Friday, May 30, 2008

Fun 'n Stuff

Devvy Chan called me and invited me to Fun 'n stuff with Rayy, Jason, Sami, Elli, and some other girls name who I'm sorry I forget. Dad picked her up, and dropped us off. We were the first one's there, and we walked around and saw people from school like Bobby, Rose, Jake, and Salvador D. Jason came and Sami and the other girl were way late, so we got to play a few games before they came.

Dev and Ellie played against each other in air hockey, while Jason and I played this getaway game where one person was the driver and the other shot out the window. I love driving ^-^

After that we ate and then went outside and Elli and Devvy played mini golf. Actually it was more like musical mini golf since they didn't play the holes in order at all. Rayy and I climbed on the rocks, and one of the parts wasn't filled with water so we ran through it. Heh, since it was blue I say we walked on water =p

I said that I wasn't going to leave there without bungee jumping, so Dev and I did. I flipped a lot, but I got tired really fast. That's kinda getting on my nerves and kind of scaring me. I mean I used to have so much energy, and now I only have a little. I mean I was shaking a lot after I got off, I could hardly walk straight...

After that I bought a Pepsi and while Devvy, Sami, and the other girl (still sorry I don't remember your name!) Rayy, Jason, Elli and I went on the inflatables outside! There were like two 4-year-olds there, and then us three 14-year-olds xD

We went down the slides a bunch of times, and had a blast! These old people were staring at us, and like, laughing seeing use having so much fun. Oh, and have you ever notice that the rules for that say no pregnant women allowed? I don't think a pregnant woman would want to go on those...

Oh yeah, and one of the little kids had these cool shoes with flames on them! They were awesome! I said that if they were my size and if I were a criminal I would steal them and one of the mom's kinda laughed. heh.

Went back inside and Dev's dad was there with her step mom (who I hate) and little brothers. I gave Logan a hug =P

Played a racing game, and my mom called while I was in the middle of it. I hit a car and flipped through the air! 2nd place, 1st place, then 4th place in the three races I played. When I got to the car (cuz my mom was waiting in the parking lot) she looked kinda disturbed, and I asked her what was wrong and she looked at me and said: "I just say two guys...making out..."

I MISSED IT! I SHOULD HAVE GONE RIGHT TO THE CAR WHEN SHE CALLED!! OMG THE IRONY IN THIS!!!

I tried to call Ed but her line was busy so I left a message on Devvy phone and by the way Devvy, what is the dude saying on your voice mail, and who is it? Lol I couldn't understand it!

Mom wanted to go to Steak and Shake and get a malt, so she bought me the cute little fries they have ^-^ Then she went to Tinker Bell (Taco Bell) and got a nacho thing which name I can't spell....

Went home, watched CSI down in the basement, and now I'm up in my room and I must say something...

IT IS HOTTER THAN HELL UP HERE

80 outside right now.....ugh....I mean it's nice, but not for a girl that like to sleep with her covers on....and I don't exactly sleep naked (heh, brain Nazi-ing) and I don't plan too, so I'm going to have to deal with another realm of hell in my room for the summer....ugh....

my room's a mess too now...I really wanna clean it, but I'm too tired to right now. I'll do it tomorrow morning.

Planning on going to the range tomorrow, and then if it's cool enough maybe hit the golf course with my dad or something if he can.

ANYONE WANT TO GO SWIMMING?? ITS SO FREAKING HOT OUTSIDE!! PERFECT FOR THE REC CENTER AND THE PARK!!

I wish you can come Devvy...stupid dad's house....*sigh* I guess Rayy and I will have to tan in our bra's without you...=p nah I'm just kidding we'll save that for when you come back!

ily.

Whoa

It's like, done, freshman year, over, caput, finished! O.O

I remember on like the third day of school I wished I was a senor and now I'm like NOOOOO EVERYTHING IS GOING BY SO FAST!!

=p

Math exam today. Woke up at 8:15ish, got dressed and all that jazz, organized my math binder. During breakfast, which by the way I was eating soup (...shut up...) a hawk came and sat on the deck and then it flew into a free and it caught a little birdie!!

me: NO BIRDIE!
mom: it better not eat it on my deck...

lol you've gotta love my mom. She's feeling better by the way, back to her normal self. I dunno for how long though, her migraines are just coming randomly which to both her and me, epicly sucks. Thanks to all you guys for wish her well! *huggles*

Back to this morning...

After breakfast I found my lucky penny that I've had since 2000, and I put it in my pocket to bring to my math exam. dad drove me to school because he needed to turn in my application or whatever. Turns out that my physical expired, and all the chances to get another one at the school are over, and now he's pissed.... Well excuse me, I didn't know when it expired, nobody TOLD me it had, and nobody TOLD me I needed to get a physical, so it's not my fault.

*sigh*

Dad said sorry about yelling at me on Sunday. He then started talking about goals and stuff like that, like I had no clue about them at all, and how setting a higher and somewhat unreachable goal will get you somewhere than setting a goal which you know you can reach. Then we started talking about me working at him work, I'll be working Monday's and Wednesday's, and what I'll be doing. My aunt is going to be training me there and stuff like that, and I know everyone in the office, so that's pretty cool.

What's interesting about the day's I'm working is that my dad is out of town or on the road most of those days, so my mom will have to drive me to the office. Now isn't that convenient?

*rolls eyes*

Got to school, Ryan and David were having a very loud debate on WW2 which was really funny. Saw a lot of friends there (missed you Rayy and Devvy!). Oh, and GUESS WHAT!! MY LUCKY PENNY WORKED! WE GOT TO USE OUR MATH BINDERS DURING THE EXAM!!! OH YEEEAAAAH!!!!

I think I did much better on this exam than the last one, I knew what to expect and stuff like that. Also, there was only 50 questions! O.O

Getting a kind of headache suddenly. Like it hurts, and I feel light headed and want to close my eyes. Meh. Maybe it's just too sunny out, the sun really gets my head hurting most of the time.

Mom picked me up from exams, and she took me to Wendy's! =D

New video up top.

Oh yeah, I finished my power point for my keyboarding exam, it is so awesome, I'm like so obsessive and proud of it. My dad was all like whoa i didn't know you could do THAT with a power point, and naturally my mom was amazed since she's not really computer nerdy (i mean if it was an off day for her she might try to use white out on the screen). =p

ZOMG CHAPPIE THREE IS FINISHED!!

But I don't have my flash drive, it's upstairs...I'll send it to you guys later! Promise!

heh...it like took me two months to actually type it...heh...heh heh....my bad....

Well that's it for now!

ily.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I'm Sorry

Why are all you people sorry? I don't get why people say that when there isn't a reason at all that they should be sorry for. You didn't do anything at all.

Put white vinger on my sunburn, it feels better now than before.

Mom went to the ER around 7 so it's been a little over an hour.

