Thursday, July 31, 2008

Beep Beep

So, changed the blog up a bit. You like?

Got a new playlist with some of my favorite songs. It'll start up automatically (might need time to load up first) and it's located at the bottom of the blog.

The thing where the title is was what I wanted for my background. I made it on paint and stuff, but I couldn't find anyway to put it as the background. I might search online to make it into a template, that should do it then. For now I guess I'll have to settle for it like that.

Font and Blog colors thing isn't working. Everytime it says there's and error on the page and it won't let me do anything. Maybe it's just my laptop?? Dunno, I'll check it out on the home computer later.

Slept in till around 10:45 then got up and took a shower. Spent the rest of the day in my boxers and old softball t-shirt trying to get the blog font colors and my windows movie maker to work. Got Aurther Treachers and went to Grammy's for dinner. Left my celly at her house though, so if I don't answer you that's why.

Heh....when my mom was setting the alarm before we went to pick up dinner I slipped into the drivers seat and backed the car outta the grauge...she walked out the door and kinda stopped with this look on her face that said "Okay...I'm sure the car was here a minute ago..." I beeped the horn, she yelled at me a bit saying that if JJ got hurt she could have gone to jail. Now, I would never want my brother to get hurt, and I made sure I didn't scratch the car. The lecture was kinda wasted though because when she got into the drivers seat she sighed and said "Ya did pretty damn good though kid..." =)

Actually, backing up is kinda easy. I thought it would be harder but it's not. I'm really careful.

Um....I THINK I'm supossed to be doing something Friday. I think with Devvy Chan...? I'll have to call her. Good thing I memorized her celly number. Saturday going swimming at Zaks. He said I should come over his house. It's also kinda rude to have him always come over to my house and me never go to his except once. Zak says his house is stupid and that he doesn't like it cuz it's small. I don't care if it's 'small', just because I live in a 'big' house doesn't mean I'm a snob. I actually like his house, it's very cozy. He's got a pool too! =)

Hmmmmm....gonna try and mess with the blog some more and then surf the web a bit.

We guys should start a chat room, getting kinda boring online now ya think?

Dad outta town till Sunday, woo!

Miss ya Rayy! Glad you're having fun!

Hellos to everyone else! =)

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Grrrrrrrrr

Does anyone know how to upload an image from my compter as a background? Anyone? I want this cool little background I made on paint to be it.



Ummm....lookin to change my blog layout and style soon, just need the background....very annoying that it's not coming up.



Work was busy. Last day basically because of golf tryoutts. If I make it, it means that any day that has to do with golf I can't do anything....meh....we better not have a lot of practice days... Zak is planning on taking me camping with him around the 14-16. I haven't been camping since girl scouts, and we slept in a cabin not a tent. I think it will be fun to sleep in a tent! I mean jeez, I sleep in the deck already.



Got Wendy's for lunch today- thought I'd treat myself ya know? It was farily easy in the warehouse, not much shipping to be done. Made some copies, talked to Doug (the UPS guy, member folks?), and stuff like that.



Tired. Still alittle sick from yesterday. Dad wanted to go golfing, I wanted to hit balls at the range because it was waaaaaay hot outside. He said is wasn't bad and loaded up the clubs, there wasn't any point in arguing. Well we both played shitty, and when we got home we were sick from...what? Was it the heat...? The heat that was the reason I wanted to go to the range and not actually play a game of golf?! The heat which my dad said wasn't that bad?!

Right. Moving on!

We all were supossed to go to the park today but suddenly the people who were coming couldn't make it. Come on people! So my mom sugested that we take Devvy Chan to see the Batman movie. Oh, and for you Twilight fans, you'll never guess what I finally saw.

http://us.imdb.com/title/tt1099212/

Yes, they have the movie trailers out and all that jazz. Check it ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut.

Now I must admit, the movie does look kinda lame, but what do you expect?

Oh, and release date for the 1st Max Ride movie is sometime in 2010.

Also, the Batman movie was EPIC. I wanna see it again. Maybeh I'll go with my Grammy and Uncle when they go to see it? I'll buy my own ticket.

Gosh I'm tired.

Might play alittle solitar and call Zak before heading off to bed. =)

ily.

Monday, July 28, 2008

No Time To Rest

ZOMG so I finally managed to keep busy ALL DAY during work! I was in the ware house after doing scanning and stuff. Oh, and we have a cause for a celebration! I finally sorted the last box of fastener! No more crazy eyes! Woo hoo!

Lunch was kinda fun today. We only got 2 calls this time (which is weird because everyone seems to call during lunch...) and everyone say around just talking and eating for the hour. We talked about school, crap in the paper, did a crossword puzzle, little things like that. It was fun.

Wanted to go with Devlyn to the park today but he gave me a lecture on how I wouldn't have enough time to hit golf balls, eat dinner, and then go to the park. Well, on the way BACK from hitting balls at the range (*sigh* GOLF BALLS PEOPLE) he goes "are you and dev still going to the park?" (remember this is after he yelled at me that I'm not going...) and I said no we were planning something for tomorrow. "why? you've got time."

-_-

My apologies Devvy Chan, I can't help my father's assholeness and idiocy.

Watched some more Who's Line. I think I forgot to mention that they finally came! Three days late, but at least they came I guess. They came Friday by the way.

