Remember:
-Everything gets worse before it gets better
-I'll always be there to make you laugh
-My mom is your mother too
-We can keep secrets
-We're just a phone call away
-If you ever need to get away I'm here
-I can't make you're life work out the way you want but I can help you live through it
-Smile even though you're sad
-It's okay to be afraid
-It's okay to cry
-Hurting yourself won't make things better
-Pills are fake happiness
-If you take your hurt out on your friends you'll drive them away
-It could always be worse
-Laugh at yourself every once in awhile
-There is always a positive side
-There is always a way out
-There is always someone that cares
-You're friends will always be there
And I'll always be with you helping you laugh under the sun.
Now smile. =)
ily.
Showing posts with label Erin. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Erin. Show all posts
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Valley Voyages
Valley Voyages was freaking awesome!
My mom and I got their early, and we didn't know where to wait because the bus hadn't come yet. We found Justin (blonde one, friend of Tom's, he's at the MT) and asked him where and he wasn't sure either. After making a few illegal moves in the school's parking lot, we ended up back to the front and it was the right place.
Rode to Stan Hywet and talked a little bit about the bike trip on the way. Here's what happens basically:
We all meet down at Peninsula with our bikes and ride a train to Akron. Then we bike back. The trip is about 13 miles (and I believe it's downhill too), and bike rentals are free. Although, the less people that rent bikes, the more Vally Voyages gets to use their money to go on fun trips, so please try and find a bike!
Thank you. =)
Anyways, when we got to Stan Hywet Mr. Johansson and Mr. Testa handed out camera's, this one to be exact, and digital recorders. We took the Nook's and Crannies Tour which mainly was shown around where the servants worked and slept. After that we ate lunch, and then we got to go on a self guided tour around the main house.
It was better than I remembered. I took Tom and Justin with me. =p
Once that was done, we all gathered back up in the bus to go to Hale Farm. I'd never been to there, so I was excited.
Instead of taking pictures Mr. Johansson gave me the video camera!! I felt so cool. Hope I got some pretty good shots and stuff.... o.o
Oh oh oh! I got to crack corn, and I don't care! =p
A demon cow almost bit me too...then again....maybe I shouldn't have tried to pet it....heh heh....
When Jessica, Tom, Justin and I were all done we hung out in the gift shop for a second, bought some drinks, and then waited under the big tree for the others to come back.
Returned the video camera back, and then we all were given our journal entry for the trip.
When we got back to the school, it was ice cream time! =D
Cyrus dropped his friend off, and then his sister off, and then we went to Handles. When we finished our ice cream he took me back to his house and we hung out in his basement (and I know what you guys are thinking so shut up). I felt honored that he attempted to show me how to play the Ukulele. I can't play it. =p
Drove back to my house and we invited him to go see the movie Religulous. It was so funny and logical. I really like Bill Maher. =)
Heh, watch the two vids about it:
Trailer
CBS Video
Mom says she's gonna buy it when it comes out on DVD. =D
Well that was about it. Dropped Cyrus off at my house so he could drive home, then I went with my mom and drove my Grammy home. She got my Arby's too. =D
Dad yelled at me about how I didn't want to go boating tomorrow because I told him I had a paper to write, and that it seemed pointless because the water would be how many degrees and I wouldn't be swimming in it.
Blah.
Oh and to Erin, I don't hate Max, and I don't hate you. I was just pissed at the way both Ryan and him were at the game is all. It was nice for Max to defend you after hearing a lot of insults from Ryan, it's just that wasn't the way to handle it. I am glad to get an apology from Max of his ridiculous actions, and I am hoping to get one from Ryan for making uncalled comments and being rude to one of my friends.
Well, that's about it. Now to get started on that pamphlet.
ily.
My mom and I got their early, and we didn't know where to wait because the bus hadn't come yet. We found Justin (blonde one, friend of Tom's, he's at the MT) and asked him where and he wasn't sure either. After making a few illegal moves in the school's parking lot, we ended up back to the front and it was the right place.
Rode to Stan Hywet and talked a little bit about the bike trip on the way. Here's what happens basically:
We all meet down at Peninsula with our bikes and ride a train to Akron. Then we bike back. The trip is about 13 miles (and I believe it's downhill too), and bike rentals are free. Although, the less people that rent bikes, the more Vally Voyages gets to use their money to go on fun trips, so please try and find a bike!
Thank you. =)
Anyways, when we got to Stan Hywet Mr. Johansson and Mr. Testa handed out camera's, this one to be exact, and digital recorders. We took the Nook's and Crannies Tour which mainly was shown around where the servants worked and slept. After that we ate lunch, and then we got to go on a self guided tour around the main house.
It was better than I remembered. I took Tom and Justin with me. =p
Once that was done, we all gathered back up in the bus to go to Hale Farm. I'd never been to there, so I was excited.
Instead of taking pictures Mr. Johansson gave me the video camera!! I felt so cool. Hope I got some pretty good shots and stuff.... o.o
Oh oh oh! I got to crack corn, and I don't care! =p
A demon cow almost bit me too...then again....maybe I shouldn't have tried to pet it....heh heh....
When Jessica, Tom, Justin and I were all done we hung out in the gift shop for a second, bought some drinks, and then waited under the big tree for the others to come back.
Returned the video camera back, and then we all were given our journal entry for the trip.
