The Goods, Hair Cuts, and Puzzling Grammy's!

Friday Ryan drove Jackie and me over to my house and we chilled there for about 2 hours wondering what to do for food. In the end we went to Reddis Pizza and ordered hot wings, cheesy bread and a large pizza.

And lemme tell ya, those hot wings? HOT.

Met up with Andeth at Network video where we spent probably at least another hour looking for a movie to watch (I think that's how long it takes us on average... =x) and Andeth and I finally decided we were gonna get The Goods. Live Hard. Sell Hard. Which, was hilarious. =p

Saturday Mom took me to get my hair re-highlighted and styled. It turned out great! =D

Then we went to Mom's Diner next door and I got a bacon and cheese hamburger. I love diners. =)

Hung around my house for a bit when Jackie texted me asking if I wanted to do anything. I told her I would pick her up and we could go get another movie or something. We ended up picking out Dead Silence and heading over to my Grammy's house to show her my hair.

As soon as we got there she was asking Jackie what she wanted to eat and in the end she made her some of her special soup and some chili! I noticed the puzzle she was working on and brought it to the table where we all started working on it.

By the time we looked up at the clock we realized it was going to be too late to start the movie. So, we decided to sleep over! =D

Went and picked up Jackie's things and mine and headed back to her house. We started working on the puzzle again and around 2:00 we started the movie (and yes, that's 2AM). Jackie and I huddled together in the chair under the blanket. =p

After the movie was done Grammy went to bed and we watched Dane Cook until about 4:30 when we went to bed.

I woke up around 11:30 and decided I wanted to make pancakes!

I made some Micky Mouse shaped ones too! =D

Worked some more on the puzzle and then Jackie and I fell asleep on the couch in her green room. My Aunt Lib came over next and then Grammy, Jackie and I got the piano started and we sang songs while it played the music rolls. =)

Did some homework at my house, ate dinner and then dessert! Jj made us laugh hysterically being a goof ball and then I took Jackie home.

Today I got many compliments on my hair and jeans. =D

Tonight, I'll be working on things for my Marco. Polo. Die. script. I'm excited I've started working on it again.

ily.

Warm

I wish the weather would stay like this forever, it's so perfect.

The different colored leaves, the sun. Heaven. =)

Yesterday I got the whole family to go see The Men Who Stare At Goats. Despite the fact the movie was terrible, it was nice having us all together. We don't do things like that often anymore. Mom is either sick and Dad's being an ass, or both.

This year I'm hopping to get all of us to do more together things.

Today was somewhat stressful when I woke up.

First, I woke up late. Then I didn't know what to wear. Then Rayy needed a ride. Then Mom needed the car. And THEN it turns out my Dad also took the car in the morning and wasn't back yet.

But in the end, he returned just on time, and Mom and I picked up Jackie (where I got what I wanted to wear), and Rayy and met up with Andy at Marc's and got boxes for Mom because we're getting our living room painted and re-carpeted and needed a place to put all our crap in.

We went to Sagamore Hills Park and took pictures there for a few hours. Climbed the one tree and did goofy things. =p

Went to Apple Bee's and ate dinner together. It was lots of fun!

I thank Andeth again for not getting angry with the dozen of plan changes and for driving us around.

Got home and did homework. Now I'm here.

I don't know what's with me, I just don't feel like putting too many details in my blog post anymore. =x

ily.

Homecoming 09

Was a blast.

I actually started dancing as soon as we got into the gym which was something I never did in the years before.

And here are the lovely pictures my Dad managed to take:







I think that last one is a keeper. =p

Despite the fact of me hating this year it made it seem somewhat better.

But only somewhat.

May I also say that the lovely woman and dear friend dressed all pretty in pink did my hair?

She's a talented little devil. >=)

(Also note that the man with the brown hair wasn't looking at the camera in any of the pictures. Shame on you Ryan. =p)

After homecoming Andeth, Ryan, Jackie, Mike, Billy, Dev, Gerber, Tom and Ed all came back to my house for some pool, video games and chicken fries! =D

Gerber did some magic tricks too and Tom was good at pool (Andeth and Mike had already impressed upon me their skills last year. =p)

That's about all for now. Too tired to blog anything else. =x

ily.

