You Will Never Believe...

What I took....





From somebodies garbage.....




















His name is Nortone!!!

The 'e' is silent for 2 reasons:

A. Because I don't want it to be like the Norton from the Norton Antivirus thing

and

B. To make it even more fancy dancy

=p

I call him Nort for short (no rhyme intended)!

While going to deliver my application I saw him in someones trash and nearly sped off the road to get him.

My Mom was shaking her head. =p

He was filled with pet hair and pop stains but with a brush and some scrubbing he's good as new!!

And Hammy likes to sleep in his lap. =p

Ah, I love trash day.

ily.

I Sang This

(Or should I say yesterday morning since it's 1 now)

I woke up to something I've been waiting for a long time.

Summer.

Which of course meant I had to sing School's Out For Summer while munching on Fruit Loops.

I'm planning on making a summer themed playlist and linking you on the side bar. I'll tell you when it's up, but I'm not going to put it on my blog.

Today JJ, Mom and I went to my Uncles house to see Larry, his little Pomeranian. It's pretty much the beginning of the end for Larry. While we were there he started having another seizure. I expect by tomorrow he'll be put to sleep. =/

He's 17 though, so he lived a good doggie life. =D

Next JJ and I went to The Range and I tried to help him with his golf. I hit only half a medium bucket of balls because I couldn't concentrate on trying to help him and help myself.

Drove back home and dropped him off them Mom and I went to Petites and I took pictures of flowers and her and Nicole (an employee helping her there) picked out the ones on the list my Mommy had.











Those are all the ones I liked out of the bunch I took. Some of them I'm still eeh about, but I'd like to hear what you think.

JJ said I should post a picture up of my computer background every time I change it, so here's what it was before:



And here's what it is now:



I like making my own computer backgrounds, I think that's the only reason why I take pictures of things. =p

After the flowers Devlyn invited me to Pulse up at Roseland Lanes. Jess and Bryan ended up coming as well. We bowled a quick game before going in the next room to dance.

Richie Miller showed up and started to try and mess around with Bryan so I pushed him away hard and was going to punch him in the face if it weren't for Dev stepping in between us.

=/

In the end the mood picked up again once he stayed away.

Dev's Mom got us all a free drink since she works there! =D

Got dropped off and chatted with my Mommy before coming upstairs.

Now I think I'll work on the outline for the book I'm writing.

=)

ily.

9 More Days

Good bye May.

Hello June.

Good bye school.

Hello summer.

ily.

Just Like A Bumbly Bee

I'm getting very busy!

Today all I've really done since I got home was homework.

Scheduled for my in cars, did my math, then read the sparknotes for The Sun Also Rises and took the quiz for that. Then I scanned my physics book for a bit in attempts to study for the test tomorrow.

Now I'm halfway done with 18.4 and trying to get 18.1-18.3 on my other flashdrive.

Tomorrow I'll be picking up an application for Fun 'N Stuff since Dad told me that work is waaaaay too slow for me and they really don't even need 5 guys now.

It's scary. =/

Then Wednesday I'll be hitting golf balls and at night I'll have to look over my history notes, study for my vocab. quiz in English, and be ready for the speaking exam in Spanish.

Thursday right after school is my first in cars. Then I'll have to rush to eat and get ready so Mom and I can go to Cy's graduation.

Friday more hitting of the golf balls and then I hope I'm free.

Then to study for exams and on the 9th golf league begins. 12-14 graduation parties and then 15th in cars and 19th golf league.

Then maybe a job will be in the mix later on as well.

I'll also be using the Rosetta Stone during the summer I'm borrowing from Cy and practicing making videos and learning to write with my left hand so I can become ambidextrous.

And then the rest of those little summer goals.

It shall be interesting!

ily.

Dear Skin

Dammit you will tan.

Not burn.

TAN.

...

Finally finished section 2 of notes...these things take too damn long...2 hours a section at least

*headdesk*

Now I must catch up on my English book.

While lounging on the deck.

In my swimmy suit.

=)

Catch ya on the flip side yo.

ily.

ROY G. BIV

Dad and I hiked today, we went to this really old cemetery. I told him that we'll have to get a tent and camp out there.

What could make it even more awesome?

The fact that the graves are all really old, it's near this cliff, and there's this tree where one of the vines squeaks when it moves so at night it'll freak you out.

=D

Then we went to Best Buy to look at video cameras. Think I found one I really liked.

Hung out on the roof for a bit then came down stairs for dinner to find this:







I was happy from then on until golf. I could only hit for about 30 mins until my hand hurt too much. Ross told me to stop hitting and not to aggravate it anymore.

Then Dad took me home right after.

I was crying in the car until I asked him to pull over so I could drive. The highway calmed me down a bit. There was a ton of rain so I got to learn how to work the wipers and drive on the highway without hydroplaning and shit like that.

My left hand is starting to numb now, so I'm gonna stop typing...

*sigh*

I really love to blog and golf..fucking CT...

ily.