Nothing seems to be cheering me up, in fact everything just seems to make me feel worse...

*sigh*

very negative mood. I don't think I've ever been this negative before in my life...

School was okay I guess, was still down from last evening, and some girl called me a whore because of my shirt.

Got 20 points worth of extra credit done for math that's to Dev for letting me copy her notes and stuff. Thanks a bunch Devvy chan.

um...i dunno now....nothing really to do...should do homework...but I'm not, enough of school for today.

ily.

Monday, May 26, 2008

Ear plugs please?

*sigh*

so dinner came, and my dad suddenly starts yelling at Jj cuz apparently he wasn't holding his fork correctly which in my book since he was eating at home I'm thinking 'who gives a fuck?' but I don't say that out loud.

dad: jj hold your fork right now, you're like an animal
me: humans are animals
dad: no they aren't
me: mhm, we're just smarter, waaaaay smarter, and have better thumbs! *thumbs up*
dad: *shut the fuck up glare*

this proves a few things:
1. my dad needs to go back to school
2. he needs to get a sense of humor
3. he also needs to take a chill pill

we all start quietly munching on our food and dad then asks me if I asked my friends about golfing with them this summer. The 'friends' he's talking about is really a 'friend' and that's Ashley O, who I really only talk to at lunch. I told him that we're gonna call each other up during the summer, which is the truth, and he starts going off on how on Monday's and Wednesday I'm going to be working for him, and that Tuesday I have my golf league and stuff like that, my summer that he's all planned out apparently. Then he says something about another league (this one all girls though) I could join on Thursday. I told him I really don't want to because in truth I hate the golf leagues. I really don't make any friends there, and I don't really see what I learn except that I need to work on my driver which I already know.

Well I guess saying that I didn't like the leagues so much set him off because he then he yells a me saying that he's spent all his time and money planning the golf things and stuff, and that I'm a loser and a quitter and I always give up, and I'm never good enough, and never can reach a goal and that right here right now I should decide whether or not I'm going to do golf this summer because if not he'll just sell the clubs to some kid that actually wants and is good at golf and will use them.

Look at all that motivation! Gee thanks dad! I really know I can actually live up to something for you now!

Anyways, he keeps yelling at me, and I push away from the table, slam the door and go up in the guest room and start tearing up, feeling sorry for leaving Dev, having dinner being ruined, and leaving a bit of food my mom slaved over most of the day on my plate and also feeling sorry for Jj cuz I know he hates seeing me like that.

My mom comes up about 2 minutes later, gives me a hug, and then yells at me saying that my bedroom is a mess, and how I can never keep it clean for more than two seconds.

Even more motivation!

I'd like to point out some things from the above:

1. dad saying how he's spent all his time and money planning things out for golf

Yes, thanks for buying me golf clubs, getting me lessons, taking me to the range and stuff like that, I really appreciate it. But I didn't ask for you to plan out my whole summer around golf and working for you, I have more of a life outside of that. I didn't ask to try out for the golf team, you always just made it seem that I HAD to do this. I didn't ask to be on a league this year, you always just went ahead behind my back and signed me up. I didn't ask for you to drive me around and plan when I need to go to the range, I can ask mom and plan things myself. I'm 14, I can do things like that. Also, I can also plan the things around MY schedule not YOUR schedule.

2. I'm a quitter and I always give up

Well you can see where my motivation is coming from for golf, but I don't remember quitting anything, or giving up cept on maybe math, but I'm more lazy at that. I haven't stopped working out either now have I?

3. dad: "I'll sell the clubs some kid that actually wants and is good at golf and will use them."

Thanks once again. I guess all those complements you've given me all the past were just lies then.

4. My room being messy

My room wasn't messy. There were just the sleeping bags on the floor that a slept on, Dev's stuff, and my stuffed animals spread about the room. Once Dev packed, I put away the sleeping bags, and piled all the animals it looked clean.

Also, I try to keep my room clean but it's hard when I spend almost everyday up here now, and why do you care it's not YOUR room, it's MY room and maybe I like it this way.

It's sad to know that the only confidence I get for golfing now is from random strangers at a golf range.

Do I want to quit? Yes.

Am I going to quit? No.

Why? Cuz I'm not a QUITTER.

The only reason I did golf really was because when I was young I thought it would get my dad to love me more. As I got older I thought that was silly. Doesn't seem as silly now though. It seems like the only way to live up to his expectations is to golf and be on the pro tour and stuff.

Sorry dad, guess I'm a failure.

Back to the say I guess. Dev came up after awhile and asked if I had a knife. I said know, but told her to be honest, I was really thinking about it, and thinking about it hard. She told me she worries about me- and not in that 'ha ha i worry about you sometimes' way because I'm funny or something.

I'm sorry everyone. I really didn't mean to make you worry. I shouldn't have told you guys I guess, you all have your own problems and enough to worry about.

These last few days, especially when Rayy and Dev were here, I woke up will more self confidence that I've ever had in a long time, and looking forward to what seemed like a great summer of 08. It's amazing how all of that can just disappear in the blink of an eye.

It's hot in my room.

I should have showered today, now I smell like chlorine for school tomorrow, great.

The blemish cream doesn't seem to be working so I guess I'm coming to school ugly too.

I'm tired but I'm too hot to go to sleep.

I guess I should stop making this post even longer seeing that I posted today already.

ily.

Boxer Shorts Sure Are Comfy...

...As Dev and I say. My mom bought her a pair of Cleveland Indiains boxer shorts just like mine. =)

Rayy came over yesterday! We let her hear Dev's demonic singing voice, and we tried to help out around the deck. We got into swimmy suits and ran through the sprinkler and then we went sun burning topless! By topless though I mean Rayy and I were in our bra's, since the neighbors were outside and all. My shoulders only got burnt but Dev was kinda roached. Her shoulders, back, chest, and stomach are all red and burning. Rayy's shoulders were a little burnt too.

After that we hung out around the house. We painted nails, and decided to call random people and tell them we went tanning topless. Peaches apparently called our house and I forgot to call her back- sorry Peaches!

Grammy, Big Al, Steven (bro's friend who actually socializes with me) and his family all came and we ate burgers. Ran around the yard after that, played with a volley ball then guitar hero. Rayy left around 11.

Rayy you left your flash drive at my house! I'll bring it Tuesday promise!

Today Dev, JJ, my Uncle Scott, and his Girlfriend Gina went to a baseball game. It was really hot though so we left at the third inning and went swimming in Gina's pool! Very fun. Zak called my phone so I'll call him back later on tonight.

Skibobs for dinner, yummy yummy!

Rayy, Devvy and I came up with a list on what we all have to do as a group this summer. Here's what I remember from it:

Beach
Bonfire at my house
Sugar Bush
Run around like lunatics
Sprinkler party

that's all I can remember I think we listed about 13 things though!