Day Off

Ah, today was a lovely day off (and we still have one more to go!). =D

In the end Jackie, Ryan, Andeth and I all got together and had a picnic in the park!

Then after that we headed to my place for dinner (yes I know, after we just ate basically =p).

Everyone enjoyed the food (I hope) and seems to have a good time.

We played Nazi Zombies and Jackie and I huddled in a ball next to Andeth because of how high it is on the creepy scale. After that we watched "Without A Paddle", one of Ryan's favorite movies. =)

Spent at good hour and a half just laying around talking and getting fat off of my mom's chocolate chip cookies before it was time for everyone to leave. =p

Golf practice at 3 tomorrow. =)

ily.

Happy Burday Andeth!!

The postie title is just for yooou!


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So yesterday I went and got a new celly (the Voyager! I love the touch screen!) and one for my brother and then my Mommy dropped me off at Jackie's house so I can help her clean.

We washed windows, dusted, mopped, cleaned bathrooms etc.

Then we ate Mr. Chicken, made a picture on paint and played The Sims.

Then we headed back to my house and my Dad took JJ and us to West Branch to my Uncle Gary's boat!

We went inner-tubing! Jackie and I were successful of not flying off of the tube during my Dad's efforts to fling us off. =)

Then I tried to learn how to water ski for the first time.

I stopped after 3 failures of not being able to get up out of the water and ended up with my right foot and knee being bruised and sore because my left ski kept falling off. =/

After we got home we watched One Missed Call and House Bunny along with the special features on each disk and feel asleep around 1 or 2 in the morning.

Woke up around 11:30 then went up and made pancakes and sausage!

Went downstairs and watched Disturbia while making Andy burday cards then watched the storm before heading off.

When we got there the pizza guy pulled up behind us which was good because I was so hungry I was getting shaky (whoops). =p

We all spent an hour trying to pick out a movie and coming up with creative ways to choose one. =p

In the end we picked Transformers.

When we left Jackie started getting a little sick so we helped her to bed and now I'm up just in case she calls and needs something. =)

ily.

Ponderings

Been thinking about this ever since it hit me this morning.

So last Friday, when my Dad was picking me up at school to go to the docs, he told me that he had a little chat with my bus driver.

Not because he's concerned or anything, just a nice hello and small talk.

Today, Mrs. Sherry asked if my Dad had told me him and her had talked on Friday and I said yes. Then she went on saying "Man, it's so darn adorable how much he loves your Mom, he really cares about her."

Now wait, what?

The statement made me mentally trip on a rock into a brick wall and then fall in the street only to then get hit by a huge ass truck.

Why?

How the fuck she could think that and I have know clue what the hell my Dad did or say to make her.

Out of my 15+ years of living, I can't really say I've seen any 'true' love between my parents.

Now yes, they must have 'truly loved each other' to have my brother and I, a good point.

But they sure in hell don't love each other like that now.

After my Mom's medical problems started getting worse and she had to take more pain pills, my Dad started to say that she was a drug addict because of how many she has to take a day and told his parents that, thus making most of his side of the family think poorly of her.

Not only that, but he also makes statements about how "ugly she dresses", "fat she looks", "stupid she looks when she walks" "she looks like a billboard for make-up" and has claimed that he's "embarrassed to go places with her."

Such loving comments.

Now I must say, my Mom does dress a little odd, she has some wild outfits, but just because she tries not to look like she just rolled out of bed doesn't mean she dresses ugly.

My Mom is heavyset because some of the medication she takes makes her gain weight and she's too sick or busy to exercise.

My Mother walks "weird" because of the stroke, which after she had to learn how to walk, talk, read and write again.

The reason why my Mother wears so much make-up is to hide the fact she's sick and in pain all the time, and because of that, her skin is so white she looks dead or worse.

My Mother has told my Dad this, and so have I, yet he still treats her like shit and tells her that frequently.

Now some people might say "But Ashley, what about when your Mom gets so sick every how many months? He must really care about her to take her to the ER at 3AM!"

Yeah, and then come home and smoke a few cigars as he worries about whether or not she'll come back dead this time and then have all the responsibility be put on him, as well as his oh so precious retirement fun dented.

And does he even think about checking on his children who are inside hugging each other while sitting on the floor looking out the dining room windows at the driveway and hoping the doctor calls and not the morgue?

Nope.

