Reunion

Just got back from sitting at Apple Bees for over 4 hours with my golf girlies. Good times I tell you, gooood times.

I miss it.

Slushy

Yes. It's pretty outside.

But I'd rather have it be ugly and rainy out than up my risk of getting into an accident just for the sake of it being 'pretty'.

Holiday was good. Got to spend time with family members and best of all my boyfriend.

I got him a biiig gift this year. =)



Had to be all covert ops to get it because the watch stand was right across from Subway where he was working at the time...

Then he got me this really pretty gold necklace with my birthstone on it. =)

However, aside from the big gifts, I must say my favorite so far is my Forever Lazy my dad got me...

Even though I look like a smurf in a jumpsuit this thing is so effing comfy...

Jj and I went shopping together today and then hit up pizza hut =)

Now I'm sitting here bored...work tomorrow...probably gonna be super slow...

Hope everyone had a good holiday!

Even Though...

It's pretty much all over.

And we've made some amends.

I still can't help thinking.

How he never defended you.

Especially when he knew he was the one who did it.

I won't ask for an apology nor do I care if I get one.

But even so I think I deserve one.

And even if I did get one.

I still think he's a fucking asshole.

At least I openly admit I'm a bitch.

And I apologized and made an effort.

I see none on his part.

So I won't give any.

Besides.

It's his decision to try, not mine.

I was hurt too.

Though.

I'm quite sure I'm way better off.

With out him.

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I couldn't think of a title...

Hung out with my honey today. He got me to try playing C.O.D on Live, on the hardcore level. Got a three kill streak (kay, so it's not that good...but being it was my first time playing it EVER, I'm proud...) and killed 7 peeps and only died twice.

Skillz that killz. ;D

I still love L4D more though...

Watch Mikey help hook up Dave's subs that he got him and then picked up Makenna from her school. After baby sitting I went to the store to get some milk and tampons (an interesting combination...). I can't believe some of the prices on some tampons...I don't know why women would pay so much for something they stuck up their vagina...

Watched some Darker Than Black when I got home and now I'm ready for bed. Got work and then my first corporate x-mas dinner! =D

Sometimes

I just wanna beat people in the face.

I can't watch the news anymore...it just gets me in that kind of mood. Too many stupid people.

Work has been fun, got a bonus and a raise so that'll be nice. Nice to have a day off tomorrow though. Probably sleep in and hang out with my honey. <3

I'm starting to get very used to the idea that he is very likely 'the one', being my only lover or not. Life doesn't go as planned, but it could always be worse, and if this is as bad as it gets then I'm just fine with that.

Got my first corporate dinner to go to too this Friday! I'm super excited! =)

Furniture Sliders

After going to Walgreens and being told they sold out yesterday and that they weren't getting back anymore of them, then going to CVS where the old lady I asked looked at me as if I were a lunatic and that theses sliders didn't even exist and THEN going to WalMart and asking someone who told me they were in the furniture aisle (makes sense) and THEN being told they were in the hardware section (makes little sense) I finally found them.

Dad is thinking about getting another kitten...we found one that we both love up at Pet Co.

Also.

I PASSED MY MATH CLASS.

WITH A C+.

Hellz yeah.

Last Exam

I'm so not studying. I already have a super A in the class (it also comes with a cape) and it's Speech...PLUS it's all multiple choice/T/F so it should be super easy...

We set up our Christmas tree finally, ornaments and all! =)

Saturday I'll be chillin at Marc's par-tay with Mikey and friends. Should be really fun. It's also his Mama's birthday.

May start writing (again)? Hmmm...

Math.

Time to get off my ath and do some math.

What a fucking nightmare...

I'm gonna keep my hopes down so if I did do bad I'll just be like 'kay' but if I managed to pass I'll party.

We set up part of the Christmas tree.

Thinking of starting to write again. Book needs some mega re-working and planning though.

Finally.

Time to blog.

Week has been very busy. Had a math test on Wednesday, then my Ethics exam Friday and work/baby sitting between that.

Currently my math grade is a C. I need a C- to pass. If I get 102/200 on my exam I can still pass with a C-.

I hate these make/break your grade tests. XP

Finished with a B in psych. Probably could have had an A+ if I tried harder.

Speech exam this Friday too (yes, I know, who the eff has an actual test in a SPEECH class?!).

Friday I did 100 math problems from the final exam packet and then went over to Mikey's to hang out. I was feeling pretty depressed cuz I got a D+ on that test I took on Wednesday...meh.

Did some more math problems Sat. then went to my Aunt Debbie's funeral. He 'soul mate' had passed. He had stones disease (when your organs get all hard...pretty sure that's what ya call it). The day before he died (which they knew it was his last day) he had a priest give him his final rights and then got all his $ in order as well as his funeral and then just asked Debbie to lay with him and he died in her arms around 2:30AM. I think it's a bit of a beautiful tragedy if you ask me.

Dad walked in on Michael and me last night...we weren't doing it yet, and even though he knows we do it it's still a fucking mood kill.

I'm planning on having the family watch Limitless on Netflix for our next family movie night. It's a good one. =)

Today I had lunch with my two Aunt's (Dad's sisters) and then Dad took me to the cemetery where I gave my Grandma and Grandpa their letters.