I Sang This

(Or should I say yesterday morning since it's 1 now)

I woke up to something I've been waiting for a long time.

Summer.

Which of course meant I had to sing School's Out For Summer while munching on Fruit Loops.

I'm planning on making a summer themed playlist and linking you on the side bar. I'll tell you when it's up, but I'm not going to put it on my blog.

Today JJ, Mom and I went to my Uncles house to see Larry, his little Pomeranian. It's pretty much the beginning of the end for Larry. While we were there he started having another seizure. I expect by tomorrow he'll be put to sleep. =/

He's 17 though, so he lived a good doggie life. =D

Next JJ and I went to The Range and I tried to help him with his golf. I hit only half a medium bucket of balls because I couldn't concentrate on trying to help him and help myself.

Drove back home and dropped him off them Mom and I went to Petites and I took pictures of flowers and her and Nicole (an employee helping her there) picked out the ones on the list my Mommy had.











Those are all the ones I liked out of the bunch I took. Some of them I'm still eeh about, but I'd like to hear what you think.

JJ said I should post a picture up of my computer background every time I change it, so here's what it was before:



And here's what it is now:



I like making my own computer backgrounds, I think that's the only reason why I take pictures of things. =p

After the flowers Devlyn invited me to Pulse up at Roseland Lanes. Jess and Bryan ended up coming as well. We bowled a quick game before going in the next room to dance.

Richie Miller showed up and started to try and mess around with Bryan so I pushed him away hard and was going to punch him in the face if it weren't for Dev stepping in between us.

=/

In the end the mood picked up again once he stayed away.

Dev's Mom got us all a free drink since she works there! =D

Got dropped off and chatted with my Mommy before coming upstairs.

Now I think I'll work on the outline for the book I'm writing.

=)

ily.

What's Shakin Bacon?

Haven't blogged in a while...I feel bad.

=x

Thursday was pretty eventful.

Found out that I scored Accelerated or Advanced on all my OGT's.

Finally met my in-cars instructor.

He's not a grumpy Canadian. I punch-buggied him as well. It was very LOL worthy. I scored 3's on everything too. =D

Cyrus graduated!!

Friday went over to Peaches and had a girls night. =)

Today I helped mulch at my Grandparents place. Then went and saw the movie Up with Ed, Tom and Kelsy at 4:10. Her mom then dropped me off at Wendy's and I got food then walked back to the theater where I bought my Terminator Salvation ticket and a soda and proceeded to sit in the theater and make a bet with Gerber that I'd be him there.

I won my dollar. =p

Then after it was safley in my wallet I told Devlyn, Jess H., Jess B, and Billy the story. =D

Both movies were excellent by the way! I highly advise you go see them.

Highly.

JJ is sleeping over at my Uncle Scott's house. Have no clue what I'll be doing tomorrow. Probably be seeing Cyrus. =)

ily.

HOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

The title? We'll get to that later. =p

So last night my dad and I played a little pool and I had some shots of Apple Pie. Mmmmm, that stuff is good.

.....MINE!.....

Anyways, today I woke up, showered and then came downstairs to no JJ and no Dad. Do you know what that means?!

Silence.

*peaceful sigh*

It didn't last too long though....

Oh well.

Went upstairs to kill time and re-read my Green Angel book. I finished it in an hour though.... =/

Cyrus called around 2ish? He finished his ACT test and then went to Subway and was on his way to pick JJ and I up to go to make a difference day. JJ was coming to see his friend Jimmy play in his band. Kate came too (ya know, the one with green highlights).

So as soon as we walk into the gym some girl faints. I bet that made Cyrus feel even better about donating blood. =p

Kate and I attempted to wait and support him...but we ending up leaving. We don't do needles.

I could see all the blood and gore in the world, but I can't see someone get poked by a needle.

*shutters*

Heh...I remember the time I had to get my blood drawn and mom had to pick me up from school....I hid in my locker! =D

Watched some of the bands. The first one was Jimmy's and then the second one was this heavy metal scream-o stuff. I couldn't understand what the dude was screaming at all, it was terrible (hence the title, see, told you I'd get to it). These guys were attempting to mosh, and it started gettin really rough. Cyrus had to catch me twice. Then the guys stopped and before they were gonna start Cyrus and I got the hell outta there and went up into the light box this with Jess and Mike.