When we got back to the school, it was ice cream time! =D
Cyrus dropped his friend off, and then his sister off, and then we went to Handles. When we finished our ice cream he took me back to his house and we hung out in his basement (and I know what you guys are thinking so shut up). I felt honored that he attempted to show me how to play the Ukulele. I can't play it. =p
Drove back to my house and we invited him to go see the movie Religulous. It was so funny and logical. I really like Bill Maher. =)
Heh, watch the two vids about it:
Trailer
CBS Video
Mom says she's gonna buy it when it comes out on DVD. =D
Well that was about it. Dropped Cyrus off at my house so he could drive home, then I went with my mom and drove my Grammy home. She got my Arby's too. =D
Dad yelled at me about how I didn't want to go boating tomorrow because I told him I had a paper to write, and that it seemed pointless because the water would be how many degrees and I wouldn't be swimming in it.
Blah.
Oh and to Erin, I don't hate Max, and I don't hate you. I was just pissed at the way both Ryan and him were at the game is all. It was nice for Max to defend you after hearing a lot of insults from Ryan, it's just that wasn't the way to handle it. I am glad to get an apology from Max of his ridiculous actions, and I am hoping to get one from Ryan for making uncalled comments and being rude to one of my friends.
Well, that's about it. Now to get started on that pamphlet.
ily.
Friday, October 10, 2008
Um....okay....
School was fun, now to the real news.
Football game talked to a lot of people. Gave out lots of hugs. The camera man caught Ryan holding me upside down, I'm really hoping that doesn't end up on TV. =p
Towards the end, Ryan and Erin started going at it. Ryan called Erin stupid and ugly, so Erin knocked his celly out of his hand and it fell down the bleachers. Ryan made Erin go get it, but then one of the parents gave it to us.
So Ryan sits down steaming and of course Erin and Max are stupid enough to come back....
Max was all like, "Waz goin on?"
Ryan was all like "I hate your girlfriend and you're gay"
and then Max mooned us. And not like for a second, for like, 2 whole minutes. It was disgusting, and there were parents and little kids and shit all over the place too. So then Ryan attempts to shove the mini megaphone up Max's ass, and then leaves.
Max left too and then came back later and was clueless at to why I was so pissed off. It was seriously not cool what he did. Sickening really. So I threw my Pepsi bottle at his dick and he kinda fell over.
Turns out Ryan told the cops too, and they got the wrong kid (sorry kid!) but I'm sure he's been let go.
I dunno about you guys, but that made me feel better.
Gerber drove me home. I thought it was funny how I didn't even need to tell his dad directions so I said out loud "Byran I think it's a little creepy that your dad knows where I live.... Just kidding Mr, Gerber!" and Mr. Gerber laughed and said "No no, you're right, I HAVE been stalking you after all" Me: "That's why I recognize this car!!"
=p
Well that was about it. To bed for Vally Voyages tomorrow.
Night loves.
ily.
Football game talked to a lot of people. Gave out lots of hugs. The camera man caught Ryan holding me upside down, I'm really hoping that doesn't end up on TV. =p
Towards the end, Ryan and Erin started going at it. Ryan called Erin stupid and ugly, so Erin knocked his celly out of his hand and it fell down the bleachers. Ryan made Erin go get it, but then one of the parents gave it to us.
So Ryan sits down steaming and of course Erin and Max are stupid enough to come back....
Max was all like, "Waz goin on?"
Ryan was all like "I hate your girlfriend and you're gay"
and then Max mooned us. And not like for a second, for like, 2 whole minutes. It was disgusting, and there were parents and little kids and shit all over the place too. So then Ryan attempts to shove the mini megaphone up Max's ass, and then leaves.
Max left too and then came back later and was clueless at to why I was so pissed off. It was seriously not cool what he did. Sickening really. So I threw my Pepsi bottle at his dick and he kinda fell over.
Turns out Ryan told the cops too, and they got the wrong kid (sorry kid!) but I'm sure he's been let go.
I dunno about you guys, but that made me feel better.
Gerber drove me home. I thought it was funny how I didn't even need to tell his dad directions so I said out loud "Byran I think it's a little creepy that your dad knows where I live.... Just kidding Mr, Gerber!" and Mr. Gerber laughed and said "No no, you're right, I HAVE been stalking you after all" Me: "That's why I recognize this car!!"
=p
Well that was about it. To bed for Vally Voyages tomorrow.
Night loves.
ily.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Lots Ta Post
So brought my trophy to work yesterday. Greg and Debbie were all excited and were congratulating me, Kris said congrats too, but there was this sound in his voice that made it seem like he was really saying "Congrats, now don't fuck up at work today." Also, when my Dad came out to tell everyone he wanted information on everyone's biggest accounts Kris sarcastically said: "Well I sleep at my desk, so I wouldn't know what's going on." I dunno if anybody else noticed it, but I knew that comment was directed at someone specific in the room. Dunno who though, I hope it's not me.....
Yeah...
Doug is back from his vacation! I missed him so much! He's my favorite UPS guy! =)
It was cold Wednesday too, which kind of annoyed me because the day I wear a pair of jeans to work it's the hottest day in the ware house and the day it's cold in the ware house I'm wearing shorts. Oh well, it was nice that it was cold though. When I was sorting parts today (there's only a few more boxes left now, yay!) this truck driver named Jareth (weird name, but also kinda cool I think!) well he comes in and he looks like this 80 year old man because you could see like, every bone in his body, even through his shirt, and when he pulled the door to the truck down he had to sit and rest for about 2 minutes because he tired out easily. Larry told me he was anorexic.
