So Today...

Yeah.

It was a bad day.

Very bad morning.

Somewhat good afternoon.

Horrible evening.

Great now.

This morning my Mom told me that JJ had to go to the ER last night because his leg pain was so great and his dumbass doctor won't give him any more pain pills.

But I digress.

I've had a lot of weight on my shoulders for the past few weeks, and I guess I just needed to...let it all out?

As soon as my Mom told me about my brother I started bawling. I cried on the bus, I cried at school, cried some more, cried at golf to the point where I was shaking and nearly cried after golf because I was freaking and saying how much of a "horrible sister" I am and how I "hate myself."

Which wasn't the main reason it was just the last thing that set me off ya know?

But the good thing about today is that I got lot's of hugs and I'm happy now. =)

AND NO GOLF TOMORROW!!!!

*back flips*

And may I say I just love you guys so much?

Hug tackles will be given on sight tomorrow. So watch out. =)

Oh, and this Dane Cook skit reminded me of today (sorry it's not the actualy footage...yt didn't have it...):



ily.

Mornings Suck But Afternoons Make Smiles

Mom was really sick last night so I didn't go to sleep at all. I'm always afraid if I do, one day I'll wake up in the morning and all of a sudden she won't be there, ya know?

Started my history journal around 2 in the morning. Read bits of Twilight, listens to Melvin, played around with Hamilton. I think I spent most of my time hypnotized by the snow falling outside. It's so pretty. =)

When it was 5:30 I got up and got ready.

Which, leads me to this question:

Have any of you guys ever woken up one day and just suddenly wanted to do something illegal?

I'm serious.

As soon as I got out of bed this morning it was like BAM I wanna steal one of my teachers cars.

I'd return it...

I just like, wanted to sneak out of the school with the keys an just kinda drive around for while and return the car back before lunch...

Which one of my teachers cars was I gonna take?

Well, I finally decided on Mr. Johansson's. I had a whole plan figured out to by the time my morning bus ride was half way over.

Seriously.

Why Mr. Johansson's car?

Pisssh, I dunno, he's just that special. =D

This morning I was very crabby. And in PE it got even worse. I made Julia laugh really hard though.

She was making fun of me for getting into an argument with the team I was playing and sarcastically said that I 'hurt their feelings' and I was so made I growled, 'Feelings? I was gonna hurt their FACE!'

o.o

I'm violent and you love me.

History class cheered me up today. Really there was no special reason, I just always does. =)

Art class Cyrus told me that he was really sorry but he parents told him last night that on Saturday he had to do something with his grandparents and we'd have to go see the movie Sunday.

Which is actually alright since now if you guys plan something I definitely will be there!

=D

CVCC thing was...boring...but I might get into the Media course.

Todd, my cousin that's a director in FL, said that if I wanted to become a script writer it would be really good if I learned how the equipment works. Plus, I like making little videos so it all works out!

Got home and finished my history journal. Most of it is all about how Germany took over Europe and then the world. I'm not exactly one to make up good battle plans but it was fun. =)

Fell asleep at my computer as soon as I was finished and then left to go to the ceremony at the High school for the fall sports. My Uncle Scott and Grammy came.

I toured the school with them. Scott was all excited and telling me how there used to be a smoking lounge and about his senior prank that got the school all this money and stuff.

Has anybody ever heard of Operation Millie?!

Epicness, I'm related to the mastermind.

Got my letter, and then Ross, my golf teacher came too, so it was really nice seeing him.

My mom and dad came too. I was really appreciative that my mom came, even though she was sick all night and had to go the the ER today she sill wanted to see me come up on the stage and get that letter.

I love her so much, I know I could have never done that.

I'm hungry...

To the kitchen!!

ily.

I'm Sorry

Why are all you people sorry? I don't get why people say that when there isn't a reason at all that they should be sorry for. You didn't do anything at all.

Put white vinger on my sunburn, it feels better now than before.

Mom went to the ER around 7 so it's been a little over an hour.

Nothing seems to be cheering me up, in fact everything just seems to make me feel worse...

*sigh*

very negative mood. I don't think I've ever been this negative before in my life...

School was okay I guess, was still down from last evening, and some girl called me a whore because of my shirt.

Got 20 points worth of extra credit done for math that's to Dev for letting me copy her notes and stuff. Thanks a bunch Devvy chan.

um...i dunno now....nothing really to do...should do homework...but I'm not, enough of school for today.

ily.