We made fun of the band. =p

While I was watching the bands JJ found me and was all like SURPRISE!! He bought me a Chick-fil-a sandwich. He's the bestest little bro, I love him so much. =)

Cyrus dropped us off, then I quickly got ready for Devvy Chan's party. I was a witch, Devvy Chan my black cat, Peaches was a pixie, Ryan a Roman dude, and then Andy and Gerber didn't dress up. I'm sorry Sami and Rayy but I had no clue why you guys dressed up as. =p

Oh, sadly John didn't come. =(

I'll have to yell at him later. =p

We watched Final Destination 3 (which was okay since, as said above I could handle the gore). When it was over I just randomly wondered out loud "Hmmm...sometimes it seems like life is pointless since death is inevitable..."

Then Gerber and Ryan got into this debate about it.

Jeezums I was just wondering....I'll know to keep my thoughts to myself now...

Kicked ass on drums in rock band! Sami was the best though. =)

Dad came and picked me up and then...

Remember the picture of that dude front yard on my phone with all those Christmass decorations?! He's all decked out for Halloween as well!! So after Dad picked me up we went and drove past his house.

I seriously wonder where he stores all that stuff... =/

Now I'm here!

Talking to Cyrus right now.

Might go in the basement and play a little pool before going to bed.

Nighty night loves!

<3 ily.

Something to Ponder:

Rayy: how do you tell the difference between xxx as being three kisses and it as being porn?

Now you KNOW she has a point.


Thing that concerns me is....why dose she need to know the different....?


o.o


Rayy's been a baaaad baaaad girl! =p

So yesterday I finally completed my English paper, which I must say, is really half ass. I could have done way better but as long as I still get a good grade all that matters right??

Heh heh....yeah.


Cyrus sent me a video on youtube and guess what....you'll never believe this, but it actually shows that there are people in this world, with a lower IQ than Bush. Shocking I know, just sit down and steady your breathing. Here is the linky for the video just to prove to you that it's true: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJuNgBkloFE


Hero's was pretty good last night, per usual there were more questions than answers. Syler wasn't baking muffins or anything anymore though, he's back to his physio killer self! Yayz!


Today I nearly fell asleep in Physics and in Geometry. Mr. Lawrence wasn't here today, and I didn't understand anything the sub explained. It's not like my parents could help me on my homework either. Maybe I'll figure it out in the end....

In PE our basketball game has a perfect record..........we haven't won a game yet! =D

Be jealous.

Spanish I actually understood what was going on!!

History Mr. J was finally starting to put his foot down when it came to Sarah. My mom told me to think positive about Sarah being in my history class. So after I thought about it, I guess in a positive sense she's testing my self control.

I mean if I had none I would have slapped her already.

I guess my mom was right! =D

Oh, we also were looking on Google Earth and I saw a little youtube icon in Ontario, Canada. It reminded me of Andrew Bravner! I was so tempted to yell "CLICK IT!!!!!!!" and see if that was his, but I didn't.

Look, more self control! =p

Art I finally started the project instead of procrastinate the whole time. I had to chalk the back of my drawing and stuff. Not too thrilling since we've done the exact same thing for the other project but oh well I guess. With we could do some type of needle point or sewing or whatnot. I've been meaning for my mom to teach me but I don't have the time. =/

English we kept replaying the part in The Patriot where the one solider gets his head blown off by a cannon. We have a weird sense of humor I guess. =)

Stayed after school to hang with everyone and watch the movie Kiss Me Kate. Rayy, Dev, Sami, Emilee (Zak's sister who is nice and doesn't hate me for the fact that I broke up with her brother), Jason, Hannah, Sam from my history class, Bryan, Alison, and many others. Mike was there too, but he was on the other side of the auditorium. Funny thing is, when I yelled his name really loud, everyone else but him looked at me. It's not like they were nice looks either. They seemed to be this quit-being-so-happy-to-see-people-and-go-away-or-we-attack-you type look.

Super scary!

Heh, we didn't start the movie for like, a half hour because they couldn't figure out what was wrong with the projector. Once they got it going I was proud that after 8 years, I still remember the play.

And now it's time for.....

THE BLONDE MOMENT OF ASHLEY!
And yes, I realize there is more than one...

So my dad was picking me up, but he also had clients from Chicago in his car with him. I didn't realize that, so when I saw a car look like his pull up, I ran too it waving then noticed when I looked in the windows and saw these two women in the car. Being very smart I acted like I was waving to somebody behind them and started to walk away.

Heh....turns out my dad was in the drivers seat, I just didn't see him.

We had a good laugh about it though. =D

When I got home I read a few pages of Breaking Dawn before finishing my Spanish homework and starting my Vally Voyages journal. It feels so weird that I can use the words 'you' and 'I'.....

Oh yeah!!

Thought I'd add a few more songs to the playlist after this.