Dad said since it seems like I have nothing to do on Monday's I'm going to work on another day instead, probably Thursday. I can't help that I have nothing to do.....
Golfed this morning and then went to Devvy Chans! We walked around the block a few times, came home, painted nails, talked about girl stuff, ate pizza, played with her dog Gizmoe (I call her Gizzymoe-moe), watched some TV, walked the block, and then met up with Erin! I haven't seen her since the last day of school, and she finally got to see my hair! It was nice. Went home and watered the plants. I found a dead baby birdie on the sidewalk to the front door. =( I buried it in the mulch and made it so it would be looking up at the sky.
Golfing AGAIN tomorrow. Dad set up a lesson with Ross even though I told him 5 fucking times Zak was coming over tomorrow. He yelled at me and said golf was more important that my boyfriend and told me to have him come later.
Asshole. I can't wait for him to go out of town for a week next week....
Found a funny pic in the news's paper comics so I cut it out. It shows a baby crossing it's arms going "ha. Bring it." =D
ily.
Yeah...
Doug is back from his vacation! I missed him so much! He's my favorite UPS guy! =)
It was cold Wednesday too, which kind of annoyed me because the day I wear a pair of jeans to work it's the hottest day in the ware house and the day it's cold in the ware house I'm wearing shorts. Oh well, it was nice that it was cold though. When I was sorting parts today (there's only a few more boxes left now, yay!) this truck driver named Jareth (weird name, but also kinda cool I think!) well he comes in and he looks like this 80 year old man because you could see like, every bone in his body, even through his shirt, and when he pulled the door to the truck down he had to sit and rest for about 2 minutes because he tired out easily. Larry told me he was anorexic.
Dad said since it seems like I have nothing to do on Monday's I'm going to work on another day instead, probably Thursday. I can't help that I have nothing to do.....
Golfed this morning and then went to Devvy Chans! We walked around the block a few times, came home, painted nails, talked about girl stuff, ate pizza, played with her dog Gizmoe (I call her Gizzymoe-moe), watched some TV, walked the block, and then met up with Erin! I haven't seen her since the last day of school, and she finally got to see my hair! It was nice. Went home and watered the plants. I found a dead baby birdie on the sidewalk to the front door. =( I buried it in the mulch and made it so it would be looking up at the sky.
Golfing AGAIN tomorrow. Dad set up a lesson with Ross even though I told him 5 fucking times Zak was coming over tomorrow. He yelled at me and said golf was more important that my boyfriend and told me to have him come later.
Asshole. I can't wait for him to go out of town for a week next week....
Found a funny pic in the news's paper comics so I cut it out. It shows a baby crossing it's arms going "ha. Bring it." =D
ily.
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Not Really A Good Week
Still not feeling too peppy....been thinking about a few things....
Yesterday my mom and dad got into this huge yelling fight about my brothers pants being too tight. It later turned into a more adult like argument, but the thing to start it was PANTS? *sigh*
Zak might be coming over Friday if he can get a ride home. It's been a few days now since the kissing and crap and I still feel nothing. To me it's just a kiss... Was I wrong to say yes to him? At first when he was trying to ask it was all cute and stuff and I thought it could turn into something. It's just now that I really put my mind to it- and this is when I'm not putting my mind on my math homework and parents- Zak isn't exactly my type of guy. I mean he's tall- really tall- and I'd like a tall guy, but I'd also like an athletic one. They don't have to play a sport but I mean he doesn't even work out, and I do and I'm a girl (as in guys usually work out more than girls do and stuff).
We talk on the phone almost everyday, and he says I love you and I say I love you too. But I feel like I'm lying. (by the way Erin just sent me a text saying that max told her he loves her so at least they've got something going)....(sorry Erin if I wasn't supposed to say that...). Anyways, I really don't feel like I like Zak more than a good friend. Maybe it's too soon?
Argh I dunno. I hope dad likes him I guess. I really am cruel....
*sigh*
In keyboarding today Carly asked me why I was hold Rayy's hand. I just shrugged my shoulders and said we were trying to walk straight and that we were friends and stuff. She said oh, sorry, it's just people were whispering. To those people fuck you and get a life.
Why is it that any little gustier could automatically deem a person gay or a lez? I was holding her hand, so what? Not to mention my other arm was wrapped around Zak! *guilty once again* This just shows that some people in our school really need to get a life.
Max told this really funny joke in study hall today, here it is:
So there were three men lined up at the gates of heaven. An angel said that they were running out of room and that you had to have died a horrible, or tragic death to get in. The first man walked up. The angel asked: How did you die?
man 1: well, I had heard my wife had been cheating on me, so I went home a little early but no one was there, but I knew something was up. I went out on my 25 floor apartment balcony to drink my beer and discovered a man hanging off of it! So, I smashed his fingers with a hammer and he fell into the bushes but was only stunned, so I then I threw a fridge down and he died. From all the excitement I had a heart attack and died.
Alright, you can go in, said the angel. The second man then came up and the angel asked again: How did you die?
man 2: well I was exercising on my 26th floor balcony when I fell off! Luckily I grabbed onto the 25th floor one right below me. Suddenly, this crazy guy starts pounding on my fingers with a hammer and I fall into the bushes stunned! Then, this fridge comes falling and killed me!
You can pass, said the angel. Finally, the last man came up and the angel asked once more: How did you die?
man 3: well I was hiding in this fridge....
That's it! Funny huh?
