Mom is coming home from the hospital even though they wanted her to stay. She has to go back to the hospital to get an ultra sound on her heart tomorrow.
Now I'm just waiting for her to come home.
ily.
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Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts
Monday, November 2, 2009
I Promised Myself
A little bit ago, not to use my blog to voice my 'issues' anymore and to try and only write about the happier things in my day.
But of course promises are meant to be broken, at least a little bit. I guess my excuse is this post is really for a update and so I don't have to keep typing the same thing via IM over and over and over again.
However there is going to be some humor seeing as it's dealing with my Mother. =p
So I get home from the bus to find my Mother sitting on the couch completely out of breath and grabbing her chest. When I asked her what was wrong she said that her heart was beating very fast and that she could hardly breath.
I told her that she was either gonna call the ER or I was gonna take her there myself and ya know what she said?
"Okay that's a good idea I'll go. BUT WAIT JUDGE JUDY IS ALMOST OVER!!"
That's, what I like to say 'So Saundra'. =p
I took her to the ER and they stuck the leads onto her. Her heart rate was around 101-90 which was high for her but it wasn't too bad. It began to drop and got back down to what her pacemaker was set to which was around 74-80 (her pacemaker is set for 74).
They took blood to do some tests and also took an x-ray of her chest.
After being there for about an hour or so Mom started talking to the old lady next to us named Stella. She told us the story of why she was here and about her rescue dogs. She was really nice. =)
Dad came and was really worried naturally and annoyed that we didn't call him, but we told him it was because we weren't sure if it was serious and that he also had stuff with his mother to deal with too.
I went home to feed the dog and cat and took JJ to Wendy's. After that I did the rest of the laundry and then watched 101 Dalmatians with JJ. Dad came home with the news that "Mom is being taken to the closest South Point hospital because they want to check if she has a blood clot in her lung because the machine they have at the ER here could cause her pacemaker to stop."
Apparently there was a high level of something in her blood that suggested she could have one. Dad wasn't very good on the specifics, although I don't expect him to really be.
A lot of people have been calling the house, and I've been trying to give them all the info I could. I've called my Dad and left a message so I'll blog some more when I get the info about her at the other hospital.
Cross your fingers guys.
ily.
But of course promises are meant to be broken, at least a little bit. I guess my excuse is this post is really for a update and so I don't have to keep typing the same thing via IM over and over and over again.
However there is going to be some humor seeing as it's dealing with my Mother. =p
So I get home from the bus to find my Mother sitting on the couch completely out of breath and grabbing her chest. When I asked her what was wrong she said that her heart was beating very fast and that she could hardly breath.
I told her that she was either gonna call the ER or I was gonna take her there myself and ya know what she said?
"Okay that's a good idea I'll go. BUT WAIT JUDGE JUDY IS ALMOST OVER!!"
That's, what I like to say 'So Saundra'. =p
I took her to the ER and they stuck the leads onto her. Her heart rate was around 101-90 which was high for her but it wasn't too bad. It began to drop and got back down to what her pacemaker was set to which was around 74-80 (her pacemaker is set for 74).
They took blood to do some tests and also took an x-ray of her chest.
After being there for about an hour or so Mom started talking to the old lady next to us named Stella. She told us the story of why she was here and about her rescue dogs. She was really nice. =)
Dad came and was really worried naturally and annoyed that we didn't call him, but we told him it was because we weren't sure if it was serious and that he also had stuff with his mother to deal with too.
I went home to feed the dog and cat and took JJ to Wendy's. After that I did the rest of the laundry and then watched 101 Dalmatians with JJ. Dad came home with the news that "Mom is being taken to the closest South Point hospital because they want to check if she has a blood clot in her lung because the machine they have at the ER here could cause her pacemaker to stop."
Apparently there was a high level of something in her blood that suggested she could have one. Dad wasn't very good on the specifics, although I don't expect him to really be.
A lot of people have been calling the house, and I've been trying to give them all the info I could. I've called my Dad and left a message so I'll blog some more when I get the info about her at the other hospital.
Cross your fingers guys.
ily.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Another Long While
Hellos followers!
It's been a long time!
I'm sorry, I just haven't had the desire to blog for awhile. I'm either too busy or too tired to.
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The only thing exciting that's been happening at the house is a game I think I'm gonna call Kaboom.
How do you play?
You pick any topic under the sun, whether it be how you're doing, the weather, politics, religion, your favorite color etc.
How do you win?
The longer you can talk to my Dad without him suddenly exploding on you, ya win.
3 minutes is my record. =)
The lovely Jackie is hosting a Halloween party at her house, I can't wait! I helped her gather some of the Halloween decorations at my house yesterday, and the day of the party I'm going over early to help set up. =D
Red Ribbon Week is this week.
I hate it, and the fact that I didn't think about the fact that I was putting a red shirt on this morning. So today I looked like I supported it.
Fuck.
The lady asked me if I would sign the pledge again today and again I said no.
And again she looked at me as if I were Satin.
I'm sorry, but I'm set on the plan of trying a little weed after I graduate. Don't like it? Then piss of.
And yes I do support it being legalized.
While waiting in line for lunch today the really small freshie that looks like a 4th grader started talking to me (or rather my boobs, since that's where she came up to). We talked about Ketchup. =p
Went to the docs and got my flu shot (not the Swine flu one, you're lucky if you got that one). I got Dora stickers!! =D
Applied for a job at Fun n' Stuff. Also going to apply for a job at Burlington and maybe Peppers too. =)
And with that, I leave you all farewell and with one question to answer:
How do you release your anger and frustration?
ily.
It's been a long time!
I'm sorry, I just haven't had the desire to blog for awhile. I'm either too busy or too tired to.
=/
The only thing exciting that's been happening at the house is a game I think I'm gonna call Kaboom.
How do you play?
You pick any topic under the sun, whether it be how you're doing, the weather, politics, religion, your favorite color etc.
