Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Love List

Sooooo, "Love List" huh? Lez dew eeeet!

I Love...

1) My Imagination
My mind is never still- which is probably why it used to take me a long time to fall asleep quickly. I was always just just thinking and imagining the most random things, situations and stories in my head. Now I have them under control a little bit...

Sure in hell helps me at school. =p

2) My Sarcasm and Sense of Humor
It seems to always keep that type of comedic spark going in my life and hell, if you're able to laugh at one thing or group of people you should be able to laugh at them all. It also helps on those rough days. I especially love cheering my friends up with it. =)

3) My Music Tastes
There really isn't any type of music that I've found I completely hate yet. It annoys me when others refuse to listen to something because it's too "slow" or it's "country". I love that I have a lot of variety.

4) My Eyes
I love the color. Green with little flexes of brown is what they are and when I wear the right outfit everyone seems to notice them too. =)

5) My Body
At least most of it. Especially when I get time to work out regularly. Abs=love!

6) My Goofiness
I'll do just about anything to get a good laugh out of people. Plus, it's just no fun being serious and practical all the time!

7) My Ability to Stumble Upon Strange Happenings
I've seen and had many weird things happen to me in my life so far. But what I also love is the fact that just for my own humor I'll find the most ridiculously positive sides of it all.

8) My Height
Tall enough to look down at the freshman, yet small enough to beast you at hide and seek. And what the hey, good things come in little packages!

9) My Boldness
Yes, I do color outside of the lines. What now bitch?

10) My Strength
Not so much physically, but mentally. At least I think I'm pretty strong minded. I've been through quite a lot in my life, especially when I was young. I've had to play many roles in my life to keep everything stable, and once I stumbled a bit. As much as I still want to do it again, I know I can't. That in itself is a big battle for me because I know that if I do (as dramatic as this may sound) everything, and I mean everything would be extremely royally fucked in my life in every aspect possible.

This is why I'm going to add a bonus to this "Love List":

11) My Friends and Family
No matter what has happened you guys (and you know who you are) have been with me through this and thin. Through everything, at least one of you has been there for me. Thick and thin, big and small. Even if you don't feel like you're there for me, even if you're only able to say "I'm sorry" or "I hope it get's better" that's help enough for me, because I know that no matter what you wish there was something more you could do.

I'd be happy to give everything good I have to all of you in exchange for anything bad or evil in your lives. In the end I know all I really live for in life is to see all of you happy.

How's that for fortune cookie sounding Jackie? =p

Rayy I'll have your To-Do list you requested soon too!

ily.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Just Like A Bumbly Bee

I'm getting very busy!

Today all I've really done since I got home was homework.

Scheduled for my in cars, did my math, then read the sparknotes for The Sun Also Rises and took the quiz for that. Then I scanned my physics book for a bit in attempts to study for the test tomorrow.

Now I'm halfway done with 18.4 and trying to get 18.1-18.3 on my other flashdrive.

Tomorrow I'll be picking up an application for Fun 'N Stuff since Dad told me that work is waaaaay too slow for me and they really don't even need 5 guys now.

It's scary. =/

Then Wednesday I'll be hitting golf balls and at night I'll have to look over my history notes, study for my vocab. quiz in English, and be ready for the speaking exam in Spanish.

Thursday right after school is my first in cars. Then I'll have to rush to eat and get ready so Mom and I can go to Cy's graduation.

Friday more hitting of the golf balls and then I hope I'm free.

Then to study for exams and on the 9th golf league begins. 12-14 graduation parties and then 15th in cars and 19th golf league.

Then maybe a job will be in the mix later on as well.

I'll also be using the Rosetta Stone during the summer I'm borrowing from Cy and practicing making videos and learning to write with my left hand so I can become ambidextrous.

And then the rest of those little summer goals.

It shall be interesting!

ily.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Blah Bleh Meh

Okay, so in yesterday's post we established it was fucking cold in the school.

Today wasn't too warm either but we'll get to that later.