The question is also begged, why haven't they gotten a divorce then?

Because they don't want to have to keep taking JJ and myself to each others houses, and my Mother doesn't want my Dad to try and walk off with the dog, who seems to matter more to him than his kids at some points, and me, who doesn't complain when it comes to doing yard work.

There have been some good times with my Dad, I can tell him things I can't tell mom, like how since I was 13 I would steal the car in the summer when she was sick and sleeping and him at work and drive around the block or pick up a movie or food for JJ and myself.

And he has said how proud he is of me.

Which is great.

But that's it, just me.

No how proud I am of your brother, or mother.

Just me.

And thus he tends to make both or their lives a living hell because my mother is a "fat, stupid, and ugly, pain meds. addicting bitch" and my brother doesn't know where to draw the line with him even though he's 12 and should know by now that if you just let him think he's got you around his finger all you have to do is wait once you move out so you can speak your mind to him then.

And that, pisses me off.

And what confuses me the most is that Mrs. Sherry is able to see a lot of good in people. But how could she see that? And if what she says it true, why the fuck hasn't my Dad shown it?

*sigh*

So many unanswered questions.

Sorry if my pondering turned more into a rant. I just with I had answers.

ily.

A Little Equation

Typing on the computer constantly + Writing constantly + Golfing a lot = Carpal Tunnel.

I got two suckers when I left though...

One of them was for Cyrus. =)

Everyone liked my shirt and Dora band aid. =p

Finally got to meet Mr. P too! =D

Picked up Andy and drove to the talent show.

I'm an aggressive driver he says. =p

"Wow this guy is going slow let's ram him." "Guy on a bike! Lemme get closer then one of you open your door!"

=p

I was mostly doing it just for laughs though (onlynotreally. =p).

Talent show was okay. Too many people dancing though.

Andy's mom drove me here, and tomorrow Cy and I are going out to get Peaches present and then help her set up for her Sweet 16 Luau!

I made her a playlist for party for us to jam too. =)

Doc said to take it easy, so I'm gonna try to stay off the computer and not write much.

I need to go back to the docs soon as well to they can make sure it's not worse than it is. If I start feeling any pain then that's bad...

Haven't felt any yet though...so...yeah...

ily.

Bang

So school was interesting today.

Well, actually, the bus ride home was more of a scary thrill but I'm getting ahead of myself.

So, OGTs today. Everyone was all perky and ready for the test, but I'm sure by Friday we'll all be like zombies.

I actually ate breakfast today too! It was so weird...I had to like, shove my cereal down my throat since I never eat breakfast in the morning...

Reading OGT. Easiest one.

Got done with 25 minutes to spare...so I like, basically wasted 25 minutes of my life staring at the wall since we wern't allowed to do ANYTHING. Not even read.

Humph.

Makes me grumpy...

Physics class we're starting to build a rocket. Andy is my partner. Awesomeness. =)

Math we're in a different room for the week because Coach's room is being used for people who haven't finished their tests yet.

3rd period went by so fast. Too fast actually.

Spanish Smith wasn't there so we had Ms. Rayy as a sub. I talked to her about Spanish and asked her how long and where and how she studied. It was quite interesting.

History was...bleeeh...only class that made me tired today. We watched a poorly made movie on ww2. The background music kept repeating! It was so annoying. Sure, they repete some background music in all movies, but at least they make it so it's hard to notice or it actually fits and isn't annoying.

I have that stupid little tunr stuck in my head now... ><

The narration was a bit annoying as well. The one guy almost sounded like a computer. =/

Art was okay, I didn't really get anything done. Cyrus told me a funny story about his summer last year.

=p

English we went over the book and then Ryan, Andy, and I talked about driving and stuffs. =)

Now, on to the bus ride.

I'm letting you know, I don't have a lot of facts, I'm just telling you what I know from being there.

So, we were going down the Summerlane street or whatever. Dad calls it "the street with the gay stop signs" which is odd because he never uses the word gay that way except for that.

But I digress.

So we're at the one sharp corner, going towards the post office. I'm listening to my Ipod on the right side of the bus in the front. Nick Ward and others were on the left side of the bus in the back, yelling out the window.

All of a sudden, I hear this bang. And I know it was a gun shot, trust me, I've heard enough in my life.