How do you win?
The longer you can talk to my Dad without him suddenly exploding on you, ya win.
3 minutes is my record. =)
The lovely Jackie is hosting a Halloween party at her house, I can't wait! I helped her gather some of the Halloween decorations at my house yesterday, and the day of the party I'm going over early to help set up. =D
Red Ribbon Week is this week.
I hate it, and the fact that I didn't think about the fact that I was putting a red shirt on this morning. So today I looked like I supported it.
Fuck.
The lady asked me if I would sign the pledge again today and again I said no.
And again she looked at me as if I were Satin.
I'm sorry, but I'm set on the plan of trying a little weed after I graduate. Don't like it? Then piss of.
And yes I do support it being legalized.
While waiting in line for lunch today the really small freshie that looks like a 4th grader started talking to me (or rather my boobs, since that's where she came up to). We talked about Ketchup. =p
Went to the docs and got my flu shot (not the Swine flu one, you're lucky if you got that one). I got Dora stickers!! =D
Applied for a job at Fun n' Stuff. Also going to apply for a job at Burlington and maybe Peppers too. =)
And with that, I leave you all farewell and with one question to answer:
How do you release your anger and frustration?
ily.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Remember...
Those horror movies you'd watch or still watch?
Like Scream, Halloween or Prom Night?
Do you think anybody would ever do something like that?
Just decide to kill someone for no real reason I mean.
Yeah, I wish it could never happen either.
I don't know whether it's because I was already stressed and upset from my week or if it had nothing to do with anything entirely but this story I saw on Nancy Grace disturbed me so much I almost puked.
I couldn't find the video but I did find the transcripts...:
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: Breaking news in the shocking Boy Scout murder. Investigators say there could be additional arrests in the case.
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: The participants intended to kill the occupants of the home, if anyone was present.
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: Four teens currently arrested in the machete hacking death of 42-year-old nurse Kimberly Cates. Kimberly Cates died of multiple stab wounds to her head, torso, arm and leg -- her 11-year-old daughter surviving, now recovering at a Boston children`s hospital.
Investigators gearing up -- multiple search warrants executed, dozens of people interviewed, as authorities search for motive and possibly additional suspects.
UNIDENTIFIED FEMALE: Christopher Gribble (ph) is charged with the most heinous crime -- murder in the first degree.
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: Prosecutors say Christopher Gribble was armed with a knife and Stephen Spader had a machete. Authorities say William Marks and Quinn Glover were also armed when they entered 4 Trow Road in Mount Vernon. Kimberly Cates and her 11-year-old daughter were sleeping inside.
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: They targeted this home, essentially ran (INAUDIBLE), because it was on an isolated road.
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: Gribble and Spader face three charges that include first degree murder. Prosecutors say both suspects hit Kate and her daughter with their weapons. Kimberly Cates allegedly died in her bed, while the 11-year-old suffered serious injuries.
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: She remains in the intensive care unit. It doesn`t appear that her -- her injuries are life-threatening. But that isn`t, by any means, to minimize the severity of the attack.
UNIDENTIFIED FEMALE: A sixth grade girl is brutalized.
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: The participants intended to kill the occupants of the home if anyone was present.
(END VIDEO TAPE)
GRACE: Straight out to Joe Dwinell with the "Boston Herald." Joe, I`ve just heard the disturbing news that the little 11-year-old girl`s toes were hacked off.
JOE DWINELL, REPORTER/EDITOR, "THE BOSTON HERALD": Exactly. Sources tell "The Herald" that the girl`s toes were chopped off in this heinous attack. She`s now recovering in the Children`s Hospital in Boston and they discovered her toes at the crime scene.
GRACE: To Dr. Lee Vinocur with the University of Maryland School of Medicine, Dr. Vinocur, is there any way -- I know of other body parts -- hands, legs, fingers that have -- and more -- that have been reattached?
Is that a possibility here?
VINOCUR: Well, I mean, it depends on the amount of time and when they found the toes and if they transported them and they didn`t have a long ischemic time. But certainly, with fingers, which are more useful, it depends on which toe. A big toe, they will spend the time to transplant because it helps with balance. But sometimes a baby toe, to go through all that surgery, they might not do that.
GRACE: Why did you say ischemic?
What is that?
VINOCUR: Ischemia means how long the toes were off before they could put them on ice and get the blood vessels to contract so that the tissue doesn`t start to die.
GRACE: OK...
VINOCUR: So you want to get the, you know, the part brought to the hospital.
GRACE: As fast as you can.
To the lawyers, Susan Moss, Mickey Sherman, Anne Bremner. You know, Mickey Sherman, that was to torture that little girl. That was to torture her. Now, you can`t tell me anybody is caught up in the heat of passion, they`re all in a pack mentality and then I find out the little 11-year-old girl has her toes chopped off with a machete. I can hardly form the words, Sherman.
SHERMAN: I didn`t do it. The problem is it`s indefensible. It is absolutely indefensible. I mean, you know, this is why people embrace the death penalty. And, you know, we saw because of the fallibility of the criminal justice system and The Innocence Project results, we say we`ve got to get rid of the death penalty.
And then comes one of these cases, which I call the end of the end of the death penalty, because we all want to say, let`s kill these guys and then we`ll get -- get rid of the death penalty.
GRACE: We are showing you photos. Take a look at this, Mickey, Anne, Susan. These are some of the guys that are now being held on murder and attempted murder on an 11-year-old little girl, murder of the mother. Here are the photos of the suspects from Facebook.
Now, I especially want to show, Rosie, the shot of one of them holding a knife.
Could you please get that one for me?
There you go. And I believe there`s one more holding a knife. There you go.
Now, how would you like to bring that home to dinner, Dr. Lillian Glass?
DR. LILLIAN GLASS: Horrible. It`s -- it`s just egregious. And it shows there`s a lot of sadism. You can see it in their faces. It`s -- it`s repulsive. It sounds like a ritual type of behavior.