Dev's party last night was a blast! Jess looks so different! She still sounds American, but her style of clothing is different. And Ed actually dress up, in like, white pants, a v-neck top, and well..ya know like a woman! I didn't recognize her! (no offense ed- you looked great by the way)

Bryan came and as soon as he stepped outta his car Zak charged at him and picked him up! XD

Wrestled around, ate pizza, and then walked all the way to Erin's to figure out that her mom was actually driving to Dev's. So we walked back, and met Erin in the drive way and hung around. It was fun. I forgot the football, but we're all crazy so it's not like it made a difference.

During the party Zak started not to feel good. I think it might have been the pizza? *shrugs* At the moment but he says he's better than last night.

Dad going outta town Thursday! Can't wait! Dad free! Dad free!

...*cough* ah hem.....

Well that's about it. =)

ily.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Family First

Yeah...that's what everybody says, but in most situations I'd put you guys first. Your more fun anyways...

Family reunion was boooooooring, Got car sick on the ride there and everyone was either way older than me or way younger than me so there was not really anyone to talk to. Couldn't go swimming because there are just some times during the months that us girls can't. The water slide wasn't there, and neither were the cows.

=(

So I sat around on the monkey bars and tried to work on some of my book and failed. Too noisy and stuff. Later on I played football catch with my dad. I threw some pretty good spirals and caught the ball each time it was thrown to me! Some of my cousins joined in too, and then my dad had to leave early to go drinking with some buddies and they took the ball. I followed them but they said they didn't want a GIRL playing with them. Assholes. So when one over threw the ball I caught it and threw it at the back of the one dude's head, which knocked him over, before leaving to grab my Ipod.

There was a corn field to the side of the house so I walked through it and sat in it for awhile. Nobody came looking for me, so obviously I wasn't missed. Had a burger but that was it. I wasn't feeling very hungry. We did the family photo and I got yelled at because I was standing too far back with the TALL people so they had me sit with the kiddies. Then I was to tall there so they yelled at me to sit in a chair, and then I was blocking someones face, and then I was standing too far outside the photo, and then when they finally put my ass somewhere they yelled at me for not smiling. I hate getting pics taken of me to begin with, let alone family photos....

Had a reverse raffle, which is like a raffle but when your name gets called you're out and you lost your chance to win the money. Turns out my cousin Todd's son won. Heh, he's only 1. The assholes that wouldn't let me play catch were pissed and glared at me when I laughed at them.

Drove the golf cart around. The brat child of the family, Kaitlyn, was driving around full speed doing doughnuts and sharp turns and when we changed seat behind the barn when I got to drive Aunt Jonie came screaming over and yelling at us for going too fast, and for the turns and when she asked who was diving Kaitlyn pointed to me and ran off. I told Auntie J that it was Kaitlyn driving and we changed seat behind the barn but she said that she saw ME driving and yelled at me.

I guess I'm the stupid, little, lying, girl of the family. Congrats to me.

On the way home we got ice cream. They didn't have sprinkles, and I ate like, two bites before giving it to JJ, still wasn't hungry.

Was freezing on the car ride home and still am. Wearing Zak's jacket but I'd like him to be hugging me more than the jacket right now. *sigh* Tomorrow he says he'll play football catch with me at Devvy Chan's party. Everyone who comes can play, I'll bring the football. Wonder who all is coming.

I know Sami can't come, and Rayy is out of town. Peaches has work and is at her cousins house so that probably means that Ryan isn't going to come either since they never seem to be able to go anywhere without each other to hang on.

Hope Jess can't make it to her own party! It'd be kinda funny that she'd miss it. I wonder if she has an accent!

Gonna call Zak now.

ily.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Lots Ta Post

So brought my trophy to work yesterday. Greg and Debbie were all excited and were congratulating me, Kris said congrats too, but there was this sound in his voice that made it seem like he was really saying "Congrats, now don't fuck up at work today." Also, when my Dad came out to tell everyone he wanted information on everyone's biggest accounts Kris sarcastically said: "Well I sleep at my desk, so I wouldn't know what's going on." I dunno if anybody else noticed it, but I knew that comment was directed at someone specific in the room. Dunno who though, I hope it's not me.....

Yeah...

Doug is back from his vacation! I missed him so much! He's my favorite UPS guy! =)

It was cold Wednesday too, which kind of annoyed me because the day I wear a pair of jeans to work it's the hottest day in the ware house and the day it's cold in the ware house I'm wearing shorts. Oh well, it was nice that it was cold though. When I was sorting parts today (there's only a few more boxes left now, yay!) this truck driver named Jareth (weird name, but also kinda cool I think!) well he comes in and he looks like this 80 year old man because you could see like, every bone in his body, even through his shirt, and when he pulled the door to the truck down he had to sit and rest for about 2 minutes because he tired out easily. Larry told me he was anorexic.

Dad said since it seems like I have nothing to do on Monday's I'm going to work on another day instead, probably Thursday. I can't help that I have nothing to do.....

Golfed this morning and then went to Devvy Chans! We walked around the block a few times, came home, painted nails, talked about girl stuff, ate pizza, played with her dog Gizmoe (I call her Gizzymoe-moe), watched some TV, walked the block, and then met up with Erin! I haven't seen her since the last day of school, and she finally got to see my hair! It was nice. Went home and watered the plants. I found a dead baby birdie on the sidewalk to the front door. =( I buried it in the mulch and made it so it would be looking up at the sky.

Golfing AGAIN tomorrow. Dad set up a lesson with Ross even though I told him 5 fucking times Zak was coming over tomorrow. He yelled at me and said golf was more important that my boyfriend and told me to have him come later.

Asshole. I can't wait for him to go out of town for a week next week....

Found a funny pic in the news's paper comics so I cut it out. It shows a baby crossing it's arms going "ha. Bring it." =D

ily.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

You Just Lost The Game...