Well that's about it for now!

ily.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Devy Chan is ova

Devvy chan is here! Friday my uncle picked us up from school and drove us home, then we played DRR, ate pizza hut, and raced on the Wii. After the first 20 laps my right hand was starting to hurt from only driving with it so with the next race I drove with my feet! Scary thing was I did better than with my one hand! xD

Attempted to do some homework while Devvy and Ryan played on Runescape. Stayed up until a little after 12.

Today we finished the rest of the pizza and cheese sticks, I got an account on runescape, we walked the dog about 3 miles, then went back on runescape. During dinner a woodpecker came to the bird feeder. But not just any woodpecker, a pileated woodpecker. Pretty cool huh? My dad said that they were on the endangered species list a few years ago too.

Something weird is up with the home computer. A thing keeps popping up saying we have a virus, when spy sweeper and Norton say we're all clean, and when you type a search on google porn comes up. My dad's friend searched chips and porn came up.... He say's he'll try and fix it though.

Well gotta go to the store with mommy, and then Dev and I are gonna try and race again!

=)

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

The Skies Are Blue

And I title this post because DaveFromBlueSkies on Youtube comment on my postie and used one of my ideas!!!!

my comment:


HowXshouldXiXfeel (1 day ago)
1. i want you polka-dot glass, it's awesome =)
2. maybe right a silly song that makes no sense for all of us? Just for laughs or something?
3. you're gonna get somewhere someday soon with all the songs you're writing, you're really good!

and he replied:


MusicFromBlueSkies (11 hours ago) Reply
thanks x2 and 'silly song for jokes' is an idea that has been noted.

Awesome no?

That made my day.

A few other things made my day too. PE was fun, the wheel skate board things made my day, then in English I used The Force. Lemme explain:

me: guess what, I have The Force
zoe: really?
me: yeah, I'll prove it, sometime in class I'll make that calender fall down
zoe: sure Ashley
*end of class and everyone races out*
*calender falls*
me: THE FORCE!
*teacher looks at me weird and I pick calender up then walk away*

oh yeeeeah.

THEN after that Zak had Ryan give him a piggy back ride (I missed the convo hey were having and how they got to that...) but Ryan was like: HOLD THIS! so I held his stuff and Zak jumped on his back and ryan went 2 feet and zak leaned back and ryan couldn't hold him and they like fell over! xD Peaches and I had to support each other so we didn't fall down ourselves we were laughing so hard. What was even funnier was that the two guys walked together ahead of us! I question their straightness lol.

Bus ride home was good, got to listen to more songs that normal on my Ipod, or on Melvin. Had my new headphones too! Got home, slept a bit, check power point, then had my favorite lemon peppered chicken breast for dinner! Lemme tell you, it's good. Worked out, Ghost Hunters was good, and now I'm here.

Forgot to mention this in the last postie: Turns out Ed wasn't sick she was at the hospital, her sister had her baby!!! Congrats once again! Doesn't that make Ed and Aunt or something?

Did you notice that a lot of people in school today were wearing a shirt that had green and white stripes like mine? Weird huh? It's like all of our minds were inner connected and we all thought: GREEN STRIPES TOMORROW

Saw this commercial today and it was about heart attacks, and this pill to lower the risk, but in the commercial there was this hospital bed following this dude. I'm just like: What the heck? I'd be like freaking out if that was happening to me! and my dad was like: yeah it's like some horrible omen or something! *we laugh*

Devvy chan in case I forget, my dad wants you to bring sneakers when you come over (ya know your shoes with the green and orange laces? =D )

Turned in some late work today in math, hopefully that'll raise my grade.

Library was closed yesterday, and it was M-Z's day, which means that it was supposed to be our day today. But it wasn't. How come that if the library is closed on our day they don't care and let M-Z go the next day, but they'll do that for them? I was gonna ask the librarians but I didn't want to start an argument, it's not like they could do anything anyways. But what about the people who were thinking: oh it's A-L's day tomorrow, and they go and need to get work done and it's sitll M-Z's day?

meh.

Methinks that's about it...

It's 10:38 right now...I should go to bed, but I might play some tetris and read more of The Host, it's a pretty good book so far, I'm on page 30 right now, chappie 3 or 4, I forget.

ily.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Um....moo?

heh heh, moo.

I need to ask Rayy for some cool blog titles.

Pretty good day today. In PE we played pin ball!! It was fun!

Went over to my grammys to have dinner since dad is in Columbus (he just called me to tell me he got a milk shake from Steak and Shake lol) My uncle, his girlfriend, and his girlfriends daughter Jennifer (who's a Sophomore) came over too. We had chicken, and pigs in the blanket, corn, buiskets, potatos, and for desert cake and brownies!

Now, what I ate today:

Bag of cheetos
Chicken sandwhich and fires
another lunch of chicken sandwhich and fires
two gaterades
3 cookies
chips
3 biskuts
2 chichen breasts
4 pigs in the blanket
8 brownies
2 pieces of cake

and yet I don't feel full...I only weigh 101, which is good I guess but by tomorrow morning I'll be back to 95 I'm sure.

Went to Wal Mart and got new headphones, pencil led, more pencils, and a shirt. I'll be wearing it tomorrow!

Ummmmm, i'm gonna type chappie 3 up, I have 7 pages to type... ><

Only like 2 weeks of school can you believe it?

It's kinda scary, cuz I mean I really don't wanna grow up at all. I love being a kid and everything that comes with it! Getting old just sounds so...busy, and working all the time, and boring... *sigh*

OMFG this morning I saw a license plate and it said: ABC666

O.O EPIC RIGHT?

Oh yeah, I told my uncle (since he said he's gonna help play for my car as a b-day gift) that I want a Dixie horn for it. THEY ARE AWESOME! I will purposely drive pass your houses and blow the horn and you will know it's me! Don't know what it sounds like? Here!

http://www.myxertones.com/ringtone:211478/

awesome no?!

=D

ily.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Yayz!

Mr. Cash had my flash drive! Turns out someone turned it into him! This means he's my new favorite teacher! =)

My keyboarding teacher was a bitch today, I mean she was in a real foul mood. So I was working on my story because I had finished chapter 3 on Friday. She had moved the due date to today because everyone else that plays more games than works didn't have it done, and most of them still don't have it done. Anyways, she was like:

teach: Ashley, is that a power point?
me: nope
teach: are you talking back to me?
me: ...no... -_-
teach: why aren't you working on power point?
me: because I finished chappie 3
teach: then why don't you start chapter 4?
me: I don't see any point
teach: don't talk back to me
me: I'm not, you asked me a question, and I answered it, I can't control whether you like the answer or not
teach: you're talking back to me
me: now I am, before I wasn't
teach: either do your power point or you'll get a detention!
me: *shuts off computer and sleeps*

that was my PRODUCTIVE day in that class.

Library today was fun. That's all I'm gonna say.