GRACE: Out to Clark Goldband, our producer on the story.
What more can you tell me?
CLARK GOLDBAND, NANCY GRACE PRODUCER, COVERING STORY: We are standing by, Nancy, for breaking news. Authorities not ruling out additional arrests. We know four suspects already there in custody, but authorities on the ground questioning more witnesses and seeking more answers.
Also, Nancy, as you talked about, that 11-year-old girl had her toes removed and unfortunately...
GRACE: Don`t say removed. Don`t say removed. That`s not what happened.
GOLDBAND: It was...
GRACE: They hacked her toes, a little girl`s toes -- what is that, the fourth of fifth grade -- off with a machete, Clark. They didn`t remove them. Don`t -- don`t sugar coat what has happened to this family.
The father is out of town working to make a living. He leaves for one night. That night, his wife is murdered asleep in her own bed and his daughter is nearly hacked to death. And now, Boy Scouts and a Mormon missionary being held on murder charges.
What can you tell me about these alleged perpetrators, Joe?
Joe joining us from "The Boston Herald."
DWINELL: I can tell you a lot. Christopher Gribble -- that`s the one with the knife. He was supposedly going to go on a Mormon mission. But he also spoke about how the commandment of thou shalt not kill was -- was -- he was having trouble getting over that.
Facebook friends tell us that Christopher was just racked with hate, anger, rage. And this is also true of Stephen Spader. He, too, was dark. He had turned from a kid who was into, you know, theater, to someone who is just full of hate.
They went, in the early morning hours of Sunday, and just hacked this -- allegedly hacked this family apart.
GRACE: I`m just -- I`m just sick. I`m sick at heart. This child holding onto her life at the hospital. The father -- no more wife, no more mommy. And I`ve got to tell you, trying to raise two children, it takes two.
ily.
Like Scream, Halloween or Prom Night?
Do you think anybody would ever do something like that?
Just decide to kill someone for no real reason I mean.
Yeah, I wish it could never happen either.
I don't know whether it's because I was already stressed and upset from my week or if it had nothing to do with anything entirely but this story I saw on Nancy Grace disturbed me so much I almost puked.
I couldn't find the video but I did find the transcripts...:
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: Breaking news in the shocking Boy Scout murder. Investigators say there could be additional arrests in the case.
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: The participants intended to kill the occupants of the home, if anyone was present.
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: Four teens currently arrested in the machete hacking death of 42-year-old nurse Kimberly Cates. Kimberly Cates died of multiple stab wounds to her head, torso, arm and leg -- her 11-year-old daughter surviving, now recovering at a Boston children`s hospital.
Investigators gearing up -- multiple search warrants executed, dozens of people interviewed, as authorities search for motive and possibly additional suspects.
UNIDENTIFIED FEMALE: Christopher Gribble (ph) is charged with the most heinous crime -- murder in the first degree.
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: Prosecutors say Christopher Gribble was armed with a knife and Stephen Spader had a machete. Authorities say William Marks and Quinn Glover were also armed when they entered 4 Trow Road in Mount Vernon. Kimberly Cates and her 11-year-old daughter were sleeping inside.
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: They targeted this home, essentially ran (INAUDIBLE), because it was on an isolated road.
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: Gribble and Spader face three charges that include first degree murder. Prosecutors say both suspects hit Kate and her daughter with their weapons. Kimberly Cates allegedly died in her bed, while the 11-year-old suffered serious injuries.
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: She remains in the intensive care unit. It doesn`t appear that her -- her injuries are life-threatening. But that isn`t, by any means, to minimize the severity of the attack.
UNIDENTIFIED FEMALE: A sixth grade girl is brutalized.
UNIDENTIFIED MALE: The participants intended to kill the occupants of the home if anyone was present.
(END VIDEO TAPE)
GRACE: Straight out to Joe Dwinell with the "Boston Herald." Joe, I`ve just heard the disturbing news that the little 11-year-old girl`s toes were hacked off.
JOE DWINELL, REPORTER/EDITOR, "THE BOSTON HERALD": Exactly. Sources tell "The Herald" that the girl`s toes were chopped off in this heinous attack. She`s now recovering in the Children`s Hospital in Boston and they discovered her toes at the crime scene.
GRACE: To Dr. Lee Vinocur with the University of Maryland School of Medicine, Dr. Vinocur, is there any way -- I know of other body parts -- hands, legs, fingers that have -- and more -- that have been reattached?
Is that a possibility here?
VINOCUR: Well, I mean, it depends on the amount of time and when they found the toes and if they transported them and they didn`t have a long ischemic time. But certainly, with fingers, which are more useful, it depends on which toe. A big toe, they will spend the time to transplant because it helps with balance. But sometimes a baby toe, to go through all that surgery, they might not do that.
GRACE: Why did you say ischemic?
What is that?
VINOCUR: Ischemia means how long the toes were off before they could put them on ice and get the blood vessels to contract so that the tissue doesn`t start to die.
GRACE: OK...
VINOCUR: So you want to get the, you know, the part brought to the hospital.
GRACE: As fast as you can.
To the lawyers, Susan Moss, Mickey Sherman, Anne Bremner. You know, Mickey Sherman, that was to torture that little girl. That was to torture her. Now, you can`t tell me anybody is caught up in the heat of passion, they`re all in a pack mentality and then I find out the little 11-year-old girl has her toes chopped off with a machete. I can hardly form the words, Sherman.
SHERMAN: I didn`t do it. The problem is it`s indefensible. It is absolutely indefensible. I mean, you know, this is why people embrace the death penalty. And, you know, we saw because of the fallibility of the criminal justice system and The Innocence Project results, we say we`ve got to get rid of the death penalty.
And then comes one of these cases, which I call the end of the end of the death penalty, because we all want to say, let`s kill these guys and then we`ll get -- get rid of the death penalty.
