options than cloning, there's things like adoption.
Citizens Pro: *stays silent*
Then
Scientists: Well when you adopt, the would not look like the parents and they wouldn't like that.
Big mistake.
Me: Well, aren't you supposed to love a child, and not a child a person in general, for WHO they are not what they LOOK like?
Scientists: *stays silent*
Teacher: Good point *looks at me like: O.O whoa YOU talk?*
Scientists: *go to speak*
Me: And, wouldn't you think that the people adopting would know this? It isn't their birth child after all. Also, there is infertilization. You child is still yours, but it's just born from a different mother. They'll look similar, act similar and inferto is way cheaper than cloning.
Scientists: *shuts up*
Pwned by the silent girl.
Keyboarding
>Mrs. Arbour
I cuaght up in class today! Good for me, now I can slack off and then try and catch up again! Woo hoo! (Wamu) =P
Lunch was good, I didn't get sick.
Studay Halls were good, I fell asleep for the first one but then read my book for the second half. It's called: I'd Tell You I'd Love You But Then I'd Have To Kill You. It's a pretty good book so far. JJ got it for me when I was sick and I've always wanted it but never really bothered to pick it up.
Math
> Mrs. Fales
Good News: We were in the computer lab today. Bad News: We got new seats and I sit right next to Richy Miller.
Yeah...fuck...
I asked the teacher if I could move, but she said that she was going to kick him out of the class soon anyways. I guess I can wait. As long as I don't sit next to him in class.
English
> Strauch
We watched more of The Miracle Worker. No work! Yay!
End of the day:
it was warm so I went up in the Guest Room to take a nap. I like it in there because one: it's clean unlike my room. Two: you can't hear the TV from in there. Three: When you open the window you get a nice breeze and you can hear everything going on outside. I like that. I like that a lot.
Dinner was Tacos so I had chicken noodle soup. There was another brother lecture. Apparently JJ is seeing a counselor now and he's got a detention. He's also re-taking that test to see if he has and learning problems and to see if he needs to be with the tards.
Great.
Talent show is Friday then a whole weekend with Devvy!
World History
>Mr.Cash
All we did was finish taking our notes today. I had only one page left to do, so I got to do whatever I want for about a half hour. Mr. Cash also made Anthony S. and Adam Burk do 10 push-ups. Why? Why else, they're morons. (At least that's what he says).
Mr. Cash seemed to be in a good mood today too. I dunno why people hate him. Well I do, since he 'picks on' people a lot, but he's a good teacher and a pretty nice guy when you get to know him. I don't know him well, but the people that do he's very nice to. Also that's just the though guy in him.
PE
>Mrs. Cormell
We played badmitten today! Like I said before Rayy was my partner! Sure, we lost, but I had fun anyways. I like playing this game, I'm pretty good at it. Rayy has a good backhand shot, something I don't got, and she's not as hopless as she thinks at the game. Actually, I think she's pretty dang good!
Bio
>Mrs. May
Here is where my day really got better. So I came into class dreading that we all had to participate in this debate thing. When I got into the classroom all the desk were set up in a square. This meant that she was really getting down on you for points.
Anyways here's how it worked. The debate was on human cloning and research. We were split into groups at random:
Pro- Scientists, Terminally Ill and Citizens Pro
Con- Politicians, Religious people, Citizens Con
I was in the Politicians group, my cousin Ashley Keeny was the leader. We all went around and read a speech that our leaders had to read and then the debate began. Towards the middle I knew I needed to talk or I'd get an F on this so I waited to pounce. Then there was the perfect moment.
Citizens Pro: Cloning is good for women that can't reproduce.
Me: There are other options than cloning, there's things like adoption.
Citizens Pro: *stays silent*
Then
Scientists: Well when you adopt, the would not look like the parents and they wouldn't like that.
Big mistake.
Me: Well, aren't you supposed to love a child, and not a child a person in general, for WHO they are not what they LOOK like?
Scientists: *stays silent*
Teacher: Good point *looks at me like: O.O whoa YOU talk?*
Scientists: *go to speak*
Me: And, wouldn't you think that the people adopting would know this? It isn't their birth child after all. Also, there is infertilization. You child is still yours, but it's just born from a different mother. They'll look similar, act similar and inferto is way cheaper than cloning.
Scientists: *shuts up*
Pwned by the silent girl.