Everyone started screaming stuff like "OMG A GUN A GUN, HE SHOT AT US!" and Mrs. Sherry was like "A paintball gun?" and they were all screaming "NO NO A REAL GUN, A REAL GUN!!"

I started texting Ryan and apparently from what we both could make out on the bus radio they were calling the cops and I believe they were saying it was a real gun.

Now, a lot of things look and sound like a real gun nowadays, and I don't know for sure if they actually shot AT the bus, or up in the air or whatnot.

I looked on the side of the bus, but I didn't see any bullet holes or dents, or splatters of paint.

I didn't hear anything hit the bus anyways though.

So, that was my bus ride.

I tried to call Jimmy for details since he was actually in the back of the bus but he wasn't picking up his celly, so I'll ask him at school tomorrow.

Checked my e-mails, did my math homework, and talked to Cyrus oh the phone until about 4:30ish?

My windows were opened, and the breeze was so nice, and the sounds from outside were so calming I wanted to fall asleep to it.

JJ woke me up in time for dinner, and then I drove Dad and Shannon to the park. I had to try 3 times to park in the spot though, once because I was really crooked, the second time because I was in the space but I wasn't perfectly in the middle and I have a small case of self diagnosed OCD, and the third time because I wanted to practice pulling in once more.

Walking the dog was nice. Perfect weather.

=D

Spring break is in 17 days...can't wait!

Got home, watched a bit of house with Mom and helped Dad pack for Florida tomorrow.

Tomorrow is St. Patrick's Day! I iz happy. =)

I gots cool socks and a cool hat! =D

ily.

The Busy Bumbly Bee

School was okay today I guess.

My physics class was like Lunesta, it's side effects were drowsiness, and seeing a green butterfly flutter across the room (or maybe that was just my imagination...).

Math I forgot my review sheet at home, lucky for me Mr. L gave everyone full credit for doing it anyways since we went over the whole thing. He gave us another review thing, which is optional, but I think I'm going to do it if I have time.

During guidance today I went to see if my shoes and stuff were given away that I had left in my PE locked from last semester (like, over 5 weeks ago). They're gone. 3rd pair of shoes lost to PE class. The 1st 2 were stolen, I came to find my locker broken into and them not there. The one day I leave them because I had too much shit to carry that day.

There went $100.

And now these shoes (which was my bad) to add to that to make that $120.

Yippee.

Spanish class it seemed like Smith liked how I made my house 3D...

History we did study island stuffs, but we use the cave computer lad. I dunno what it's near, but there is something near there that makes a weird noise and it always gives me a headache. I tried to put my headphones in but they didn't do jack shit to help me concentrate either.

Art Cyrus came to find that his bowl had broken, either it just broke by itself (less likely) or some dumbass accidentally broke it (most likely).

He has so start all over now. =/

English we worked in groups so that was fun.

Got home, drove Hammy to the vet with mom in heavy traffic. And lemme tell you, not being able to go 50 and being stuck bumper to bumper?

NOT. FUN.

Oh, I savor the day I get to go 80 on the highway...

Did study island until dinner after I drove home and then cleaned my room.

Actually, I cleaned my room (as in, picked up anything that was on the floor...my dressers are a different story...) and then decided to clear out my closet of all my old, small, and ugly clothes.

2 large garbage bag fulls.

And there is probably more coming, I still need to clear out the shit on the floor of the closet as well.

Meh.

It will be nice once it's all done though. We'll see how long I can keep my shit in order.

I remember when my bed used to not have anything under it either...

I'm going to do the math...later I guess....I know how to do it, it's not like it's that hard *knocks on wood*

I'd do it in the morning but I need that time to study Spanish vocab for my test tomorrow.

Been thinking about some goals for this summer.

I've already got The List of stupid things to do this summer. Most of which I want to video tape. This, would require a video camera, which I don't have. I've been looking on Best Buy's web site but I like to actually go into the store.

Also, I dunno what to buy, I'm not all that technology savvy.

But anyways, I've got 2 more things I wanna do this summer.

-Learn how to write with my left hand
-Learn how to ride a skateboard

Actually, the last one should be 'learn how to do tricks on a skateboard' since I already can ride one.

I was riding on JJ's today actually. =D

Hero's was pretty good.

Will have to talk about it with Andy tomorrow! =)

ily.