GRACE: We are showing you photos. Take a look at this, Mickey, Anne, Susan. These are some of the guys that are now being held on murder and attempted murder on an 11-year-old little girl, murder of the mother. Here are the photos of the suspects from Facebook.
Now, I especially want to show, Rosie, the shot of one of them holding a knife.
Could you please get that one for me?
There you go. And I believe there`s one more holding a knife. There you go.
Now, how would you like to bring that home to dinner, Dr. Lillian Glass?
DR. LILLIAN GLASS: Horrible. It`s -- it`s just egregious. And it shows there`s a lot of sadism. You can see it in their faces. It`s -- it`s repulsive. It sounds like a ritual type of behavior.
GRACE: Out to Clark Goldband, our producer on the story.
What more can you tell me?
CLARK GOLDBAND, NANCY GRACE PRODUCER, COVERING STORY: We are standing by, Nancy, for breaking news. Authorities not ruling out additional arrests. We know four suspects already there in custody, but authorities on the ground questioning more witnesses and seeking more answers.
Also, Nancy, as you talked about, that 11-year-old girl had her toes removed and unfortunately...
GRACE: Don`t say removed. Don`t say removed. That`s not what happened.
GOLDBAND: It was...
GRACE: They hacked her toes, a little girl`s toes -- what is that, the fourth of fifth grade -- off with a machete, Clark. They didn`t remove them. Don`t -- don`t sugar coat what has happened to this family.
The father is out of town working to make a living. He leaves for one night. That night, his wife is murdered asleep in her own bed and his daughter is nearly hacked to death. And now, Boy Scouts and a Mormon missionary being held on murder charges.
What can you tell me about these alleged perpetrators, Joe?
Joe joining us from "The Boston Herald."
DWINELL: I can tell you a lot. Christopher Gribble -- that`s the one with the knife. He was supposedly going to go on a Mormon mission. But he also spoke about how the commandment of thou shalt not kill was -- was -- he was having trouble getting over that.
Facebook friends tell us that Christopher was just racked with hate, anger, rage. And this is also true of Stephen Spader. He, too, was dark. He had turned from a kid who was into, you know, theater, to someone who is just full of hate.
They went, in the early morning hours of Sunday, and just hacked this -- allegedly hacked this family apart.
GRACE: I`m just -- I`m just sick. I`m sick at heart. This child holding onto her life at the hospital. The father -- no more wife, no more mommy. And I`ve got to tell you, trying to raise two children, it takes two.
ily.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
So Today...
Yeah.
It was a bad day.
Very bad morning.
Somewhat good afternoon.
Horrible evening.
Great now.
This morning my Mom told me that JJ had to go to the ER last night because his leg pain was so great and his dumbass doctor won't give him any more pain pills.
But I digress.
I've had a lot of weight on my shoulders for the past few weeks, and I guess I just needed to...let it all out?
As soon as my Mom told me about my brother I started bawling. I cried on the bus, I cried at school, cried some more, cried at golf to the point where I was shaking and nearly cried after golf because I was freaking and saying how much of a "horrible sister" I am and how I "hate myself."
Which wasn't the main reason it was just the last thing that set me off ya know?
But the good thing about today is that I got lot's of hugs and I'm happy now. =)
AND NO GOLF TOMORROW!!!!
*back flips*
And may I say I just love you guys so much?
Hug tackles will be given on sight tomorrow. So watch out. =)
Oh, and this Dane Cook skit reminded me of today (sorry it's not the actualy footage...yt didn't have it...):
ily.
It was a bad day.
Very bad morning.
Somewhat good afternoon.
Horrible evening.
Great now.
This morning my Mom told me that JJ had to go to the ER last night because his leg pain was so great and his dumbass doctor won't give him any more pain pills.
But I digress.
I've had a lot of weight on my shoulders for the past few weeks, and I guess I just needed to...let it all out?
As soon as my Mom told me about my brother I started bawling. I cried on the bus, I cried at school, cried some more, cried at golf to the point where I was shaking and nearly cried after golf because I was freaking and saying how much of a "horrible sister" I am and how I "hate myself."
Which wasn't the main reason it was just the last thing that set me off ya know?
But the good thing about today is that I got lot's of hugs and I'm happy now. =)
AND NO GOLF TOMORROW!!!!
*back flips*
And may I say I just love you guys so much?
Hug tackles will be given on sight tomorrow. So watch out. =)
Oh, and this Dane Cook skit reminded me of today (sorry it's not the actualy footage...yt didn't have it...):
ily.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Ash and Jay Day! (Plus Love List)
Cyrus came over for a bit to visit, other than that JJ and I spent the whole day together! =D
First we danced crazily to the ring tones on our celly's because we were bored and then I decided that we were going to go to the park so I can try and get some pictures for my photo class.
In the end I didn't but we drove around that then ended up at Network Video and bought Sweeny Todd! =)
Had dinner at Panini's and then visited with Jackie, Anthony, Double D, and his wife (who's name I never caught =x) for awhile.
After heading to Giant Eagle to get Mom some things for dinner tomorrow, watched the movie, and then headed to bed.
All in all, it was a pretty good day. =)
Also, I'm going to break another promise and have to try and do Jackie's assignment tomorrow.
It's 2 in the morning and I've come up with 6 out of 10 things in the last 3 hours. I will not post it up until it's finished.
ily.
First we danced crazily to the ring tones on our celly's because we were bored and then I decided that we were going to go to the park so I can try and get some pictures for my photo class.
In the end I didn't but we drove around that then ended up at Network Video and bought Sweeny Todd! =)
Had dinner at Panini's and then visited with Jackie, Anthony, Double D, and his wife (who's name I never caught =x) for awhile.
After heading to Giant Eagle to get Mom some things for dinner tomorrow, watched the movie, and then headed to bed.
All in all, it was a pretty good day. =)
Also, I'm going to break another promise and have to try and do Jackie's assignment tomorrow.