Keyboarding
>Mrs. Arbour
I cuaght up in class today! Good for me, now I can slack off and then try and catch up again! Woo hoo! (Wamu) =P
Lunch was good, I didn't get sick.
Studay Halls were good, I fell asleep for the first one but then read my book for the second half. It's called: I'd Tell You I'd Love You But Then I'd Have To Kill You. It's a pretty good book so far. JJ got it for me when I was sick and I've always wanted it but never really bothered to pick it up.
Math
> Mrs. Fales
Good News: We were in the computer lab today. Bad News: We got new seats and I sit right next to Richy Miller.
Yeah...fuck...
I asked the teacher if I could move, but she said that she was going to kick him out of the class soon anyways. I guess I can wait. As long as I don't sit next to him in class.
English
> Strauch
We watched more of The Miracle Worker. No work! Yay!
End of the day:
it was warm so I went up in the Guest Room to take a nap. I like it in there because one: it's clean unlike my room. Two: you can't hear the TV from in there. Three: When you open the window you get a nice breeze and you can hear everything going on outside. I like that. I like that a lot.
Dinner was Tacos so I had chicken noodle soup. There was another brother lecture. Apparently JJ is seeing a counselor now and he's got a detention. He's also re-taking that test to see if he has and learning problems and to see if he needs to be with the tards.
Great.
Talent show is Friday then a whole weekend with Devvy!
Monday, April 7, 2008
Rest of the Day
Well I guess the rest of my day went alright.
Lunch was okay but I almost puked cuz i was sick from eating breakfast this morning...blah... In math towards the last 15 minutes of class I couldn't keep my eye's opened I got so tired for some reason. In English we started watching the Miracle Worker, which I've already seen.
Today during study hall Zack told me he was gonna break up with Ariel. And I must say I was thinking exactly what Dev was, not compatible. Anyways, he asked me what he should say to her, and I felt important! ^-^ tee hee
Ariel keeps calling my celly now, but I hate talking on the phone. Besides I know what it's gonna be about anyways.
Ryan went home sick today so Erin was excited. I didn't care really, I hope he gets better. The last thing he needs right now is to be sick.
Star Wars was on today! Revenge of the Sith! That one is my favorite since the graphics are cool and Skywalker is something to look at....at least...until he gets burnt to a crisp...
Hope keyboarding is a better day tomorrow.
Bio we're starting on our debate...I'm not good at those...ugh...
Lunch was okay but I almost puked cuz i was sick from eating breakfast this morning...blah... In math towards the last 15 minutes of class I couldn't keep my eye's opened I got so tired for some reason. In English we started watching the Miracle Worker, which I've already seen.
Today during study hall Zack told me he was gonna break up with Ariel. And I must say I was thinking exactly what Dev was, not compatible. Anyways, he asked me what he should say to her, and I felt important! ^-^ tee hee
Ariel keeps calling my celly now, but I hate talking on the phone. Besides I know what it's gonna be about anyways.
Ryan went home sick today so Erin was excited. I didn't care really, I hope he gets better. The last thing he needs right now is to be sick.
Star Wars was on today! Revenge of the Sith! That one is my favorite since the graphics are cool and Skywalker is something to look at....at least...until he gets burnt to a crisp...
Hope keyboarding is a better day tomorrow.
Bio we're starting on our debate...I'm not good at those...ugh...
!!!!!!!!!!!!
God dammit I hate keyboarding. Well, at least this stupid skill builder thing we have to do. I typed all these sentence's perfectly and within the time limit: Tammy's polo pony is pure breed her paper's say. They give you 1 minute and you have to type that as many times as you can. I typed mine about 6 without type-os and now for the third time it a row it wants me to type it again.
I'm quitting microtype for now...
What the hell kind of a sentence is that anyways?
We have to do until Lesson T, I'm on M.
Rawr.
My keyboarding teacher is starting to become a bit of a bitch too...
This morning the dumbass assistance principal said that only 5 people can sit at the MT just because there was too much: "debris's" on the floor. What kind of idiot calls trash debris's????
Dumbass....
And most of the trash was Amontis or however you spell that' kids name too. I don't like him much, so I don't care.
At least bad mitten was fun today. Rayy's my partner =) we're gonna kick butt! =0
I hope we're in the library for study hall today...
Yesterday Erin told me that she was so mad because Ryan told her that her writing sucks. So what did she do? She mad a Sim Ryan and killed him!
Very amusing.
So I put that small bit of convo in my buddy profile just because I find it funny.
