My brother texted me 5 minutes ago saying "Hey Ashley, we should play natzi zombies tomorrow and can I have a hug?"
I could give him the hug, but I told him I had a lot of stuff to do tomorrow.
I've been telling him I have "a lot of stuff to do tomorrow" for a while now.
I can't deal with saying "I'm too busy for you right now" to my own brother anymore.
ily.
Showing posts with label angry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label angry. Show all posts
Monday, August 31, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Giving Up
I'm gonna give up anything school related this weekend.
Any homework I'm not gonna do.
I'm not gonna study for any tests.
I'm not going to do shit.
School has made me so tired, stressed, and pessimistic I'm at the point where I really want to break things, punch people, then kill myself.
I really do hate school.
Sure, I'll tell teacher and others OMG I LOVE IT. I'll get myself pumped at the end of summer vacation. Tell myself to get ready to learn some new things, get some knowledge.
But really.
I hate it.
I wish we never had school or they changed the way we can get an education.
I would rather be doing manual labor in my Dad's warehouse.
Yeah I know, what a crazy teenager. I want to do work and not look like a fat ass.
But seriously, I don't give a flat fuck if my grades drop. I'm not doing anything.
I'm tired of being stressed and negative and worrying about tests, and homework and I'm tired of just having to 'deal with it' or 'get used to it'.
I've done that with enough shit already. I can stop doing it with school for awhile.
Society needs to find a better way than having kids spend 7 hours a day on their asses with the exception of standing up and sitting down to change classes and ruining their sight by staring at a text book or overhead or chalk board all day.
I say we quit the text books and start going out into the real world at an younger age and actually learning something instead of just trying to pass a class.
Like I do with almost all of mine.
I know you can only get something out of school by making something out of it...but really, there's hardly anything you can make.
Except maybe stress, depression and negativity.
ily.
Any homework I'm not gonna do.
I'm not gonna study for any tests.
I'm not going to do shit.
School has made me so tired, stressed, and pessimistic I'm at the point where I really want to break things, punch people, then kill myself.
I really do hate school.
Sure, I'll tell teacher and others OMG I LOVE IT. I'll get myself pumped at the end of summer vacation. Tell myself to get ready to learn some new things, get some knowledge.
But really.
I hate it.
I wish we never had school or they changed the way we can get an education.
I would rather be doing manual labor in my Dad's warehouse.
Yeah I know, what a crazy teenager. I want to do work and not look like a fat ass.
But seriously, I don't give a flat fuck if my grades drop. I'm not doing anything.
I'm tired of being stressed and negative and worrying about tests, and homework and I'm tired of just having to 'deal with it' or 'get used to it'.
I've done that with enough shit already. I can stop doing it with school for awhile.
Society needs to find a better way than having kids spend 7 hours a day on their asses with the exception of standing up and sitting down to change classes and ruining their sight by staring at a text book or overhead or chalk board all day.
I say we quit the text books and start going out into the real world at an younger age and actually learning something instead of just trying to pass a class.
Like I do with almost all of mine.
I know you can only get something out of school by making something out of it...but really, there's hardly anything you can make.
Except maybe stress, depression and negativity.
ily.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Warm Weather
Today I went with JJ and Mom to the IX center. We went to see the train thing.
What was funny though was that there was a motorcycle swap meet going on as well, so there were a bunch of Hells Angles walking around too. =p
It was like this as we were walking: huge tattooed people, little kids, big dude in leather, little dude picking his nose.
I got to drive home. It was awesome. 4 lanes of not so heavy traffic. I did really well too. Kept it around 70-75, looked in my mirrors, changed lanes with perfection, didn't crash.
I got stuck behind this old dude doing 65 though...very annoying...my exit was coming close too but I was so tempted to pass him...
Went to CVS after that and got a new folder! This one is plastic, so it should last more than a month.
Finished my math homework, and looked over my Spanish notes before going onto Study Island and finishing the tests for Social Studies.
OMG and I'm just looking at my twitter right now and kawiinot just typed the best twitter/haiku this week:
kawaiinot-Kawaiiku #137: bulbous tulips spurt/the daffodils grow erect/penises of spring #haiku
It's brilliant, no?
Got to go hit golf balls...OUTSIDE.
Dad and I loaded my clubs in the back and I got to drive to Shawnee Golf Course.
There were only 3 other people there. One guy was leaving. He asked my Dad how I played but I was actually getting my golf shoes on. =p
Golfers are so nosy. =p
I hit well until I started slicing the ball...then I let my anger get the best of me.
I calmed down when I drove home though. Driving seems to calm me down a lot.
Also, this shirt is so me.
OGT tomorrow. Reading, isn't it?
ily.
What was funny though was that there was a motorcycle swap meet going on as well, so there were a bunch of Hells Angles walking around too. =p
It was like this as we were walking: huge tattooed people, little kids, big dude in leather, little dude picking his nose.
I got to drive home. It was awesome. 4 lanes of not so heavy traffic. I did really well too. Kept it around 70-75, looked in my mirrors, changed lanes with perfection, didn't crash.
I got stuck behind this old dude doing 65 though...very annoying...my exit was coming close too but I was so tempted to pass him...
Went to CVS after that and got a new folder! This one is plastic, so it should last more than a month.
Finished my math homework, and looked over my Spanish notes before going onto Study Island and finishing the tests for Social Studies.
OMG and I'm just looking at my twitter right now and kawiinot just typed the best twitter/haiku this week:
kawaiinot-Kawaiiku #137: bulbous tulips spurt/the daffodils grow erect/penises of spring #haiku
It's brilliant, no?
Got to go hit golf balls...OUTSIDE.
Dad and I loaded my clubs in the back and I got to drive to Shawnee Golf Course.
There were only 3 other people there. One guy was leaving. He asked my Dad how I played but I was actually getting my golf shoes on. =p
Golfers are so nosy. =p
I hit well until I started slicing the ball...then I let my anger get the best of me.
I calmed down when I drove home though. Driving seems to calm me down a lot.
Also, this shirt is so me.
OGT tomorrow. Reading, isn't it?
ily.
Monday, March 9, 2009
I am So Gonna Kill Myself...
The Busy Bumbly Bee
School was okay today I guess.
My physics class was like Lunesta, it's side effects were drowsiness, and seeing a green butterfly flutter across the room (or maybe that was just my imagination...).
Math I forgot my review sheet at home, lucky for me Mr. L gave everyone full credit for doing it anyways since we went over the whole thing. He gave us another review thing, which is optional, but I think I'm going to do it if I have time.
During guidance today I went to see if my shoes and stuff were given away that I had left in my PE locked from last semester (like, over 5 weeks ago). They're gone. 3rd pair of shoes lost to PE class. The 1st 2 were stolen, I came to find my locker broken into and them not there. The one day I leave them because I had too much shit to carry that day.
There went $100.
And now these shoes (which was my bad) to add to that to make that $120.
Yippee.
Spanish class it seemed like Smith liked how I made my house 3D...
History we did study island stuffs, but we use the cave computer lad. I dunno what it's near, but there is something near there that makes a weird noise and it always gives me a headache. I tried to put my headphones in but they didn't do jack shit to help me concentrate either.
Art Cyrus came to find that his bowl had broken, either it just broke by itself (less likely) or some dumbass accidentally broke it (most likely).
He has so start all over now. =/
English we worked in groups so that was fun.
Got home, drove Hammy to the vet with mom in heavy traffic. And lemme tell you, not being able to go 50 and being stuck bumper to bumper?
NOT. FUN.
Oh, I savor the day I get to go 80 on the highway...
Did study island until dinner after I drove home and then cleaned my room.
Actually, I cleaned my room (as in, picked up anything that was on the floor...my dressers are a different story...) and then decided to clear out my closet of all my old, small, and ugly clothes.
2 large garbage bag fulls.
And there is probably more coming, I still need to clear out the shit on the floor of the closet as well.
Meh.
It will be nice once it's all done though. We'll see how long I can keep my shit in order.
I remember when my bed used to not have anything under it either...
I'm going to do the math...later I guess....I know how to do it, it's not like it's that hard *knocks on wood*
I'd do it in the morning but I need that time to study Spanish vocab for my test tomorrow.
Been thinking about some goals for this summer.
I've already got The List of stupid things to do this summer. Most of which I want to video tape. This, would require a video camera, which I don't have. I've been looking on Best Buy's web site but I like to actually go into the store.
Also, I dunno what to buy, I'm not all that technology savvy.
But anyways, I've got 2 more things I wanna do this summer.
-Learn how to write with my left hand
-Learn how to ride a skateboard
Actually, the last one should be 'learn how to do tricks on a skateboard' since I already can ride one.
I was riding on JJ's today actually. =D
Hero's was pretty good.
Will have to talk about it with Andy tomorrow! =)
ily.
My physics class was like Lunesta, it's side effects were drowsiness, and seeing a green butterfly flutter across the room (or maybe that was just my imagination...).
Math I forgot my review sheet at home, lucky for me Mr. L gave everyone full credit for doing it anyways since we went over the whole thing. He gave us another review thing, which is optional, but I think I'm going to do it if I have time.
During guidance today I went to see if my shoes and stuff were given away that I had left in my PE locked from last semester (like, over 5 weeks ago). They're gone. 3rd pair of shoes lost to PE class. The 1st 2 were stolen, I came to find my locker broken into and them not there. The one day I leave them because I had too much shit to carry that day.