Sunday night I was up late talking to Cyrus and Rayy and watching online movies. Attempted to watch Across The Universe but it bored me so I moved onto Religulous. Then, all of a sudden, I'm not even halfway through the movie when it stops and alittle thing pops up saying "You have watched 72 minutes of video using our site. To continue to watch, wait another 54 minutes or buy our shit."

Okay...maybe I edited the last part a bit...but it was still the same message...

Had my Physics and Spanish 1 exam's yesterday.

I thought Physics was easy, but I got a C on the exam.

It FELT like I knew the answers.

I'm not gonna say anything about Spanish so I don't jinx it...

While Mom and I were pulling out of the school I suddenly remembered that we were supposed to be giving Peaches a ride home.

In the end we pulled into a driveway and she ran over to us.

Sorry Peaches.

The three of us gals got Wendy's though. =)

Picked up a package and post post office (it had Valentines Day present in it apparently) and then we took Peaches home.

Watched the movie Juno that I borrowed from Rayy. It was okay, kinda sadish.

Went upstairs and talked to Cy online and doodled in a notepad and then on myself.

I was using Sharpie so I had to use toothpaste to get it off of my skin. My hands and wrists smelled miny fresh though!

Around 6:15ish my Mom dropped me off at the High School for Cy's Prom Fair meeting.

I was a half hour early so I had to wait.

Didn't know anybody except the people I recognized walking down the halls that I've lost conneciton with. Like Dave Bina or Mackenze Mitchell.

The older girl with the on and off fake British accent was there too. I dunno her name...I think I used to know it though....

Speant most of my time in the end looking at my feet or petending to be texting someone. While inching towards the door I buumbped into Kelly Dean (Carly and Jaime's mom).

She and I cut into the line and went in. =p

Got yelled at for sitting in someone's reserved seat and gave them a bit of additude saying that I missed the sign and to take a chill, it wasn't the end of the world.

I mean, it's not like I wasn't going to move or anything. All you need to do is ask nicely and not give me mouth, or I'll give it back.

I kinda suck at the whole 'respect your elders' gig, don't I?

The show was good. Had some good laughs. Cyrus looked great in his. =)

One of the guys put a sign that said "Hi Mom!" on the back of his. =p

After that I found Cy in the cafe and sat down to wait as he went off to change. I got bored so I decided to count how many guys walking out of backstage would swing the door open and have it hit the table behind it and go "...whoops..."

There were 5.

For the raffle thing they had Cy won the Apple Bee's gift card thing. He hates Apple Bee's. A definate laugh out loud moment. =)

After that we decided we were hungry and went to Steak And Shake. I only got a small plate of fries and he got a salad and a milkshake.

I shot my straw wrapper at him.....because I'm mature....

=D

When he went to wash his hands because they were stick from the milkshake, I took the bill and hurried over to the chash register to pay for it.

I was like "Okay, we're going to have to speed this process up because he doesn't know I'm paying."

The lady laughed at me and we had a quick conversation about how she does it too and such. =p

Hey, he ALWAYS pays for me, why can't I pay for something just once?

Got home, watched Dad play call of Duty for a bit, then went to bed.

Had major chills this morning, couldn't get warm.

Discovred that my headphones are reaching the end of their life. There at that stage where if you move the wire you'll only be able to hear out of the right ear.

*sigh*

Best pair of headphones I've ever had, they lasted really long.

I wished they came in more colors...like red...

=)

Study hall was fun today, talked with Laura from VV. She's pretty cool, we talked about lots of stuff. =)

Had lunch right after. It wasn't as chaotic as I thought it was gonna be with many lunch changes and such.

Lost Peaches and Devvy Chan but Rayy sits at the table now! =D

Many people complemented me on my shiny shirt today. Thank yous, thank yous.

In Spanish we moved seats. I sit in the first row right in the middle. Exactly where I wanna be.

History class we got assigned seats too...

Bleh.