...And I won the game! FIRST PLACE IN THE CHAMPS BABY WHOOO!!! I kicked all the guys asses and I even had to play with the AHSP!!!! O.o It. Was. Epic.

I'm so happy lol.

Had my favorite chicken for dinner! Lemon peppered chicken with some more of the awesome corn mmmmmmm....*drools* So....so good....

Went online for awhile, was on and off because I had a headache, and then talked to Zak before taking a shower. Now I'm here.

Work tomorrow and then golfing after.

Thursday going over to Devvy Chan's for the day.

Friday Zak coming over

Saturday family reunion. It's gonna be at my cousin's house, which is actually awesome. Why? Well she has a pool that's like 20 feet deep, and lives on this huge plot of farm land. Also, there a freaking cows across her street!! I see them every time I go there. =)

Sunday golfing and Dev said something about a partay? For Jessica coming over I'm guessing?

Oh guys guess what I found, the R.J. 2.0!! Heh, haven't seen this in awhile. I'm gonna look through it sometime. Take a walk down memory lane. =p

Well that's about it. Finished To Kill A Mocking Bird, so now all I have to do is clean my room and stuff.

ily.

Monday, July 21, 2008

zzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz

Hardly got any sleep the past few weeks and you know what they say, you never can catch up with lost sleep.

So lets see what's been up...

6:30 to get up for work, self confidence level's decresing, dad yelled at me about buying a pair of gogo boots from ed that he say's i'll never wear (which I will), Kris yelled at me about scaning, Debbie yelled at me for having nothing to do (well sorry that you couldn't give me something to do...), John yelled at me for not bringing out hard copies, it was hot as hell in the warehouse and I was wearing jeans because I thought I was gonna spend most of my Monday up in the offices where they pump AC in there like crazy, the stupid tape wouldn't stick to the boxes which got my mood even worse, and my mom yelled at me because for dinner I said I was only eating an ear of corn and a pork chop and she says that isn't enough...

Actually for dinner I ended up eating half the pork chop and 2 ear's of corn. The corn was so good....

Went upstairs and fell right to sleep around 7 and woke up around 8:30ish to give Ed her money for the gogo boots. Watched part of House, and now I'm just here to blog quickly before going to bed.

Why am I forcing myself to sleep and maybe poping a few pills to help?

Well 1 I would like to sleep fully for whatever time I can and 2 I have to be at my golf league at 8:30 in the freaking morning for our champs. Great. Then I have work tomorrow to so I should really just give up sleeping right now if the drugs don't help.

Dev is gonna lend me her black nail polish, I'm gonna wear it to try and stop biting my nails.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nail_biting

She wikied it for me, didn't help but there could have been something there I guess. Dev says I need to be determind, but I really don't care, I'm just gonna see if this helps and if it doesn't then screw it, I'll bite my nails to the day I die I guess.

Dad says that one of my boyfriends is gonna dump me because of how ugly my nails look. Well fuck him and fuck them, the obviousely must not be very good boyfriends to dump me for such a stupid reason. >=/

Had no spelling errors in my blog postie, yippiee I guess...first time this has happened. Spelling improved ya think?

bad mood. bleh. blah. and I don't want any hugs.

have a pounding headache....uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh!!!!

good. night.

ily.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

An adventuuure, we're going on an adventuuuuure!!

Slept in until 12 today! It was awesome!!! Wonder what my dad is on to let me sleep in that late....i mean I don't care he can keep on doing it, it's just maybe...he can share- no just kidding people.

Sp spent the day reading half of To Kill A Mocking Bird and trying to answer at least some of the questions. After that spent the day trying to avoid reading the other half until tomorrow and was successful in doing so.

I took Hammy on an adventuuuuure! Hammy went...OUTSIDE O.O He was really scared at first so I had him sit on my lap on the deck and then he started to walk around. He seemed to like the blimp when it came over, it was funny to watch him try and follow it in the sky. Then we went inside and I texted Dev and stuff for the day.

Oh, we finally went hiking and explored those rocks by the walking path that we said we had to explore for about...maybeh....5 years now? It lasted all of maybe 10 minutes and then we went home lol. Work tomorrow, I'll bring To Kill A Mocking Bird.

Rayy is there any chance I could borrow A Raisin In The Sun when you're done with it?

ily.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

School sucks PERIOD.

I am so not looking forward to school right now. Here's why:

1. It starts and 7:20 in the morning.

-Which is stupid because now I have to get up around 5:30, and the people who already had to do that now need to get up around 4:30 (like devlyn). Which is friggin ridiculous.

2. Homework

-Although they've already given it to us already because they think that for the kids who have a job, a sport, and a life need to waste their time on summer reading with the most stupidest questions that even a straight A+, lawyer, pretty much English major, high IQ MOM needs to scratch her head and think hard about.

3. Stress

-I won't be working, but I'll have homework, golf, more golf, and less sleep. Also, as we all know (at least I think we do...?) that for me stress seems to equal depression, and depression equals...well lets not get into that again.

4. Richie Miller

-Need I say more?

5. Nordonia

-Let's face it, we kinda suck. I mean we can't even get support to get a better football/soccer/whatever the hell else they use it field and bleachers. Which, those bleachers, they were old when my UNCLE went there, and he's 43 now I think. Also, most of the kids are sluts and or druggies, and we get into HOW MANY school fights a day where we need a cop to prowl around our parking lot?

I think that's it....

Bleh.