There went $100.
And now these shoes (which was my bad) to add to that to make that $120.
Yippee.
Spanish class it seemed like Smith liked how I made my house 3D...
History we did study island stuffs, but we use the cave computer lad. I dunno what it's near, but there is something near there that makes a weird noise and it always gives me a headache. I tried to put my headphones in but they didn't do jack shit to help me concentrate either.
Art Cyrus came to find that his bowl had broken, either it just broke by itself (less likely) or some dumbass accidentally broke it (most likely).
He has so start all over now. =/
English we worked in groups so that was fun.
Got home, drove Hammy to the vet with mom in heavy traffic. And lemme tell you, not being able to go 50 and being stuck bumper to bumper?
NOT. FUN.
Oh, I savor the day I get to go 80 on the highway...
Did study island until dinner after I drove home and then cleaned my room.
Actually, I cleaned my room (as in, picked up anything that was on the floor...my dressers are a different story...) and then decided to clear out my closet of all my old, small, and ugly clothes.
2 large garbage bag fulls.
And there is probably more coming, I still need to clear out the shit on the floor of the closet as well.
Meh.
It will be nice once it's all done though. We'll see how long I can keep my shit in order.
I remember when my bed used to not have anything under it either...
I'm going to do the math...later I guess....I know how to do it, it's not like it's that hard *knocks on wood*
I'd do it in the morning but I need that time to study Spanish vocab for my test tomorrow.
Been thinking about some goals for this summer.
I've already got The List of stupid things to do this summer. Most of which I want to video tape. This, would require a video camera, which I don't have. I've been looking on Best Buy's web site but I like to actually go into the store.
Also, I dunno what to buy, I'm not all that technology savvy.
But anyways, I've got 2 more things I wanna do this summer.
-Learn how to write with my left hand
-Learn how to ride a skateboard
Actually, the last one should be 'learn how to do tricks on a skateboard' since I already can ride one.
I was riding on JJ's today actually. =D
Hero's was pretty good.
Will have to talk about it with Andy tomorrow! =)
ily.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
My Foot Is Asleep
Hamilton is laying on it right now, asleep. At least he's not crashing into my window...
Today was the city reads thing. I read the Bell Jar and got so into it I didn't notice class had started. Then I was all tired and zoned out from reading.
Had a quiz and there were a lot of questions with things we didn't even go over or anything. =/
Geometry we learned: SOH-CAH-TOA to help us remember sin, cos, and tan. His sentence was: Some old horse caught another horse taking oats away.
Well...Caramel and I made our own instead....
Some Omish Hippies Can Annoy Hoes Touching Other Arses.
Yep.
Be jealous.
Had so many passes today to give out.
Late for lunch.
Spanish was alright.
History we did nothing. I decided I'm gonna take honors gov. and econ.
Art I kept on punching Cyrus and then I drew on his scratch thing. =p
English did more fooling around.
Devvy chan rode my bus home.
We talked, did homework, and then ate dinner. I went downstairs to play pool while her and JJ did Wii.
Was bad at pool.
Then a whole bottle of lotion spilled all in the back park of my backpack and I started crying because I was upset about playing pool so badly and it was all over my shit and I thought there was too much to wash out (in the end mom got it all out though).
Now I just realized that I have to do math homework and stay up later.
I might as well not get any sleep at all and make my mood even more sour since I'm on a roll.
ily.
Today was the city reads thing. I read the Bell Jar and got so into it I didn't notice class had started. Then I was all tired and zoned out from reading.
Had a quiz and there were a lot of questions with things we didn't even go over or anything. =/
Geometry we learned: SOH-CAH-TOA to help us remember sin, cos, and tan. His sentence was: Some old horse caught another horse taking oats away.
Well...Caramel and I made our own instead....
Some Omish Hippies Can Annoy Hoes Touching Other Arses.
Yep.
Be jealous.
Had so many passes today to give out.
Late for lunch.
Spanish was alright.
History we did nothing. I decided I'm gonna take honors gov. and econ.
Art I kept on punching Cyrus and then I drew on his scratch thing. =p
English did more fooling around.
Devvy chan rode my bus home.
We talked, did homework, and then ate dinner. I went downstairs to play pool while her and JJ did Wii.
Was bad at pool.
Then a whole bottle of lotion spilled all in the back park of my backpack and I started crying because I was upset about playing pool so badly and it was all over my shit and I thought there was too much to wash out (in the end mom got it all out though).
Now I just realized that I have to do math homework and stay up later.
I might as well not get any sleep at all and make my mood even more sour since I'm on a roll.
ily.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Taking The Day Off
Turns out I didn't need to fake sick, I guess my back didn't want to go to school either. Was killing me. =/
Slept most of the day.
Woke up at 12:18 and went down to get food.
Worked on the stuff to Valentines Day up my blog.
The playlist is complete.
I can't wait to post it up. =D
Should be happening sometime next week.
Dad is in a fit and mom is way stressed.
Dad's mom got really sick in Florida and refused to eat because she puked, which in turn made her so weak that she fell on the steps to their little trailer they go to for the winter there.
She's been in the hospital, and apparently she's gotten worse.
My grandpa refuses to learn how to use a cell phone, they still haven't called their doctor here in Ohio, and now we've just heard they've been giving her the wrong medication.
Mom is stressed and raging because of all the stupidity at the hospital and is pitching a bitch about Dad's parents. Dad is in a fit because his mother is in the hospital, and Mom is pitching a bitch about his parents.
JJ is crying because Dad is yelling at him over stupid shit due to the fact that he is in a fit because his mother is in the hospital, and Mom is pitching a bitch about is parents.
So now Mom is stressed and upset because Dad is yelling at her for pitching a bitch about his parents and yelling at JJ for no reason because he's in a fit over his mother being at the hospital which is making JJ cry, which pisses my Mom off and causes her a whole other person to deal with.
This in turn makes JJ pissed and crying because Dad is yelling at him and yelling at Mom, who is yelling at Dad, so now JJ is yelling at Dad for yelling at him and yelling at Mom and saying he hates his life, the world, and him.
So now Dad's pissed and hurt at JJ's words, his mother being in the hospital, and Mom pitching a bitch at his parents and now yelling at him for yelling at JJ.
So now, my brother is crying in his room and refusing to come out, Mom is in the garage smoking a pack of cigs while ranting to her mother, and Dad is down in the basement with the dog.
I on the other hand am sitting upstairs with the cat really wishing that I could have just gone to school and stayed there.
*sigh*
On better news, I came up with an epic idea for Cyrus' Valentines Day present!
It's so win.
I've gotten many "aaaaawwweee"s over it. =D
ily.
Slept most of the day.
Woke up at 12:18 and went down to get food.
Worked on the stuff to Valentines Day up my blog.
The playlist is complete.
I can't wait to post it up. =D
Should be happening sometime next week.
Dad is in a fit and mom is way stressed.
Dad's mom got really sick in Florida and refused to eat because she puked, which in turn made her so weak that she fell on the steps to their little trailer they go to for the winter there.
She's been in the hospital, and apparently she's gotten worse.
My grandpa refuses to learn how to use a cell phone, they still haven't called their doctor here in Ohio, and now we've just heard they've been giving her the wrong medication.
Mom is stressed and raging because of all the stupidity at the hospital and is pitching a bitch about Dad's parents. Dad is in a fit because his mother is in the hospital, and Mom is pitching a bitch about his parents.
JJ is crying because Dad is yelling at him over stupid shit due to the fact that he is in a fit because his mother is in the hospital, and Mom is pitching a bitch about is parents.
So now Mom is stressed and upset because Dad is yelling at her for pitching a bitch about his parents and yelling at JJ for no reason because he's in a fit over his mother being at the hospital which is making JJ cry, which pisses my Mom off and causes her a whole other person to deal with.
This in turn makes JJ pissed and crying because Dad is yelling at him and yelling at Mom, who is yelling at Dad, so now JJ is yelling at Dad for yelling at him and yelling at Mom and saying he hates his life, the world, and him.
So now Dad's pissed and hurt at JJ's words, his mother being in the hospital, and Mom pitching a bitch at his parents and now yelling at him for yelling at JJ.
So now, my brother is crying in his room and refusing to come out, Mom is in the garage smoking a pack of cigs while ranting to her mother, and Dad is down in the basement with the dog.
I on the other hand am sitting upstairs with the cat really wishing that I could have just gone to school and stayed there.
*sigh*
On better news, I came up with an epic idea for Cyrus' Valentines Day present!
It's so win.
I've gotten many "aaaaawwweee"s over it. =D
ily.
Monday, February 2, 2009
Moo...I Dunno...The Creative Juices Just Aren't Flowin'
Today Jessica's sister brought in Irish candy (I call them Irish Ballz) and they were really good. I still have some in a little cookie bag, I'm gonna snack on them in study hall tomorrow. =)
Left my history binder in Spanish, so I'll have to get it tomorrow. We didn't need it today anyways.
Art was...meh...I hate what we're doing...although I'm barely even doing what we're supposed to be doing...
We have to make 24 designs in little squares, and then pick one to scratch out on scratch paper.
All my patterns suck...the ones I finished at least...most of the squares are only half filled...