Math we had Buckler and I actually understood him! He's better than my original math teacher! And he makes math fun and gets through it quickly!!

English was boring, we did vocab and stuff like that.

ZOMG, rayy and I decided that on Wednesday of next week (the last day of PE) we're all gonna give Seizure Man, Mushroomhead, and Peter Parker a hug! =D And my mom said we should say: thank you for making this PE class amusing and worth something! Ed was sick today too, feel better Ed!!

=P

Power point is kinda sorta done for History. We're presenting tomorrow, I just don't have anything for one slide, conflicts. We can afford a few points right? I think the power point and and pics in it are really cool! Maybe he won't notice!

ZOMG WHEN I WAS DOING SPELL CHECKER FOR WEDNESDAY TWO OF THE SUGGESTIONS WERE: WEENSIEST AND WEENIEST!! xD

Bones was awesome tonight!!! Hurry up and watch it Dev!! (but do your homework first!!)

OMG I JUST REMEMBER SOMETHING THAT WAS ON THE NEWS!!! News story: Erectile Dysfunction may lead to heart problems.

XXXDDDD

The news announcer guy was all uncomfertable talking about it. Every time he said E.D. he was like: "and...*really fast* ed is kdjhfsajhfkalshfdlkashfklsahf"


Oh yeah, and I found the song on limewire from my video up there:
Tigerstyle - 'Nachna Onda Nei' =)



ily.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

FINALLY

YES, FINALLY, I FINALLY WATCHED FOREST GUMP!! How it happened:

*zak and I looking in movie cabinet*
me: so what do you wanna watch?
zak: i dunno, anything you want
me: pick three or something
zak: um...*thinks* either ______, ______, or Forest Gump
(they're like _____ cuz I forgot which one's he picked...)
me: i've never watched that movie before
zak: O.O HOW COULD YOU NOT?? PUT. IT. IN.

So we watched it, and I thought it was good. Funny, but sad in the end. Funny how I know this cuz I really only watched half of it...during the end zak found our old Darth Vader voice changer mask and we made Darth Vader sound black XD

Then we watched Saturday night live, and they were doing this news thing and one of them was like: Today President Bush announced that he was going to put man on the moon. He said not to worry, it will be very accurate since he'll be doing it when there is a full moon.

XD

You ever feel hyper yet tired at the same time? Like your eyes are wide opened and stuff but in the back of your mind you just wanna fall over and sleep? I feel like that right now =P

Dad took me golfing today. By the third hole the blisters on my feet were so bad dad let me play in my socks! It was fun! And geese almost attacked us! And it got really dark and thunder like! And I made this really cool putt!

Then we went and had burgers and while we were leaving at Boston Hills ski place...you'll never believe who I saw....THOMAS THE FREAKING TANK ENGINE!! HE WAS THERE! FOR REAL!!! AND HE WAS PULLING A REAL TRAIN! IT WAS A REAL ENGINE MADE LIKE THOMAS THE TANK ENGINE!!! IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!

*hyperventilates*

alright I'm good now.

It rained, then zak came over. =)

and that was my great night =)

*sob*

kjsusyefjcjwyenkashdflkahcdaslkv

='(

I forgot my x-drive in one of the computers in the IMC lab during histroy class!!! How can I be so fucking stupid?! I didn't even notice till I was home and that was around 8:30!!

My mom said she'd take me to the school since I was broken down crying. I mean, that thing has my book on it, poems, other stories, pics, my powerpoint for history, other homework! DAMMIT!

The nice janitor dude let us in, and we looked in all the computers and behind the desk, even in the drawers. He didn't have keys to the lost and found though, so I'm going to have to wait until monday to see if anyone stole it or not. Which I'm guessing it's a big yes because theving (as rayy said) is becoming a problem in our school. What if they look in it and take something, or copy shit from my book or poems and call it their own?! I knew I should have put a password on that thing fuck hy didn't I do that?!

Now I'm going to be worried about it all weekend, and I can't type anything or finish our history project...

What if I do get it back and somebody messed with everything?! I really hope someone turned it in....and didn't do shit with it, and look in it...

><

this isn't gonna be a very good weekend....I hope Monday is better....

zaks coming over today so that's good. Maybe he can calm me down...and I got's a massage to look forward to too....

*sigh*

rayy did you hear anything about an x-drive during history???

Thanks for the story and everything else in ur postie (may 16).

Devvy how are you doin? Are the brownies gone?

Peaches and Ryan, waz up?

Zak ily.

Erin, nice face.

Edward, coopa coopa football players.

(don't ask peeps)

Well I guess I'm gonna shower then eat lunch...it's like 10:45 right now...(in the morning for those who couldn't figure that out...).

Friday, May 16, 2008

Today so far

So it was the last day for the Seniors of our school and I must say the principals were way too straight laced about all the pranks. One of the kids got arrested and couldn't graduate all because he released bunnies in the courtyard.

1. they're only bunnies
2. they're out side
3. it's not like they could get in the school and be trampled on

Yeah. Anyways, they chalked the school, painted stuff on the windows, silly stringed lower classpeople (i don't say classMEN since I'm not a MAN) and did a bunch of other stuff. There was a bird in the school too, but that wasn't a prank, it was stuck in the ceiling before and then it flew away.

For some reason at the beginning of 6th period I got really tired. We had a test in English over a Separate Piece but it was all multiple choice so it was easy.

Devvy came back to school, she looked better, yay! And you're welcome once agan for the soup and brownies, it was no trouble at all!

Got home a little early than normal, about 5 minutes early so that's cool. Dad came home and we cut the grass, which was a bitch. The grass grew so fast, and it was thick and damp so that means I needed to empty the lawn mower more, and it was hard to move it.

After that I order pizza from pizza hut. My mom nearly had a heart attack because I ordered peperoni on it. She must have forgot I liked it.

Took a 20 minutes nap and now I'm here.

I would also just like to say a few things. Now I know we all are going through some tough times, some worse than others, and we're really stressed out and, lets face it, we're unhappy. There's not only your home life where things might not be going so hot, but presser at school with exams, grades, friends, all that drama etc. If I could take all your guys pain away, even if I would have to feel it, I would, I really would. I hate to see people suffer, especially my friends. But I can't take all your pain away forever and I can't change your lives for the better. I can only help you to keep holding on, and to keep trying. And I'm begging you to never give up, on your problems and on your life. I'm so lucky to know each and every one of you, and I don't know what I would do without you. I'm sorry if it seems like I don't care, and I'm sorry for all the times you've needed someone there and I wasn't and I'm sorry I can't fix all your problems and I'm sorry if this whole thing is all mushy or sad but I really want all you to know that I do care, and that I will always be there for you when you need me, and that you can always come to me if you need to talk. I can't promise you that I can give you good advice, but getting something off of your chest will at least make you feel somewhat better. I love each and every one of you guys.