Behind

Ugh...way behind on blogging, posts, tweets, and youtube videos.

I can't even remember what I need to blog about, I'm kinda tired...

Lets see...

Yesterday...

I got my hair cut and restyled!

I like it a lot, Shannon cut it so it was like a mix of what my mom wanted and what I wanted. So now everyone is happy. =D

Went to Micky D's then to Office Max to buy a freaking $100 (actually it was $105.67 but who cares).

Cyrus is going to teach me how to work it and put tetris on it! =D

I guess that makes it worth the price...the tetris. =p

Dad was out of town, so the madness was stopped for the day.

Actually....scratch that, there was some madness, but not fighting madness.

So I'm in the shower and all of a sudden there's a banging on the door and my mother asks in this stressed voice "Ashley, I need you to come out right now and help me."

So I got out, slipped on my sweats and t-shirt and I open the door and there's my mother standing in the doorway with one of our bigger hand guns that we have in the house.

She was like "I think there's someone in the basement, I heard a crash, and both the pets are upstairs."

Now mind you, it's 11:30 at night, JJ is asleep, and it's really quite in the house. I suggested that we turn the alarm on and let the motion sensor get them, but that was when we were already at the basement door so she just said "Well I'm already here and have the gun."

My job was to stand at the top of the stairs with the phone and if I hear a gun shot, I was to call 911 and shut the door behind me.

Pretty scary when your mother tells ya that.

Also pretty scary when my mother basically only has one arm, which is her left one, which is weak from her stroke, which I bet would make it really hard to pull the trigger. Her legs are also bad and she can't walk right because of all the shots she has to get and because of her stroke.

It's kinda like a healthy person just getting out of a car crash and taking a gun down to shoot some ninja's down in your basement. Except my mother had a stroke and has nerve damage in her right arm, and is going down to shoot some poor sucker sneaking down into our basement.

And lemme tell you, my Mom has damn good aim.

In the end though, a bunch of plastic cups or whatever were blown over by the vent, which in turn knocked something off my Dad's bar.

I slept lightly though.

During our physics lab I really started pumping out the perverted jokes until everyone started saying "That's what he/she said" after every sentence.

We were a group of giggling goobers. =p

Decided to help out in the guidence office during my study hall with Jess. =)

I saw Devvy Chan while delivering a pass!

Spanish class we played the fly swatter game which is always fun!

History we had our practice OGT's. I'm gonna be honest, I didn't really try, and the extended reponses I did answer, I pretty much BSed and made up a bunch of shit. Some of which probably doesn't make any sense at all but oh well. =p

Hey, I was planning on making little smiley faces with the bubbles and drawing pictures in the extended reponses or little comics to explain my answer. =p

Art class was interesting....for the amout of time I was in it that is...heh...

English class we had a vocab test that I didn't know about. I actually think I did better on this one than all the other ones strangly. Cheers to cramming!

Got home, and Ryan invited me over to his place with Andy and Peaches.

Fell asleep while waiting for Dad to come back from taking the dog for a walk the dog.

Had fun at the party. We ordered pizza hut and stuffs. =)

That's about it...

Now to catch up on all my shit.

ily.

Two Days...

I was going to post Friday night but I was too tired!!!

Sorries...

But I'll tell you everything today.

Friday I was bothering Mr. Johansson about his car. =p

A silver/white PT cruiser am I correct?

=D

Don't worry, my mom said if I went joy riding in your car I'd need a damn good lawyer (ha ha).

=p

After school my mom picked Devvy Chan and me up to go see Twilight. First we got Wendy's though!

Then we picked up JJ from his school and headed for the theater.

Heh...I broke Devvy Chan while we were sitting alone in the car waiting for my mom while she was in the Middle School.

I was making her laugh so hard her face was turning red.

=D

During the movie when Edward first appeared all the girls were squealing. I wolf whistled, which added to the squeals.

I must admit though, I was diggin Carlisle.

Rob played his part as Edward well, and Alice's character was perfect all around. Go Ashley Greene!

Overall though the movie bored me, and I think they could have done a lot better. I didn't like the camera angles, and how they put the music to the movie, and the effects weren't all the good either.

On a scale of 1-10 I'd give it a 4 or a 5.

I'm really not that pepped to see the 2nd movie either. =/

Awe well.