It's 2 in the morning and I've come up with 6 out of 10 things in the last 3 hours. I will not post it up until it's finished.
ily.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Fuck School, Golf, and Driving. I'd Rather Be Stupid, Unskilled, and Have No License.
My brother texted me 5 minutes ago saying "Hey Ashley, we should play natzi zombies tomorrow and can I have a hug?"
I could give him the hug, but I told him I had a lot of stuff to do tomorrow.
I've been telling him I have "a lot of stuff to do tomorrow" for a while now.
I can't deal with saying "I'm too busy for you right now" to my own brother anymore.
ily.
I could give him the hug, but I told him I had a lot of stuff to do tomorrow.
I've been telling him I have "a lot of stuff to do tomorrow" for a while now.
I can't deal with saying "I'm too busy for you right now" to my own brother anymore.
ily.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Return Of The Grump
Today I woke up earlier than I normally did and attempted to do the Spanish 1 packet. In the end, I didn't do much of it at all. Not even a whole page.
Dad brought me home some Wendy's (who is now following me on twitter! =D) and then left again and I ate it and watched Twilight Zone on Syfy.
When it started raining really hard here I rushed upstairs to get on a pair of old jeans and a hoodie and walked around outside in my backyard. Then I found some ankle deep puddles and jumped around in them!
I bet my neighbors thought I was nuts. =p
Went inside and took a quick shower before going on my laptop a little more and then started to make some dinner for myself and Dad when he got home. I made burgers and a hot dog. =)
And no, I didn't catch on fire this time. =p
Daddy said it was good too!
After that JJ came home and I signed his cast and when he fell asleep, put a Hello Kitty band aid on it.
When Jackie comes over we're gonna paint his toe nails when he falls asleep for my revenge because he yelled at me when I signed his cast and said "Don't write so big there's a lot better people that need to sign it."
I think we're gonna color his cast too.
Took a small nap then hung out at the Twist and Shake for a bit because I needed to get away.
Now I'm here watching JJ while he eats his chocolate ice cream I brought home (thanks to Anthony!) =)
Tomorrow I gotta cut the grass (if it stops raining) and Dad's gonna teach me how to use the new tractor.
ily.
Dad brought me home some Wendy's (who is now following me on twitter! =D) and then left again and I ate it and watched Twilight Zone on Syfy.
When it started raining really hard here I rushed upstairs to get on a pair of old jeans and a hoodie and walked around outside in my backyard. Then I found some ankle deep puddles and jumped around in them!
I bet my neighbors thought I was nuts. =p
Went inside and took a quick shower before going on my laptop a little more and then started to make some dinner for myself and Dad when he got home. I made burgers and a hot dog. =)
And no, I didn't catch on fire this time. =p
Daddy said it was good too!
After that JJ came home and I signed his cast and when he fell asleep, put a Hello Kitty band aid on it.
When Jackie comes over we're gonna paint his toe nails when he falls asleep for my revenge because he yelled at me when I signed his cast and said "Don't write so big there's a lot better people that need to sign it."
I think we're gonna color his cast too.
Took a small nap then hung out at the Twist and Shake for a bit because I needed to get away.
Now I'm here watching JJ while he eats his chocolate ice cream I brought home (thanks to Anthony!) =)
Tomorrow I gotta cut the grass (if it stops raining) and Dad's gonna teach me how to use the new tractor.
ily.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
50 Years!!
Wow, long time no post, no?
I feel bad for the lack of posts, I just haven't been in the mood for much of anything lately. Been in a pretty big rut yet again.
But I'm back!
This morning I slept in until I couldn't any longer and took a shower, fuzzed over my hair and thought it looked horrible so took another quick shower, and then went frantic over what to wear to the reunion.
After that I decided to finally put some songs I downloaded onto Melvin (a.k.a IPod) so I can listen to them on the car ride. Well, turns out it decided it was the perfect time to freeze (I kept telling JJ that "My baby got a sudden case of summer hypothermia" =p).
Being with how frustrated I've been (at myself) for the last 2 1/2 weeks or so, I had finally had it and started bawling like a baby. Again.
I was mostly worried that Melvin wouldn't work again, I greatly depend on him.
(No. It is not odd that I treat my most fondest material possession like a person).
...
(And no. I don't tuck him in at night, try to feed him etc.).
But anywho, we got to the family reunion right on time (this year it was our 5oth!) and I filmed a few things and whatnot.
My cousin Todd and Olga came with their two kids (Todd is a directer/producer and his beautiful wife is a professional photographer). Ethan is 2 or 3 and Julian is 7 weeks old! Both are adorable!
There was a small water balloon toss, and a silly string battle! Grammy danced and sang while the small 3-person band played. Food was good too. The cake even had a picture of one of the older family reunions! It was really good too! =)
When Todd and Olga left to go to Todd's high school reunion somewhere he left his kids with us. I watched little Ethan and we had a great time! When ever I would ask him for the volleyball he would go "No!" and then look at me, throw it, point and go "Look! it get awey der!" and then race me to get it and land on top of it. =p
Then when I gave him a cookie and asked him for a small piece he gave me this little minuscule of a crumb and stuck it in my mouth! xD
Everybody said we looked cute together and that I'm really good with kids. Which makes me think that maybe I'll major in early childhood development/education and then minor in filming.
Tomorrow I'll be getting up early to volunteer with Denise (a lady in the office building down from my Dad's) at the Richfield Sweet Corn Ride. I'm not gonna be in it, but I'll be making sure drinks are cold and the food is warm and ready!
Then hopefully I can get out to golf with my Dad to prepare for my tournament on Monday.
Fun, fun!
ily.
I feel bad for the lack of posts, I just haven't been in the mood for much of anything lately. Been in a pretty big rut yet again.
But I'm back!
This morning I slept in until I couldn't any longer and took a shower, fuzzed over my hair and thought it looked horrible so took another quick shower, and then went frantic over what to wear to the reunion.