Nightwish; 10th Man Down (I'd describe this song as...unusual, cheese, dramatic....I like it though, it's different)

The Summer Overture Remix from the Requiem for a Dream Soundtrack (You've heard this in many movie trailers)

Keane; Hamburg Song (From the Twilight playlist)

and

Us and Them; Pink Floyd. (Pure awesomeness from what I consider the oldies)


They should all be there soon that is, if the playlist website has them. Hope so!

ily.

OMG I'M SO HAPPEEEEEEEEEEE

So I was in a real good mood today. Like the whooooole day, it's amazing. =p

So started out today with an assembly in the auditorium. The video thing this year was about Fears. Now I must say, it had awesome music, but the rest of it was just depressing. I mean, the one with the girl that died in a car crash, or that guy in the band who's dad and brother committed suicide. And then it showed the people holding the box signs that said shit like "I cut myself" so Gerber was texting me like crazy going: Don't do that again, you know not to right?!

O.O

Physics class after that was wicked awesome. We made these straw things ya see, and the teach was calling them this weird name and I told him they should be called Strawmonica's. He was like "That's brilliant!" and I pointed to myself and said "Genius right here people!"

Andy was there, ask him for proof that a teacher said I was brilliant!

That'll probably be the only time. =p

Anyways, after that the teacher made this thing out of the straw that he called a duck caller and when you blew into it, it made a high pitched noise. I annoyed Jayne with it the whole time. I swear that girl needs to take a chill pill and get an attitude adjustment...

Geometry class Mr. Lawrence's voice got all high and squeaky again. =p

PE I gave Carols a hug! Oh, and I asked him if he was going to leave because he was an exchange student and if he did I would be said but he said "No, I stay in Amer-ee-ka"

XD

omgilovethatguy

Annoyed more people with my duck called thing. Then I asked Mike to ask Gerber if he had a crush on anyone and if he said yes, if it was me.

Maybe he's just a real good friend, ya know? With a little Ariel inside of him.

*shrugs*

Lunch was cool. Talked to Peaches and Devvy Chan a lot. I came up with the fact that we should make a gang and when we're in ally ways use the duck caller thing! XD

I swear we should so do that.

Spanish was...a heart attack. I THOUGHT I had turned my IPod volume all the way down, but there is a difference between I THOUGHT and I DID. My IPod came on, full volume during the class. The people around me were like, dancing to the music. I was like "holy crap stop it you idiots!!" o.o

And we all know what Smith would have done, taken Melvin away! I can't live without him. Seriously.

So most of class I was preying for her to let us practice our words with our partners because it's really loud then. Well, she didn't. She did say "Quit everyone while we listen to this. IT SHOULD BE ABSOLUTELY SILENT!"

I thought I was dead.

Then she turned her back to write something on the chalkboard and I snatched my bag up and opened it and when I did of course the sound wasn't muffled it got LOUDER. I pulled the earphones out and then threw it on the floor and put my head down. My face was all red and I was trying to hold back laughter (along with the people around me) and to keep my heart from pounding out of my chest. Smith gave me a funny look but said nothing.

For now on I'm unhooking my headphones from Melvin before I go to school...

History class was....holy crap.

First of all, I'd like to state that Sarah Mayor is definitely the dullest tool in the shed....in a shed of tools that are already dull to begin with. She's that thick headed.

We were talking about the elections and Sarah asked my Johansson who he was voting for and he said he was voting absentee.

You guys know what that is right?

Please tell me you have some idea.

Anyways, omg...I still can't believe how stupid she is...Sarah asked "Who's absentee? I didn't know a dude named that was running."

-_-

I laughed, I cried, I slammed my head on my desk.

Cameron asked if she was living in a house with lead paint. Which in turn, she didn't know what that meant either.

"No, the paint of my house isn't pencil."

............................................................

I'm just gonna go outside and scream really really loud for a second.




Okayimgood.

She also was like "I have cramps! Oh they're really bad. Cramps suck! I got cramps!"

I told her that she doesn't need to inform the whole class when she's hormonal.

I wonder if she even knows what the word inform means...

Art was fun. Me and Tyler talked about Dane Cook. Tired to visit Devvy Chan but they were actually doing something.

English was boring. Devvy Chan raced in again. I swear she looked so white I thought she was sick. I TOLD her that she'd be excused if she came from PE but she said the teacher wouldn't send out an e-mail and stuff. So when I told Mrs. Newcomer I was leaving early for golf I told her to tell Devvy Chan that it's okay for her to be late.

It always looks like she's gonna faint when she rushes. I mean, I get paranoid about being late too, but if I know I won't be in trouble I don't rush and take my time and make sure I'm all together.