Track today was bad in PE. Sure, I was ahead all the way up until the last turn, but then I couldn't breath and everything starting getting black, I had to walk the way unless I wasn't to collapse right there. After the finish line I felt like I was going to puke my guts out, and I hate puking. I told the teacher and she just told me not to throw chunks on her...thanks for the help...
Bio I feel asleep (it's right after PE) and my teacher poked me right when the bell rang and asked: Track? and I groaned and nodded. I didn't mean to fall asleep, my head was just leaning against the wall and I dozed off. She said she wasn't going to take point off though so claps for her.
Keyboarding I couldn't concentrate, so I therefore couldn't catch up, although I am basically where everyone else is. Our warm-up was jokes, so that's how we all started telling jokes in study hall.
Oh yeah, wanna help end world hunger?? http://www.freerice.com/ go to it! Yesterday I helped donate 3,640 grains of rice! Whoo hoo!
On the day of my last post I told my mom I wanted to cut again, so she's been keeping an eye on me. The cat doesn't help, because he scratched up my wrist, but she was there when it happened and yelled at me because it was my fault I was agitating him. But it's just so fun!
Have to work out tonight, then ghost hunter's at 9 which means I'll have to shower tomorrow. I don't just wanna wash my body and not my hair, you never feel squeaky clean.
Really windy outside today, but was too tired to go in it.
Sorry post was so long.
Dev your maga is good so far...methinks I like aram....fight to the death on Monday?
Rayy I'm not a lez and I know you're not either, but you're my bestest buddy!
Erin congrats.
Ed, I'm gonna kick your aspirin
Peaches and Ryan...um...cheers?
Other people that read my blog hellos and feel free to comment so I know you're reading, I like comments.
P.s. This was a loooooooooooooooooooooog post
P.s.s. heh I just made it longer =p
Yesterday my mom and dad got into this huge yelling fight about my brothers pants being too tight. It later turned into a more adult like argument, but the thing to start it was PANTS? *sigh*
Zak might be coming over Friday if he can get a ride home. It's been a few days now since the kissing and crap and I still feel nothing. To me it's just a kiss... Was I wrong to say yes to him? At first when he was trying to ask it was all cute and stuff and I thought it could turn into something. It's just now that I really put my mind to it- and this is when I'm not putting my mind on my math homework and parents- Zak isn't exactly my type of guy. I mean he's tall- really tall- and I'd like a tall guy, but I'd also like an athletic one. They don't have to play a sport but I mean he doesn't even work out, and I do and I'm a girl (as in guys usually work out more than girls do and stuff).
We talk on the phone almost everyday, and he says I love you and I say I love you too. But I feel like I'm lying. (by the way Erin just sent me a text saying that max told her he loves her so at least they've got something going)....(sorry Erin if I wasn't supposed to say that...). Anyways, I really don't feel like I like Zak more than a good friend. Maybe it's too soon?
Argh I dunno. I hope dad likes him I guess. I really am cruel....
*sigh*
In keyboarding today Carly asked me why I was hold Rayy's hand. I just shrugged my shoulders and said we were trying to walk straight and that we were friends and stuff. She said oh, sorry, it's just people were whispering. To those people fuck you and get a life.
Why is it that any little gustier could automatically deem a person gay or a lez? I was holding her hand, so what? Not to mention my other arm was wrapped around Zak! *guilty once again* This just shows that some people in our school really need to get a life.
Max told this really funny joke in study hall today, here it is:
So there were three men lined up at the gates of heaven. An angel said that they were running out of room and that you had to have died a horrible, or tragic death to get in. The first man walked up. The angel asked: How did you die?
man 1: well, I had heard my wife had been cheating on me, so I went home a little early but no one was there, but I knew something was up. I went out on my 25 floor apartment balcony to drink my beer and discovered a man hanging off of it! So, I smashed his fingers with a hammer and he fell into the bushes but was only stunned, so I then I threw a fridge down and he died. From all the excitement I had a heart attack and died.
Alright, you can go in, said the angel. The second man then came up and the angel asked again: How did you die?
man 2: well I was exercising on my 26th floor balcony when I fell off! Luckily I grabbed onto the 25th floor one right below me. Suddenly, this crazy guy starts pounding on my fingers with a hammer and I fall into the bushes stunned! Then, this fridge comes falling and killed me!
You can pass, said the angel. Finally, the last man came up and the angel asked once more: How did you die?
man 3: well I was hiding in this fridge....
That's it! Funny huh?
Track today was bad in PE. Sure, I was ahead all the way up until the last turn, but then I couldn't breath and everything starting getting black, I had to walk the way unless I wasn't to collapse right there. After the finish line I felt like I was going to puke my guts out, and I hate puking. I told the teacher and she just told me not to throw chunks on her...thanks for the help...
Bio I feel asleep (it's right after PE) and my teacher poked me right when the bell rang and asked: Track? and I groaned and nodded. I didn't mean to fall asleep, my head was just leaning against the wall and I dozed off. She said she wasn't going to take point off though so claps for her.
Keyboarding I couldn't concentrate, so I therefore couldn't catch up, although I am basically where everyone else is. Our warm-up was jokes, so that's how we all started telling jokes in study hall.
Oh yeah, wanna help end world hunger?? http://www.freerice.com/ go to it! Yesterday I helped donate 3,640 grains of rice! Whoo hoo!
On the day of my last post I told my mom I wanted to cut again, so she's been keeping an eye on me. The cat doesn't help, because he scratched up my wrist, but she was there when it happened and yelled at me because it was my fault I was agitating him. But it's just so fun!