After that I decided to finally put some songs I downloaded onto Melvin (a.k.a IPod) so I can listen to them on the car ride. Well, turns out it decided it was the perfect time to freeze (I kept telling JJ that "My baby got a sudden case of summer hypothermia" =p).
Being with how frustrated I've been (at myself) for the last 2 1/2 weeks or so, I had finally had it and started bawling like a baby. Again.
I was mostly worried that Melvin wouldn't work again, I greatly depend on him.
(No. It is not odd that I treat my most fondest material possession like a person).
...
(And no. I don't tuck him in at night, try to feed him etc.).
But anywho, we got to the family reunion right on time (this year it was our 5oth!) and I filmed a few things and whatnot.
My cousin Todd and Olga came with their two kids (Todd is a directer/producer and his beautiful wife is a professional photographer). Ethan is 2 or 3 and Julian is 7 weeks old! Both are adorable!
There was a small water balloon toss, and a silly string battle! Grammy danced and sang while the small 3-person band played. Food was good too. The cake even had a picture of one of the older family reunions! It was really good too! =)
When Todd and Olga left to go to Todd's high school reunion somewhere he left his kids with us. I watched little Ethan and we had a great time! When ever I would ask him for the volleyball he would go "No!" and then look at me, throw it, point and go "Look! it get awey der!" and then race me to get it and land on top of it. =p
Then when I gave him a cookie and asked him for a small piece he gave me this little minuscule of a crumb and stuck it in my mouth! xD
Everybody said we looked cute together and that I'm really good with kids. Which makes me think that maybe I'll major in early childhood development/education and then minor in filming.
Tomorrow I'll be getting up early to volunteer with Denise (a lady in the office building down from my Dad's) at the Richfield Sweet Corn Ride. I'm not gonna be in it, but I'll be making sure drinks are cold and the food is warm and ready!
Then hopefully I can get out to golf with my Dad to prepare for my tournament on Monday.
Fun, fun!
ily.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Hollywood Watch Out
Michael Jackson
Farrah Fawcett
Ed McMahon
Billy Mays
You're on the big mans hit list.
I'm really sad about Billy though...who's going to yell at me during infomercials?!
ily.
Farrah Fawcett
Ed McMahon
Billy Mays
You're on the big mans hit list.
I'm really sad about Billy though...who's going to yell at me during infomercials?!
ily.
Monday, June 22, 2009
What's Up?
Lately I've been staying up really late due to nightmares.
When I get really hot at night I have them. =/
And then there's waking up after them, sweating like a pig and then having to go downstairs to grab a few ice packs to cuddle with to keep cool.
So by Father's Day I was over tired.
Played golf with Grandpa though, which was nice.
Dinner was...alright.
My Dad has his family over and I soon ditched them because I couldn't take all the comments they were making behind my Mother's back and how my Dad was joining in on them.
*sigh*
Actually got a goodnight sleep last night though and things started looking way up!
I played the best round of golf in my life so far, which really got me pumping. Then after that I got to go to Jackie's house and we painted nails and swam a bit!
Rayy came over for a while too and we played air hockey on this mini table we had. =p
Mommy and I then watched House Bunny which was pretty good.
Now I'm up in my room chilling with Nortone. =p
ily.
When I get really hot at night I have them. =/
And then there's waking up after them, sweating like a pig and then having to go downstairs to grab a few ice packs to cuddle with to keep cool.
So by Father's Day I was over tired.
Played golf with Grandpa though, which was nice.
Dinner was...alright.
My Dad has his family over and I soon ditched them because I couldn't take all the comments they were making behind my Mother's back and how my Dad was joining in on them.
*sigh*
Actually got a goodnight sleep last night though and things started looking way up!
I played the best round of golf in my life so far, which really got me pumping. Then after that I got to go to Jackie's house and we painted nails and swam a bit!
Rayy came over for a while too and we played air hockey on this mini table we had. =p
Mommy and I then watched House Bunny which was pretty good.
Now I'm up in my room chilling with Nortone. =p
ily.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Little Time
Doug died today.
I only spent about 10 minutes with him every 3 days for about 2-3 months, but I feel like I lost someone really close to me.
I'm weird like that I guess.
Forgive me if I'm being rude or mean or childish or whatever the word is but just kinda leave me alone tomorrow. I need time to stable myself. I can't even do my homework at this point, the only reason I'm blogging right now is to ask that you try not to bring it up and badger me about it, I don't need to break down in the middle of school is all.
That's it.
Thanks.
ily.
I only spent about 10 minutes with him every 3 days for about 2-3 months, but I feel like I lost someone really close to me.
I'm weird like that I guess.
Forgive me if I'm being rude or mean or childish or whatever the word is but just kinda leave me alone tomorrow. I need time to stable myself. I can't even do my homework at this point, the only reason I'm blogging right now is to ask that you try not to bring it up and badger me about it, I don't need to break down in the middle of school is all.
That's it.
Thanks.
ily.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
ROY G. BIV
Dad and I hiked today, we went to this really old cemetery. I told him that we'll have to get a tent and camp out there.
What could make it even more awesome?
The fact that the graves are all really old, it's near this cliff, and there's this tree where one of the vines squeaks when it moves so at night it'll freak you out.
=D
Then we went to Best Buy to look at video cameras. Think I found one I really liked.
Hung out on the roof for a bit then came down stairs for dinner to find this:
I was happy from then on until golf. I could only hit for about 30 mins until my hand hurt too much. Ross told me to stop hitting and not to aggravate it anymore.
Then Dad took me home right after.
I was crying in the car until I asked him to pull over so I could drive. The highway calmed me down a bit. There was a ton of rain so I got to learn how to work the wipers and drive on the highway without hydroplaning and shit like that.
My left hand is starting to numb now, so I'm gonna stop typing...
*sigh*
I really love to blog and golf..fucking CT...
ily.
What could make it even more awesome?