We also created club IHPN, I Heart Porn Novels, just to annoy ryan. =P
I wonder if Peaches and him ever read my blog. I don't care really it's just a thought. They can read and post any comment they want, mean, kind,whatever.
A lot of my friends have given up on their blogs, only Rayy and Dev have kept to theirs and I'm hoping i can keep to mine!
I need to change my mood widget when I get home since this mother fucking school blocking thing won't let me...
I hate school today.
I'm quitting microtype for now...
What the hell kind of a sentence is that anyways?
We have to do until Lesson T, I'm on M.
Rawr.
My keyboarding teacher is starting to become a bit of a bitch too...
This morning the dumbass assistance principal said that only 5 people can sit at the MT just because there was too much: "debris's" on the floor. What kind of idiot calls trash debris's????
Dumbass....
And most of the trash was Amontis or however you spell that' kids name too. I don't like him much, so I don't care.
At least bad mitten was fun today. Rayy's my partner =) we're gonna kick butt! =0
I hope we're in the library for study hall today...
Yesterday Erin told me that she was so mad because Ryan told her that her writing sucks. So what did she do? She mad a Sim Ryan and killed him!
Very amusing.
So I put that small bit of convo in my buddy profile just because I find it funny.
We also created club IHPN, I Heart Porn Novels, just to annoy ryan. =P
I wonder if Peaches and him ever read my blog. I don't care really it's just a thought. They can read and post any comment they want, mean, kind,whatever.
A lot of my friends have given up on their blogs, only Rayy and Dev have kept to theirs and I'm hoping i can keep to mine!
I need to change my mood widget when I get home since this mother fucking school blocking thing won't let me...
I hate school today.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
The Play
So I went and sow our school play today! It was really good! You guys all did fantastic! I wish I could have come backstage but Ashton was all "Nooooo lets go outsiiiiiide!" -_-
*sigh*
I finally finished Maximum Ride 4! It was pretty good.
I took a walk with the dog today to so I had fun.
It's getting warmer outside, I guess that's good. Although I like winter more.
Peaches started talking to me online about the whole ryan thing and kept saying how she was sorry. She's always sorry, always say's sorry for something ryan should be saying sorry for. That kinda gets me mad. I mean I know he doesn't like to talk about the whole thing but he could at least go: "hey sorry for being so rude I was just shocked/surprised/mad yada yada and peaches wasn't supposed to tell you yada yada yada and thank's for telling me that and being so kinda yada." or something along those lines ya know?
well me tired. i think i'm gonna go to bed soon.
*sigh*
I finally finished Maximum Ride 4! It was pretty good.
I took a walk with the dog today to so I had fun.
It's getting warmer outside, I guess that's good. Although I like winter more.
Peaches started talking to me online about the whole ryan thing and kept saying how she was sorry. She's always sorry, always say's sorry for something ryan should be saying sorry for. That kinda gets me mad. I mean I know he doesn't like to talk about the whole thing but he could at least go: "hey sorry for being so rude I was just shocked/surprised/mad yada yada and peaches wasn't supposed to tell you yada yada yada and thank's for telling me that and being so kinda yada." or something along those lines ya know?
well me tired. i think i'm gonna go to bed soon.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Relax
Today most of the day all I did was really relax. I woke up around 11:30 and took a shower then called Devlyn back. While I was talking to her I sat onthe porch railing and looked out at our backfeild and at our neighbors new brown horse. It was warm outside today so I liked that.
I'm going to have to start praticing for golf soon. Like really soon. I'm going to try and go to the range in about two weeks to start getting my golf swing back in gear. This year I'm going to get on the golf team. Half of me wants to but another half of me doesn't care. Hopefully the caring half will dominate.
We went to my Grammy's house today because she saw this pant suit at the mall, bought it, and then wanted me to try it on because she was going back to take other clothes that were too big on her. I tried it on. The jacket fit perfect but the pants were way to long. So my grammy is going to shorten them for me, she's really good at sewing and stuff.
I've been messing around with my Word on my computer and it still doesn't work. This is bad because I like typing on my laptop more than this computer and I really need to ge thte 2nd chappie typed and finished. Ugh....
I've added some things on both this blog and the blog for my book. Since one of my characters, Ricky, likes Sudoku I put a Sudoku puzzle and stuff.
Company is here right now, they're all chatting away eating cheese cake and stuff. My dad gave me the okay to go on the computer and do whatever else I want since i'm really not that interested in the company. Plus I don't really like it when adult company come's over too much.