Left early out of English, walked the halls, got dressed and got my clubs for golf before we left for Glen Eagles. We didn't write out scores down, so I tried to remember mine, if I was right a shot a 48. =D

Came home, had Wendy's, explained to Peaches about how to get a blogger background template. Talked to Cyrus. And now I'm gonna try and get over Sarah's stupidity (because I really didn't know anyone could be so thick...it's actually quite unfathomable) and study for the test I need to take early tomorrow.

Woo Hoo!

One more thing: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Absentee_ballot

If you had an idea of what it is, at least you didn't think it was a FREAKING PERSON. omg...

ily.

Don't Worry About It!

Okay...that like, really pisses me off when people say that to me right now (No offense to the people that have said that to me).

Golf yesterday was embarrassing. To keep it short, I shot the worst game of my life in my HS golf tournament on a course which previously on a random summer day shot the best score of my life.

Yeah, golf is fucked up that way.

Oh, guess what, Windmill Lakes, that's where Ross is, my golf lesson guy, and at Windmill, our entire scores were posted up. So he could have seen it.

When I realized that today at the range with my dad I nearly broke down crying. I started tearing up and my throat closed tight and I couldn't breathe. I had to stop to pull myself together for a few minutes.

Today everyone on the team was like: It's just one bad score, don't worry about it, it's not like it counted.

1. It's not just one bad score, it's to horrible to even be considered bad, or just anything
2. If I don't worry about it, it's like I'm letting down the team and not caring
3. The whole point of playing is to get a good score so it does count so saying that just makes me feel even worse.

Oh, and I guess my history teacher heard about it too because he came up to me when we were doing this group activity thing and was like:

Him: So Ash *insert horrible score here*
Me: What?
Him: *insert horrible score here*
Me: Wh- oh... shut up. *tears up and puts head down rest of class*

Every time I even think about the numbers it tears me up inside. Last night I spent most of the night crying for Pete's sake. And today, horrible.

On the bus:

people that know I golf: Ashley!!! How was golf yesterday?! Did you win?!
me: ...no...

And another great thing before that happened too. Mrs. Sherry noticed how two days ago my mom was having a migraine and...:

Mrs. Sherry: Is it feeling better?
Me: For now
Mrs. Sherry: My son recently had a migraine. It was horrible. He was so white, and puking, and in all this pain
Me: I could only imagine what that looks like
Mrs. Sherry: It was so painful to watch
Me: Yeah... *turns Melvin up full blast*

Great huh?

PE today we actually played with a real softball. When Zak, fat ass David, and nick bata were all sitting around in the corner of the dugout drawing penis in the dirt they were like:

David: Heh, we should play Russian Roulette
Zak: We should, it's a game of luck, and I'm always lucky

I wanted to say "You didn't get lucky with me" but I held my tongue cuz I'm so nice.

It's a wonder why they all fail PE too.

English class stupid consular lady came in and blabbered on. It pissed me off when she asked us if we were interested in going to the CVCC and nobody raised her hand and she was like: "I would have expected that because almost all the people in the honors classes think 'well I'm too good enough to go there, that's for the other kids'"

Um, fucking no? Show's how bad you are and your fucking job you stupid ass bitch.

Ihateher.

Check the updates list for some new things.

Point break in PE tomorrow. Yayz I guess. At least Zak has to get off his lazy ass and do something then...

Peaches and I were talking about Gerber today. I was saying how while walking out of my last period class he started talking to Devvy Chan so I thought of it as my way to escape and went down the opposite hall. I get halfway down "HEY ASHLEY WAIT UP!!" he catches up to me, and is all "What's wrong, you aren't-" and I told him no and sped away. Then when I was at my locker he pats me on the back and was like "See ya."

I told peaches that I was wondering if he has a whole Ashley Shrine down his basement. Like, you go down there BAM life size poster of me, a lock of my hair, a voodoo doll that looks like me.

Yep. Kinda funny when ya think about it.

ily.

Holy Crap A Giant Purple Mutant Elephant!

THE DANCE WAS AWESOME!!

But I'm getting ahead of myself. Let's go back.

I was planing on waking up at 10:30 yesterday. Well, when I glanced at the clock it looked like it said 10:30...it really said 1:30. I thought my dad died, no joke.

Got up, and cut the lawn in my PJ's, because I'm cool like that.

Shower, and then put on a pair of sweats and a t-shirt and came on here for awhile before heading out to pick up Devvy Chan. She was rushing to get ready, but she looked nice!

Missed Sami's house, but we found it again, we recognized it from the door. Rayy and I agreed that she can't change it because that's the only reason we know it's her house. =p

We were the 1st one's at Sami's. She was dressed up too, and I really loved her hair!