Have to work out tonight, then ghost hunter's at 9 which means I'll have to shower tomorrow. I don't just wanna wash my body and not my hair, you never feel squeaky clean.
Really windy outside today, but was too tired to go in it.
Sorry post was so long.
Dev your maga is good so far...methinks I like aram....fight to the death on Monday?
Rayy I'm not a lez and I know you're not either, but you're my bestest buddy!
Erin congrats.
Ed, I'm gonna kick your aspirin
Peaches and Ryan...um...cheers?
Other people that read my blog hellos and feel free to comment so I know you're reading, I like comments.
P.s. This was a loooooooooooooooooooooog post
P.s.s. heh I just made it longer =p
Monday, May 5, 2008
meh
not exactly in the best of moods today, more sad than mad. I'm 75% sad, 12% mad, 7% nervous, and another 6% happy.
I hate school. At least the end of the year. You've got exams, the end of the year grades, teachers cramming all these things in your head before school lets out for the summer. Ugh. My grades are okay, cept for my F in math and keyboarding. I have an F all because I couldn't find my 20 point project on the computer. I told the teacher I saved it but she just shrugged her shoulders and said that was my problem. Thanks Arbs....you're really a helpful teacher and a ball of fun...
Now, I might have an F in math but I can figure out this:
study hall + F= APR APR + Study Hall= no library No library= no friends
I"m going to cry. That was the only thing that got my through the day was the library with my friends and now I'll have to spend it in fucking APR. I made it a goal not to get in there. Some goal setter I am. This summer is really going to be a waste of time.
I'm so pissed at myself for getting 2 F's. What the fuck is wrong with me? Sure, yeah, I can get it up...but I still let it drop down to an F. And one in KEYBOARDING? maybe I'm just a stupid, lazy, blonde that depends too much on her friends to get through the day.
My dad is stupid when it comes to this stuff too. For example today:
me: *upstairs typing up essay for English that's due TOMORROW*
dad: wanna work out now?
me: no I need to finish my essay
dad: you can do it later
me: no I can't, I'll lose my train of thought and I won't do my other homework in the end
*3 minute argument later*
dad: *slams door and will be pissed for the rest of the day*
FTW, he gets mad at me for DOING my homework and caring about my GRADES instead of working out? Now I'm not only in trouble with my mom, but I also have to deal with asshole for the rest of the day.
I guess this day can't get completely awful...Shannon gave me a kiss, and Zak finally kissed me today. Along with my help though...
Study Hall ( the last one I'll probably have in the library):
erin + me: *talk about the after credit make-out max and her had at the movies*
me: you know I was going to kiss you (zak) before you left the car but I didn't because my mom was in the car
zak: yeah, that would be awkward
me: but mom's not here now
zak: but erin is
me: *thinks I failed*
*study hall ends, zak walks me halfway to next class*
zak: well I gotta run to the other side of the school, see you later
me: byes
zak: wanna kiss?
me: mhm
*mwah* *we walk away*
so it wasn't exactly romantic but oh well I guess. It wasn't exactly as great as I thought it would be either. I guess I should be more...excited or something...I mean when Erin and max kissed she was all like: IT WAS AMAZINGLY AWESOME. Me, I'm all meh we kissed big deal, people kiss, all couples kiss....
is there something wrong with me there too?
*sigh*
school sucks, I hope someone blows it up while we're sleeping one night.
P.s. in the blog spell checker it said blonde was spell wrong cuz I had a type-o and one of the suggestions was boner....-_- o.O
I hate school. At least the end of the year. You've got exams, the end of the year grades, teachers cramming all these things in your head before school lets out for the summer. Ugh. My grades are okay, cept for my F in math and keyboarding. I have an F all because I couldn't find my 20 point project on the computer. I told the teacher I saved it but she just shrugged her shoulders and said that was my problem. Thanks Arbs....you're really a helpful teacher and a ball of fun...
Now, I might have an F in math but I can figure out this:
study hall + F= APR APR + Study Hall= no library No library= no friends
I"m going to cry. That was the only thing that got my through the day was the library with my friends and now I'll have to spend it in fucking APR. I made it a goal not to get in there. Some goal setter I am. This summer is really going to be a waste of time.
I'm so pissed at myself for getting 2 F's. What the fuck is wrong with me? Sure, yeah, I can get it up...but I still let it drop down to an F. And one in KEYBOARDING? maybe I'm just a stupid, lazy, blonde that depends too much on her friends to get through the day.
My dad is stupid when it comes to this stuff too. For example today:
me: *upstairs typing up essay for English that's due TOMORROW*
dad: wanna work out now?
me: no I need to finish my essay
dad: you can do it later
me: no I can't, I'll lose my train of thought and I won't do my other homework in the end
*3 minute argument later*
dad: *slams door and will be pissed for the rest of the day*
FTW, he gets mad at me for DOING my homework and caring about my GRADES instead of working out? Now I'm not only in trouble with my mom, but I also have to deal with asshole for the rest of the day.
I guess this day can't get completely awful...Shannon gave me a kiss, and Zak finally kissed me today. Along with my help though...