English we got our packet for our research papers...ugh...

Got home and immedeatly started on my homework (but saved a bit for study hall tomorrow) and then fell asleep.

I didn't wanna talk or deal with anyone (if you haven't noticed my rope was quite short today).

Fell asleep at 3:18 and woke up at 6:49.

Missed dinner, it was pick night anyways so I didn't care.

Dad and JJ came up to check on me a few times.

Woke up to Cyrus calling me, I just picked up Ozwald when he said I had 1 missed call.

I was so close! ><

Ate cereal and then called Cy back.

That's about it.

Sorry for the mood today. Not too happy I guess.

Doug, the UPS guy at my Dad's office has brain cancer and won't make it. He's really sick. Quit his job, and everything.

I didn't know him that well, but I feel like I'm losing a best friend.

I always looked forward to him coming late every afternoon to the warehouse to pick up the boxes we packed.

Blah.

Already ranted to Cy about how life isn't fair (which sucks) and how bad things always happen to good people (which I'm tired of seeing).

I wanna call Doug, but what the fuck am I going to say? "Hey Doug, heard you're dying so I'd thought I'd hurry and say goodbye before ya choke!"

I mean seriously.

I wanna visit him more but that can't happen just I'd just break down crying right in front of him. Which is just as bad as the above phone call.

Meh.

ily.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

2009 Is A-Lookin' Fine

Year came by pretty fast.

Looked over my past blog posts.

The good and the bad.

Ah, such memories!

Party was fun!

Had some more Apple Pie. =)

There was so much food though. o.o

We finally got it all put away.

Well I'm tired, so I will be off to bed soon.

Happy New Year everyone!

ily.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Colors

It was a good day, simple as that. I put a song called Colors on my playlist, I believe it was from a dell notebook commercial. I liked it, so I downloaded it. I felt like all the colors, so I'd thought I'd post the lyrics up for the post and you can listen.

=)

I am green today
I chirp with joy like a cricket song.
I am gray today
Gloomy and down like a morning fog.
I am orange today
Loud and messy like finger paint on the wall.
I am red today
Hopping mad like a playground ball.
I am black today
Strong and tall a great big bear.
I am purple today
Bright and happy like a butterfly in the air.

I'm a rainbow today
All the colors of the world.
I'm a rainbow today
All the colors of the world.
I'm a rainbow today
All the colors of the world are in me.

I am yellow today
I shine my light out like the sun.
I am white today
Soft and quite like new snow.
I am blue today
Calm as glass and cool like the sea.

I'm a rainbow today
All the colors of the world.
I'm a rainbow today
All the colors of the world.
I'm a rainbow today
All the colors of the world are in me.
All the colors of the world are in me.

ily.

Monday, November 3, 2008

Weekend And Then Some

Saturday woke up at 1:30...in the afternoon.

For once I was pissed that my Dad didn't wake me up. I mean come on, I wasted half the day sleeping!

>=/

Did mostly nothing anyways, back was killing me and I was getting sick from lack of food. I didn't want to get up because of my back...don't worry I ate in the end.

Went to Grammy's house where we attempted to have big bone fire. It was too wet outside though, so we went and made pretzels! They were yummy!

=)

Sunday Cyrus invited me to go with him and his sister to the Obama rally. I was going to wake up at 10:30 and take a shower, but I set my phone alarm on because of the time change and in case I slept in.

Well when I woke up that morning I looked at my alarm clock which said 10:30. Here I thought my celly didn't ring for some reason and I turned the alarm off and took my shower, later to learn that I was right at the fact that it didn't go off, but I was wrong for the reason, which was that my alarm clock was wrong and it was really 9:30.

Silly me.

=p

Cyrus came around 1ish with his sister and then we hit the road.

The line to get into mall B was like, a mile long I swear and there were like, no parking spaces. In the end we found one though, and we found out to go to mall C since everyone wouldn't fit in mall B.