Rayy came next with the Apple Bee's. It smelled yummy.

Peaches and Ryan came next. Peaches had Ryan wear a pink tie to match her dress, and Ryan's hair was also straightened and had a ton of hair spray in it. I told him I was concerned. =p

We ate, then Rayy and I got dressed and Peaches curled Rayy's hair for an hour. She looked nice when it was done. =)

Picture time in Sami's backyard! We stood by her pond and took a group shot then single ones. Sami's dad drove Rayy, Devvy Chan, and me to the dance. He's really nice, we all laughed a lot on the way there.

Ariel found us- sadly, but I delt. Said hellos to her grandma.

Finally the dance started and it was freezing in the gym. I went with Devvy Chan to get a drink then took Ryan to show him where the pixi sticks were. He grabbed like, half the bowl. XD

After our mass sugar consumption it was time to daaaance!

I danced with everyone including Gerber, and Stash. Heh, I slow danced with Gerber. =)

Oh Oh! Remember Mushroom head from my PE class last year?! He was there, and him and a midget kid named Alex were bustin out some moves! I grinded with the midget! XD

We made grinding lines too, it was hilarious. And some guy was lifted up in the air! (like they do at Jewish wedding kinda =p)

Ryan was pimpin. He had Peaches, Rayy, Sami, Devvy Chan, Athena, and me all grind up on him a few times. It was funny. I'm sure he enjoyed the dance. =p

Heh...we all were glittery we looked like we fucked pixies!

Saw Kevin at the dance, he cleans up nice. Zak's siter came but not Zak. It would have been nice to seem him there I guess, but he didn't wanna go so... *shrugs*

After being crazy and dancing from 7:30-10:30 my dad came and picked Devvy Chan and me up. Got home, took a shower, made some Cup-A-Soup, then snacked on some BBQ chips and watched part of the movie Guess Who on TV.

Oh, when I get pic from homecoming I'll post them here.

Now I'm up and it's...

SUPER MEGA DOWNLOAD SUNDAY!!!

=) Lets crank out the jams.

ily.

Top Dog, Crayons, and Relationships

My gosh today I was so nervous I forgot how to spell my own name. Seriously. I was like..Ashl-.......l.....somthing.......

Geometry was boring kinda. Didn't finish my homework, but awe well, I still know how to do the crap.

PE I got picked in the top six people to play that quick football thing! Yay! I feel skilled!!

Lunch I got sick again. But tried to hold it back.

Spanish I got an A on my tests!!! Yippee! Gonna check the grade book right now...

A!!!

Meh, physics teacher is a fricktard. On our lab that we brought home to do for homework it says missing. I'm sure he'll put the points up, but it brings my grade down to a freaking D!!!

=/

History Sara Mayer was so retarded....I swear I just wanna slap some brains into her sometimes...The whole class was complaining about the small amount of notes we had to take. Lazy bums. They're gonna have a rude awakening when they get to college...

Art was fine.

English we listened to some stupid sermon, and she sprayed water on us, lite a candle, shot arrows, and brought a fake spider to peoples desk. I petted it, heh. Then...

COLOWING!!!!

I drew a fire, with a Lepercon looking pilgrim on a string being held by the 'hand of god'!

After class came the moment I was pretty much dreading. I saw Zak in the hall way and I said I needed to talk to him. Guys...

I broke up with him.

Now I'm not saying I hate him, and that he's stupid or anything like that. He's still a great guy, and I enjoyed the time we spent together, but our relationship was going further than I expected (although that's partially my fault) and there is so much crap going on in my life right now, he deserves a better girl that has time for him.

I feel guilty, he looked really down at his locker. I told him I was sorry and gave him a hug, then ran to get my golf clubs.

Golf was okay. Got my swing back. Shot a 52.

Ate Arbeys for dinner, talked to devvy chan, then went online and talked to ryan about golf. Next summer I challenge him and Andy to a match and Shawnee! =D

Heh, Gerber was texting me while I was talking to Ryan and he was like: So how was Arbeys? And I never told him I ate dinner there and when I asked him how he knew he said that he knew everything that goes on around me. XD

He's so cute ^-^ lol

I said that if he knew everything, then what type of thong was I wearing? (as suggested by Ryan) He said ha ha, and that he was really goin to a TI meeting.

OH OH!

In history class today we got bored and Mr. J went on youtube and we found a vid with Collin in it! Take a look:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AcvjxbyQrIA

I think it's hilarious.

That's all for now.

I hope Zak is okay.

ily.