Yesterday was my neighbors birthday and Greta turned 5. I made her a card and gave her one of my stuffed animals today. She was so happy!
Oh and it turns out Ryan isn't mad at me, at least that's what Peaches tell me. I dunno since he didn't answer my text last night. I told my mom about this and she said that I shouldn't be guilty and if I was going to feel anything be a bit mad. She says it was a mature thing to do too.
Big surprise huh? Me being mature? Jeez I must be sick today....
*cough*
That's all that's happened today. I'm going to try and type more of my chappie now!+
I'm going to have to start praticing for golf soon. Like really soon. I'm going to try and go to the range in about two weeks to start getting my golf swing back in gear. This year I'm going to get on the golf team. Half of me wants to but another half of me doesn't care. Hopefully the caring half will dominate.
We went to my Grammy's house today because she saw this pant suit at the mall, bought it, and then wanted me to try it on because she was going back to take other clothes that were too big on her. I tried it on. The jacket fit perfect but the pants were way to long. So my grammy is going to shorten them for me, she's really good at sewing and stuff.
I've been messing around with my Word on my computer and it still doesn't work. This is bad because I like typing on my laptop more than this computer and I really need to ge thte 2nd chappie typed and finished. Ugh....
I've added some things on both this blog and the blog for my book. Since one of my characters, Ricky, likes Sudoku I put a Sudoku puzzle and stuff.
Company is here right now, they're all chatting away eating cheese cake and stuff. My dad gave me the okay to go on the computer and do whatever else I want since i'm really not that interested in the company. Plus I don't really like it when adult company come's over too much.
Yesterday was my neighbors birthday and Greta turned 5. I made her a card and gave her one of my stuffed animals today. She was so happy!
Oh and it turns out Ryan isn't mad at me, at least that's what Peaches tell me. I dunno since he didn't answer my text last night. I told my mom about this and she said that I shouldn't be guilty and if I was going to feel anything be a bit mad. She says it was a mature thing to do too.
Big surprise huh? Me being mature? Jeez I must be sick today....
*cough*
That's all that's happened today. I'm going to try and type more of my chappie now!+
Friday, April 4, 2008
Not exactly a good day
So most of the day JJ and I watched movies. We first watched the Corps Bride and ate Doritos and then after about an hour we went back down to the 'lower level' (a joke since our basement is finished) and watched Ice Age. I can't believe they're coming out with a third one...I didn't think the second Ice Age wasn't that good, one was enough. Disney likes to make a lot of series with three movies in it. Like Cinderella, Pirates of the Caribbean, Shiloh, and now Ice Age.
Oh yeah I get the ward for having Stupid Parents! Yay!
Why do you ask? Let me explain:
MOM:
Today while making cookies she noticed a hard chunk of whatever it was in the mixer so she reached her hand in to get it out....while the mixer was on.... Then when we tried to turn it off she nearly burn her hand on a hot cookie sheet and turned the mixer up another notch.
DAD:
We're having the guy that helped my dad make the bar in the 'lower level' since he's never seen it actually finished. He's actually one of my dad's friends and lives next door to his parents I believe. Anyways, he's going around all crazy trying to cleaning everything down there (which I must say is funny to watch) and he was cleaning the wood with what he thinks is Orange Pledge. It wasn't Orange Pledge...it was an orange bottle of Bug Spray. Bug Spray + Wood= Bad. Bad meaning it will ruin the finish.
Yeah.
So what just happened right now. Last night Peaches told me that Ryan's grandma had died. I felt bad for him. So i finally worked up the courage when he came back on idle to say this:
XashXwasntXhereX (8:36:35 PM): hellos
Cnaeus Dane (8:36:41 PM): bueno
XashXwasntXhereX (8:36:43 PM): hey i know it's a sad topic but i just wanted to say I'm sorry about your grandma
XashXwasntXhereX (8:36:52 PM): i bet she was a real great person
Cnaeus Dane signed off at 8:37:13 PM.
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XashXwasntXhereX (8:37:49 PM): i just wanted to let you know that I cared is all...sorry...
*sigh*
Was that wrong to say? I dunno but just now I texted him: I'm sorry for bringing it up. I just wanted to let you know that I care, I thought it would be nice to know.
Was that wrong too?
I just want to let him know that he's not completely alone. I know he has Peaches and like other family but lots of times it's good to know you have friends that care too. Right?