=/
I had a Cyrus to keep me entertained though. =p
English we had a practice reading OGT. Half assed my way through that.
Writing tomorrow, I don't think I'm gonna do it. It's not like we can combine our extra points from the test.
I'll just write nice notes to the teacher in the extended responses, and bubble in little pictures. =p
Got home, worked out.
So out of shape it makes me wanna cry.
Ryan's workout party this Friday outta be great...
Was on and offline a bit today.
When it was dark out (and have you noticed it's been getting darker later and later?) I slipped on my mega huge Ohio State hoodie, my favorite x-mas slippers, and my fuzzy gloves. Quietly went outside on the porch and climbed up the deck table, and onto the box things we keep the chair cushions in for out there.
After about 20 minutes a little bunny came out from the pine trees near the deck. At first it was trudging through the snow before stopping. I guess it thought "Fuck this" before hippity-hopping across the snow and into the side field.
It made a cool little hippity-hop trail. =p
Saw 3 plains in the air, they almost looked like they were gonna hit each other.
There were weird sounds coming from Nut Boy's barn too. I hope he keeps it heated...that poor horise...
Actually he has 2 I think now....
=/
After about 2 hours I went downstairs to watch Hero's with Dad and now I'm here.
Thinking of faking sick tomorrow. I just want a whole day of quite and sleep. =/
Do you have to retake a practice OGT?
Hmmmm....
ily.
Left my history binder in Spanish, so I'll have to get it tomorrow. We didn't need it today anyways.
Art was...meh...I hate what we're doing...although I'm barely even doing what we're supposed to be doing...
We have to make 24 designs in little squares, and then pick one to scratch out on scratch paper.
All my patterns suck...the ones I finished at least...most of the squares are only half filled...
=/
I had a Cyrus to keep me entertained though. =p
English we had a practice reading OGT. Half assed my way through that.
Writing tomorrow, I don't think I'm gonna do it. It's not like we can combine our extra points from the test.
I'll just write nice notes to the teacher in the extended responses, and bubble in little pictures. =p
Got home, worked out.
So out of shape it makes me wanna cry.
Ryan's workout party this Friday outta be great...
Was on and offline a bit today.
When it was dark out (and have you noticed it's been getting darker later and later?) I slipped on my mega huge Ohio State hoodie, my favorite x-mas slippers, and my fuzzy gloves. Quietly went outside on the porch and climbed up the deck table, and onto the box things we keep the chair cushions in for out there.
After about 20 minutes a little bunny came out from the pine trees near the deck. At first it was trudging through the snow before stopping. I guess it thought "Fuck this" before hippity-hopping across the snow and into the side field.
It made a cool little hippity-hop trail. =p
Saw 3 plains in the air, they almost looked like they were gonna hit each other.
There were weird sounds coming from Nut Boy's barn too. I hope he keeps it heated...that poor horise...
Actually he has 2 I think now....
=/
After about 2 hours I went downstairs to watch Hero's with Dad and now I'm here.
Thinking of faking sick tomorrow. I just want a whole day of quite and sleep. =/
Do you have to retake a practice OGT?
Hmmmm....
ily.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Blah Bleh Meh
Okay, so in yesterday's post we established it was fucking cold in the school.
Today wasn't too warm either but we'll get to that later.
Sunday night I was up late talking to Cyrus and Rayy and watching online movies. Attempted to watch Across The Universe but it bored me so I moved onto Religulous. Then, all of a sudden, I'm not even halfway through the movie when it stops and alittle thing pops up saying "You have watched 72 minutes of video using our site. To continue to watch, wait another 54 minutes or buy our shit."
Okay...maybe I edited the last part a bit...but it was still the same message...
Had my Physics and Spanish 1 exam's yesterday.
I thought Physics was easy, but I got a C on the exam.
It FELT like I knew the answers.
I'm not gonna say anything about Spanish so I don't jinx it...
While Mom and I were pulling out of the school I suddenly remembered that we were supposed to be giving Peaches a ride home.
In the end we pulled into a driveway and she ran over to us.
Sorry Peaches.
The three of us gals got Wendy's though. =)
Picked up a package and post post office (it had Valentines Day present in it apparently) and then we took Peaches home.
Watched the movie Juno that I borrowed from Rayy. It was okay, kinda sadish.
Went upstairs and talked to Cy online and doodled in a notepad and then on myself.
I was using Sharpie so I had to use toothpaste to get it off of my skin. My hands and wrists smelled miny fresh though!
Around 6:15ish my Mom dropped me off at the High School for Cy's Prom Fair meeting.
I was a half hour early so I had to wait.
Didn't know anybody except the people I recognized walking down the halls that I've lost conneciton with. Like Dave Bina or Mackenze Mitchell.
The older girl with the on and off fake British accent was there too. I dunno her name...I think I used to know it though....
Speant most of my time in the end looking at my feet or petending to be texting someone. While inching towards the door I buumbped into Kelly Dean (Carly and Jaime's mom).
She and I cut into the line and went in. =p
Got yelled at for sitting in someone's reserved seat and gave them a bit of additude saying that I missed the sign and to take a chill, it wasn't the end of the world.
I mean, it's not like I wasn't going to move or anything. All you need to do is ask nicely and not give me mouth, or I'll give it back.
I kinda suck at the whole 'respect your elders' gig, don't I?
The show was good. Had some good laughs. Cyrus looked great in his. =)
One of the guys put a sign that said "Hi Mom!" on the back of his. =p
After that I found Cy in the cafe and sat down to wait as he went off to change. I got bored so I decided to count how many guys walking out of backstage would swing the door open and have it hit the table behind it and go "...whoops..."
There were 5.
For the raffle thing they had Cy won the Apple Bee's gift card thing. He hates Apple Bee's. A definate laugh out loud moment. =)
After that we decided we were hungry and went to Steak And Shake. I only got a small plate of fries and he got a salad and a milkshake.
I shot my straw wrapper at him.....because I'm mature....
=D
When he went to wash his hands because they were stick from the milkshake, I took the bill and hurried over to the chash register to pay for it.
I was like "Okay, we're going to have to speed this process up because he doesn't know I'm paying."
The lady laughed at me and we had a quick conversation about how she does it too and such. =p
Hey, he ALWAYS pays for me, why can't I pay for something just once?
Got home, watched Dad play call of Duty for a bit, then went to bed.
Had major chills this morning, couldn't get warm.
Discovred that my headphones are reaching the end of their life. There at that stage where if you move the wire you'll only be able to hear out of the right ear.
*sigh*
Best pair of headphones I've ever had, they lasted really long.
I wished they came in more colors...like red...
=)
Study hall was fun today, talked with Laura from VV. She's pretty cool, we talked about lots of stuff. =)
Had lunch right after. It wasn't as chaotic as I thought it was gonna be with many lunch changes and such.
Lost Peaches and Devvy Chan but Rayy sits at the table now! =D
Many people complemented me on my shiny shirt today. Thank yous, thank yous.
In Spanish we moved seats. I sit in the first row right in the middle. Exactly where I wanna be.
History class we got assigned seats too...
Bleh.
English we got our packet for our research papers...ugh...
Got home and immedeatly started on my homework (but saved a bit for study hall tomorrow) and then fell asleep.
I didn't wanna talk or deal with anyone (if you haven't noticed my rope was quite short today).
Fell asleep at 3:18 and woke up at 6:49.
Missed dinner, it was pick night anyways so I didn't care.
Dad and JJ came up to check on me a few times.
Woke up to Cyrus calling me, I just picked up Ozwald when he said I had 1 missed call.
I was so close! ><
Ate cereal and then called Cy back.
That's about it.
Sorry for the mood today. Not too happy I guess.
Doug, the UPS guy at my Dad's office has brain cancer and won't make it. He's really sick. Quit his job, and everything.
I didn't know him that well, but I feel like I'm losing a best friend.
I always looked forward to him coming late every afternoon to the warehouse to pick up the boxes we packed.
Blah.
Already ranted to Cy about how life isn't fair (which sucks) and how bad things always happen to good people (which I'm tired of seeing).
I wanna call Doug, but what the fuck am I going to say? "Hey Doug, heard you're dying so I'd thought I'd hurry and say goodbye before ya choke!"
I mean seriously.
I wanna visit him more but that can't happen just I'd just break down crying right in front of him. Which is just as bad as the above phone call.
Meh.
ily.
Today wasn't too warm either but we'll get to that later.
Sunday night I was up late talking to Cyrus and Rayy and watching online movies. Attempted to watch Across The Universe but it bored me so I moved onto Religulous. Then, all of a sudden, I'm not even halfway through the movie when it stops and alittle thing pops up saying "You have watched 72 minutes of video using our site. To continue to watch, wait another 54 minutes or buy our shit."
Okay...maybe I edited the last part a bit...but it was still the same message...
Had my Physics and Spanish 1 exam's yesterday.
I thought Physics was easy, but I got a C on the exam.
It FELT like I knew the answers.
I'm not gonna say anything about Spanish so I don't jinx it...
While Mom and I were pulling out of the school I suddenly remembered that we were supposed to be giving Peaches a ride home.
In the end we pulled into a driveway and she ran over to us.
Sorry Peaches.
The three of us gals got Wendy's though. =)
Picked up a package and post post office (it had Valentines Day present in it apparently) and then we took Peaches home.