It was hot today. Worked, well...attempted to work, on the summer reading questions for To Kill A Mocking Bird. Sadly, even thought the book and the movie are similar, you need to read the book. So, while my dad, his buddy Mr. Grason, and I went golfing and stuff my mom decided to read it. Heh...I find that kinda funny. Anyways, she'll be a biiiiig help now. Big thanks to mommy.

*megaclapsmommy*

Hmmmmm....haven't really talked to Zak in like, maybe 2-3 days. I should call him...but it's late, I'll call him tomorrow I guess. =/ Sorry Zak!

Worked a wee bit on my book...need to get my ass in gear for that (as I've said how many times before? ...heh...).

Dev, Rayy, and Ellie all say they're going to be interior designers when they grow up and stuff. I dunno what the hell I wanna be, besides a writer, so I guess I'm going to be the 'go where the wind takes me' kinda girl. =p

ily.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Ho Ho, Steameeeh

Okay, so I forced myself outta bed around 10:30ish this morning. Turns out I stayed up half the night last night (try until like 4:30 in the morning) because I was afraid to leave my mom alone. My dad slept in the guest room, which is the room all the way at the end of the hallway upstairs. I wished he would have slept on the couch (like my mom has had to because he snores so fucking loud when he drinks that I can even hear him from my bedroom...-_-). I mean, what if my mom needed to go to the ER and when she called us we couldn't hear?? So I sat at the top of the stairs with my pillow, curled in a ball. Hammy came up later and sat next to me, so at least I had some company I guess.

Mom fell asleep, and I didn't wanna be grumpy at Dev's, so I decided to go back into my room, my back was killing me from being in a ball for hours anyways. I get most of my sleep in the morning, from 5-10ish, so I'm sorta kinda well rested....

Attempted to clean my room and then packed some things to go to Dev's. I brought her 4 Campbell's Chicken Noodle Soup cans because I know how much she likes them, and come Chewy Bars. I know how she's trying to lose weight, and they're only 90 calories. They seem to give me a little energy boost too, so I brought some over to try (these were chocolate cherry ones) and she liked them, so I gave her the rest in the box. Mom got me some chocolate, and smores one's Devvy Chan, so don't worry I have breakfast.

Watched the movie To Kill A Mocking Bird. I thought it was pretty good, and it was in black and white, and I like black and white movies. I've gotta say, for those who watched the movie A Separate Piece, the acting, effects, and just plain movie was a hell of a lot better even though it was in black and white.

I'm gonna look at the question's again, I think you can answer at least some of them. Otherwise, I wanna read the book since I liked the movie.

Devvy Chan and I were gonna walk today, but it was tooooooooooo hot (notice the title), so we watched the movie Stick It (which was good) and Bring It On (which, well I dunno I didn't really like, I'm not one for cheerleaders). I played with her dog, and went home around 7 with my mom to water plants and watch The Ruins. Zak said it sucked, but Mom and I liked it. She said the ending in the book was different from the ending in the movie though.

It was weird while watching the movie. Well, when we had to pause it so mom could get more yogurt. She suddenly started going off on how proud of me she was, and how she was so sorry about her getting sick a lot, and started crying, saying that she was selfish she had children, and how much she loved me. I got really scared because she kinda sounded....well suicidal. Not that she would kill herself, just that it the way she was saying all this sounded like she was gonna...die soon. Like she knew her time was short. I dunno if my mom is gonna make it to my graduation, and I always feel guilty for wanting her to live more. She's always in so much pain. I don't think any of you see it, but she's in a lot of pain, and she has been ever since she was a kid. I mean, her back molars are cracked from grinding them down so much in pain....and all the meds and shots she has to take and get. She shouldn't deserve to live like that. Nobody should.

My laptop can't seem to find the wireless Internet connection I've been using for the past two days. I'm hoping that if I connect it downstairs, and then restart it might help. If not then this will defiantly suck.

I heard it was gonna be even hotter tomorrow, and dad want's me to golf. Of course he does, on the day where it's gonna be above 90. Well fuck that, I'm not getting my sleep deprived ass outta bed at 7 in the morning to practice for his dream (for those of you that don't know, it's making the team...). I'll go to the range tomorrow, but I'm not gonna golf when the weather is in the 90's unless I have to. Our cleaning lady is coming over tomorrow anyways, so mom will have to take me in the afternoon (when it will be hotter than hell out) to the range. But hey, I'd rather do that then get up early and golf.

Going to see the movie Wanted tomorrow with my Mom, JJ, Grammy, and Uncle Scott. He got a new Jeep Wrangler, so I finally get to see it and ride in it! *squeals* I'm so excited!! I like those types of cars. Well, gonna go to bed, and if I can't sleep, I'll attempt and my summer reading book.

Oh yeah, got my first pay check yesterday!!! It's so cool!

ily.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Omg, omg, omg, omg, HEART ATTACK

Golfed well on Tuesday, shot a 51. Dad made a key point that when I golf at Shawniee I hit at the guys tee's, so if i hit at the girls tee's my score is probably in the high fourties most of the time.

Swamped at work today in the warehouse. FIVE trucks came in today, the day of all days. Larry said 5 trucks have never come before. Well, it came the day there was really only one guy working in the ware house. I tried to pull orders as best as I could (taking the packing slip with the order and getting the parts for it) but I didn't know where the rivets and stuff like that were, so once Larry got caught up with what he was working on we got to those. The skid with all the boxes that were going out UPS was filled to the max.

Got home, and started reading a Dear America book about the Salem witch trials. I couldn't get through it, and it's Devvy Chan's book I borrowed on the last day of school, so I'll give it back to her tomorrow.