Devvy Chan was locked out of her house so she hung out at my place until her mom came to pick her up.

I started talking to Caramel on my blog chat thing after that. Until my computer froze...

*growls*

Sorry Caramel!!

Hung out with my dad in the basement and then fell asleep around 11ish.

I normally stay up until at least 12-1 on Friday nights, or even later.

=/

Went present shopping for my mom. Her burday is Wednesday! =D

We got her an electric carving knife, and I found this cute little duck shaped food scraper thing.

We named it Scratch. =p

After that I tried messing around with the VV video clips and then took a shower before leaving to Ryan's house for the hang out.

Even though I was late I was still the 3rd one there.

Devvy Chan got there first and was playing video games, and Peaches had just arrived.

Andy came and then Sami came next with the crack ballz. THANK YOU SAMI!!

The whole group almost ate all of them in a matter of minutes.

Rayy was the last to arrive and then we all got ready for the snowball fight!

In the end it was Ryan and Andy against us girls.

When us gals took over the fort (Ryan's swing set thing) I claimed with with at stick, and while we were playing, Andy threw a snowball and it hit me right in the chest.

So I took the stick, slid down the slide and chased him around the yard with it. =p

Then we all moved to the deck and attacked Andy and Ryan there.

Heh... while I was coming down to help Devvy Chan I ran at Ryan, slid, and threw a snowball that hit him square in the balls!

XD

He proceeded to chase me around the yard. But then I ran in the house, and we locked him out. =p

After the fight we all got changed and hung out downstairs playing I Never (but with soda) and Truth Or Dare.

Peaches, Sami and I all attacked each other for the last crack ball. =p

That was pretty much it after that. Another very interesting party.

Very. Interesting.

If only you people knew.

=D

Had to wake up early this morning to have breakfast with my grandparents (my dad's parents). Very boring...they took us to McDonalds and when I went to chase JJ into the slide thing this lady yelled at me and said that even though I was short I was too old to play in it...



I'm not that short...

=/

That's about it. Waiting for Cyrus to come and picked me up so we can see Quantum of a Solace. =D

ily.

To all my friends...

Remember:

-Everything gets worse before it gets better

-I'll always be there to make you laugh

-My mom is your mother too

-We can keep secrets

-We're just a phone call away

-If you ever need to get away I'm here

-I can't make you're life work out the way you want but I can help you live through it

-Smile even though you're sad

-It's okay to be afraid

-It's okay to cry

-Hurting yourself won't make things better

-Pills are fake happiness

-If you take your hurt out on your friends you'll drive them away

-It could always be worse

-Laugh at yourself every once in awhile

-There is always a positive side

-There is always a way out

-There is always someone that cares

-You're friends will always be there

And I'll always be with you helping you laugh under the sun.
















Now smile. =)

ily.

Happy Halloweeny!

Guss what happened as soon as I got on the bus this lovely Halloween.

Mrs. Sherry, handed out glow sticks.

Seriously.

Mine was purple!

Walked into the school and was bombarded with people in costumes. I was walking behind this guy dressed up as the Hulk. He painted his entire body green!! (Or as far as I could tell...)....(shut up).

So many girls were dressed as sluts (nurses, bunnies, cowgirls). Yeah, I was wearing a shortish skirt and boots, but at least my ass wasn't hanging out unlike some peoples...

PE wasn't epic today. Nobody really did anything funny...

Used my lunch to try and print our my history report since SOMEBODY in my house keeps forgetting to go out and buy color for the printer. *cough*cough*dad*cough*cough*.

I thought, just stick in the flash drive, print it to green 3, and then bang, done and back to lunch. But NOOOOOOOOOO, green 3 had to be out of order (the only color printer) and my flash drive acting all bugged. So then in the end I only had 5 minutes left of lunch.

Cameron was with me while we were trying to print it out...I think he got scared because I was practically growling. But I mean come on! The day I would like to print out something, the something of which has to be more of a presentation, everything goes wrong. I would have really liked to have seen my project printed out.

Only got to eat a chicken sandwich...not even considered a lunch in my book. So when Senorita passed out candy I was like O.O FOOD!!

I had M&M's. =)

History class fixed my sour mood. Apparently somebody made cake for their project, and Mr. Johansson said we could finish it. That cake was goooooood.