Mostly stood around, listened to some guy repeat what was going on with the Browns game. Up ten the tied 27 to 27 and then lost. Of course.

Bruce Springsteen came then! I didn't like the songs he played much, since it was mostly acoustic.

Obama then came with is wife and kids and we listen to him speak. It started to rain too. =)

Then we headed home, turns out the parking fee was only 6 bucks not 10 like it said on their sign. I'm not complaining though. =p

Came home, then download The Blair Witch onto my computer and JJ and I watched it.

Remember the ending? Where Mike is standing in the corner of the old basement and Heather is screaming bloody murder?

Well, since I'm a nice sister before my bro's alarm clock rang this morning I decided to turn off all the lights in his room and stand in the corner. When he clicked on his bed side lamp he fell off his bed screaming in terror.

Like I said, nice sister. =)


Physics we did a lab, and geometry was sleepy. PE my group continued to shoot at our goal, so I really just hit the puck across the room every time it got close.

Lunch was chicken nuggets! =D

Spanish homework last night, I opened up my work book and all the knowledge I knew in class just *poofed* away like magic. I got the homework done though (not right of course) and as soon as I stepped into Spanish I remembered everything.

We changed seat too. My desk, I guess the seat is made for fat people so the back of the chair is leaning really far away from the desk, almost like a lounge chair. So, being not fat, it was kinda hard for me to write sitting normal at my seat. But I got to cuddle in it instead! I'm going to bring a blankie and pillow next time. =p

Mr. Johansson isn't going to be back until Wednesday. =(

We worked o our South American map during class. I accidentally put my Spanish name on top of my paper. =p

Art class was okay and usual.

English took a 'pop quiz'. Was expecting it. Think I did pretty good.

Vampire Knight has episode 4 out! Sam told me the Episode 5 was supposed to come out today too! It's not on their yet, so I figure maybe if I refresh the page enough it'll appear.

Hey, it could happen. =p

Hmmmm...apparently there are some charges on my mom's discover card that she doesn't know about. Make out a lot of them. Most of them are for PayPal and she doesn't have one.

What a nice surprise bill!

=)

Well that's about it. Going to do my poem for English tomorrow. When I work on a poem I like to work at it all in one time.

ily.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Looking Back

Been reading some old blog posties. Some are funny, some are sad and so on.

Out of the one's a read this was my favorite comment:

Rayy:
your body's telling you to no got back to school, obviously. only you have to. because i went back yesterday at nine in the freaking morning, and i lost my shirt. ....not the one i was wearing.

XD

Iluvyourayy.

Today was pretty uneventful, unless you count on what was happening in the book i was reading and that I found this template. I just love to stare at it. =p

Also sunk out of the house and took the dog for a walk today. Mom was still asleep when I came back. Whoo hoo.

Only 2 days of school for me this week! Golf on Wednesday.

*sarcastic cheer*

Well, post tomorrow I guess.

ily.

'ello

Yesterday I hung out on the computer for the most part. Went upstairs and read more of Breaking Dawn and then Ariel called. I didn't recognized her number....damn. Talked to her long enough that she won't call me again for awhile. Apparently she was home alone and was bored. I wish she had a boyfriend to bug....

HOLY CRAP!

I forgot to mention some things about PE yesterday!

In my PE class, Carlos ran from his side of the basket ball court, ran behind Zak (who was the pin guard) and kicked down the pin, and when Zak was all "That the fudge?!" Carlos kicked him in the shin and ran off.

He's my hero.

During Devvy Chan's PE class, I basically skipped art and hung in there for awhile before going back and working a bit more on my painting.

Had pizza last night. We went to this new place called Rocky's, it wasn't that good.

Got a new enV (same one just new) with a software upgrade for free. This guy named Bob helped me, he was nice. ^-^

Now my phone is all cool, but I have to re-download all the ring tones if I want to. So far I've only downloaded three. *shrugs*

Went on a website that taught me a lot about script writing. I'm so eager to start! I downloaded a script writing software too from Google. Getting an idea for a script too. So excited!