Now, here's where the title of the postie comes in to play.

So dad went to go on a bike ride around 7 to ride the high tension wires in the back of our house (that bridge that goes over Vally View is where he would start off). I went upstairs to get my stuff ready for Dev's tomorrow so I didn't forget anything, so I didn't know if he left by car or just rode from our house to the bridge.

I watch some TV, and bring my mom ice packs because the migraine is really hitting her hard. Another load of shit she has to deal with along with her now dead nerve in her arm- which the doc said will never heal- her bad leg from all the injections and stuff she needs to take, a pacemaker- thing to keep her heartbeat normal and stuff like that, if you've noticed the scar near her coller bone- and just plain life in general.

Well I go to look around for dad around 8 because I wanna tell him I'm going golfing on Friday whether he likes it or not. That's all I need is to race around tomorrow. Anyways, I check the basement, not there. Check the barn, not there. Both car's are there, so I could assume that he just took his bike, but there are tire tracks in the grass, but they were there when I got home from work. So I thought he was on his bike trip and went upstairs and then back down to watch TV.

10:00 at night, he still isn't home.

I called around, asked if my dad was anywhere, because maybe he rode over to a buddy of his. Not there. Called his cell 19 times, left 3 messages, no answer. I checked around the house for his phone and listened for it in the garage, but I couldn't hear it. So this is what the situation seems to be:

Dad hasn't come back from his bike ride, which he started 3 hours ago and should have been home, he has his cell phone and is not answering it, he didn't take the car, it's pitch black out, mom is sick and it looks like tonight she'll be going to the ER where they can fuck up her other arm, and my Uncle Scott is out of town.

There is the omg's in the title.

So I call my Grandma, and I go outside to let in the dog and tell her what's up. She say's she'll come over, and as soon as I hang up the phone some dude just walks into the garage (heart attack part in the title). Well I let the dog off her leash and was about to dial the second 1 in 911 when I hear "Shaners! Hey girl."

.................................

It's dad.

He said that he decided to go to bike night at Quaker Steak instead....and his cell phone was in the car. I looked, and turns out it was buried in the arm rest on vibrate. That's why I couldn't hear it.

Mom is still sounding pretty bad, sometimes she'll go to the ER at 3 in the morning. So I dunno. Waiting again. I hope she is okay for tomorrow. Dad will be at work and JJ at summer school until 11:15. I would feel better if she wasn't left home alone.

*sigh*

ily.

Monday, July 14, 2008

Bitch Please

John was off work today, and of course it was a busy Monday in the warehouse. I guess luck came with the nice weather so it wasn't as hot as hell in there. Go Mama Joe's pizza, which is really good. I only ate 1 slice though.

I've noticed that I haven't been eating a lot lately. I'll eat a Chewy Bar for breakfast, if I eat that at all, and then a little lunch- something up to a small slice of pizza's worth- then like, no dinner. I forced half a steak down but that was it. I only weigh 90, and I need to put the pony ties up further on my arm because my wrists have gotten thinner... I mean, I WANT to eat, but I get too full too quickly. That's not anorexia is it? Meh I'll Google it later I guess.

So anyways I had to go to Areils burday party which was really her family and then me. Really the only family that came was her cousins, which it the main reason for the blog title. Mkays, so there was little Sarah (7), the Bitch (whos real name begins with an M but I don't bother to remember and is 14), and another guy who's going into our HS as freshman and who's name I never caught.

So we go outside in the backyard to hit, and play softball (mind you I'm wearing a skirt) and I haven't played in 3 years so I wasn't all that eager to join in.

areil: come on ash plaaaaaay
me: i dunno, i haven't played in awhile
bitch: heh, I bet you suck more than Sarah

So I took areils glove and played 2nd. Lemme tell you, this bitch was on a team, she couldn't hit worth shit. And every time her cute little sister just wanted her to throw the ball so she could catch it she'd never do it. Then it was my turn to bat and she moved up closer (which for those you you who don't play is an insult) and I told her she better back up I might hit her, and she said I probably would miss anyways, so I said like you? She got red in the face, areil pitched the ball, I hit her in the stomach, yelled SCORE, and then ran around the bases. Then (now remember she's FOURTEEN) she sat on the ground and yelled to her daddy. Daddy said to toughen up, and she got even more pissed.

Points for me.

Then she was a total bitch the rest of the time. She called to her daddy some more because I picked up her baseball bat to move it, and called everyone names and whipped a ball at my head 5 times. I caught all of them, but if it weren't for her yelling "think fast!" I would have been in the ER. Gosh and the way she talked too....very bitchy.

I survived though I guess. Got golf tomorrow. I'm kinda tired but as you all know I'm gonna stay up late anyways.

ily.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Da dada da da daaaaaaa

I was my burday yesterday! Thanks to all you guys who wished me happy burday =)

My brother got me a talking birthday card with Hoops and Yoyo (Google them, they're Hallmark card characters) and he bought me the cuttest earrings! He was so excited I wore them to lunch, it was so sweet. Then, my mom and dad (and Shannon and Hammy cuz their name's were in the card too) got me a burday card and it sung that bow wow wow yippee oh yippee yay song, which I like so that was cool.

Mom said my 'Who's Line Is It Anyway?' present should be coming in the mail by Monday, so I'll have something to look forward to after work!