Art class I saw Cyrus. He perked up my mood even more. He dressed up as a cowboy. =)

Oh, and apparently during that period there was supposed to be a banana battle in the cafe. But only 2 people came.

English I was worried about the test. It seemed easy but what the hell does that mean anymore?

Discovered that I was so scatterbrained today that I forgot to have my teacher sign my absent slip thing. So I signed out a pass and brought all my stuff with me and walked all the way to the other side of the school. Mayer wasn't their, so I faked his, but at least Mr. Johansson was there. After turning it into the office I found a girl that rode my bus and we just walked around the halls aimlessly. There was only two minutes left of school.

I was finally the first one on the bus today. Heh, I'm normally the last so Mrs. Sherry was all "CONGRATS!"

Bus ride home a girl discovered a spider was in her seat, so what did she proceed to do? Stand up in the aisle way, throw her things, point at it, and scream bloody murder. Yes, very smart.

I couldn't hear my IPod over her so I walked to the back of the bus (mind you my boots and it's moving) knocked the spider down in my hand and throw it out the window.

Got home, relaxed, and then got ready again for Peache's party. I was the first one there! (I didn't count Ryan because of course he would have been there already). Then everyone else came (in order) Devvy Chan, Andy, and Rayy.

She had a paddle ball thing! In the end, I got up to 68!!! Skillz.

Sami came over with her gang and invited us to go trick or treating with her up the street!

Thanks Sami!!

I got lot's of candy. Rayy and I also got popcorn. =p

We all watched family guy as we traded candy, then went on to play Truth or Dare then spin the bottle.

Odd thing?

There was only 1 guy.

=p

Had to come home early because my mom was getting really sick.

Got home and came onto here. Gonna work on changing the blog and stuff tomorrow.

That's about it.

ily.

HOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

The title? We'll get to that later. =p

So last night my dad and I played a little pool and I had some shots of Apple Pie. Mmmmm, that stuff is good.

.....MINE!.....

Anyways, today I woke up, showered and then came downstairs to no JJ and no Dad. Do you know what that means?!

Silence.

*peaceful sigh*

It didn't last too long though....

Oh well.

Went upstairs to kill time and re-read my Green Angel book. I finished it in an hour though.... =/

Cyrus called around 2ish? He finished his ACT test and then went to Subway and was on his way to pick JJ and I up to go to make a difference day. JJ was coming to see his friend Jimmy play in his band. Kate came too (ya know, the one with green highlights).

So as soon as we walk into the gym some girl faints. I bet that made Cyrus feel even better about donating blood. =p

Kate and I attempted to wait and support him...but we ending up leaving. We don't do needles.

I could see all the blood and gore in the world, but I can't see someone get poked by a needle.

*shutters*

Heh...I remember the time I had to get my blood drawn and mom had to pick me up from school....I hid in my locker! =D

Watched some of the bands. The first one was Jimmy's and then the second one was this heavy metal scream-o stuff. I couldn't understand what the dude was screaming at all, it was terrible (hence the title, see, told you I'd get to it). These guys were attempting to mosh, and it started gettin really rough. Cyrus had to catch me twice. Then the guys stopped and before they were gonna start Cyrus and I got the hell outta there and went up into the light box this with Jess and Mike.

We made fun of the band. =p

While I was watching the bands JJ found me and was all like SURPRISE!! He bought me a Chick-fil-a sandwich. He's the bestest little bro, I love him so much. =)

Cyrus dropped us off, then I quickly got ready for Devvy Chan's party. I was a witch, Devvy Chan my black cat, Peaches was a pixie, Ryan a Roman dude, and then Andy and Gerber didn't dress up. I'm sorry Sami and Rayy but I had no clue why you guys dressed up as. =p

Oh, sadly John didn't come. =(

I'll have to yell at him later. =p

We watched Final Destination 3 (which was okay since, as said above I could handle the gore). When it was over I just randomly wondered out loud "Hmmm...sometimes it seems like life is pointless since death is inevitable..."

Then Gerber and Ryan got into this debate about it.

Jeezums I was just wondering....I'll know to keep my thoughts to myself now...

Kicked ass on drums in rock band! Sami was the best though. =)

Dad came and picked me up and then...