The Busy Bumbly Bee

School was okay today I guess.

My physics class was like Lunesta, it's side effects were drowsiness, and seeing a green butterfly flutter across the room (or maybe that was just my imagination...).

Math I forgot my review sheet at home, lucky for me Mr. L gave everyone full credit for doing it anyways since we went over the whole thing. He gave us another review thing, which is optional, but I think I'm going to do it if I have time.

During guidance today I went to see if my shoes and stuff were given away that I had left in my PE locked from last semester (like, over 5 weeks ago). They're gone. 3rd pair of shoes lost to PE class. The 1st 2 were stolen, I came to find my locker broken into and them not there. The one day I leave them because I had too much shit to carry that day.

There went $100.

And now these shoes (which was my bad) to add to that to make that $120.

Yippee.

Spanish class it seemed like Smith liked how I made my house 3D...

History we did study island stuffs, but we use the cave computer lad. I dunno what it's near, but there is something near there that makes a weird noise and it always gives me a headache. I tried to put my headphones in but they didn't do jack shit to help me concentrate either.

Art Cyrus came to find that his bowl had broken, either it just broke by itself (less likely) or some dumbass accidentally broke it (most likely).

He has so start all over now. =/

English we worked in groups so that was fun.

Got home, drove Hammy to the vet with mom in heavy traffic. And lemme tell you, not being able to go 50 and being stuck bumper to bumper?

NOT. FUN.

Oh, I savor the day I get to go 80 on the highway...

Did study island until dinner after I drove home and then cleaned my room.

Actually, I cleaned my room (as in, picked up anything that was on the floor...my dressers are a different story...) and then decided to clear out my closet of all my old, small, and ugly clothes.

2 large garbage bag fulls.

And there is probably more coming, I still need to clear out the shit on the floor of the closet as well.

Meh.

It will be nice once it's all done though. We'll see how long I can keep my shit in order.

I remember when my bed used to not have anything under it either...

I'm going to do the math...later I guess....I know how to do it, it's not like it's that hard *knocks on wood*

I'd do it in the morning but I need that time to study Spanish vocab for my test tomorrow.

Been thinking about some goals for this summer.

I've already got The List of stupid things to do this summer. Most of which I want to video tape. This, would require a video camera, which I don't have. I've been looking on Best Buy's web site but I like to actually go into the store.

Also, I dunno what to buy, I'm not all that technology savvy.

But anyways, I've got 2 more things I wanna do this summer.

-Learn how to write with my left hand
-Learn how to ride a skateboard

Actually, the last one should be 'learn how to do tricks on a skateboard' since I already can ride one.

I was riding on JJ's today actually. =D

Hero's was pretty good.

Will have to talk about it with Andy tomorrow! =)

ily.

Day 1

Day 1 of the first day of summer vacation is basically over! It's been a pretty good day too.

Today I went with my mom to get her nails done, and I convinced her to get them painted with his cool blue color! It's pretty wild for a mom, especally one that's 50, but I think it suits her if I do say so myself. But there are also flowers painted on them to make up for it. They look pretty darn cool.

After that we ate at Mom's Diner (not my moms, that's just what it's called) and it was kick ass inside. They had the classis bar, booths, colors, lights, food, floor, walls, atmospher, everything. I love diners, that kinda old time feeling, where everyone seems friendly. It's nice.

After that I went and got...THE SURPRISE. Yes, THE SURPRISE. I can't wait to show you it!!! Anyone who is coming to Sami's end of the year party will!! I'm hoping it'll knock some of your socks off.

>=)

heh heh...evil smiley....

After getting THE SURPRISE we headed home and I hung around the house. Took the dog for a walk with my dad, and when we got home I had him listen to Dragon Force. He said he liked it, so that's pretty cool.

Mom's not really talking to me because my dad yelled at her for trying to make me wear a sundress for when I go to the office and I supported him. She just doesn't get that people don't wear sundresses in the business world anymore. Hell, people barely wear suits! Besides, my dad is the boss of the building there, I thin, he would know what I should and shouldn't wear....

*sigh* oh well.

Tomorrow mom said that Grammy, uncle Scott, jj, her, and I are all going to Olive Garden to celebrate the end of the year. This will be the first time I've ever eaten there before! When we dropped something off at my uncle's house today he gave me $10 since I was going to 10th grade. We joked about how when I graduate I get $12 cuz that's like, not even enough to buy a quarter tank of gas anymore these days.

Did you hear gas prices might be up to $7-$8 a gallon by the end of the summer?? O.O

Ugh....I shutter to think.

Well that's pretty much it for today!

Ooooooh I can't wait to show you all THE SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!

=)

ily.

Wow

That's all I can say is wow. The end of this year seems really overwhelming to me. I guess it's because I have a bit of 'growing up' to do. I mean, I'll be joining a sports team soon, later on in the next two weeks I'll have a job; those are pretty big things for me. My summer isn't going to be relaxed anymore that's for sure.