I might post again soon, and I'm going to try and type more of chappie 3 (it'll be done sonner or later people, I'm getting annoyed at myself too...)

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Happy Burday Ryan!!

A postie title dedicated to you! O~-~~- (that's supposed to be a balloon...) =D

PE we ran around the track today. Before hand however, Cortney Cole fainted (big surprise there) and Dev was feeling faint. She looked really pale, I worried sick about her all day. I wanted to text her but I thought she should rest.

Anyways, so we ran the track. I ran half a quarter mile, which starts off and the turn and then all the way to the end of the straight-away. I paced myself around the turn and then half way at the straight and then reved it up and passed 3 people. Then I ran the whole straight-away for the next thing.

Bio Mrs. May made us rice krispies! They were yummy and a good thing to have after running the track. Speaking of bio, I need to finish my notes.

NOTE TO SELF FINISH NOTES

*ahem*

Nothing else really happened today at school. Oh, I got our 'family tree', I'm gonna show it to my dad xD then photo copy it.

I called Devvy and told her I was going to her house to bring her some soup and brownies to make her feel better. Turns out it was just low blood sugar, but that's okay! Then after that I went to hit balls and Shawnee Hills. That's were my day was made.

WARNING: GOLF TERMS USED O.O

So I'm hitting golf balls, and I'm doing pretty well with my irons and the ball is going straight, high, and long. Then I get to my 6 iron, and the ball goes low (like grass low...) to the left or right, and short... I kept trying and getting pissed because I can't figure out what I was going wrong. Later on I'm still whacking with it and this old man walks up to me and goes "Hey sweetie" and the first thing that comes to my mind is: creepy old guy flirting with me...ew. But then he goes: "You're standing too close to the ball, trying stepping back, kinda reach." *in mine 'phew'* So I go okay and it works and I hit great after that. I thanked him for his advice when I left and THEN as I'm putting my clubs in the trunk this guy in the other car next to us turns and goes "Excuse me, how long have you been golfing?" I say since i was 8 and he smiles and goes "Well I'd just like to say your swing is beautiful, it could really take you places!"

DAY MADE.

It really gave me a lot of confidence too as a golfer ya know? Not just the complement, but the fact that they're coming from people that must really mean what they say since they don't know me.

After that we went to Mc Donalds and then home. I watched a little CSI, cleaned my room while jammin to my music, then told my day about the range. He seemed really proud of me.

Well...I should do bio notes now...then I'll go on youtube! =)

ily guys!

Happy Burday Ryan again! 16...wow...kinda hard to believe, honest. You like chauffeuring?? =p

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

I'm out of good title ideas at the mo

So today was semi interesting. In PE we played matt ball and Mr. K got hit in the back of that bald head of his by Mrs. C, hilarious. Seizure man, Mushroomhead AND Peter Parker all played on the same team, go team work! Oh, and member how I told you that I had the same shirt in my PE locker has musroomhead? Well, today he was wearing a black spiderman shirt that was exactly like Ed's!! Also, Peter Parker got a random bloody nose in 5A today.

Test in bio today, I got test packet number four, and four is my lucky number so besides the fact that it was easy I must have done good!

Devvy went home sick so feel better!

Rest of the day was normal...so boring.

Some idiot sprayed Axe all over the bus and now I'm sick...grrrrr...I feel like my head is gonna explode...I mean the body gel is fine but the spray is horrible...

Working out tonight, then Ghost Hunters! At least I hope Ghost Hunters is on tonight and not that stupid, fake Children of the Grave show...it was pretty lame too...

Pork chops for dinner, yummy!

Me kinda tired...


ily.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

It's only Tuesday?

Wow this week is going slow. I want it to be Saturday already!

Dad got two free tickets to go to the Tribe game with his buddy and their daughter, but I didn't feel good when I got home so I didn't go.

Grrr...my laptop is running slow, so I'm typing faster than it can put the letters on the screen.

School is boring...there's nothing much to type about it so this post will be short again.

Alright I'm gonna restart my computer this whole slow thing is getting on my nerves....

Mkays I'm back.

So anyways I was watching thenewguywithglasses videos and I thought this one was pretty funny: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=prBPEL2J7fY

One of us should do something like that but at school and have it say SUMMER VACATION, I dunno lol.

It's really hot in my room....like really hot...like I'm wearing short shorts and this little scrap of a thing that shouldn't even be called a shirt hot. Fan is on, windows are opened, still steaming...ugh...I hope I don't have to deal with this all summer...(though who am I kidding I do every year...).

I need to get my ass on chappie 3...I only typed a little bit, and now it's not finished because I want to end it at a cliffy, and I got the perfect moment.

I wish it would rain...

um....yeah me bored...wow it just got dark fast...methinks I'm gonna call Zak...catch ya later peoples!

Monday, May 12, 2008

Meh

Nothing really happened today that I can really deem exciting. It was rainy, so I guess that's good (yes I like rainy days).

My back and arms are sooooooooore. Zak say's he'll give me a back massage on Saturday ^_^

Not working out tonight, dad and I are both not feeling too in shape.

Mom was well enough today to make dinner for us. I wanted to help but she said no, I should go and sleep...i love her so much.

Talking to Zak on the phone right now: Zak says hi and ily =p

I got a sticker on my math test! It's a smiley face!

Very short postie lol.

I think I'm gonna work on chappie 3 and finish it.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

If there was a god...

I'd slit his throat and friggin burn him.

My mom was okay today. Her leg was fine, she didn't feel headachey, she was in a happy mood, it was a great mother's day. Well in the last two hours she just got really sick, really fast.

My mom is the most smart, caring, kindest person I've ever known in my life and she works so hard. She deserves so much. Yet what does she get? Well, when my dad isn't picking a fight or insulting her or she isn't dealing with some asshole somewhere she's lying sick in bed, puking her guts out in a trashcan with the most terrible migraine you can ever imagine.

She does all this good stuff, even when she's SICK, and that's what happens to her?

What the fuck?

What did she do to deserve that? What could she have possibly done to have her have to suffer that much?

And it's not like this is a once a year thing, this is like a once every how many days thing.

I hate seeing her like that. I hate it. She's so weak, and she's so sick and every time she gets sick she feels so sorry and so ashamed we have to see her like that.

And I get so scared and feel so helpless because you can't do anything about it and most of the time she has to go to the ER and I always have to wait and see if she made it again this time. Because even though my mom is tough, in the back of my mind I know one of these days she just isn't going to and my dad is going to come home from the ER around 3 in the morning and she's not going to be in the car with him and she'll never be in the car with him or with us unless it's like a fucking hearse.

I have no clue what I would do without my mom. I can't even begin to describe how messed up I would be if I would ever lose her. And I defiantly can't even describe how messed up I would be if I lost her to one of those migraines.