Watched the movie Juno that I borrowed from Rayy. It was okay, kinda sadish.
Went upstairs and talked to Cy online and doodled in a notepad and then on myself.
I was using Sharpie so I had to use toothpaste to get it off of my skin. My hands and wrists smelled miny fresh though!
Around 6:15ish my Mom dropped me off at the High School for Cy's Prom Fair meeting.
I was a half hour early so I had to wait.
Didn't know anybody except the people I recognized walking down the halls that I've lost conneciton with. Like Dave Bina or Mackenze Mitchell.
The older girl with the on and off fake British accent was there too. I dunno her name...I think I used to know it though....
Speant most of my time in the end looking at my feet or petending to be texting someone. While inching towards the door I buumbped into Kelly Dean (Carly and Jaime's mom).
She and I cut into the line and went in. =p
Got yelled at for sitting in someone's reserved seat and gave them a bit of additude saying that I missed the sign and to take a chill, it wasn't the end of the world.
I mean, it's not like I wasn't going to move or anything. All you need to do is ask nicely and not give me mouth, or I'll give it back.
I kinda suck at the whole 'respect your elders' gig, don't I?
The show was good. Had some good laughs. Cyrus looked great in his. =)
One of the guys put a sign that said "Hi Mom!" on the back of his. =p
After that I found Cy in the cafe and sat down to wait as he went off to change. I got bored so I decided to count how many guys walking out of backstage would swing the door open and have it hit the table behind it and go "...whoops..."
There were 5.
For the raffle thing they had Cy won the Apple Bee's gift card thing. He hates Apple Bee's. A definate laugh out loud moment. =)
After that we decided we were hungry and went to Steak And Shake. I only got a small plate of fries and he got a salad and a milkshake.
I shot my straw wrapper at him.....because I'm mature....
=D
When he went to wash his hands because they were stick from the milkshake, I took the bill and hurried over to the chash register to pay for it.
I was like "Okay, we're going to have to speed this process up because he doesn't know I'm paying."
The lady laughed at me and we had a quick conversation about how she does it too and such. =p
Hey, he ALWAYS pays for me, why can't I pay for something just once?
Got home, watched Dad play call of Duty for a bit, then went to bed.
Had major chills this morning, couldn't get warm.
Discovred that my headphones are reaching the end of their life. There at that stage where if you move the wire you'll only be able to hear out of the right ear.
*sigh*
Best pair of headphones I've ever had, they lasted really long.
I wished they came in more colors...like red...
=)
Study hall was fun today, talked with Laura from VV. She's pretty cool, we talked about lots of stuff. =)
Had lunch right after. It wasn't as chaotic as I thought it was gonna be with many lunch changes and such.
Lost Peaches and Devvy Chan but Rayy sits at the table now! =D
Many people complemented me on my shiny shirt today. Thank yous, thank yous.
In Spanish we moved seats. I sit in the first row right in the middle. Exactly where I wanna be.
History class we got assigned seats too...
Bleh.
English we got our packet for our research papers...ugh...
Got home and immedeatly started on my homework (but saved a bit for study hall tomorrow) and then fell asleep.
I didn't wanna talk or deal with anyone (if you haven't noticed my rope was quite short today).
Fell asleep at 3:18 and woke up at 6:49.
Missed dinner, it was pick night anyways so I didn't care.
Dad and JJ came up to check on me a few times.
Woke up to Cyrus calling me, I just picked up Ozwald when he said I had 1 missed call.
I was so close! ><
Ate cereal and then called Cy back.
That's about it.
Sorry for the mood today. Not too happy I guess.
Doug, the UPS guy at my Dad's office has brain cancer and won't make it. He's really sick. Quit his job, and everything.
I didn't know him that well, but I feel like I'm losing a best friend.
I always looked forward to him coming late every afternoon to the warehouse to pick up the boxes we packed.
Blah.
Already ranted to Cy about how life isn't fair (which sucks) and how bad things always happen to good people (which I'm tired of seeing).
I wanna call Doug, but what the fuck am I going to say? "Hey Doug, heard you're dying so I'd thought I'd hurry and say goodbye before ya choke!"
I mean seriously.
I wanna visit him more but that can't happen just I'd just break down crying right in front of him. Which is just as bad as the above phone call.
Meh.
ily.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Happy Halloweeny!
Guss what happened as soon as I got on the bus this lovely Halloween.
Mrs. Sherry, handed out glow sticks.
Seriously.
Mine was purple!
Walked into the school and was bombarded with people in costumes. I was walking behind this guy dressed up as the Hulk. He painted his entire body green!! (Or as far as I could tell...)....(shut up).
So many girls were dressed as sluts (nurses, bunnies, cowgirls). Yeah, I was wearing a shortish skirt and boots, but at least my ass wasn't hanging out unlike some peoples...
PE wasn't epic today. Nobody really did anything funny...
Used my lunch to try and print our my history report since SOMEBODY in my house keeps forgetting to go out and buy color for the printer. *cough*cough*dad*cough*cough*.
I thought, just stick in the flash drive, print it to green 3, and then bang, done and back to lunch. But NOOOOOOOOOO, green 3 had to be out of order (the only color printer) and my flash drive acting all bugged. So then in the end I only had 5 minutes left of lunch.
Cameron was with me while we were trying to print it out...I think he got scared because I was practically growling. But I mean come on! The day I would like to print out something, the something of which has to be more of a presentation, everything goes wrong. I would have really liked to have seen my project printed out.
Only got to eat a chicken sandwich...not even considered a lunch in my book. So when Senorita passed out candy I was like O.O FOOD!!
I had M&M's. =)
History class fixed my sour mood. Apparently somebody made cake for their project, and Mr. Johansson said we could finish it. That cake was goooooood.
Art class I saw Cyrus. He perked up my mood even more. He dressed up as a cowboy. =)
Oh, and apparently during that period there was supposed to be a banana battle in the cafe. But only 2 people came.
English I was worried about the test. It seemed easy but what the hell does that mean anymore?
Discovered that I was so scatterbrained today that I forgot to have my teacher sign my absent slip thing. So I signed out a pass and brought all my stuff with me and walked all the way to the other side of the school. Mayer wasn't their, so I faked his, but at least Mr. Johansson was there. After turning it into the office I found a girl that rode my bus and we just walked around the halls aimlessly. There was only two minutes left of school.
I was finally the first one on the bus today. Heh, I'm normally the last so Mrs. Sherry was all "CONGRATS!"
Bus ride home a girl discovered a spider was in her seat, so what did she proceed to do? Stand up in the aisle way, throw her things, point at it, and scream bloody murder. Yes, very smart.
I couldn't hear my IPod over her so I walked to the back of the bus (mind you my boots and it's moving) knocked the spider down in my hand and throw it out the window.
Got home, relaxed, and then got ready again for Peache's party. I was the first one there! (I didn't count Ryan because of course he would have been there already). Then everyone else came (in order) Devvy Chan, Andy, and Rayy.
She had a paddle ball thing! In the end, I got up to 68!!! Skillz.
Sami came over with her gang and invited us to go trick or treating with her up the street!
Thanks Sami!!
I got lot's of candy. Rayy and I also got popcorn. =p
We all watched family guy as we traded candy, then went on to play Truth or Dare then spin the bottle.
Odd thing?
There was only 1 guy.
=p
Had to come home early because my mom was getting really sick.
Got home and came onto here. Gonna work on changing the blog and stuff tomorrow.
That's about it.
ily.
Mrs. Sherry, handed out glow sticks.
Seriously.
Mine was purple!
Walked into the school and was bombarded with people in costumes. I was walking behind this guy dressed up as the Hulk. He painted his entire body green!! (Or as far as I could tell...)....(shut up).
So many girls were dressed as sluts (nurses, bunnies, cowgirls). Yeah, I was wearing a shortish skirt and boots, but at least my ass wasn't hanging out unlike some peoples...
PE wasn't epic today. Nobody really did anything funny...
Used my lunch to try and print our my history report since SOMEBODY in my house keeps forgetting to go out and buy color for the printer. *cough*cough*dad*cough*cough*.
I thought, just stick in the flash drive, print it to green 3, and then bang, done and back to lunch. But NOOOOOOOOOO, green 3 had to be out of order (the only color printer) and my flash drive acting all bugged. So then in the end I only had 5 minutes left of lunch.
Cameron was with me while we were trying to print it out...I think he got scared because I was practically growling. But I mean come on! The day I would like to print out something, the something of which has to be more of a presentation, everything goes wrong. I would have really liked to have seen my project printed out.
Only got to eat a chicken sandwich...not even considered a lunch in my book. So when Senorita passed out candy I was like O.O FOOD!!
I had M&M's. =)
History class fixed my sour mood. Apparently somebody made cake for their project, and Mr. Johansson said we could finish it. That cake was goooooood.
Art class I saw Cyrus. He perked up my mood even more. He dressed up as a cowboy. =)
Oh, and apparently during that period there was supposed to be a banana battle in the cafe. But only 2 people came.
English I was worried about the test. It seemed easy but what the hell does that mean anymore?
Discovered that I was so scatterbrained today that I forgot to have my teacher sign my absent slip thing. So I signed out a pass and brought all my stuff with me and walked all the way to the other side of the school. Mayer wasn't their, so I faked his, but at least Mr. Johansson was there. After turning it into the office I found a girl that rode my bus and we just walked around the halls aimlessly. There was only two minutes left of school.