Went to Apple Bee's for lunch, they gave me a balloon! ^-^ Also, I saw Daniel B. from our class. She's like, the nicest popular girl I've ever met, she's such a sweetheart. It looked like a hurricane was going on outside while we were eating too, it was pretty cool. After that I hung around my house, nearly beat JJ in Brawl, and spent time on the computer. Zak came over and picked me up so we could see Get Smart. We went home and then spent time....watching TV. Predator was on! Damn I love those dread locks. =p

My mom gave Zak $20 for helping out with the party. He really didn't want to accept it, but my mom made him. Then he said my handwriting was bad because I had to write the Thank You card for my mom. I yelled at him and told him that I wrote it at 6:00 in the morning before work.

Speaking of mornings, did you hear that school starts at freaking 7:20 in the morning?? That means I'll have to wake in in the 5:00 hour!!! And, for kids that already do, maybe ever 4:00 for them!! What the flipping fudge dude?! I mean, I thought there was a law saying that us kiddies can't wait for our buses and the buses can't pick us up before day break. And I mean, I get up for my JOB, where I actually make MONEY instead of sitting my ass in a classroom NOT making money, later than when I have to wake up for school now. Stupid.

*sigh* today was areil's burday so being such a good person I called her as soon as I got up *cough* cuz I knew that she'd be at church *cough* and sang happy burday to her on her answering machine. She then called and invited me to her burday party tomorrow, and I though 'hellz yes I have work!' but the party starts at 6:00. -_-

So tomorrow I'll have to get her a card and a present. She wanted me to sleep over, but I have golf so at least there's that.

John is gonna be off all week this week =( so that means it'll be me and Larry in the warehouse. I like Larry, but I like John just a wee bit better. Tomorrow I get my free burday lunch though! I'm thinking pizza.

Well I think that's it. Have fun in Chicago Rayy!! Hope your phone and TV get's fixed!

Devvy chan I dunno about walking in that creek water fall thing cuz now I think our family reunion is then...=(

I used to love going to them, but now it's just annoying...

Oh well, we'll see how everything goes.

ily.

Friday, July 11, 2008

Oh On The Laaaaaazy Riveeeeeeeer

Mkays, haven't posted in the last few days. Let's see.

Yesterday my dad and I went golfing with my grandpa and Glen Eagle golf course. It's a nice course I guess, just a few minor problems. For example they must have fertilized the greens with something, because there was this smell every time I went up to putt that gave me the biggest headache and nausea, and, there were too many 'dog leg' holes. I hate those...so much...

But I got three par's, and I think it was one of the best day's in my grandpa's life. I could tell it was important to him, so at least I made him happy. It's days like that I spend with him that make me wish that my mom's dad was alive. He passed away when I was in 1st grade, so I never really got to know him. I remember days though when I was little and in my grandma's old house. Grandpa would be sitting in his wheel chair (he had some type of cancer and lost his ability to walk at age 17) and I would be sitting on the floor near the kitchen table with my grandma's money jar organizing all the pennies in one pile and dimes in another, and so on and so forth, and he'd try his best to explain to me how to count everything so we could try and total it. He would give me a dollar each time we counted though! ^-^

Anyways after that I went home, spent 2 hours reading more of The Host and then cu the grass in the backyard. (When my dad's friend Gary came over he said that my dad cut the back nicer than the front and I looked at him and said that I cut the grass in the back and that my DAD cut the grass in the front yard.) I talked to Devlyn online after that, she's like, finally on now because she has a computer, yayz!

Today we took Pioneer Water Park with us! We spent most of our time on the lazy river and such. I spent the day at her house too! We went into random chat rooms and laughed our heads off at all the questions these horny guys were asking us (yes, horny). Mostly about our 'package' I'll say. We didn't answer them though, so don't worry guys. Watched a few minutes of TV then I tried on and borrowed an outfit from her to wear to Apple Bee's for my b-day lunch tomorrow, and on my date with Zak!

It's a short, plaid skirt with a chain, and a black shirt with a red tank top underneath. I think it looks cute. ^-^

Wonder what's gonna happen tomorrow! I'm so excited, and I can't believe I made it to 15!! =D

ily.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Pwnage, Storms, and Endings.

Slept in until 12 today.

Golf I did some major pwnage. Here's how it went:

So I was grouped with Patrick (who I think I called Paul in an earlier post...sorries), his brother Kyle, and the asshole sexist pig Frankie. We'll call him the AHSP for short. So, on the second hole he turns to Kyle and goes "Why does the CHICK (not girl, but CHICK) always hit from OUR tee's? It's not like she can hit far."

I hit the ball and made the green and he didn't make it halfway up the fairway. Pwnage 1.

Then on the third hole Kyle hits a bad shot short and into the pond. AHSP looks straight at me and says "Jeez Kyle, I think you need to stop hitting like a CHICK and you'll do better." Well that set me off. I hit my ball nice, in the middle of the fairway, long. AHSP goes up and hit his ball even shorter than Kyles and into the lake. When he was walking to his clubs I looked right at him and went "I think he needs to stop hitting like YOU." He got pissed and left our group to play with the other three-some. Pwnage 2,

I win ha ha ha.

After that JJ got me food because he's so nice, and then we went home and my mom and me watched the storm roll it. It was really windy and cool and we got to see the lightning crash down in our back field. It even hailed and stuff. Hammy tried to catch it from the window.

Spent the rest of my time up in my room. Where basically the last of my day happened.