Study Hall ( the last one I'll probably have in the library):
erin + me: *talk about the after credit make-out max and her had at the movies*
me: you know I was going to kiss you (zak) before you left the car but I didn't because my mom was in the car
zak: yeah, that would be awkward
me: but mom's not here now
zak: but erin is
me: *thinks I failed*
*study hall ends, zak walks me halfway to next class*
zak: well I gotta run to the other side of the school, see you later
me: byes
zak: wanna kiss?
me: mhm
*mwah* *we walk away*
so it wasn't exactly romantic but oh well I guess. It wasn't exactly as great as I thought it would be either. I guess I should be more...excited or something...I mean when Erin and max kissed she was all like: IT WAS AMAZINGLY AWESOME. Me, I'm all meh we kissed big deal, people kiss, all couples kiss....
is there something wrong with me there too?
*sigh*
school sucks, I hope someone blows it up while we're sleeping one night.
P.s. in the blog spell checker it said blonde was spell wrong cuz I had a type-o and one of the suggestions was boner....-_- o.O
Friday, May 2, 2008
I am Iron Man
ZOMG I'M LIKE REALLY HYPER RIGHT NOW!
ALL CAPS! WEEEEEEEEEE!
IRON MAN WAS AWESOME! SO AWESOME THAT WE HAD TO CLAP AND THINGS IN THE MOVIE 7 TIMES! O.O
GO SEEEEE IIIIIIIT
*cough*
*phew*
Alright, I think I'm good now.
Like I said Iron Man was awesome. We didn't see anyone we knew at the movie, turns out Erin and Max were sitting on the side but oh well. Date went great, have a good feeling mom likes Zak but I knew that already. The trouble is dad. I wonder if he's gonna interrogate me when he gets home.
We didn't really get to do anything after that since my mom and JJ (who's 'watching' Zak) were already in the parking lot. No kisses. Before he left I was gonna kiss him but JJ was stairing and mom was glancing in the mirror...and i kinda whimped out...but it was mostly cuz of the stairing. That's all I would need to hear from JJ on the way home..."EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! WHY DID U DO THAT?! EWWWWWWWWW! I'm watching him...."
Wonder what he's doing tomorrow...I don't think I'm doing anything except work out. Maybe I'll invite him over.
mmmmm...me tired....I'm gonna go to bed soon...
Well that's it! =)
ALL CAPS! WEEEEEEEEEE!
IRON MAN WAS AWESOME! SO AWESOME THAT WE HAD TO CLAP AND THINGS IN THE MOVIE 7 TIMES! O.O
GO SEEEEE IIIIIIIT
*cough*
*phew*
Alright, I think I'm good now.
Like I said Iron Man was awesome. We didn't see anyone we knew at the movie, turns out Erin and Max were sitting on the side but oh well. Date went great, have a good feeling mom likes Zak but I knew that already. The trouble is dad. I wonder if he's gonna interrogate me when he gets home.
We didn't really get to do anything after that since my mom and JJ (who's 'watching' Zak) were already in the parking lot. No kisses. Before he left I was gonna kiss him but JJ was stairing and mom was glancing in the mirror...and i kinda whimped out...but it was mostly cuz of the stairing. That's all I would need to hear from JJ on the way home..."EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! WHY DID U DO THAT?! EWWWWWWWWW! I'm watching him...."
Wonder what he's doing tomorrow...I don't think I'm doing anything except work out. Maybe I'll invite him over.
mmmmm...me tired....I'm gonna go to bed soon...
Well that's it! =)
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
WE MADE IT
So when my dad and I take Shannon on a walk we always get stuck at this read light. Well today we made it, it was still green! After we celebrated I looked at him and went: "If this is a huge achievement for us then I think we're in trouble..."
That was the funny moment of the day. Oh yeah! Also, we pulled into the parking lot of the path and remembered we had to pick JJ of from detention first...whoops, so we turned around, made it through the light AGAIN and picked up JJ, then made it through the light AGAIN.
Awesome no?
Mom and I told dad about Zak, he's a little mad, but he'll get over it.
Oh yeah, good news, I finally finished my history notes! YES! 11 pages to read and take notes from all done! But I can't rest my fingers yet, I need to work on my book after this.
Poor Dev today she came in with a shiner. Turns out she was playing catch with Erin and she missed the ball and it hit her eye. When people asked what happened I joked around I said that Erin found this bucket of balls and decided to throw it at Dev- but you could hear the sarcasm in my voice.
Youtube commercial of the daaaaay: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34KxmCQD0V8&feature=PlayList&p=0746A988091801C8&index=17
Well that's about it for today!
That was the funny moment of the day. Oh yeah! Also, we pulled into the parking lot of the path and remembered we had to pick JJ of from detention first...whoops, so we turned around, made it through the light AGAIN and picked up JJ, then made it through the light AGAIN.
Awesome no?
Mom and I told dad about Zak, he's a little mad, but he'll get over it.
Oh yeah, good news, I finally finished my history notes! YES! 11 pages to read and take notes from all done! But I can't rest my fingers yet, I need to work on my book after this.
Poor Dev today she came in with a shiner. Turns out she was playing catch with Erin and she missed the ball and it hit her eye. When people asked what happened I joked around I said that Erin found this bucket of balls and decided to throw it at Dev- but you could hear the sarcasm in my voice.
Youtube commercial of the daaaaay: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34KxmCQD0V8&feature=PlayList&p=0746A988091801C8&index=17
Well that's about it for today!
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Busy Busy
So today I woke up around 10:30, got dressed, ate breakfast (yes a know, weird huh?) and then talked with my mom a little bit. My dad needed some help in the yard so my brother and I picked weeds in teh front flower bed and from under the pine tree line. Lunch came and then we went to my grammy's to help pick sticks up in her yard.