I was finally the first one on the bus today. Heh, I'm normally the last so Mrs. Sherry was all "CONGRATS!"
Bus ride home a girl discovered a spider was in her seat, so what did she proceed to do? Stand up in the aisle way, throw her things, point at it, and scream bloody murder. Yes, very smart.
I couldn't hear my IPod over her so I walked to the back of the bus (mind you my boots and it's moving) knocked the spider down in my hand and throw it out the window.
Got home, relaxed, and then got ready again for Peache's party. I was the first one there! (I didn't count Ryan because of course he would have been there already). Then everyone else came (in order) Devvy Chan, Andy, and Rayy.
She had a paddle ball thing! In the end, I got up to 68!!! Skillz.
Sami came over with her gang and invited us to go trick or treating with her up the street!
Thanks Sami!!
I got lot's of candy. Rayy and I also got popcorn. =p
We all watched family guy as we traded candy, then went on to play Truth or Dare then spin the bottle.
Odd thing?
There was only 1 guy.
=p
Had to come home early because my mom was getting really sick.
Got home and came onto here. Gonna work on changing the blog and stuff tomorrow.
That's about it.
ily.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Rain Rain Go Away
Because I have to bike the trail Friday!
That was a spur of the moment rhyme...
Skillz!!
So today it was raining so I was tired. I actually did fall asleep on Geometry....whoops, sorry Mr. Lawrence. I don't think anyone noticed though, did it with my eyes opened.
I'm set for college! =p
I was so tired I forgot most of what I read for my history quiz.... =/
So I got my grammar finished in the IMC and when I was putting away my folder in art I noticed one of my sentences was wrong and I forgot my name. So I'm writing my name on it and then suddenly the paper slides out from under me into the hands of Mr. Mayer and he's shredding it into little tiny pieces.
"This isn't a study hall!"
I kinda just stared at him blankly with my mouth hung opened and he left.
I needed many hugs after that.
I told Mrs. Newcomer and she gave me another paper. Which for the record proves that she is a nice person...she just can't really teach that well is all.
Finished the movie in English....*sigh* Now we have to do real work....
Came home and Shannon gave me kisses! I think she loves me now! Yayz! I swear that dog has given me more kisses this month than in the past 2 years. I feel so loved. ^-^
Watched a few CSI episodes and stuff before reading the stuff for tomorrow (I only have to read something, not you guys, chill).
Dad came home and then we got into a fight about Cyrus because he wanted to know why we needed room for 3 bikes on the bike rack. He was all pissed that I was letting Cyrus borrow mine because his was broken...basically, the fight went like this:
dad: I thought Devlyn needed the bike
me: she has one now, and Cyrus hasn't had time to fix his
dad: well why is he going with you?!
me: because it's required if you're in vally voyages?
dad: I don't like you hanging out with him, like you're together or something...
me: we're not going out
dad: sure seems like it!
me: well we're not....
dad: what do you call it then?!
me: ummmm....having a friend that is a male?
dad: *humphs* guys only have one thing on their mind, and he's a senior too, and you're getting older.
But of course, he's always right and knows EVERYTHING! I'm secretly dating Cyrus and I'm gonna fuck him in the woods near the bike trail tomorrow. Yep, he's got it all figured out, I can't believe it.
-_-
I love how he trusts me.
Well I must go, bed early for biking tomorrow! Can't wait to see you all there!
That was a spur of the moment rhyme...
Skillz!!
So today it was raining so I was tired. I actually did fall asleep on Geometry....whoops, sorry Mr. Lawrence. I don't think anyone noticed though, did it with my eyes opened.
I'm set for college! =p
I was so tired I forgot most of what I read for my history quiz.... =/
So I got my grammar finished in the IMC and when I was putting away my folder in art I noticed one of my sentences was wrong and I forgot my name. So I'm writing my name on it and then suddenly the paper slides out from under me into the hands of Mr. Mayer and he's shredding it into little tiny pieces.
"This isn't a study hall!"
I kinda just stared at him blankly with my mouth hung opened and he left.
I needed many hugs after that.
I told Mrs. Newcomer and she gave me another paper. Which for the record proves that she is a nice person...she just can't really teach that well is all.
Finished the movie in English....*sigh* Now we have to do real work....
Came home and Shannon gave me kisses! I think she loves me now! Yayz! I swear that dog has given me more kisses this month than in the past 2 years. I feel so loved. ^-^
Watched a few CSI episodes and stuff before reading the stuff for tomorrow (I only have to read something, not you guys, chill).
Dad came home and then we got into a fight about Cyrus because he wanted to know why we needed room for 3 bikes on the bike rack. He was all pissed that I was letting Cyrus borrow mine because his was broken...basically, the fight went like this:
dad: I thought Devlyn needed the bike
me: she has one now, and Cyrus hasn't had time to fix his
dad: well why is he going with you?!
me: because it's required if you're in vally voyages?
dad: I don't like you hanging out with him, like you're together or something...
me: we're not going out
dad: sure seems like it!
me: well we're not....
dad: what do you call it then?!
me: ummmm....having a friend that is a male?
dad: *humphs* guys only have one thing on their mind, and he's a senior too, and you're getting older.
But of course, he's always right and knows EVERYTHING! I'm secretly dating Cyrus and I'm gonna fuck him in the woods near the bike trail tomorrow. Yep, he's got it all figured out, I can't believe it.
-_-
I love how he trusts me.
Well I must go, bed early for biking tomorrow! Can't wait to see you all there!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Starting A Conversation
While I'm in a sour mood I'll post this:
So this has been happening to me online a lot lately:
Person: Hi
Me: Hellos
*silence*
So....why did you IM me?
You said hi, it's your job to start the conversation, not mine. If you do, then I'll do my best to keep it going!
Gosh.
So this has been happening to me online a lot lately:
Person: Hi
Me: Hellos
*silence*
So....why did you IM me?
You said hi, it's your job to start the conversation, not mine. If you do, then I'll do my best to keep it going!
Gosh.
Monday, August 25, 2008
@#%%^$@$%!
Stayed up till 3 again last night cuz I couldn't sleep again. This is gonna be great once school rolls around.
Dad took me to the office so I could have my 'last day lunch' and then I sat around and did nothing for about and hour and a half.
On the van ride to the school everyone decided that they should blast the hannah-mother-fucking-tanna the whole 45 minutes to the golf course.
I'm seriously gonna snipe that fucking son of a bitch slut whore face.
Golf game was okay. Shot a 55. Meh. Actually that's bad.
Tried to drown out that little slutassbitchwhoreface with my IPod on the way home but it didn't work. Coach lectured us. And my dad rubbed my terrible score in my face and went on a rant about how I need to play golf more, and go to the range and shit. Then he asked me what color golf bag I wanted so he could pick it up at Dicks. I said black. SO he goes on another rant about how I'm turning into some Gothic bitch and that he isn't gonna deal with shit like that, and if I turn into a black 'bloodsucker' he was gonna kick me outta the house and said that the next thing I was gonna do was start slitting my wrists.
Ha too late for that.
And seriously, just because I like black, doesn't mean I'm gonna turn into...what did he say, a black bloodsucker? Yeah love you too dad.
Got home and wanted to get on the computer and it was acting up and I got so pissed that I threw my wireless mouse against the wall. There's a dent there now, but the mouse is still in tact. I've bashed and threw it so many times, people with anger issues like me should get them.
Got my shit together for school.
I fucking hate school.
Yeah, ya get to see your friends, but that's just about it.
Still need to do those stupid fucking questions too.
Fuck.
ily.
Dad took me to the office so I could have my 'last day lunch' and then I sat around and did nothing for about and hour and a half.
On the van ride to the school everyone decided that they should blast the hannah-mother-fucking-tanna the whole 45 minutes to the golf course.
I'm seriously gonna snipe that fucking son of a bitch slut whore face.
Golf game was okay. Shot a 55. Meh. Actually that's bad.
Tried to drown out that little slutassbitchwhoreface with my IPod on the way home but it didn't work. Coach lectured us. And my dad rubbed my terrible score in my face and went on a rant about how I need to play golf more, and go to the range and shit. Then he asked me what color golf bag I wanted so he could pick it up at Dicks. I said black. SO he goes on another rant about how I'm turning into some Gothic bitch and that he isn't gonna deal with shit like that, and if I turn into a black 'bloodsucker' he was gonna kick me outta the house and said that the next thing I was gonna do was start slitting my wrists.
Ha too late for that.
And seriously, just because I like black, doesn't mean I'm gonna turn into...what did he say, a black bloodsucker? Yeah love you too dad.
Got home and wanted to get on the computer and it was acting up and I got so pissed that I threw my wireless mouse against the wall. There's a dent there now, but the mouse is still in tact. I've bashed and threw it so many times, people with anger issues like me should get them.
Got my shit together for school.
I fucking hate school.
Yeah, ya get to see your friends, but that's just about it.
Still need to do those stupid fucking questions too.