So ya know that last post about Ryan and the ear thing and how Zak was going to call him and stuff? Well, Zak called him today and while in the middle of saying he was sorry and that it was an accident Ryan got pissed and hung up on him. After a long while Ryan logged on at some point- I didn't hear the door opening sound when he did- so when I noticed he was on I said hellos and then asked him to talk to Zak because I didn't want the fight between then to last. He went on ranting about how he said that Zak was telling him that it was his fault (god forbid anything is) and started calling Zak and asshole and stuff like that. I told him that he was over reacting a bit, and that in my point of view it was both of there faults (Zak shouldn't have been stupid to put the antenna there, and Ryan shouldn't have been stupid to let him) and he started cussing at me and told me to fuck off. I decided then that I was done with his crap, called him an asshole and then exited out of his IM.

Now out of all this and previous fights I think you all have learned that Ryan is always right, knows everything, is the king, and that nothing is ever his fault. Well I'm tired of it and I'm done dealing with him. He's lost another friend for good this time. I hope is ear gets better, but I'm done with him. I'm sorry I called him an ass, but I'm done.

The end.

I've got work tomorrow, but Thursday I'm off. Dad is going to take me to Glen Eagle to play golf. He said it's Twinsburg's course and that its nice. But lets be honest, any of Nordonia's home turf for any sport just sucks. The track, football/soccer/anything else they use it for field, golf course, gym, sucks. Even the stands and locker rooms suck. That's Nordonia for you.

Wonder what I'll do to try and keep myself from sorting boxes tomorrow.

Also, some bad news. The docter told my mom today that the nerve damage in her hand in permadent...my mom isn't going to give up yet though, she's going to a specail doctor that only does hands. I know how much it hurts her for her hand to be like this. She feels usless...and the situation is just sad to begin with. I really hope the hand doc can fix it...=(

Eeeek I should get to bed.

ily.

Monday, July 7, 2008

Calm

It's really late right now, almost midnight. I'm laying in my bed with my laptop next to me listening to Melvin and cuddling in Zak's jacket. It's so big, I love it.

I'm feeling pretty good right now, calmed, humble, at peace. I haven't felt like this in awhile, it feels really nice. I miss this feeling, it won't last long that's for sure.

Today was a slow day at work. I spent most of my time up in the offices organizing papers because I didn't want to sort parts in the warehouse and go crazy. My aunt was back, she's sad, really sad, but she doesn't show it. I can see it in her eyes though. It doesn't help that a lot of people keep asking her about her brother. But, life must go on- as much as you want it to stop.

Larry noticed my Death Note bag and pointed at the skull and jokingly asked if I had a hidden dark side to me. I replied "Hi, I'm Ashley. My favorite colors are red and black. I'm into Vampires, Werewolf's, Reapers, and like long walks through grave yards."

I wonder if he knew I was being serious.

Got home from work and went upstairs and spent the rest of the day locked away in my bedroom. Ryan IMed me saying that he wanted to punch Zak in the face and stuff. Ya see, in the car ride on the way home from Dev's party, the radio antenna broke and Zak was 'probing' Ryan when the car shook and it went into his ear. It was bleeding a little and of course it hurt.

Well Ryan said that it hurt to lay on it, hear anything above a whisper, that he couldn't go swimming and that he thought it was infected. He also said he had poison ivy.

Zak said he had some too. I wonder where they both got it, it had to be at Dev's party, but wouldn't we have all gotten it too?

Anyways, Ryan said that if he went to the doc's that Zak was going to pay for the visit, which is more reasonable that punching him in the face, and also said that he thinks he punctured his ear drum and stuff. Zak called my celly a few minutes later and I told him this and he said that something like that had happened to him when he was younger and that he just used ear drops.

I IMed Ryan this and he said that the ear drops wouldn't help because they would go down his ear and to his throat and that if I knew ANYTHING about ear drums I wouldn't need to tell him such a stupid idea.

Well one, read the above of what he said (your throat...?) two, Zak told me if his ear drum was punctured that he wouldn't be able to hear anything (which sounds logical) three, Zak's mom is a nurse (so I'm sure the ear drops might work), and four, Ryan didn't need to basically call me a moron when I was only trying to save him a visit to the docs, his hearing, Zak money, and apologized on Zak's behalf and wished his hear would get better numerous times.

I was planning on asking for an apology, but he'll most likely just come up with some messed up excuse making it seem like it's not his fault, and that I'm wrong and he's right and that I should be the one apologizing for suggesting such a stupid and childish idea. Wow does this sure in hell sound familiar. Could it possibly be what he's doing with Rayy?? Zonkies.

Zak said that he would call Ryan tomorrow or something and stuff. Hopefully nothing really bad happened to his ear.

Talked to Erin for the first time in AGES! We talked about baseball and stuff and then I watched Death Note 3 L Change The World. It's really just what happened during the 23 days once he put his name in the death note. It was boring at first, but it got pretty interesting after the first quarter. The ending was nice, sad, and happy. That's a damn good ending if you ask me.

Zak called again but I was too tired so I said good night after about 10 minutes. I shut my eyes for about five minutes and now I'm awake. I feel kinda guilty now...sorry Zak!

Birthday coming up. Zak said he's taking me to a movie. We're going on the 11th though because on the 12th I'm doing stuff with family. Going to Geagua Lake water park Friday too, Devvy Chan my dad says I can take you. You must come! If it's dad's weekend tell him you're being active! =p

I forgot to put in my blog yesterday that while biking I saw Andy and his family! I didn't think my dad wanted to stop, so I yelled his name and waved but he didn't hear me.

Well that's pretty much it I guess. I should try and get to sleep, I've got golf tomorrow. My game hasn't been that thrilling either. Well, at least that's what I think, my dad says that I've been doing good. *shrugs*

I think I got this shift key thing down now.

ily.