I feel kind of guilty for making him sad, mad, and whatever the heck else he's feeling but my reasons are okay for saying that I hope.
Oh yeah more bad things:
My Word 2007 isn't working, we've tried everything we can think of. So I reinstalled Word 2003 but it tells me I have to reinstall it again even though 2 seconds ago i just did...I'll work with it later...
I'm typing up the second chappie of my book after this on our home computer. It's not finished yet, but while you're waiting you can read my book's blog. It's listed in the Friends Blogs list is you didn't notice. I'll make up another post tonight too I think.
Well that's all for now!
Oh yeah I get the ward for having Stupid Parents! Yay!
Why do you ask? Let me explain:
MOM:
Today while making cookies she noticed a hard chunk of whatever it was in the mixer so she reached her hand in to get it out....while the mixer was on.... Then when we tried to turn it off she nearly burn her hand on a hot cookie sheet and turned the mixer up another notch.
DAD:
We're having the guy that helped my dad make the bar in the 'lower level' since he's never seen it actually finished. He's actually one of my dad's friends and lives next door to his parents I believe. Anyways, he's going around all crazy trying to cleaning everything down there (which I must say is funny to watch) and he was cleaning the wood with what he thinks is Orange Pledge. It wasn't Orange Pledge...it was an orange bottle of Bug Spray. Bug Spray + Wood= Bad. Bad meaning it will ruin the finish.
Yeah.
So what just happened right now. Last night Peaches told me that Ryan's grandma had died. I felt bad for him. So i finally worked up the courage when he came back on idle to say this:
XashXwasntXhereX (8:36:35 PM): hellos
Cnaeus Dane (8:36:41 PM): bueno
XashXwasntXhereX (8:36:43 PM): hey i know it's a sad topic but i just wanted to say I'm sorry about your grandma
XashXwasntXhereX (8:36:52 PM): i bet she was a real great person
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XashXwasntXhereX (8:37:49 PM): i just wanted to let you know that I cared is all...sorry...
*sigh*
Was that wrong to say? I dunno but just now I texted him: I'm sorry for bringing it up. I just wanted to let you know that I care, I thought it would be nice to know.
Was that wrong too?
I just want to let him know that he's not completely alone. I know he has Peaches and like other family but lots of times it's good to know you have friends that care too. Right?
I feel kind of guilty for making him sad, mad, and whatever the heck else he's feeling but my reasons are okay for saying that I hope.
Oh yeah more bad things:
My Word 2007 isn't working, we've tried everything we can think of. So I reinstalled Word 2003 but it tells me I have to reinstall it again even though 2 seconds ago i just did...I'll work with it later...
I'm typing up the second chappie of my book after this on our home computer. It's not finished yet, but while you're waiting you can read my book's blog. It's listed in the Friends Blogs list is you didn't notice. I'll make up another post tonight too I think.
Well that's all for now!
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Kitty! ^-^
Yesterday we got to see a preview of our high school play Grease. It looks like it will be pretty good and I'm excited to go see the whole thing because my friends are in it! I was sad though because I couldn't see Rayy, Dev, or Ellie in the group of people singing.
I came home alone, with the exception of JJ and forced him to start his homework- i guess that all that yelling and threats and punishing didn't effect him at all, which makes me kind sad.
Anyways, i went on the computer and then JJ told me to call our neighbors because he said that their dog was in our backyard in the field. When I looked out the window I could tell that it wasn't their dog, but the animal did look big. So, I went out to the backyard to investigate. Turns out the animal was a cat!
Every time I said Kitty it would meow and when I kneeled on the ground it walked up to be and brushed against my legs and meowed some more. It was so cute and I took some pictures on my phone although they aren't that good. The cat didn't have a collar and it was kind of on the thin side so I'm guessing it was a stray. I named it Kitty because every time I said that is responded and also I'm just so creative.
I wish I could have kept it, I've never had an animal love me that much before...it made me feel kind of wanted and needed.
Nothing interesting happen today. We went to the BK Lounge instead of McDonalds because JJ wanted it...yeah I don't get that either....
Kitty made my day ^-^
I came home alone, with the exception of JJ and forced him to start his homework- i guess that all that yelling and threats and punishing didn't effect him at all, which makes me kind sad.
Anyways, i went on the computer and then JJ told me to call our neighbors because he said that their dog was in our backyard in the field. When I looked out the window I could tell that it wasn't their dog, but the animal did look big. So, I went out to the backyard to investigate. Turns out the animal was a cat!