Everyone is always worried when she's sick. Jj always cries when she goes to the ER. What do you think is going to happen if that time comes when she never comes back? What would happen to him? What would happen to all of us?

And I always get so fucking pissed off because this shouldn't be happening to her! She should be sitting out on the deck right now or something, hugging a book or talking on the phone, not lying in bed, hugging an ice pack to her head and trying not to lose it from all the pain.

And get this, even when she's sick she'll work her ass off still. If Lee Eaton needed this by this date, or if someone needed the best cheese cake ever made (hers) or if it's Christmas cards that need to be mailed, or bills to pay, or stuff we need for school to be filled out, she'll get it done, on time and have it be a hell of a lot better than any healthy person who did it.

She always tells us, that even though she's sick, that us kids make up for it and we're the greatest in the world, and that we make her so happy, even if we do some pretty stupid ass stuff.

But is that really enough? Does she really just deserve us? Does she really deserve me, a stupid, emotionally messed up girl, who can never get more than merit roll in school and that doesn't even have a future or any real great talent? I must really be missing something here.

My mom had a stroke in her 30's and had to re-learn everything, from how to walk to the alphabet. She's gone through surgery without anesthetic, baked 7 cheese cakes in one night, and has made me proud to have her as a mom.

But even after all that this happens, almost all the time.

And I can't stop it.







I wish I had my pocket knife back.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Cuttin the Grass

So today I woke up around 9:30-10ish and went outside to cut the lawn with the lawn mower. Well then my dad gets home and he's going to teach me how to cut the grass with the tractor. I must say there are some ticks that I didn't know about, like with the lines it makes and stuff, and some special things to go around trees and how to round off a corner etc...

Well I cut a section and I did pretty good. I even backed up at full speed! o.o
It was fun too, so I can't wait till next Saturday.

Then after that my dad and I went up to Eddie's Bike shop to pick up my bro and his bikes from there and then he got me a new bike! It's really nice, a very early birthday present. I wanna go riding from the mill to Quaker Steak next weekend maybe. Methinks that's about 8 miles.

Went to this remodeled bar called Tinkers Creek Road Tavern. Ever heard of it? Here's a linky: http://tinkerscreekroadtavern.com/

The food was pretty good, calamari excellent! Like you're having it in Florida! (Florida's is always better cuz it's fresher and stuff).

AND ALSO OUTR WAITORS NAME WAS TROY! MY DREAM GUY'S NAME IS TROY!! (but he didn't look like him...lol)

After that my dad and I quickly drove up to Malay's and I bought my mom some chocolate for mother's day and then I made her a card:

(Front)

I was thinking of what to get you for mothers day...

*pic of flowers* first I was going to get you flowers but they always die
*pic of car* then I was going to get you a car but you hate that dinging noise
*pic of chocolate* and then I was going to get you chocolates but those give you the shits...

(Inside) *pic of snoopy hugging that yellow bird, Woodstock)

So I'll give you a hug instead!
Happy Mothers Day!

=)

So now i'm here. I was planning on typing up chappie 3 tonight but I'm too tired. It should be done soon...ish....soonish...yeah....

Can't wait for tomorrow, busy busy!

And to devvy chan, I feel the same way too. I'm really am still in my little world, I just try not to show it. I mean, i still dream about my dream guy, (sorry zak, but I think about you too!) and when I'll meet him one day, and if he's thinking about me one day and stuff. You're not alone! I'll always be with you!

I'll always be with all of my friends. No matter what. If you guys have any problems, I might not be able to fix them, or give you the best advice, but I'll always be there for you because you guys are all so awesome and i'm so happy to know you. I'll be like: "____? That's my friend!" If anything happens, I'll be there. You just need to let me know ya know, because I care about each and every one of you. I dunno what I'd do without you guys.

Friday, May 9, 2008

Scary Movies?

Alright let me say this, Texas Chainsaw Massacre? Not scary, funny in a horrible violent way, but scary? No. Cuz I mean come on, you can't really sneak up on a person if you're running a chainsaw...

Oh, and the Devils Rejects? Messed up.

Have a good feeling dad is fine with Zak. He made fun of him being tall... -_- butt.

So we were down in a darkish basement for about 3 hours with coke, Pepsi, a DVD, and a big comfy couch.......

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Pervs. We didn't get any 'test questions'. (test questions inside joke, ask in comments if you wanna know about it).

Mom came down during the middle of the movie (i was sitting on Zak's lap) but we didn't hear her come down the steps so she's all "do you guys want more cookies?" and we jump. Not at the movie, but because of her. We're pathetic lol.

JJ didn't bug use either, I was surprised. He went to bed around 9:30ish too.

Ugh, gotta cut the grass tomorrow, and I might see my golf teacher guy, Ross. I out drove him once in 6th grade (I hit the ball off the golf tee further than him) by a few inches. IT WAS AWESOME, I thought he was gonna kill me at first though and get mad...but he didn't. Ask him yourself if you don't believe me. Might play 9 holes tomorrow too if it's not too shitty.

My dad and I told jokes all while we were eating pizza and on the way home. I love it when my dad tells jokes, they're funny. And even if he knows the joke I'm telling, he lets me tell it and then goes, "Ashley, I was telling that joke when I was your age!" then we laugh some more. Good times, good times.

Well that's about it. Gonna surf the net and go to bed.

Had a really, really great day and night. Things are looking better between Zak and I. I really don't care now that he's not really athletic and stuff like that. As long as he doesn't shower me with expensive gifts I'm cool. I hate it when guys do that, it makes me feeling like a spoiled rich bitch, even though they don't mean that. Besides, they make us have them pay for everything else we go out for like movies and dinner. I hate it when people pay for me, it feels like I owe them.... *sigh* oh well....I'll get him to let me pay for something one day....




Life is looking a bit brighter. =)

It's Friday (no duh)

went to a place called Luiges for pizza, rated the best in Akron for a few years. It was pretty nice.

Methinks my feelings for Zak have changed now, I'm not so confuzzled over him anymore. We talked and stuff and now everything is cool. I guess he just needed to say some things is all.

In about 20 minutes he's coming over and bringing some scary movies for us to watch, can't wait!

Oh, something kinda funny happened about a half hour ago:

Me: I'm going to go take a shower
mom: you're hair won't dry in time if you do
Me: I know, I'm only washing my body and stuff cuz I smell sweaty from running around in the backyard
Mom: like a whore bath huh?
Me: Isn't that where you just was your hair in the sink?
Mom: No it where you wash your privates at the sink
Me: oh...well one I'm using a shower, and two I'm washing my whole body
Mom: *shrugs*
Me: *takes shower*
MINUTES PASS
Me: *coming down the steps*
JJ (on the phone): No Ashley isn't here she's taking a whore bath
Me: *thinking Zak is on the other end*: I'LL KILL YOU!!! *attacks* *gets phone* I wasn't taking one!
Grandma: heh heh I know dear
Me: -_-
dad (who was there when jj said that): *looks at me funny*
me: DON'T YOU DARE GET THE WRONG IDEA!
dad: *shrugs and goes outside*

heh, thinking back it is kinda funny. =p

Well that's about it. I might be on later to post how tonight went I guess.

