Day Off

Last week I worked all week last week 8-4:30 (except on the 4th of course) and I also worked yesterday.

Now I'm sitting around the house and it's actually stressing me out.

I'm almost like a danger to myself when I'm left to sit around and just think.

I'm scared about college. I don't even think I want to go to college. Really the only reason I think I am is because it seems that without college you go no where in life, and the fact that if you don't you're either labeled an an idiot or unmotivated.

I just can't see the point in college.

It's way too expensive and even to get a degree in something you want to do you still need to take classes that have nothing to do with the future career you want. I only see college as a business, not some form of educational help and let me tell you I haven't seen any products of interest to me.

Out of all the college e-mails I've gotten I've only actually looked at one.

Maybe I'm just afraid of college because I don't know what I want to do for a career in the first place?

I know for one thing I don't want to go to college until I know what I want to do. That's a waste of money we don't have.

I'm just hoping I'll figure out what it is I want to do before the school year is up. =/

Finally, Some Good Golf

Guess who won the father daughter golf tournament? That's right bitches. Bow down. ;p

Heads Up

Sooo what's been going on since my last post?

My brother got his surgery done on his other foot. This time it wasn't as extensive so he's been doing pretty good.

Been working at my Dad's offices and in the warehouse. Turns out the company is up for sale and my Dad might lose his job.

Yippe.

On a happier note, I went to the mall with my friends today and got some stuffs (which I'm wearing now =o) and I'm going to go visit my boyfriend Mikey! =D

JJ and I also rented The Blind Side, which we've seen, but it's worth re-watching. =)

Hope you all are having a good summer! =)

Hello Blog

It's been awhile.

Been a hectic week.

Sick since the last day of school but getting better, going to work tomorrow. Getting re-trained.

JJ has gotten what I have so he's probably not going to be getting his surgery done on Tuesday.

Golf tournament Thursday. I majorly sucked at the last 2 I was in. So embarrassing.

Been scared shitless about a lot of things now.

I'm a senior. I don't know what college I want to go to. I don't even know what I want to even DO when I'm in college. I don't even think and college would want me.

My boyfriend is very accomplished as a golfer. He has colleges looking at him already and calling. Really, really nice colleges. I'm very proud of him but sometimes I feel so small and insignificant when I'm around him- although he doesn't seem to think that.

I've been trying to think of things that I'm especially good at that make people go "Wow, look at her, she's the best!" but I can't seem to think of anything. =/

I found most if not all of the photos I took for my photography class the other day! I've been organizing and editing a few of them.

Haven't been able to see my friends yet. I've only been able to see my boyfriend and I was only allowed to because he was sick with the same thing I had. We were both just a couple of germs. =p

I feel like this summer some big things are gonna happen. I already know some of them. Not looking forward to it.

Guess that's just life, right?