The fact that the graves are all really old, it's near this cliff, and there's this tree where one of the vines squeaks when it moves so at night it'll freak you out.
=D
Then we went to Best Buy to look at video cameras. Think I found one I really liked.
Hung out on the roof for a bit then came down stairs for dinner to find this:
I was happy from then on until golf. I could only hit for about 30 mins until my hand hurt too much. Ross told me to stop hitting and not to aggravate it anymore.
Then Dad took me home right after.
I was crying in the car until I asked him to pull over so I could drive. The highway calmed me down a bit. There was a ton of rain so I got to learn how to work the wipers and drive on the highway without hydroplaning and shit like that.
My left hand is starting to numb now, so I'm gonna stop typing...
*sigh*
I really love to blog and golf..fucking CT...
ily.
Monday, March 23, 2009
This Is Probably
Going to be one of my last post's for a while.
For about a year or probably a bit longer I have been experiencing numbing in my hand and arm, that has caused me to do simple things such as drop things and has prevented me from writing and typing.
I always thought it was because my hand had been falling asleep, that I was tired, or something.
Then some people started joking around "Ha ha, you're probably got CP from all that writing of yours you little author you!"
(For those of you who don't know, I've been filling journals and word documents with stories, novels, and little poems since 4th grade).
CP is short for carpal tunnel.
Now, I know it's terrible to self diagnose (which I tell people not to do...) but I think I might be starting to get it, or at least something.
I've gone to multiple sights, and I have been experiencing the very similar symptoms. Also, Sam last year had it, and she was talking about the same things.
Now, she was in gymnastics, golf is a way different sport, but you still put pressure on your wrist a lot.
And I type a lot as well, and my hands are always leaning against the keyboard.
I talked to my mother about it today and she felt my wrist and it hurt a bit. She said she's going to try and make a doc appointment for Friday.
It's been so frustrating because it's so hard to write simple notes. Driving class was the worst, my writing was so sloppy.
I didn't really wanna tell anyone about this though because I was afraid I would have to stop golfing and writing...
Blogging has been really hard but I just tended to ignore it because I loved doing it so much.
Bleh.
It's too hard to type now, I'm gonna go read some Huck Finn and then Cyrus is coming over cuz JJ wants him to see his room.
ily.
For about a year or probably a bit longer I have been experiencing numbing in my hand and arm, that has caused me to do simple things such as drop things and has prevented me from writing and typing.
I always thought it was because my hand had been falling asleep, that I was tired, or something.
Then some people started joking around "Ha ha, you're probably got CP from all that writing of yours you little author you!"
(For those of you who don't know, I've been filling journals and word documents with stories, novels, and little poems since 4th grade).
CP is short for carpal tunnel.
Now, I know it's terrible to self diagnose (which I tell people not to do...) but I think I might be starting to get it, or at least something.
I've gone to multiple sights, and I have been experiencing the very similar symptoms. Also, Sam last year had it, and she was talking about the same things.
Now, she was in gymnastics, golf is a way different sport, but you still put pressure on your wrist a lot.
And I type a lot as well, and my hands are always leaning against the keyboard.
I talked to my mother about it today and she felt my wrist and it hurt a bit. She said she's going to try and make a doc appointment for Friday.
It's been so frustrating because it's so hard to write simple notes. Driving class was the worst, my writing was so sloppy.
I didn't really wanna tell anyone about this though because I was afraid I would have to stop golfing and writing...
Blogging has been really hard but I just tended to ignore it because I loved doing it so much.
Bleh.
It's too hard to type now, I'm gonna go read some Huck Finn and then Cyrus is coming over cuz JJ wants him to see his room.
ily.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
List
So I got some questioning about my arm.
I had a lot of things to do so I thought I would write them down so I didn't forget. I wrote the stuff on my arm.
Ya see, I knew if I wrote it in a journal or something I'd forget to look in that or lose it. And, if I lost my arm...well we have a problem.
=p
My one arm was filled with a ton of stuffs!
Today was Cy and my 3 months, he made me a card and put a chocolate bar in it. ^-^
Spanish Smith said she liked my house and on the rubric put that it was very creative with a smiley face! =D
Art Cyrus came in at the end from helping the Middle School kids with their class lists!
I was so happy. =)
English class was awesome because my neighbor was our sub!! Mrs. Young! =D
Favorite class of the day. =)
Got home, watched a bit of CSI, then went upstairs, showered, and went to sleep.
Mom came up stairs at around 7 (3 hours later) and was like "OMG ASHLET ARE YOU SICK?! WHAT'S WRONG HONEY?!"
I was just tired, I didn't want dinner either so meh.
Mom and I watched the thunderstorm, it was a good one.
We brought Hammy outside and he tried to eat the falling rain. =p
Now I'm up here, was going to finish my Study Island stuffs but I don't feel like it now. I have all week to do it anyways.
ily.
I had a lot of things to do so I thought I would write them down so I didn't forget. I wrote the stuff on my arm.
Ya see, I knew if I wrote it in a journal or something I'd forget to look in that or lose it. And, if I lost my arm...well we have a problem.
=p
My one arm was filled with a ton of stuffs!
Today was Cy and my 3 months, he made me a card and put a chocolate bar in it. ^-^
Spanish Smith said she liked my house and on the rubric put that it was very creative with a smiley face! =D
Art Cyrus came in at the end from helping the Middle School kids with their class lists!
I was so happy. =)
English class was awesome because my neighbor was our sub!! Mrs. Young! =D
Favorite class of the day. =)
Got home, watched a bit of CSI, then went upstairs, showered, and went to sleep.
Mom came up stairs at around 7 (3 hours later) and was like "OMG ASHLET ARE YOU SICK?! WHAT'S WRONG HONEY?!"
I was just tired, I didn't want dinner either so meh.
Mom and I watched the thunderstorm, it was a good one.