I just love this new template....

mmmmm mom is making cookies and brownies....zak can have the cookies and if I'm nice some brownie crumbs lol

But he's your boyfriend, you say huh? Well I'm a woman, and it's chocolate not to mention BROWNIES. Get my point?

Men who are confuzzled ask another woman that loves chocolate.

We should make a time capsule...random....

Zak should be here soon! Gleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

glee? wtf...

ds;lkfjads;lkfhdskuifhiawulfdskjhf <------ Hammy Says Hi

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That's a bunny =P

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Um...rawr?

Lookie, new template. Bluuuuuuuuuuuuue!

Let's see...things from yesterday that happened after I posted...

At 7:30 I went downstairs to work out like my dad said but dad wasn't there. So I did a quick workout, and then raced up to take a shower. After the shower I even had time to give my room a quick clean up and put away the laundry. Ghost Hunters wasn't on, in stead this really fake show called Children of the Grave was. While half watching that I organized Melvin and I finished! YES!

That's pretty much it.

Umm...today?

Movie in history. In PE we played a basket ball game to see who can make the most shots. Our ball sucked, you couldn't even dribble it. Couldn't the PE teachers at least get off their asses and actually BE a PE teacher and fill up the basket balls?? Jeez...

Bio did homework and finished it. Keyboarding finished stuff. Lunch, was the last dunker day...sadly...I like Italian Dunkers...

Study hall I actually got my math homework done, math easy quiz, eng we talked.

That's pretty much it. It's raining and all seems good. I think my 3 day depression is over...I hope. Me tired now. I'm gonna watch mysteries skin.

Oh yeah, new song too!

Byeez

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Not Really A Good Week

Still not feeling too peppy....been thinking about a few things....

Yesterday my mom and dad got into this huge yelling fight about my brothers pants being too tight. It later turned into a more adult like argument, but the thing to start it was PANTS? *sigh*

Zak might be coming over Friday if he can get a ride home. It's been a few days now since the kissing and crap and I still feel nothing. To me it's just a kiss... Was I wrong to say yes to him? At first when he was trying to ask it was all cute and stuff and I thought it could turn into something. It's just now that I really put my mind to it- and this is when I'm not putting my mind on my math homework and parents- Zak isn't exactly my type of guy. I mean he's tall- really tall- and I'd like a tall guy, but I'd also like an athletic one. They don't have to play a sport but I mean he doesn't even work out, and I do and I'm a girl (as in guys usually work out more than girls do and stuff).

We talk on the phone almost everyday, and he says I love you and I say I love you too. But I feel like I'm lying. (by the way Erin just sent me a text saying that max told her he loves her so at least they've got something going)....(sorry Erin if I wasn't supposed to say that...). Anyways, I really don't feel like I like Zak more than a good friend. Maybe it's too soon?

Argh I dunno. I hope dad likes him I guess. I really am cruel....

*sigh*

In keyboarding today Carly asked me why I was hold Rayy's hand. I just shrugged my shoulders and said we were trying to walk straight and that we were friends and stuff. She said oh, sorry, it's just people were whispering. To those people fuck you and get a life.

Why is it that any little gustier could automatically deem a person gay or a lez? I was holding her hand, so what? Not to mention my other arm was wrapped around Zak! *guilty once again* This just shows that some people in our school really need to get a life.

Max told this really funny joke in study hall today, here it is:

So there were three men lined up at the gates of heaven. An angel said that they were running out of room and that you had to have died a horrible, or tragic death to get in. The first man walked up. The angel asked: How did you die?

man 1: well, I had heard my wife had been cheating on me, so I went home a little early but no one was there, but I knew something was up. I went out on my 25 floor apartment balcony to drink my beer and discovered a man hanging off of it! So, I smashed his fingers with a hammer and he fell into the bushes but was only stunned, so I then I threw a fridge down and he died. From all the excitement I had a heart attack and died.

Alright, you can go in, said the angel. The second man then came up and the angel asked again: How did you die?

man 2: well I was exercising on my 26th floor balcony when I fell off! Luckily I grabbed onto the 25th floor one right below me. Suddenly, this crazy guy starts pounding on my fingers with a hammer and I fall into the bushes stunned! Then, this fridge comes falling and killed me!

You can pass, said the angel. Finally, the last man came up and the angel asked once more: How did you die?

man 3: well I was hiding in this fridge....


That's it! Funny huh?

Track today was bad in PE. Sure, I was ahead all the way up until the last turn, but then I couldn't breath and everything starting getting black, I had to walk the way unless I wasn't to collapse right there. After the finish line I felt like I was going to puke my guts out, and I hate puking. I told the teacher and she just told me not to throw chunks on her...thanks for the help...

Bio I feel asleep (it's right after PE) and my teacher poked me right when the bell rang and asked: Track? and I groaned and nodded. I didn't mean to fall asleep, my head was just leaning against the wall and I dozed off. She said she wasn't going to take point off though so claps for her.

Keyboarding I couldn't concentrate, so I therefore couldn't catch up, although I am basically where everyone else is. Our warm-up was jokes, so that's how we all started telling jokes in study hall.

Oh yeah, wanna help end world hunger?? http://www.freerice.com/ go to it! Yesterday I helped donate 3,640 grains of rice! Whoo hoo!

On the day of my last post I told my mom I wanted to cut again, so she's been keeping an eye on me. The cat doesn't help, because he scratched up my wrist, but she was there when it happened and yelled at me because it was my fault I was agitating him. But it's just so fun!

Have to work out tonight, then ghost hunter's at 9 which means I'll have to shower tomorrow. I don't just wanna wash my body and not my hair, you never feel squeaky clean.

Really windy outside today, but was too tired to go in it.

Sorry post was so long.

Dev your maga is good so far...methinks I like aram....fight to the death on Monday?

Rayy I'm not a lez and I know you're not either, but you're my bestest buddy!

Erin congrats.

Ed, I'm gonna kick your aspirin

Peaches and Ryan...um...cheers?

Other people that read my blog hellos and feel free to comment so I know you're reading, I like comments.


P.s. This was a loooooooooooooooooooooog post

P.s.s. heh I just made it longer =p

Monday, May 5, 2008

meh

not exactly in the best of moods today, more sad than mad. I'm 75% sad, 12% mad, 7% nervous, and another 6% happy.

I hate school. At least the end of the year. You've got exams, the end of the year grades, teachers cramming all these things in your head before school lets out for the summer. Ugh. My grades are okay, cept for my F in math and keyboarding. I have an F all because I couldn't find my 20 point project on the computer. I told the teacher I saved it but she just shrugged her shoulders and said that was my problem. Thanks Arbs....you're really a helpful teacher and a ball of fun...