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Lots To Post

Mkays lets start on Friday.

Woke up around 9:30 and my brother, dad, and I went golfing and Shawniees Par 3. I did pretty good I guess, shot a 43. I almost got a hole in one too! On the way home we picked up Zak and he helped fill water balloons. Well, actually at first we kinda just soaked each other...and THEN we filled them up, and continued to soak each other. Zak found a little frog while we were doing it and he tried to put it down my shirt! Heh, he didn't make it though.

We then helped my mom decorate the deck and get some chairs set up and stuff before going down the basement for a few hours. We watched a few episodes of That 70's Show. I've never watched it till then and I like it.

Ate burgers for dinner and then cooked the food for the party. Dev came early and helped out too and then the rest of the people came too. We all ran around and had fun and then Zaks dad and little sister Maddy came over to watch the fireworks.

My parents said that next year is probably going to be the last year we do the party until maybe the 4th lands on a weekend or something because the police always come on the 3rd and we're afraid he's going to get arrested now. It'll be our 20 year anniversary for it though!

Dev slept over and we stayed up until like 2-3 in the morning talking about stuff. Woke up around 9:45 and then picked up Ryan, Zak, and Rayy to go to her uncle's party. It was pretty fun, we played badminton and then spent most of our time in the living room and Rayy, Ed, and I fell asleep. I fell asleep on Zak and I must say he's comfy. =)

Then we all got dropped off, and Zak came over to my house and we watched Cloverfeild until he had to go home around 11.

Today my dad let me sleep in until 12!!! I was like scared that he died, he never lets me sleep in that late! We went on a 10 mile bike ride, and then I got to ride on a train to Rockside! I haven't been on a train in like five years, it was fun! After we got off we rode our bikes about 3 more miles and then I got home and got to drive the car in the development down our street! It was fun!

Had dinner, then went out to hit balls (golf balls). Now I'm here and really tired so I'm gonna go to bed now. Night.

ily.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Tat

So, i'm really corny, ya know? Huh, do ya KNOW?? O.O


Well, anyways, as you all know- at least I think- I have a thing for vampires. Anything vampuric I like. From like, sharp teeth, kisses on the neck, pale skin, to just even the very mention of the name vampire. I also like the Japanese language and symbols. I think it's pretty. So, this is why in my cornyness I wrote 'Vampire' with black permanent marker in Japanese symbols on my left wrist. =)


mhm, i know, wow. shut up, i like it.

Anyways, when i went to work this morning Kris was like: O.O "OMG...ASH, YOU LIKE, IS THAT- OMG, IS THAT A TATTOO?!" and then Greg was like: "WHOA DID I HEAR RIGHT?? HOLY SHIT IS IT??" O.O



i was like: "no....its in permanent marker...does it look that real?"
"Yeah"
"Cool"


=p

so that got me thinking, when i'm older i might like it as a tat on my wrist one day!


Wonder what my dad will think about the idea. (For the slow-witted that was sarcasm.)









that's what it looks like and what i copied from the net.





Although i must say, i think Grim Reaper looks prettier...







What do you think?



=) =P

I'm doing better at the right shift key thing, I think I'm pretty much used to it now.

Off work tomorrow, I'm going with my mom to lunch for my grammy's sister because my aunt bev is coming and my mom can't stand her, so I'm not gonna leave her alone. And then after that i'm going golfing and stuff. I should be on in the late evening maybe.

Heh...I keep looking at my wrist and thinking in my head: 'ooooh yeeeah'.

Wonder what all the old ladies are gonna say when they see it! XD

Well, that's about it for now! =)

ily.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Addicted

Okay so I'm like, addicted to Death Note now. I love it sooooooo much! =D

The live action though, not the anime, which I'm going to watch if i can find a web site that has it since crunchyroll.com won't let you.

I watched Death Note The Last Name, which is the 2nd one. It was too good, and there were so many unexpected turns and twists. I love movies like those.

I found out that they had Death Note at Wal Mart, and Zak said he might get me if for my birthday, either that or a gift card so i can get it myself, which is fine too, either way it's a great present! =)

Faked sick so I could stay home all day today. I just didn't wanna go to golf today, I wanna relax this week. Was home alone all day since dad was at work, jj at golf, and mom at the doc's getting some test thing done on her arm.

Her arm has gotten worse, her fingers have curled and she can't open them. My mom is so upset, she feels useless. I really hope it gets better, her arm has been bothering me more than it has her I bet.

OMG I NEARLY BEAT JJ IN BRAWL!!! I only needed to kill him one more tiiiiiime!!! But I accidentally pressed the wrong button to make Pit fly and I lost....=(

So I went upstairs and watched Death Note 2.

JJ and my dad went to ice cream, I asked if they could at least get me something and my dad just looked at me and went: "no, you didn't golf today, you don't get ice cream" and drove off.

Gee, thanks dad. Sorry my life wasn't centered around golf or work today like you wanted because I mean come on, social lives are over rated and it's not like if I didn't have my friends to talk to I wouldn't get depressed or anything like that....

Downloaded "Dani California" by Red Hot Chili Peppers. It was the opening song to Death Note 2, and I'm also addicted to it too. I keep playing it over and over again. =D

My left shift key broke off, so I'm training myself on using the right one. I'm actually learning really fast, which is good because my typing speed hasn't really dropped at all, at least as far as I know.

Chappie 4 of my book is finished, I just need to edit it, and get it out to you people. I'll try and do that tomorrow if I can.

Well that's all for now.

Remember, party info on the side if you need it- except my address, you'll have to ask me for that.

ily.