Another Long While

Hellos followers!

It's been a long time!

I'm sorry, I just haven't had the desire to blog for awhile. I'm either too busy or too tired to.

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The only thing exciting that's been happening at the house is a game I think I'm gonna call Kaboom.

How do you play?

You pick any topic under the sun, whether it be how you're doing, the weather, politics, religion, your favorite color etc.

How do you win?

The longer you can talk to my Dad without him suddenly exploding on you, ya win.

3 minutes is my record. =)

The lovely Jackie is hosting a Halloween party at her house, I can't wait! I helped her gather some of the Halloween decorations at my house yesterday, and the day of the party I'm going over early to help set up. =D

Red Ribbon Week is this week.

I hate it, and the fact that I didn't think about the fact that I was putting a red shirt on this morning. So today I looked like I supported it.

Fuck.

The lady asked me if I would sign the pledge again today and again I said no.

And again she looked at me as if I were Satin.

I'm sorry, but I'm set on the plan of trying a little weed after I graduate. Don't like it? Then piss of.

And yes I do support it being legalized.

While waiting in line for lunch today the really small freshie that looks like a 4th grader started talking to me (or rather my boobs, since that's where she came up to). We talked about Ketchup. =p

Went to the docs and got my flu shot (not the Swine flu one, you're lucky if you got that one). I got Dora stickers!! =D

Applied for a job at Fun n' Stuff. Also going to apply for a job at Burlington and maybe Peppers too. =)

And with that, I leave you all farewell and with one question to answer:

How do you release your anger and frustration?

ily.

This...

Is defiantly going to be one of those bitter sweet Mother's Days.

ily.

Little Ocean Breeze

As you can hear I finally got ocean wave sounds to play in my background. Yayz I guess.

Haven't exactly been in the greatest of moods lately. Been very out of it today too.

Didn't get much sleep last night. Kept waking up until around 5 i decided to just get up. I'm really tired. I hope I get enough sleep for golf tomorrow.

Larry noticed my mood today. He asked what was wrong, and I said nothing why, and he said I kept staring all sadly into space a lot. I guess I was.

My confidence level seems to have dropped down to a little line. I've noticed I'm not really eating much either. Like, I had a small bowl of soup for breakfast (shut up we ran outta milk so I couldn't have my fruit loops) and a large fry and that's it. My mom was all up to getting me something from Wendys, which I'm usually begging her to get me fast food (and I love Wendys), but I just didn't care and I wasn't hungry.

*sigh*

I had 2 cheesy sticks left over from pizza hut Friday.

Wrote more of my story, now all i gotta do is type it. I'll try and get to that later on tonight or something....

oh, I guess one good thing happened today. Ya know that snickers song from the commercial?? This one? I downloaded it from limewire and put it to my Ipod. =)

There's a smile!

Ummmm weird question, anyone know any dark, gothic, emo, rap, scream-o, techno, club music??

Yeah.

I need it for another book i'm planning to write. I'd like the music to be in an Asian language, and it to match what you would dance to at a dirty vampire night club. And also there doesn't have to be lyrics. I looked up on AOL radio and i've heard some songs from the genre Trance that I like. Maybe look there for ideas?

Thanks for the help.

ily.

Meh

Nothing really happened today that I can really deem exciting. It was rainy, so I guess that's good (yes I like rainy days).

My back and arms are sooooooooore. Zak say's he'll give me a back massage on Saturday ^_^

Not working out tonight, dad and I are both not feeling too in shape.

Mom was well enough today to make dinner for us. I wanted to help but she said no, I should go and sleep...i love her so much.

Talking to Zak on the phone right now: Zak says hi and ily =p

I got a sticker on my math test! It's a smiley face!

Very short postie lol.

I think I'm gonna work on chappie 3 and finish it.