Remember the picture of that dude front yard on my phone with all those Christmass decorations?! He's all decked out for Halloween as well!! So after Dad picked me up we went and drove past his house.

I seriously wonder where he stores all that stuff... =/

Now I'm here!

Talking to Cyrus right now.

Might go in the basement and play a little pool before going to bed.

Nighty night loves!

<3 ily.

Calm

It's really late right now, almost midnight. I'm laying in my bed with my laptop next to me listening to Melvin and cuddling in Zak's jacket. It's so big, I love it.

I'm feeling pretty good right now, calmed, humble, at peace. I haven't felt like this in awhile, it feels really nice. I miss this feeling, it won't last long that's for sure.

Today was a slow day at work. I spent most of my time up in the offices organizing papers because I didn't want to sort parts in the warehouse and go crazy. My aunt was back, she's sad, really sad, but she doesn't show it. I can see it in her eyes though. It doesn't help that a lot of people keep asking her about her brother. But, life must go on- as much as you want it to stop.

Larry noticed my Death Note bag and pointed at the skull and jokingly asked if I had a hidden dark side to me. I replied "Hi, I'm Ashley. My favorite colors are red and black. I'm into Vampires, Werewolf's, Reapers, and like long walks through grave yards."

I wonder if he knew I was being serious.

Got home from work and went upstairs and spent the rest of the day locked away in my bedroom. Ryan IMed me saying that he wanted to punch Zak in the face and stuff. Ya see, in the car ride on the way home from Dev's party, the radio antenna broke and Zak was 'probing' Ryan when the car shook and it went into his ear. It was bleeding a little and of course it hurt.

Well Ryan said that it hurt to lay on it, hear anything above a whisper, that he couldn't go swimming and that he thought it was infected. He also said he had poison ivy.

Zak said he had some too. I wonder where they both got it, it had to be at Dev's party, but wouldn't we have all gotten it too?

Anyways, Ryan said that if he went to the doc's that Zak was going to pay for the visit, which is more reasonable that punching him in the face, and also said that he thinks he punctured his ear drum and stuff. Zak called my celly a few minutes later and I told him this and he said that something like that had happened to him when he was younger and that he just used ear drops.

I IMed Ryan this and he said that the ear drops wouldn't help because they would go down his ear and to his throat and that if I knew ANYTHING about ear drums I wouldn't need to tell him such a stupid idea.

Well one, read the above of what he said (your throat...?) two, Zak told me if his ear drum was punctured that he wouldn't be able to hear anything (which sounds logical) three, Zak's mom is a nurse (so I'm sure the ear drops might work), and four, Ryan didn't need to basically call me a moron when I was only trying to save him a visit to the docs, his hearing, Zak money, and apologized on Zak's behalf and wished his hear would get better numerous times.

I was planning on asking for an apology, but he'll most likely just come up with some messed up excuse making it seem like it's not his fault, and that I'm wrong and he's right and that I should be the one apologizing for suggesting such a stupid and childish idea. Wow does this sure in hell sound familiar. Could it possibly be what he's doing with Rayy?? Zonkies.

Zak said that he would call Ryan tomorrow or something and stuff. Hopefully nothing really bad happened to his ear.

Talked to Erin for the first time in AGES! We talked about baseball and stuff and then I watched Death Note 3 L Change The World. It's really just what happened during the 23 days once he put his name in the death note. It was boring at first, but it got pretty interesting after the first quarter. The ending was nice, sad, and happy. That's a damn good ending if you ask me.

Zak called again but I was too tired so I said good night after about 10 minutes. I shut my eyes for about five minutes and now I'm awake. I feel kinda guilty now...sorry Zak!

Birthday coming up. Zak said he's taking me to a movie. We're going on the 11th though because on the 12th I'm doing stuff with family. Going to Geagua Lake water park Friday too, Devvy Chan my dad says I can take you. You must come! If it's dad's weekend tell him you're being active! =p

I forgot to put in my blog yesterday that while biking I saw Andy and his family! I didn't think my dad wanted to stop, so I yelled his name and waved but he didn't hear me.

Well that's pretty much it I guess. I should try and get to sleep, I've got golf tomorrow. My game hasn't been that thrilling either. Well, at least that's what I think, my dad says that I've been doing good. *shrugs*

I think I got this shift key thing down now.

ily.