Fuck.
ily.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Beep Beep Low IQ Beep Beep
Sooooooo today I woke up and went to our home match at Brandywine. Well guess what, I didn't play, thanks coach! -_-
He had this girl named Laren play, who wasn't even there at tryoutts. Coach said he just wanted to get her feet wet and get her experience. Okay, one, we're playing at our HOME course so there is an advantage not only for me, but for the whole teem. Two, she wasn't at tryoutts. Three, I didn't have any experience playing in a match and I actually had to play EIGHTEEN holes not nine unlike her.
*sigh*
Well, I got to play the par 3 with Mrs. Roback. I shot a 37! She was having an off day today, but ya know everyone has them, and it's not like she lost her temper or anything. I had fun playing with her. =)
Mega cramps when I got home. Spent most of my time on the computer.
ZOMG Areil came over my house!! O.O
I thought it was my Uncle Tot to pick us up for dinner and I was gonna answer the door, but my mom made it there first and then I heard this: "Hi Mrs. Costello is ASHLEY home?!" I duck and ran. Mom, I love her soooooooo much, told her I was at golf.
*bows down to mom*
Then she left and my Uncle and Grammy came coon after. We went to the Winking Lizard. I had only had a honey bun the whole day, but I wasn't really hungry still, so I had a small burger and fries.
Got home, spent some more time on the computer, talked to Zak, and now I'm gonna talk with my mom, watch family guy, clean my room, and go to bed.
Oh and guess what, finally got those bus postcards today but guess what! They're all wrong! They put the wrong street address for your stop and time. Idiots.
ily.
He had this girl named Laren play, who wasn't even there at tryoutts. Coach said he just wanted to get her feet wet and get her experience. Okay, one, we're playing at our HOME course so there is an advantage not only for me, but for the whole teem. Two, she wasn't at tryoutts. Three, I didn't have any experience playing in a match and I actually had to play EIGHTEEN holes not nine unlike her.
*sigh*
Well, I got to play the par 3 with Mrs. Roback. I shot a 37! She was having an off day today, but ya know everyone has them, and it's not like she lost her temper or anything. I had fun playing with her. =)
Mega cramps when I got home. Spent most of my time on the computer.
ZOMG Areil came over my house!! O.O
I thought it was my Uncle Tot to pick us up for dinner and I was gonna answer the door, but my mom made it there first and then I heard this: "Hi Mrs. Costello is ASHLEY home?!" I duck and ran. Mom, I love her soooooooo much, told her I was at golf.
*bows down to mom*
Then she left and my Uncle and Grammy came coon after. We went to the Winking Lizard. I had only had a honey bun the whole day, but I wasn't really hungry still, so I had a small burger and fries.
Got home, spent some more time on the computer, talked to Zak, and now I'm gonna talk with my mom, watch family guy, clean my room, and go to bed.
Oh and guess what, finally got those bus postcards today but guess what! They're all wrong! They put the wrong street address for your stop and time. Idiots.
ily.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
...
Yesterday I sat on my ass waiting for the fucking mail man to come, and getting calls and IM's asking me if I got my class list. Asshole didn't come till 5:30 in the evening. Prick.
Got pizza up by that new place near Sagamore Square. It was good.
Woke up at 5:30 today, slept in the van and listened to Melvin until we got to the course, played the most shittyest round of golf in my life and then had to listen to how well everyone else played on the way back.
Real fun day.
Got pizza up by that new place near Sagamore Square. It was good.
Woke up at 5:30 today, slept in the van and listened to Melvin until we got to the course, played the most shittyest round of golf in my life and then had to listen to how well everyone else played on the way back.
Real fun day.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Family First
Yeah...that's what everybody says, but in most situations I'd put you guys first. Your more fun anyways...
=(
So I sat around on the monkey bars and tried to work on some of my book and failed. Too noisy and stuff. Later on I played football catch with my dad. I threw some pretty good spirals and caught the ball each time it was thrown to me! Some of my cousins joined in too, and then my dad had to leave early to go drinking with some buddies and they took the ball. I followed them but they said they didn't want a GIRL playing with them. Assholes. So when one over threw the ball I caught it and threw it at the back of the one dude's head, which knocked him over, before leaving to grab my Ipod.
There was a corn field to the side of the house so I walked through it and sat in it for awhile. Nobody came looking for me, so obviously I wasn't missed. Had a burger but that was it. I wasn't feeling very hungry. We did the family photo and I got yelled at because I was standing too far back with the TALL people so they had me sit with the kiddies. Then I was to tall there so they yelled at me to sit in a chair, and then I was blocking someones face, and then I was standing too far outside the photo, and then when they finally put my ass somewhere they yelled at me for not smiling. I hate getting pics taken of me to begin with, let alone family photos....
Had a reverse raffle, which is like a raffle but when your name gets called you're out and you lost your chance to win the money. Turns out my cousin Todd's son won. Heh, he's only 1. The assholes that wouldn't let me play catch were pissed and glared at me when I laughed at them.
Drove the golf cart around. The brat child of the family, Kaitlyn, was driving around full speed doing doughnuts and sharp turns and when we changed seat behind the barn when I got to drive Aunt Jonie came screaming over and yelling at us for going too fast, and for the turns and when she asked who was diving Kaitlyn pointed to me and ran off. I told Auntie J that it was Kaitlyn driving and we changed seat behind the barn but she said that she saw ME driving and yelled at me.
I guess I'm the stupid, little, lying, girl of the family. Congrats to me.
On the way home we got ice cream. They didn't have sprinkles, and I ate like, two bites before giving it to JJ, still wasn't hungry.
Was freezing on the car ride home and still am. Wearing Zak's jacket but I'd like him to be hugging me more than the jacket right now. *sigh* Tomorrow he says he'll play football catch with me at Devvy Chan's party. Everyone who comes can play, I'll bring the football. Wonder who all is coming.
I know Sami can't come, and Rayy is out of town. Peaches has work and is at her cousins house so that probably means that Ryan isn't going to come either since they never seem to be able to go anywhere without each other to hang on.
Hope Jess can't make it to her own party! It'd be kinda funny that she'd miss it. I wonder if she has an accent!
Gonna call Zak now.
ily.
Family reunion was boooooooring, Got car sick on the ride there and everyone was either way older than me or way younger than me so there was not really anyone to talk to. Couldn't go swimming because there are just some times during the months that us girls can't. The water slide wasn't there, and neither were the cows.
=(
So I sat around on the monkey bars and tried to work on some of my book and failed. Too noisy and stuff. Later on I played football catch with my dad. I threw some pretty good spirals and caught the ball each time it was thrown to me! Some of my cousins joined in too, and then my dad had to leave early to go drinking with some buddies and they took the ball. I followed them but they said they didn't want a GIRL playing with them. Assholes. So when one over threw the ball I caught it and threw it at the back of the one dude's head, which knocked him over, before leaving to grab my Ipod.
There was a corn field to the side of the house so I walked through it and sat in it for awhile. Nobody came looking for me, so obviously I wasn't missed. Had a burger but that was it. I wasn't feeling very hungry. We did the family photo and I got yelled at because I was standing too far back with the TALL people so they had me sit with the kiddies. Then I was to tall there so they yelled at me to sit in a chair, and then I was blocking someones face, and then I was standing too far outside the photo, and then when they finally put my ass somewhere they yelled at me for not smiling. I hate getting pics taken of me to begin with, let alone family photos....
Had a reverse raffle, which is like a raffle but when your name gets called you're out and you lost your chance to win the money. Turns out my cousin Todd's son won. Heh, he's only 1. The assholes that wouldn't let me play catch were pissed and glared at me when I laughed at them.
Drove the golf cart around. The brat child of the family, Kaitlyn, was driving around full speed doing doughnuts and sharp turns and when we changed seat behind the barn when I got to drive Aunt Jonie came screaming over and yelling at us for going too fast, and for the turns and when she asked who was diving Kaitlyn pointed to me and ran off. I told Auntie J that it was Kaitlyn driving and we changed seat behind the barn but she said that she saw ME driving and yelled at me.
I guess I'm the stupid, little, lying, girl of the family. Congrats to me.
On the way home we got ice cream. They didn't have sprinkles, and I ate like, two bites before giving it to JJ, still wasn't hungry.
Was freezing on the car ride home and still am. Wearing Zak's jacket but I'd like him to be hugging me more than the jacket right now. *sigh* Tomorrow he says he'll play football catch with me at Devvy Chan's party. Everyone who comes can play, I'll bring the football. Wonder who all is coming.
I know Sami can't come, and Rayy is out of town. Peaches has work and is at her cousins house so that probably means that Ryan isn't going to come either since they never seem to be able to go anywhere without each other to hang on.
Hope Jess can't make it to her own party! It'd be kinda funny that she'd miss it. I wonder if she has an accent!
Gonna call Zak now.
ily.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Lots Ta Post
So brought my trophy to work yesterday. Greg and Debbie were all excited and were congratulating me, Kris said congrats too, but there was this sound in his voice that made it seem like he was really saying "Congrats, now don't fuck up at work today." Also, when my Dad came out to tell everyone he wanted information on everyone's biggest accounts Kris sarcastically said: "Well I sleep at my desk, so I wouldn't know what's going on." I dunno if anybody else noticed it, but I knew that comment was directed at someone specific in the room. Dunno who though, I hope it's not me.....
Yeah...