We made a huge fire pile with them afterwards. I also took my dad on a wild ride on my uncles Gator. Full speed, hair pin turns baby!! After the ride my dad looked at me and went: "As long as you're not driving my company car, you can do that." *tumbs up*
You have to love my dad.
Oh yeah, I even backed the Gator into the grage! I think I did really bad...i nearly crashed into the grage door about three times...but my grandma, uncle scott, and dad said I did I pretty good job. I just can't get the hang of that revers steering ya know?
I went to the range for the frist time this year. I well with my irons and hybrid, but my 3 wood and driver...SUCKED. So after sending another ball flying low and to the right with my Driver (they either were like that or just rolled on the ground ><) I tried out my dads. His is a Callaway, I think mine is a Wilson or something... Anyways, I hit it well, a lot better than my driver at least.
After grabbing some gum from Marc's, orbit since I'm trying to whiten my teeth, dad, jj and I did a light workout before dinner.
I just came back from Dicks Sporting Goods. I got new golf shoes, golf balls, 2 new golf gloves, and I tried out a Lady's Callaway Driver. I kept hitting it right, but I was hitting it about 150 yards on average. I should be hitting 200 on average. But hey, I haven't hit a golf ball in a while so I'm sure I'll up the yardage after getting out more.
Now I"m here.
I'm planning on going to the movies tomorrow (seeing Prom Night) with Rayy and Erin. Rayy is waiting for her dad to get home to see and Erin hasn't answered my text, methinks I texted her while on her date and it is kind of rude to text your friends while you're on one (at least that's what I think). I asked Ed if she wanted to come but she didn't want to see the movie, plus she had homework. Dev is at her dads, Peaches is at her dads, and Ryan is grounded so they can't come.
I had an away message up saying that I was busy at the moment but if you wanted to go see prom night with me tomorrow IM me and I'll get back to you. Ryan IMed me saying:
Ryan: this weekend is horrid for me and jackie if you guys would even want us to come so really dont bother asking us
I dunno but when I read it, it sounded like he thinks I wouldn't want them around at all. I mean the whole: "if you guys even want us to come" thing kinda shouted that out to me... I don't hate Ryan he and I just have some very different opions at some times, and there's no reason why i should hate Jackie. I'm actually trying for all of us to get together next weekend to hang out or something at the park. My park though, not the rec park. We could probably go see our 'beach' if it's nice enough! (or if it hasn't washed away, this winter there wasn't much sand when Dev, Dad, and I checked it out...)
Okay all of you should see Hammy right now. This is what he keeps doing:
*sits in front of window* *pounces at birds* *runs around the house* *jumps in empty box in computer room* Now repeat.
It's too funny. There's little kitty head prints in the window screen ^-^
<3
We made a huge fire pile with them afterwards. I also took my dad on a wild ride on my uncles Gator. Full speed, hair pin turns baby!! After the ride my dad looked at me and went: "As long as you're not driving my company car, you can do that." *tumbs up*
You have to love my dad.
Oh yeah, I even backed the Gator into the grage! I think I did really bad...i nearly crashed into the grage door about three times...but my grandma, uncle scott, and dad said I did I pretty good job. I just can't get the hang of that revers steering ya know?
I went to the range for the frist time this year. I well with my irons and hybrid, but my 3 wood and driver...SUCKED. So after sending another ball flying low and to the right with my Driver (they either were like that or just rolled on the ground ><) I tried out my dads. His is a Callaway, I think mine is a Wilson or something... Anyways, I hit it well, a lot better than my driver at least.
After grabbing some gum from Marc's, orbit since I'm trying to whiten my teeth, dad, jj and I did a light workout before dinner.
I just came back from Dicks Sporting Goods. I got new golf shoes, golf balls, 2 new golf gloves, and I tried out a Lady's Callaway Driver. I kept hitting it right, but I was hitting it about 150 yards on average. I should be hitting 200 on average. But hey, I haven't hit a golf ball in a while so I'm sure I'll up the yardage after getting out more.
Now I"m here.
I'm planning on going to the movies tomorrow (seeing Prom Night) with Rayy and Erin. Rayy is waiting for her dad to get home to see and Erin hasn't answered my text, methinks I texted her while on her date and it is kind of rude to text your friends while you're on one (at least that's what I think). I asked Ed if she wanted to come but she didn't want to see the movie, plus she had homework. Dev is at her dads, Peaches is at her dads, and Ryan is grounded so they can't come.
I had an away message up saying that I was busy at the moment but if you wanted to go see prom night with me tomorrow IM me and I'll get back to you. Ryan IMed me saying:
Ryan: this weekend is horrid for me and jackie if you guys would even want us to come so really dont bother asking us
I dunno but when I read it, it sounded like he thinks I wouldn't want them around at all. I mean the whole: "if you guys even want us to come" thing kinda shouted that out to me... I don't hate Ryan he and I just have some very different opions at some times, and there's no reason why i should hate Jackie. I'm actually trying for all of us to get together next weekend to hang out or something at the park. My park though, not the rec park. We could probably go see our 'beach' if it's nice enough! (or if it hasn't washed away, this winter there wasn't much sand when Dev, Dad, and I checked it out...)
Okay all of you should see Hammy right now. This is what he keeps doing:
*sits in front of window* *pounces at birds* *runs around the house* *jumps in empty box in computer room* Now repeat.
It's too funny. There's little kitty head prints in the window screen ^-^
<3
Monday, April 7, 2008
Rest of the Day
Well I guess the rest of my day went alright.
