Skype Yo

I have finally gotten on Skype.

And.

I.

Love.

It.

Been talking wiff Rachel for a few days. <3

She also got me into My Drunk Kitchen. =D

School has been...well, school.

Gotta work on my eating habits.

So excited for Colossal Con too. Rachel and I were looking at hotel rooms. =)

Have to think of some cute outfits to wear...hmmm...or just sexy. I like sexy. =p

Mmm...hungry...

Small snack and then bed. <3

Yawning

So when I yawn, I stick my arms in the air, and lean back.

Which means my boobs stick out reeeally far.

Okay. So here's how lunch went.

Ashley: *finishes sammich and yawns* *goes on computer instead of studying for geo quiz next period*

Magic Card Game Nerd Boy: *glance*

Ashley: *yawns*

Magic Card Game Nerd Boy: *whispering to friend* I hope she yawns again.

Ashley: *Looks over*

Magic Card Game Nerd Boy: FUCK SHE HEARD ME.

Tables Around Us: *stare at magic card game nerd boy like WTF*

So yeah. Lunch was interesting today.

It's Coming...

Again.

The snow. o.o

Though it's more like mini pieces of hail than snow...

Don't have to bb-sit Wednesday, but I still have to Thursday which is cool.

Watching Dance Moms. <33

Also got a Skype so I can talk to miss Rayychal. =)

Rethinking

After talking with a few people, I was convinced enough that the realization is all I need and that you're not even worth saying what I was about to express to you.

However.

I may share with some people things my friends do that I don't agree with. That doesn't mean that the first thing out of my mouth to them in greeting is something like "Hey, oh you STILL don't have your license yet?" I have enough fucking respect for them not to do that.

My friends.

They're going to do things I'm not going to agree with.

And I'm going to do things that they're not going to agree with.

Accepting those things and respecting your friends regardless of that is what a real relationship is- whether it be a friendship or even a partnership.

And another thing.

Treat your friends like your patients and you won't have them for very long.






We had a good run.

But I really wish I would have kicked you out of my house that night.

I've Been Thinking

When I woke up this morning, I woke up to a much needed realization. It came in the form of strength and acceptance.

Maybe a cruel type at that, but strength and acceptance all the same.

I've learned a lot over this last year and many things have changed.

Almost all for the better.

However.

Last night I realized there are still some loose ends that need to be tied up.

Earlier in the year, I tried to tie them up before, but I've come to understand that it wasn't done in the right manner.

On the night I was trying to tie them up, there was something I should have said and done.

Why didn't I do it?

I'm still asking myself that.

I've already apologized to one of my best friends for not speaking up and not realizing that I should have until now.

So I'm halfway done.

I'll be working on my next 'apology' tomorrow and hopefully will get it out by tomorrow night or by Sunday.

It depresses me yet excites me at the same time.

The apology isn't going to be nice, no. It's just going to be filled with truth- and let's face it, sometimes the truth hurts.

Though they may or may not even give a shit about it. I don't even think they give a shit about me now.

But I'm going to do it anyways.

Simply for closure.

Simply because I'm just as much as a bitch as I am nice.

Simply because I can.

That School Thing

School starts Monday...

Feeling a little nervous.

Everything is paid for.

But...

A. I don't have my books yet.

Why? Cuz I don't feel like wasting any more fucking money... I refuse to buy a book until I know that we will absolutely need them.

B. I don't have my parking pass.

I think I applied to late to have it sent and I actually need to go down to pick it up...and I lost my old one (which expired anyways but I though maybe if I at least had something up in my window the campus popo wouldn't notice...) aaaand, since I'm so cheap I'm not driving down their again this week.

C. I have classes 5 days a week now instead of 3.

Yes, I know a lot of people have classes everyday too. But with the commuting AND work, it's gonna be a pain in the ass.

D. Those classes I have 5 days a week...I don't give a fuck about.

Math?

Great. We struggled enough in INTERMEDIATE math. Which was actually like our pre-calc in high school...ugh...

Miro?

Meh. I knew I would have to take this being a business major...but I just...hate economics...maybe it's because my high school class was super boring...

Geology?

Okay. I can handle that. It's not chemistry so I won't die...nothing is more fun than learning about rocks.

English 1?

Rawr. Should have taken that last semester...may have to take a summer class...gonna see if I can avoid that and just take an extra class next year...

So I guess half of the classes are okay (English & Geology) and the other have are just going to be the ones that kill me every day...

At least I get out earlier...12:55. So I'll have plenty of time to do homework etc.

And of course I'll get to spend plenty of money on gas getting to said classes too...

Yaaaaaaay.

At least I have my friends and my Mikey.

I hope everyone else has a less stress 2nd semester...

Can't believe I'm halfway done with college...

When we were younger we couldn't even believe that we would be IN college...

Sillies.