Doug is back from his vacation! I missed him so much! He's my favorite UPS guy! =)
It was cold Wednesday too, which kind of annoyed me because the day I wear a pair of jeans to work it's the hottest day in the ware house and the day it's cold in the ware house I'm wearing shorts. Oh well, it was nice that it was cold though. When I was sorting parts today (there's only a few more boxes left now, yay!) this truck driver named Jareth (weird name, but also kinda cool I think!) well he comes in and he looks like this 80 year old man because you could see like, every bone in his body, even through his shirt, and when he pulled the door to the truck down he had to sit and rest for about 2 minutes because he tired out easily. Larry told me he was anorexic.
Dad said since it seems like I have nothing to do on Monday's I'm going to work on another day instead, probably Thursday. I can't help that I have nothing to do.....
Golfed this morning and then went to Devvy Chans! We walked around the block a few times, came home, painted nails, talked about girl stuff, ate pizza, played with her dog Gizmoe (I call her Gizzymoe-moe), watched some TV, walked the block, and then met up with Erin! I haven't seen her since the last day of school, and she finally got to see my hair! It was nice. Went home and watered the plants. I found a dead baby birdie on the sidewalk to the front door. =( I buried it in the mulch and made it so it would be looking up at the sky.
Golfing AGAIN tomorrow. Dad set up a lesson with Ross even though I told him 5 fucking times Zak was coming over tomorrow. He yelled at me and said golf was more important that my boyfriend and told me to have him come later.
Asshole. I can't wait for him to go out of town for a week next week....
Found a funny pic in the news's paper comics so I cut it out. It shows a baby crossing it's arms going "ha. Bring it." =D
ily.
Yeah...
Doug is back from his vacation! I missed him so much! He's my favorite UPS guy! =)
It was cold Wednesday too, which kind of annoyed me because the day I wear a pair of jeans to work it's the hottest day in the ware house and the day it's cold in the ware house I'm wearing shorts. Oh well, it was nice that it was cold though. When I was sorting parts today (there's only a few more boxes left now, yay!) this truck driver named Jareth (weird name, but also kinda cool I think!) well he comes in and he looks like this 80 year old man because you could see like, every bone in his body, even through his shirt, and when he pulled the door to the truck down he had to sit and rest for about 2 minutes because he tired out easily. Larry told me he was anorexic.
Dad said since it seems like I have nothing to do on Monday's I'm going to work on another day instead, probably Thursday. I can't help that I have nothing to do.....
Golfed this morning and then went to Devvy Chans! We walked around the block a few times, came home, painted nails, talked about girl stuff, ate pizza, played with her dog Gizmoe (I call her Gizzymoe-moe), watched some TV, walked the block, and then met up with Erin! I haven't seen her since the last day of school, and she finally got to see my hair! It was nice. Went home and watered the plants. I found a dead baby birdie on the sidewalk to the front door. =( I buried it in the mulch and made it so it would be looking up at the sky.
Golfing AGAIN tomorrow. Dad set up a lesson with Ross even though I told him 5 fucking times Zak was coming over tomorrow. He yelled at me and said golf was more important that my boyfriend and told me to have him come later.
Asshole. I can't wait for him to go out of town for a week next week....
Found a funny pic in the news's paper comics so I cut it out. It shows a baby crossing it's arms going "ha. Bring it." =D
ily.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
School sucks PERIOD.
I am so not looking forward to school right now. Here's why:
1. It starts and 7:20 in the morning.
-Which is stupid because now I have to get up around 5:30, and the people who already had to do that now need to get up around 4:30 (like devlyn). Which is friggin ridiculous.
2. Homework
-Although they've already given it to us already because they think that for the kids who have a job, a sport, and a life need to waste their time on summer reading with the most stupidest questions that even a straight A+, lawyer, pretty much English major, high IQ MOM needs to scratch her head and think hard about.
3. Stress
-I won't be working, but I'll have homework, golf, more golf, and less sleep. Also, as we all know (at least I think we do...?) that for me stress seems to equal depression, and depression equals...well lets not get into that again.
4. Richie Miller
-Need I say more?
5. Nordonia
-Let's face it, we kinda suck. I mean we can't even get support to get a better football/soccer/whatever the hell else they use it field and bleachers. Which, those bleachers, they were old when my UNCLE went there, and he's 43 now I think. Also, most of the kids are sluts and or druggies, and we get into HOW MANY school fights a day where we need a cop to prowl around our parking lot?
I think that's it....
Bleh.
It was hot today. Worked, well...attempted to work, on the summer reading questions for To Kill A Mocking Bird. Sadly, even thought the book and the movie are similar, you need to read the book. So, while my dad, his buddy Mr. Grason, and I went golfing and stuff my mom decided to read it. Heh...I find that kinda funny. Anyways, she'll be a biiiiig help now. Big thanks to mommy.
*megaclapsmommy*
Hmmmmm....haven't really talked to Zak in like, maybe 2-3 days. I should call him...but it's late, I'll call him tomorrow I guess. =/ Sorry Zak!
Worked a wee bit on my book...need to get my ass in gear for that (as I've said how many times before? ...heh...).
Dev, Rayy, and Ellie all say they're going to be interior designers when they grow up and stuff. I dunno what the hell I wanna be, besides a writer, so I guess I'm going to be the 'go where the wind takes me' kinda girl. =p
ily.
1. It starts and 7:20 in the morning.
-Which is stupid because now I have to get up around 5:30, and the people who already had to do that now need to get up around 4:30 (like devlyn). Which is friggin ridiculous.
2. Homework
-Although they've already given it to us already because they think that for the kids who have a job, a sport, and a life need to waste their time on summer reading with the most stupidest questions that even a straight A+, lawyer, pretty much English major, high IQ MOM needs to scratch her head and think hard about.
3. Stress
-I won't be working, but I'll have homework, golf, more golf, and less sleep. Also, as we all know (at least I think we do...?) that for me stress seems to equal depression, and depression equals...well lets not get into that again.
4. Richie Miller
-Need I say more?
5. Nordonia
-Let's face it, we kinda suck. I mean we can't even get support to get a better football/soccer/whatever the hell else they use it field and bleachers. Which, those bleachers, they were old when my UNCLE went there, and he's 43 now I think. Also, most of the kids are sluts and or druggies, and we get into HOW MANY school fights a day where we need a cop to prowl around our parking lot?
I think that's it....
Bleh.
It was hot today. Worked, well...attempted to work, on the summer reading questions for To Kill A Mocking Bird. Sadly, even thought the book and the movie are similar, you need to read the book. So, while my dad, his buddy Mr. Grason, and I went golfing and stuff my mom decided to read it. Heh...I find that kinda funny. Anyways, she'll be a biiiiig help now. Big thanks to mommy.
*megaclapsmommy*
Hmmmmm....haven't really talked to Zak in like, maybe 2-3 days. I should call him...but it's late, I'll call him tomorrow I guess. =/ Sorry Zak!
Worked a wee bit on my book...need to get my ass in gear for that (as I've said how many times before? ...heh...).
Dev, Rayy, and Ellie all say they're going to be interior designers when they grow up and stuff. I dunno what the hell I wanna be, besides a writer, so I guess I'm going to be the 'go where the wind takes me' kinda girl. =p
ily.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Okay Day
It was an okay day I guess. The weather was nice.
I woke up, played a game of Mario Party 8, went online, then went to golf. I was all excited because I felt like I was going to play a good game. Fuck that feeling I think I sucked. I shot a 52. My mom and dad were all like: "Well it's only 4 strokes more than Saturday nah nah." and that's my point! I sucked from Saturday! And Saturday, I played on a Pro course, KENT STATE'S course, and I do better on that then that piece of shit Shawniee Hills?? Stupid.
I came home and just kinda laid in my bed with the blanket over my head for awhile before spending the next 4-5 hours online and stuff. I went outside on the deck and typed up more of chappie 4 but of course it's not finished yet. I've got fucking writers block now.
The humming bird flew around one of the flowers again today and after that I went inside and now I'm here. I need to clean my room before tomorrow because stupid Jackie (cleaning lady) is coming. *sigh* I guess I'll take a shower tomorrow morning before work. Which means I need to get up a half hour earlier. *double sigh*
Oh, and speaking of work, guess what.
Ya know how I said I love to work in the ware house (even though the stupid people mixed up the parts) and that I actually feel wanted more in there than the office and I love to hang out with John and Larry?? Well, SOMEBODY told John that if I have nothing to do in the ware house that I HAVE to go back and be in the offices up front. So, I just sit around feeling all guilty that I have nothing to do while the other guys are working and waiting for Kris to get annoyed and go: "Is there anything you need to do in the ware house?" Which is like, the most stupidest question in the world. Of course I don't have anything to do in the ware house, that's why I'm sitting my ass up here doing nothing!
I mean, if I had nothing to do in the ware house, or the offices up front and least talking to John and Larry in the back was somewhat productive. Not staring at the fax machine hoping it would spit out something to give to Kris or Greg, or waiting for the phone to ring so I was occupied for a few seconds.
Monday I decided to clean out the supply closet during my 'nothing time'. I took everything out and even WASHED IT OUT. But, in the end there was still nothing for me to do, because I'm saving putting everything back in for tomorrow. Don't know what the fuck I'll do Thursday though.
