To all my friends...

Remember:

-Everything gets worse before it gets better

-I'll always be there to make you laugh

-My mom is your mother too

-We can keep secrets

-We're just a phone call away

-If you ever need to get away I'm here

-I can't make you're life work out the way you want but I can help you live through it

-Smile even though you're sad

-It's okay to be afraid

-It's okay to cry

-Hurting yourself won't make things better

-Pills are fake happiness

-If you take your hurt out on your friends you'll drive them away

-It could always be worse

-Laugh at yourself every once in awhile

-There is always a positive side

-There is always a way out

-There is always someone that cares

-You're friends will always be there

And I'll always be with you helping you laugh under the sun.
















Now smile. =)

ily.

Da da da daaaa!

So the rest of the day at school the following happened:

~ erin, max, zack, and I nearly got kicked out of the library because everytime we go there we always talk. It's not like we were talking loud or anything...and we're not in APR either...we should be allowed to talk...assholes...

~ I figured out how to do the math problems on the comuter program we have

Then the talent show. Rayy came over Dev's and then we picked both of them up and went to our school. Everyone was pretty good. Hammy sang the National Anthum, she was very good. Bryan got lot's of laughs with his ventrilaquist act. Then this girl at the end, she was an amazing singer!

oh: convo i just had with peaches:

Peachy: i dont think he even realizes im pissed.
Me: i got it!
Peachy: what?!
Me: text him: ryan, i'm pissed >=(
Me: =D
Peachy: lol
Peachy: he can figure it out on his own. he's a big boy.
Me: XD
Peachy: not. like. that.
Me: wait, what do you mean not like that? what were YOU thinking?
Peachy:lol
Me:cuz I was like, imagining a 15 year old ryan in diapers sucking his thumb
Peachy:XD

ANYWAYS =D

Rayy found a vid of our school blood drive this year. I told peaches but she said her German teacher had told them about it. Oh well.

I went to bed around 11 last night and around 2 I found the THING. Then ya know. This morning I looked at my wrist and there is like this tiny little scar there. I like to look at it. Why? I dunno, but that's really all I wanted, so I should stop now.

I'm going over to Dev's today and leaving the THING behind so that will help.

Plz kidz, don't tell the big grown-ups about the THING. I'll tell them on my own.

Well that's about it for now!

Last Day of Spring Break

Meh....around 1 in the morning last night I started getting this really bad sore throat. Which, if you know me you know I really, really, really, really, really, times a billion and one, hate sore throats. Well then I got a headache, and my whole body started to hurt and I was dizzy and had bad chills.

So I have a cold.

Rawr.

I came downstairs around 8 in the morning and asked my mom for some pills and she gave me two for my head and two for my sinuses. Then I went upstairs and took a shower since doing that seems to make me feel better when I'm sick. Thank goodness it worked, when i got out my sinus were down, my body didn't hurt, and my head didn't feel like it was about to explode. I wasn't as cold either until I stepped out, then I was really cold. So I put my wet hair up in a towel since I didn't want to waste my energy drying it- it takes a long time when I do it by myself and I didn't want to ask my mom for help- and got into bed, turning the electric blanket up on high.

After sleeping for awhile Byran texted me so I talked to him. He got a new phone a few days ago, the Samsung one with the keyboard. My Uncle Scott got that phone when he took me to the mall a few days after Christmas. It was funny because he didn't know how to work it and I had to show him and he was all excited to text on the keyboard. That's an adult for you.

Anyways he had to go because his dad was going to take him to a parking lot to practice driving the car around for his drivers test. It's hard to believe he's 15.

I can't wait until I turn 15, because my dad will take me to do the same thing. That way I'm not just driving around in the yard and I can practice going in reverse- and like my mom, I'm betting all my money the R isn't exactly my gear.

I'm really bummed right now because something is wrong with my Word 2007. It won't open, it says there isn't enough memory on my computer. Which is odd because I haven't downloaded any new music or anything like that. So I deleted some stuff, like some tool bars and crap I don't need and it still keeps saying the same thing. Word 2003 will open at least and our home computer has Word 2007 so I guess that's alright. I'll have my dad look at it later. Either that or I'll restart my computer, I haven't done that yet.

It looks really windy outside. The trees haven't stopped moving and also the house is creaking. I love it when it's really windy out. I wish I could go and just run around randomly in the yard and be tossed around by the big gusts. It's fun. If out trampoline wasn't broken I'd jump on that because it feels like you're flying. It's pretty cool.

I'm worried about my brother JJ. He's been acting really silly lately and that usually means he's sad about something. I asked him if anything was going on and he said no but I'm going to kep trying. Then again maybe nothing is really wrong it's just school is coming. He doesn't like school, which is said because he's a really smart kid. He just needs to apply himself is all.

I'm deciding on whether or not to get my English homework done right now or in class during keyboarding. I need to also finish Act 5 questions for Romeo and Juliet but I always do those in study hall.

Well I'm gonna grab a tissue and restart my computer.

luv you all! =)