Every time I said Kitty it would meow and when I kneeled on the ground it walked up to be and brushed against my legs and meowed some more. It was so cute and I took some pictures on my phone although they aren't that good. The cat didn't have a collar and it was kind of on the thin side so I'm guessing it was a stray. I named it Kitty because every time I said that is responded and also I'm just so creative.
I wish I could have kept it, I've never had an animal love me that much before...it made me feel kind of wanted and needed.
Nothing interesting happen today. We went to the BK Lounge instead of McDonalds because JJ wanted it...yeah I don't get that either....
Kitty made my day ^-^
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Keyboarding Again
I dunno but today it's kind of hard to concentrate with my keyboarding teacher babbling on like she continues to do even though no one listens to her...
I usually can block it out but today just isn't my day I guess. Worse, I'm behind in Word Excel Projects because I was sick. I guess I'll get them done soon.
Might post again today later.
I usually can block it out but today just isn't my day I guess. Worse, I'm behind in Word Excel Projects because I was sick. I guess I'll get them done soon.
Might post again today later.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
April Fools....I Guess
So yeah I'm still a little sick but that's okay, it didn't really get in the way of school. We played this really fun game today in PE called Pinball. As soon as the teacher said: "Alright we're all going to play Pinball!" Rayy, Edward, and I all looked at each other basically thinking: Are they seriously gonna let us run into people? Cool....
Well turns out that's not how the game is played- big surprise there. Basically one team gets one half of the court and the other team the other half and each team places 10 pins anywhere on their side. Then there is like 10-15 balls lined up in the middle of the gym and when the whistle blows, you charge and throw the ball's at the pins to knock them down. This time though- unlike PointBreak (an un-fun game...)- if you get hit you're not out! Which rocked my world because I think it's more fun- and easier- to block something by jumping in front of a ball. Call me crazy. No seriously, you can, even I call myself crazy.
Lunch was fine, math we were in the computer lab and my day was good. My dad even left me to funny messages on my phone. Also I even came home alone because my mom needed to pick up JJ from this math tutor class at school.
Then they got home.
10 seconds it was quiet then as soon as my mom told JJ to start his homework...the yelling started.
For about 2 years now, JJ has barley been passing school. Last year it was just him slacking on homework...but now...he's like not doing ANYTHING. He doesn't even turn in tests even though they're done.
When my mom found out JJ didn't turn in his big research project that was due before spring break she flipped. Trying to get the project done was hell enough at my house. He forgot the folder, the school was locked, we didn't have all the papers, he didn't do half the stuff, lot's of typing errors, didn't have the rubric.... Luckily with my help I got the rubric off the school's web site- thank you JJ's teacher for posting it up there...it's not like my teachers do anything like that, except my Bio teacher...
Well Sunday night I heard my mom tell JJ every five minutes "Turn in the folder, turn in your project." Yesterday morning: "Turn in the folder, turn in your project." When he got home that day my mom asked: "Did you turn it in?" He looked at her, said yes, then went on the computer. Well my mom goes in to help out JJ's classroom and some other teachers and my mom was all to his teacher: "Thank you for letting JJ turn in his folder yesterday!" and the teacher went: "What folder?"
I can obviously tell my parents are tired of this shit, while I was trying to to my homework I could hear my mom yelling at him, not only for that, but for his grades, his classwork, everything that's been happening since the beginning of 5th grade. My dad even said he'd throw him out of the house and have him go live in a home if he didn't get his act together...
That hurt me more than him.
Since I'm mad at him for being such an idiot, and agree partially with my parents. Then again, I didn't do so hot in Lee Eaton either- did a lot better than JJ- and it was hard so I understand him a bit. But I don't understand why he's acting like this! I mean, he's smart, and a good kid, there's no reason at all for him to be doing this! Is it like a guy thing or something? A phase? Cool even?
The only reason I haven't broken down crying is because that would make my cold worse...and make me feel worse for school as in I wouldn't have done my homework like I did tonight, wouldn't have even attempted to get it done, wouldn't really give a damn about my makeup quiz tomorrow and wouldn't do shit in math to get my C+ back to a B again. Or actually really wouldn't do shit in any class. Sure, I'd act all happy in the morning- which I really am somewhere in side. I dunno but being surrounded by my friends just....just makes me feel happy, relaxed, smart, belonged, even if I'm fighting with them, or ticked off at them... Anyways, I'd either be half happy, or I'd lie and say I'm tired.