I don't wanna go up to my dad and be all: "Naaaaaaah do i really have to work thursdaaaaaaaay?? I really have nothing to dooooooo aaaaaaall the tiiiiiiime." Cuz
1. he'll yell at me
2. he'll yell at the people in the offices because they're not keeping me occupied
3. if you look at it i am getting paid to do nothing most of the time and my hourly payment is pretty high
Monday Larry came up front and he said that he needed me. When we were in the back of the ware house I noticed that there was nothing to ship and I looked at him and he laughed. "I thought you might want to come back here and talk because I noticed you were doing the hardest thing at a job." and i was like thinking "i wasn't doing anything..." and that must have showed on my face because he was like: "Trying to find something to do."
That was really nice of him for saving me like that.
I like Larry and John. They don't expect a lot from me, so there isn't any pressure when I'm working back there. They also made it clear that no question is a stupid question and that some of the mistakes I might make they've probably made when they first started working here.
During lunch John and I do the crossword puzzle in the Plain Dealer even though I'm not very good at them.
OH! One of the things was: A type of Japanese cartoon. And he didn't know it, and I was like: ANIME! O.O
Kris and Greg are nice people, but I dunno I just kinda get this feeling that I annoy them when I'm there. Monday Kris was like: "Take your time Ashley, let's get it right the first time."
Well,
-That totally spazzed me out because I was freaked that I really messed something up.
-Made my self confidence level shrink down even lower
-Made me feel stupid
-and made me feel pissed
I mean, HE didn't teach me some of the little scanning rule things until LAST THURSDAY, so EXCUSE ME if I DIDN'T KNOW. All they just told me was, what you scan, and what you name it and where you save it and where you know how to save it. They didn't tell me if it said this on it I scan it and then attach it to this scan and make a duplicate of this other scan, and name it this, but not to name it until they're all scanned and blah blah blah.
Yes, very confusing I know. Scanning's a bitch.
I think Kris and Greg got annoyed because I wasn't talking very loud yesterday either. They were always like: "What?" "Huh?" "Can you repeat that??" Until finally I just gave up and went right up to their desk instead of yelling across the room like that do. Although they're really only a fair few feet away...
*sigh* hopefully I'll have a better day tomorrow...
as you can see my mood still really hasn't improved...sorry guys...it's not you it's just stupid me. And I'd tell you what's wrong but I don't know what is. It's like my body jut went: "Okay! Let's feel all angry and depressed! Yeah!"
Maybe this weekend will cheer me up...
Oh yeah...party info on the side...
ily.
I woke up, played a game of Mario Party 8, went online, then went to golf. I was all excited because I felt like I was going to play a good game. Fuck that feeling I think I sucked. I shot a 52. My mom and dad were all like: "Well it's only 4 strokes more than Saturday nah nah." and that's my point! I sucked from Saturday! And Saturday, I played on a Pro course, KENT STATE'S course, and I do better on that then that piece of shit Shawniee Hills?? Stupid.
I came home and just kinda laid in my bed with the blanket over my head for awhile before spending the next 4-5 hours online and stuff. I went outside on the deck and typed up more of chappie 4 but of course it's not finished yet. I've got fucking writers block now.
The humming bird flew around one of the flowers again today and after that I went inside and now I'm here. I need to clean my room before tomorrow because stupid Jackie (cleaning lady) is coming. *sigh* I guess I'll take a shower tomorrow morning before work. Which means I need to get up a half hour earlier. *double sigh*
Oh, and speaking of work, guess what.
Ya know how I said I love to work in the ware house (even though the stupid people mixed up the parts) and that I actually feel wanted more in there than the office and I love to hang out with John and Larry?? Well, SOMEBODY told John that if I have nothing to do in the ware house that I HAVE to go back and be in the offices up front. So, I just sit around feeling all guilty that I have nothing to do while the other guys are working and waiting for Kris to get annoyed and go: "Is there anything you need to do in the ware house?" Which is like, the most stupidest question in the world. Of course I don't have anything to do in the ware house, that's why I'm sitting my ass up here doing nothing!
I mean, if I had nothing to do in the ware house, or the offices up front and least talking to John and Larry in the back was somewhat productive. Not staring at the fax machine hoping it would spit out something to give to Kris or Greg, or waiting for the phone to ring so I was occupied for a few seconds.
Monday I decided to clean out the supply closet during my 'nothing time'. I took everything out and even WASHED IT OUT. But, in the end there was still nothing for me to do, because I'm saving putting everything back in for tomorrow. Don't know what the fuck I'll do Thursday though.
I don't wanna go up to my dad and be all: "Naaaaaaah do i really have to work thursdaaaaaaaay?? I really have nothing to dooooooo aaaaaaall the tiiiiiiime." Cuz
1. he'll yell at me
2. he'll yell at the people in the offices because they're not keeping me occupied
3. if you look at it i am getting paid to do nothing most of the time and my hourly payment is pretty high
Monday Larry came up front and he said that he needed me. When we were in the back of the ware house I noticed that there was nothing to ship and I looked at him and he laughed. "I thought you might want to come back here and talk because I noticed you were doing the hardest thing at a job." and i was like thinking "i wasn't doing anything..." and that must have showed on my face because he was like: "Trying to find something to do."
That was really nice of him for saving me like that.
I like Larry and John. They don't expect a lot from me, so there isn't any pressure when I'm working back there. They also made it clear that no question is a stupid question and that some of the mistakes I might make they've probably made when they first started working here.
During lunch John and I do the crossword puzzle in the Plain Dealer even though I'm not very good at them.
OH! One of the things was: A type of Japanese cartoon. And he didn't know it, and I was like: ANIME! O.O
Kris and Greg are nice people, but I dunno I just kinda get this feeling that I annoy them when I'm there. Monday Kris was like: "Take your time Ashley, let's get it right the first time."
Well,
-That totally spazzed me out because I was freaked that I really messed something up.
-Made my self confidence level shrink down even lower
-Made me feel stupid
-and made me feel pissed
I mean, HE didn't teach me some of the little scanning rule things until LAST THURSDAY, so EXCUSE ME if I DIDN'T KNOW. All they just told me was, what you scan, and what you name it and where you save it and where you know how to save it. They didn't tell me if it said this on it I scan it and then attach it to this scan and make a duplicate of this other scan, and name it this, but not to name it until they're all scanned and blah blah blah.
Yes, very confusing I know. Scanning's a bitch.
I think Kris and Greg got annoyed because I wasn't talking very loud yesterday either. They were always like: "What?" "Huh?" "Can you repeat that??" Until finally I just gave up and went right up to their desk instead of yelling across the room like that do. Although they're really only a fair few feet away...
*sigh* hopefully I'll have a better day tomorrow...
as you can see my mood still really hasn't improved...sorry guys...it's not you it's just stupid me. And I'd tell you what's wrong but I don't know what is. It's like my body jut went: "Okay! Let's feel all angry and depressed! Yeah!"
Maybe this weekend will cheer me up...
Oh yeah...party info on the side...
ily.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Yellow Light
So on the traffic light of life it's on yellow right now. This day couldn't get over with fast enough, I'm only on my lunch break right now.
Nothing too exciting has happened today. John ardently shipped off 2 boxes of the wrong part to Danco I believe it was, so that's caused a few minor complications here, but none for me though. The only thing that effected me was that, I think it was Findly, shipped us two boxes and they had mixed parts so I need to go through 30+ boxes and check to see if they have any mixed parts. Stupid Findly, in my opinion they're the most annoying of the customers.
Mostly filed today, I went through all those boxes yesterday but guess whaaaaat, I need to go through them again, but instead of just taking a handful out I need to dump the whole box on a cart and shift through just in case. Then like yesterday I need to put the parts back, tape up the boxes, mark on them if they're okay, move them on the skid (a wooden base like thing), and then strain my back even more. The boxes are like 30 pounds+ each. Meh.
Dad's old friend Mr. Dolphin (i don't know his 1st name) is here and having lunch with him and stuff.
We're having our big party this year, might as well give you the date: COSTELLO JULY 4TH PARTY IS ON JULY 4TH! PLEASE BE THERE! Fireworks show sounds good this year.
That seems like it's it for now. 3 minutes until lunch is over, then I need to look through all those boxes again...*sigh* is it Friday yet?
ily.
Nothing too exciting has happened today. John ardently shipped off 2 boxes of the wrong part to Danco I believe it was, so that's caused a few minor complications here, but none for me though. The only thing that effected me was that, I think it was Findly, shipped us two boxes and they had mixed parts so I need to go through 30+ boxes and check to see if they have any mixed parts. Stupid Findly, in my opinion they're the most annoying of the customers.
Mostly filed today, I went through all those boxes yesterday but guess whaaaaat, I need to go through them again, but instead of just taking a handful out I need to dump the whole box on a cart and shift through just in case. Then like yesterday I need to put the parts back, tape up the boxes, mark on them if they're okay, move them on the skid (a wooden base like thing), and then strain my back even more. The boxes are like 30 pounds+ each. Meh.
Dad's old friend Mr. Dolphin (i don't know his 1st name) is here and having lunch with him and stuff.
We're having our big party this year, might as well give you the date: COSTELLO JULY 4TH PARTY IS ON JULY 4TH! PLEASE BE THERE! Fireworks show sounds good this year.
That seems like it's it for now. 3 minutes until lunch is over, then I need to look through all those boxes again...*sigh* is it Friday yet?
ily.
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