Lunch was okay but I almost puked cuz i was sick from eating breakfast this morning...blah... In math towards the last 15 minutes of class I couldn't keep my eye's opened I got so tired for some reason. In English we started watching the Miracle Worker, which I've already seen.
Today during study hall Zack told me he was gonna break up with Ariel. And I must say I was thinking exactly what Dev was, not compatible. Anyways, he asked me what he should say to her, and I felt important! ^-^ tee hee
Ariel keeps calling my celly now, but I hate talking on the phone. Besides I know what it's gonna be about anyways.
Ryan went home sick today so Erin was excited. I didn't care really, I hope he gets better. The last thing he needs right now is to be sick.
Star Wars was on today! Revenge of the Sith! That one is my favorite since the graphics are cool and Skywalker is something to look at....at least...until he gets burnt to a crisp...
Hope keyboarding is a better day tomorrow.
Bio we're starting on our debate...I'm not good at those...ugh...
Lunch was okay but I almost puked cuz i was sick from eating breakfast this morning...blah... In math towards the last 15 minutes of class I couldn't keep my eye's opened I got so tired for some reason. In English we started watching the Miracle Worker, which I've already seen.
Today during study hall Zack told me he was gonna break up with Ariel. And I must say I was thinking exactly what Dev was, not compatible. Anyways, he asked me what he should say to her, and I felt important! ^-^ tee hee
Ariel keeps calling my celly now, but I hate talking on the phone. Besides I know what it's gonna be about anyways.
Ryan went home sick today so Erin was excited. I didn't care really, I hope he gets better. The last thing he needs right now is to be sick.
Star Wars was on today! Revenge of the Sith! That one is my favorite since the graphics are cool and Skywalker is something to look at....at least...until he gets burnt to a crisp...
Hope keyboarding is a better day tomorrow.
Bio we're starting on our debate...I'm not good at those...ugh...
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Spring Break
Ah yes so I'm finally posting. So what's been happening so far:
Dev has been sleeping over since Good Friday, so about a week. She originally came over for our annual Easter Egg dying contest we have at my house. She won in the category: Ugliest Egg...XXD, sorry Dev. Then she stayed for Easter and we gave her lots of goodies. For the rest of the week we raced- she got in 2nd place in a race yesterday (her best)- and played Sim's on the Wii.
Rayy and Peaches came over for our Girls Day In on Wednesday. We had fun. We played this game called Midnight which was pretty funny and we also played this weird computer game lol.
Dev and I are raising a pretty high bet that Erin is pissed at us. One because when she called asking Dev for a ride home or from my house I lied and told her Dev wasn't their- and of course she was. So in the end she also could go to my house on Wednesday because she didn't have a ride home.
Last night Dev and I rented the movie IT because Erin keeps going on about how scary it is. Dev and I think she's a bit of a sissy...i mean the movie wasn't scary at all. Actually it was pretty lame. Now the Ring 1-2, The Messengers, Blare Which, and stuff that I've seen, scary. So we were laughing about that.
Tonight we're going to Peaches B-Day party. She's truing 15. Dev and I picked out a funny card from my mom's stash of them and slipped a $10 in there so she can get whatever she wants. I wonder how Ryan is going to treat me at the party. He got mad that he couldn't come over Wednesday. Which, was actually a secret reason why I also had that. Not only did I was to spend time with my friends, but I wanted to piss him off. And I know that this would even though there really is no real reason for him to get mad. It's not like we do Girls Only stuff all the time. Actually, this is the first time we've done one that I can remember.
Well Dev just got done with her shower so now we're gonna get back to playing her CSI game she brought over! Yay!
Oh yeah, new song posted: Talk Dirty To Me By: Poison
Dev has been sleeping over since Good Friday, so about a week. She originally came over for our annual Easter Egg dying contest we have at my house. She won in the category: Ugliest Egg...XXD, sorry Dev. Then she stayed for Easter and we gave her lots of goodies. For the rest of the week we raced- she got in 2nd place in a race yesterday (her best)- and played Sim's on the Wii.
Rayy and Peaches came over for our Girls Day In on Wednesday. We had fun. We played this game called Midnight which was pretty funny and we also played this weird computer game lol.
Dev and I are raising a pretty high bet that Erin is pissed at us. One because when she called asking Dev for a ride home or from my house I lied and told her Dev wasn't their- and of course she was. So in the end she also could go to my house on Wednesday because she didn't have a ride home.
Last night Dev and I rented the movie IT because Erin keeps going on about how scary it is. Dev and I think she's a bit of a sissy...i mean the movie wasn't scary at all. Actually it was pretty lame. Now the Ring 1-2, The Messengers, Blare Which, and stuff that I've seen, scary. So we were laughing about that.
Tonight we're going to Peaches B-Day party. She's truing 15. Dev and I picked out a funny card from my mom's stash of them and slipped a $10 in there so she can get whatever she wants. I wonder how Ryan is going to treat me at the party. He got mad that he couldn't come over Wednesday. Which, was actually a secret reason why I also had that. Not only did I was to spend time with my friends, but I wanted to piss him off. And I know that this would even though there really is no real reason for him to get mad. It's not like we do Girls Only stuff all the time. Actually, this is the first time we've done one that I can remember.
Well Dev just got done with her shower so now we're gonna get back to playing her CSI game she brought over! Yay!
Oh yeah, new song posted: Talk Dirty To Me By: Poison
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