We brought Hammy outside and he tried to eat the falling rain. =p
Now I'm up here, was going to finish my Study Island stuffs but I don't feel like it now. I have all week to do it anyways.
ily.
Monday, March 9, 2009
I am So Gonna Kill Myself...
The Busy Bumbly Bee
School was okay today I guess.
My physics class was like Lunesta, it's side effects were drowsiness, and seeing a green butterfly flutter across the room (or maybe that was just my imagination...).
Math I forgot my review sheet at home, lucky for me Mr. L gave everyone full credit for doing it anyways since we went over the whole thing. He gave us another review thing, which is optional, but I think I'm going to do it if I have time.
During guidance today I went to see if my shoes and stuff were given away that I had left in my PE locked from last semester (like, over 5 weeks ago). They're gone. 3rd pair of shoes lost to PE class. The 1st 2 were stolen, I came to find my locker broken into and them not there. The one day I leave them because I had too much shit to carry that day.
There went $100.
And now these shoes (which was my bad) to add to that to make that $120.
Yippee.
Spanish class it seemed like Smith liked how I made my house 3D...
History we did study island stuffs, but we use the cave computer lad. I dunno what it's near, but there is something near there that makes a weird noise and it always gives me a headache. I tried to put my headphones in but they didn't do jack shit to help me concentrate either.
Art Cyrus came to find that his bowl had broken, either it just broke by itself (less likely) or some dumbass accidentally broke it (most likely).
He has so start all over now. =/
English we worked in groups so that was fun.
Got home, drove Hammy to the vet with mom in heavy traffic. And lemme tell you, not being able to go 50 and being stuck bumper to bumper?
NOT. FUN.
Oh, I savor the day I get to go 80 on the highway...
Did study island until dinner after I drove home and then cleaned my room.
Actually, I cleaned my room (as in, picked up anything that was on the floor...my dressers are a different story...) and then decided to clear out my closet of all my old, small, and ugly clothes.
2 large garbage bag fulls.
And there is probably more coming, I still need to clear out the shit on the floor of the closet as well.
Meh.
It will be nice once it's all done though. We'll see how long I can keep my shit in order.
I remember when my bed used to not have anything under it either...
I'm going to do the math...later I guess....I know how to do it, it's not like it's that hard *knocks on wood*
I'd do it in the morning but I need that time to study Spanish vocab for my test tomorrow.
Been thinking about some goals for this summer.
I've already got The List of stupid things to do this summer. Most of which I want to video tape. This, would require a video camera, which I don't have. I've been looking on Best Buy's web site but I like to actually go into the store.
Also, I dunno what to buy, I'm not all that technology savvy.
But anyways, I've got 2 more things I wanna do this summer.
-Learn how to write with my left hand
-Learn how to ride a skateboard
Actually, the last one should be 'learn how to do tricks on a skateboard' since I already can ride one.
I was riding on JJ's today actually. =D
Hero's was pretty good.
Will have to talk about it with Andy tomorrow! =)
ily.
My physics class was like Lunesta, it's side effects were drowsiness, and seeing a green butterfly flutter across the room (or maybe that was just my imagination...).
Math I forgot my review sheet at home, lucky for me Mr. L gave everyone full credit for doing it anyways since we went over the whole thing. He gave us another review thing, which is optional, but I think I'm going to do it if I have time.
During guidance today I went to see if my shoes and stuff were given away that I had left in my PE locked from last semester (like, over 5 weeks ago). They're gone. 3rd pair of shoes lost to PE class. The 1st 2 were stolen, I came to find my locker broken into and them not there. The one day I leave them because I had too much shit to carry that day.
There went $100.
And now these shoes (which was my bad) to add to that to make that $120.
Yippee.
Spanish class it seemed like Smith liked how I made my house 3D...
History we did study island stuffs, but we use the cave computer lad. I dunno what it's near, but there is something near there that makes a weird noise and it always gives me a headache. I tried to put my headphones in but they didn't do jack shit to help me concentrate either.
Art Cyrus came to find that his bowl had broken, either it just broke by itself (less likely) or some dumbass accidentally broke it (most likely).
He has so start all over now. =/
English we worked in groups so that was fun.
Got home, drove Hammy to the vet with mom in heavy traffic. And lemme tell you, not being able to go 50 and being stuck bumper to bumper?
NOT. FUN.
Oh, I savor the day I get to go 80 on the highway...
Did study island until dinner after I drove home and then cleaned my room.
Actually, I cleaned my room (as in, picked up anything that was on the floor...my dressers are a different story...) and then decided to clear out my closet of all my old, small, and ugly clothes.
2 large garbage bag fulls.
And there is probably more coming, I still need to clear out the shit on the floor of the closet as well.
Meh.
It will be nice once it's all done though. We'll see how long I can keep my shit in order.
I remember when my bed used to not have anything under it either...
I'm going to do the math...later I guess....I know how to do it, it's not like it's that hard *knocks on wood*
I'd do it in the morning but I need that time to study Spanish vocab for my test tomorrow.
Been thinking about some goals for this summer.
I've already got The List of stupid things to do this summer. Most of which I want to video tape. This, would require a video camera, which I don't have. I've been looking on Best Buy's web site but I like to actually go into the store.
Also, I dunno what to buy, I'm not all that technology savvy.
But anyways, I've got 2 more things I wanna do this summer.
-Learn how to write with my left hand
-Learn how to ride a skateboard
Actually, the last one should be 'learn how to do tricks on a skateboard' since I already can ride one.
I was riding on JJ's today actually. =D
Hero's was pretty good.
Will have to talk about it with Andy tomorrow! =)
ily.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Bleh XP
Maybe a ham and cheese sandwich with lays classic chips on the side isn't the best not-so-midnight-snack snack in the world...
Stomach is trying to resist...
No hugs tomorrow guys. =(
I don't wanna get you sick...
ily.
Stomach is trying to resist...
No hugs tomorrow guys. =(
I don't wanna get you sick...
ily.
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