Now, I might have an F in math but I can figure out this:

study hall + F= APR APR + Study Hall= no library No library= no friends

I"m going to cry. That was the only thing that got my through the day was the library with my friends and now I'll have to spend it in fucking APR. I made it a goal not to get in there. Some goal setter I am. This summer is really going to be a waste of time.

I'm so pissed at myself for getting 2 F's. What the fuck is wrong with me? Sure, yeah, I can get it up...but I still let it drop down to an F. And one in KEYBOARDING? maybe I'm just a stupid, lazy, blonde that depends too much on her friends to get through the day.

My dad is stupid when it comes to this stuff too. For example today:

me: *upstairs typing up essay for English that's due TOMORROW*
dad: wanna work out now?
me: no I need to finish my essay
dad: you can do it later
me: no I can't, I'll lose my train of thought and I won't do my other homework in the end
*3 minute argument later*
dad: *slams door and will be pissed for the rest of the day*

FTW, he gets mad at me for DOING my homework and caring about my GRADES instead of working out? Now I'm not only in trouble with my mom, but I also have to deal with asshole for the rest of the day.

I guess this day can't get completely awful...Shannon gave me a kiss, and Zak finally kissed me today. Along with my help though...

Study Hall ( the last one I'll probably have in the library):

erin + me: *talk about the after credit make-out max and her had at the movies*
me: you know I was going to kiss you (zak) before you left the car but I didn't because my mom was in the car
zak: yeah, that would be awkward
me: but mom's not here now
zak: but erin is
me: *thinks I failed*
*study hall ends, zak walks me halfway to next class*
zak: well I gotta run to the other side of the school, see you later
me: byes
zak: wanna kiss?
me: mhm
*mwah* *we walk away*

so it wasn't exactly romantic but oh well I guess. It wasn't exactly as great as I thought it would be either. I guess I should be more...excited or something...I mean when Erin and max kissed she was all like: IT WAS AMAZINGLY AWESOME. Me, I'm all meh we kissed big deal, people kiss, all couples kiss....

is there something wrong with me there too?

*sigh*

school sucks, I hope someone blows it up while we're sleeping one night.

P.s. in the blog spell checker it said blonde was spell wrong cuz I had a type-o and one of the suggestions was boner....-_- o.O

Saturday, May 3, 2008

IT FINALLY DIED O.O

Yes it did, my brother's 9 year old goldfish died today. Jj was upset, I dunno why since mom was the one who really took care of him....but we're having a 'funeral' tomorrow and putting the fish in a hole in our backyard. And yes again, we put all our dead pets in the backyard...

Watched movies with my bro and talked to Zak on the phone most of the day. Turns out we only get 700 minutes a month between my mom and me so I'll have to use the house phone which is fine.

Ordered from Pizza Hut since I didn't get to have pizza yesterday and my mom was sick.

BABY SAT!

I took a vid of Greta and Sophie on my phone so you can see them! They're are so cute! Also, I've never seen two kids that can't wait for their bed time. Ya see last time I baby sat I set the alarm on my phone to play the Cuppy Cake song when it was time for bed in case I wasn't paying attention to the clock. They were so amazed by it then that they couldn't wait for it now. We most played Barbies, and watched Dora.

I love them so much! ^-^

Talked to Zak some more once I put them all to bed then went home. I'm kinda tired now but I think I'll download some music before I hit the sack.

Nighty Night

Friday, May 2, 2008

I am Iron Man

ZOMG I'M LIKE REALLY HYPER RIGHT NOW!

ALL CAPS! WEEEEEEEEEE!

IRON MAN WAS AWESOME! SO AWESOME THAT WE HAD TO CLAP AND THINGS IN THE MOVIE 7 TIMES! O.O

GO SEEEEE IIIIIIIT

*cough*

*phew*

Alright, I think I'm good now.

Like I said Iron Man was awesome. We didn't see anyone we knew at the movie, turns out Erin and Max were sitting on the side but oh well. Date went great, have a good feeling mom likes Zak but I knew that already. The trouble is dad. I wonder if he's gonna interrogate me when he gets home.

We didn't really get to do anything after that since my mom and JJ (who's 'watching' Zak) were already in the parking lot. No kisses. Before he left I was gonna kiss him but JJ was stairing and mom was glancing in the mirror...and i kinda whimped out...but it was mostly cuz of the stairing. That's all I would need to hear from JJ on the way home..."EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! WHY DID U DO THAT?! EWWWWWWWWW! I'm watching him...."

Wonder what he's doing tomorrow...I don't think I'm doing anything except work out. Maybe I'll invite him over.

mmmmm...me tired....I'm gonna go to bed soon...

Well that's it! =)

Thursday, May 1, 2008

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I dunno why but when you see those letters together in lower case don't they kinda look cute? Weird, I know but don't they?!

So Ghost Hunters was good last night. Lot's of activity and of course it was at an asylum which makes it even more awesome! I love it when they do things in old hospitals and asylums! The history is always so interesting.

I lost my phone yesterday, but I found it when I got home. Zak left a message on my celly yesterday so I called him back and left a message. Then I missed his phone call....so I had to call him back again, then his mom didn't want him to use up the minutes on his celly so he had to hang up and call me back again...it's kinda like phone tag but with two people...

Tag you're it!
Now you're it!
Now you're it!
Now you're it!
Now you're it!
Now you're it!
Now you're it!
Now you're it!
Now you're it!

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Anyways, nothing really interesting happened today. Oh wait, scratch that! History!

So Mr. Cash and G....stupid Mexican name that i can't spell....Gwam? I dunno...anyways, him and Gwam started going at it and fooling around. Now when I say fooling around I don't mean telling jokes, throwing stuff at each other, or sex. I mean they charged and threw each other across the classroom, and into walls. Mr. Cash flipped him over a desk! I wish I had my celly so I could have filmed it...maybe they'll do it again tomorrow....

GOOD NEWS: I did my math homework
BAD NEWS: That was the only thing if math homework I've done so I have and F

heh heh....blah I'll get it up, my life depends on it (ahem, mom and dad...mostly mom).

Grrr..I gotta type up my history notes...4 1/2 pages to go! But I'll do them...later....Hey you can rush these things! Zak says he's only gonna write his notes down not type them, so I'll type his, or spit it with Britt. He can glue them all on and carry around the big poster thingy.

Mr. Chicken for dinner! You all know how much I love chicken!

It's funny, I thought most people at the morning table knew we were going out...apparently not. Ryan just found out like today, Peaches found out today, Max found out 2 days ago. Oh well.

Youtube commercial: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wV0B3maUK0E&feature=PlayList&p=0746A988091801C8&index=2

I threw paper...
I threw a rock.

XD

That always makes me laugh.