=D

Talked with this girl that liked my lyrics video's on youtube. Her name is Leah, she's 14 (gonna turn 15 on the 1st) and I swear she is so like me. Like she said, it's almost like we met before or something. =p

Which reminds me, apparently there's a freshie that looks exactly like me in our school (or some people say). I propose a hunt to find this person!

Ooooh, watched one of our old movies called The Borrowers. I love that movie. Anyone ever heard of it?!

Well, off to do random computer stuff!

Maybeh hunt for a new blog template?

ily.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

School sucks PERIOD.

I am so not looking forward to school right now. Here's why:

1. It starts and 7:20 in the morning.

-Which is stupid because now I have to get up around 5:30, and the people who already had to do that now need to get up around 4:30 (like devlyn). Which is friggin ridiculous.

2. Homework

-Although they've already given it to us already because they think that for the kids who have a job, a sport, and a life need to waste their time on summer reading with the most stupidest questions that even a straight A+, lawyer, pretty much English major, high IQ MOM needs to scratch her head and think hard about.

3. Stress

-I won't be working, but I'll have homework, golf, more golf, and less sleep. Also, as we all know (at least I think we do...?) that for me stress seems to equal depression, and depression equals...well lets not get into that again.

4. Richie Miller

-Need I say more?

5. Nordonia

-Let's face it, we kinda suck. I mean we can't even get support to get a better football/soccer/whatever the hell else they use it field and bleachers. Which, those bleachers, they were old when my UNCLE went there, and he's 43 now I think. Also, most of the kids are sluts and or druggies, and we get into HOW MANY school fights a day where we need a cop to prowl around our parking lot?

I think that's it....

Bleh.

It was hot today. Worked, well...attempted to work, on the summer reading questions for To Kill A Mocking Bird. Sadly, even thought the book and the movie are similar, you need to read the book. So, while my dad, his buddy Mr. Grason, and I went golfing and stuff my mom decided to read it. Heh...I find that kinda funny. Anyways, she'll be a biiiiig help now. Big thanks to mommy.

*megaclapsmommy*

Hmmmmm....haven't really talked to Zak in like, maybe 2-3 days. I should call him...but it's late, I'll call him tomorrow I guess. =/ Sorry Zak!

Worked a wee bit on my book...need to get my ass in gear for that (as I've said how many times before? ...heh...).

Dev, Rayy, and Ellie all say they're going to be interior designers when they grow up and stuff. I dunno what the hell I wanna be, besides a writer, so I guess I'm going to be the 'go where the wind takes me' kinda girl. =p

ily.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Boolaloop...

not in a good mood now.

1. laptop keeps fucking freezing on me
2. writers block
3. Devvy chan is away =( (but that's okay devvy lol)
4. My back is killing me from work today
5. I still need to take a shower
6. it's the longest day of the year today so it's gonna last longer
7. It's not Friday yet

Alright alright fuck...let's think about positives....

1. Had Wendy's for lunch
2. had really good steak that mom made for dinner
3. i got to talk to Zak today
4. um...

yeah...that's all I can think of.

Yesterday Rayy, Zak, Sami, Elli, Ed, Jason, and me all went and saw Zohan. Only had a bit of after credits after. Zak wanted to do it during the movie but I dunno call me old fashion but I don't like to do that stuff unless we're alone. I mean, also, if Jackie and Ryan were making out I'd tell them to get a room, we don't need to have you swapping spit while we're trying to eat popcorn ya know? He's coming over for like 10 hours Friday though so yayz.

It was cold today, I had to wear a jacket in the warehouse for the morning.

Vampire Knights episode 11 was good. Getting another idea for a book, but it hasn't totally bloomed yet. Cuz it kinda ya know, needs a plot. I'm getting my ass in gear for Search and Destroy don't worry. I really wanna type the ending.

*sigh* that's all for now I guess.

um...anybody wanna give me a free hug? I need one today.