Yeah, I stay up late and might be tired when I get up but when I get on the bus I'm up and alert so about...95.5% of the time I say I'm tired...I'm not...I must confess this, I don't need you guys thinking I have some sleeping problem and worrying about me...
*sigh*
Well I guess I should go to bed now, and try and sleep because I am tried because of my sinuses keeping me up last night. My throat is starting to bug me a lot now too and like my tonsils feel swelled...I better not have strep again or anything throat related...that'd just make my whole week roll down hill...At least my mom say's she'll take my to McDonalds tomorrow. Believe it or not I get excited over little things like that.
Night.
Well turns out that's not how the game is played- big surprise there. Basically one team gets one half of the court and the other team the other half and each team places 10 pins anywhere on their side. Then there is like 10-15 balls lined up in the middle of the gym and when the whistle blows, you charge and throw the ball's at the pins to knock them down. This time though- unlike PointBreak (an un-fun game...)- if you get hit you're not out! Which rocked my world because I think it's more fun- and easier- to block something by jumping in front of a ball. Call me crazy. No seriously, you can, even I call myself crazy.
Lunch was fine, math we were in the computer lab and my day was good. My dad even left me to funny messages on my phone. Also I even came home alone because my mom needed to pick up JJ from this math tutor class at school.
Then they got home.
10 seconds it was quiet then as soon as my mom told JJ to start his homework...the yelling started.
For about 2 years now, JJ has barley been passing school. Last year it was just him slacking on homework...but now...he's like not doing ANYTHING. He doesn't even turn in tests even though they're done.
When my mom found out JJ didn't turn in his big research project that was due before spring break she flipped. Trying to get the project done was hell enough at my house. He forgot the folder, the school was locked, we didn't have all the papers, he didn't do half the stuff, lot's of typing errors, didn't have the rubric.... Luckily with my help I got the rubric off the school's web site- thank you JJ's teacher for posting it up there...it's not like my teachers do anything like that, except my Bio teacher...
Well Sunday night I heard my mom tell JJ every five minutes "Turn in the folder, turn in your project." Yesterday morning: "Turn in the folder, turn in your project." When he got home that day my mom asked: "Did you turn it in?" He looked at her, said yes, then went on the computer. Well my mom goes in to help out JJ's classroom and some other teachers and my mom was all to his teacher: "Thank you for letting JJ turn in his folder yesterday!" and the teacher went: "What folder?"
I can obviously tell my parents are tired of this shit, while I was trying to to my homework I could hear my mom yelling at him, not only for that, but for his grades, his classwork, everything that's been happening since the beginning of 5th grade. My dad even said he'd throw him out of the house and have him go live in a home if he didn't get his act together...
That hurt me more than him.
Since I'm mad at him for being such an idiot, and agree partially with my parents. Then again, I didn't do so hot in Lee Eaton either- did a lot better than JJ- and it was hard so I understand him a bit. But I don't understand why he's acting like this! I mean, he's smart, and a good kid, there's no reason at all for him to be doing this! Is it like a guy thing or something? A phase? Cool even?
The only reason I haven't broken down crying is because that would make my cold worse...and make me feel worse for school as in I wouldn't have done my homework like I did tonight, wouldn't have even attempted to get it done, wouldn't really give a damn about my makeup quiz tomorrow and wouldn't do shit in math to get my C+ back to a B again. Or actually really wouldn't do shit in any class. Sure, I'd act all happy in the morning- which I really am somewhere in side. I dunno but being surrounded by my friends just....just makes me feel happy, relaxed, smart, belonged, even if I'm fighting with them, or ticked off at them... Anyways, I'd either be half happy, or I'd lie and say I'm tired.
Yeah, I stay up late and might be tired when I get up but when I get on the bus I'm up and alert so about...95.5% of the time I say I'm tired...I'm not...I must confess this, I don't need you guys thinking I have some sleeping problem and worrying about me...
*sigh*
Well I guess I should go to bed now, and try and sleep because I am tried because of my sinuses keeping me up last night. My throat is starting to bug me a lot now too and like my tonsils feel swelled...I better not have strep again or anything throat related...that'd just make my whole week roll down hill...At least my mom say's she'll take my to McDonalds tomorrow. Believe it or not I get excited over little things like that.
Night.
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