History and Keyboarding exam today. Last night I had a dream I was in Mr. Cash's class and he pointed at me and went "YOU, do 50 push ups!" and I got up to the front of the class saying "How about 100?" Cash goes "Sure...if ya can." I stand up there looking at him for about a minute, and he gets annoyed and goes "Well what are you waiting for?" and I stare at him in the face and go "I'm waiting for you to tell me which hand you'd like behind my back." Oooooh yeeeah if that could happen.

I played tetris and pong during my keyboarding exam and also listened to my Ipod since I had finished my project for it awhile ago. I'm very proud of it.

Ever heard of the band called Papa Roach?

Check out these songs I like by them:

Getting Away With Murder & Forever

I'm still looking for more songs by them, they seem like a good band. Turns out Zak has a few songs by them on his celly!

Rainy today for our last day of school. Sophomores now!! Can't believe that either.

Had to go to the doc's to get my physical form filled out. Turns out I had to get a shot too! =(

Even worse, I need to get a tetanus shot, this other shot, and my mom wants me to get that HPV shot, which is 3 shot you need....three letters...three shots...bleh. I was telling my Uncles Girlfriends daughter, and she got the three HPV shots, and she said they really hurt, and to try rubbing your arm after them, and the pain will go away quicker.

Great.

Devvy chan gets a regular check up tomorrow, good luck!

Went to the calling hours with Devlyn for Ryan's dad. A great man, not only for raising Ryan, but for how strong he was too. It's just, I only can really half believe that he's passed, it just seems like a nightmare, or a sick joke. If you looked at Ryan hard, and I mean really hard because he is a really good actor, you can really see how sad he is. It seemed half weird to me that we were making small talk, but I was making Ryan laugh, or at least it seemed so I kept it up. A few chuckles can help the heart I've heard.

Calling hours was at the funeral home near my house (i can't spell it...). I haven't been there in a while, but I know the place like the back of my hand. 8 family members on my mother's side died in a time span of about 3 months, so it was almost like I lived there for a time. Not to mention other's like my cousin Frank.

After the calling hours my mom had to shop, so I had to go to Giant Eagle with here. Since we were wearing the same little black dresses people were like: "Oh you guys look so cute together!" ^-^

Brian Gerber was there, so we left our parents and walked around the store and talked. It was nice. Now I'm up here in my room. Pretty tired, which is odd because right now it's only 10:22. I guess it's cuz of the rain and everything going on today. I guess I'm gonna hit the sack.

OH YEAH!!! SURPRISE FOR ALL OF YOU TOMORROW!! YOU'LL NEVER GUESS WHAT IT IS!!!! EEEEEEEEEEP I CAN'T WAIT!!!!! =o

=)

nighty night.

ily.

Fun 'n Stuff

Devvy Chan called me and invited me to Fun 'n stuff with Rayy, Jason, Sami, Elli, and some other girls name who I'm sorry I forget. Dad picked her up, and dropped us off. We were the first one's there, and we walked around and saw people from school like Bobby, Rose, Jake, and Salvador D. Jason came and Sami and the other girl were way late, so we got to play a few games before they came.

Dev and Ellie played against each other in air hockey, while Jason and I played this getaway game where one person was the driver and the other shot out the window. I love driving ^-^

After that we ate and then went outside and Elli and Devvy played mini golf. Actually it was more like musical mini golf since they didn't play the holes in order at all. Rayy and I climbed on the rocks, and one of the parts wasn't filled with water so we ran through it. Heh, since it was blue I say we walked on water =p

I said that I wasn't going to leave there without bungee jumping, so Dev and I did. I flipped a lot, but I got tired really fast. That's kinda getting on my nerves and kind of scaring me. I mean I used to have so much energy, and now I only have a little. I mean I was shaking a lot after I got off, I could hardly walk straight...

After that I bought a Pepsi and while Devvy, Sami, and the other girl (still sorry I don't remember your name!) Rayy, Jason, Elli and I went on the inflatables outside! There were like two 4-year-olds there, and then us three 14-year-olds xD

We went down the slides a bunch of times, and had a blast! These old people were staring at us, and like, laughing seeing use having so much fun. Oh, and have you ever notice that the rules for that say no pregnant women allowed? I don't think a pregnant woman would want to go on those...

Oh yeah, and one of the little kids had these cool shoes with flames on them! They were awesome! I said that if they were my size and if I were a criminal I would steal them and one of the mom's kinda laughed. heh.

Went back inside and Dev's dad was there with her step mom (who I hate) and little brothers. I gave Logan a hug =P

Played a racing game, and my mom called while I was in the middle of it. I hit a car and flipped through the air! 2nd place, 1st place, then 4th place in the three races I played. When I got to the car (cuz my mom was waiting in the parking lot) she looked kinda disturbed, and I asked her what was wrong and she looked at me and said: "I just say two guys...making out..."

I MISSED IT! I SHOULD HAVE GONE RIGHT TO THE CAR WHEN SHE CALLED!! OMG THE IRONY IN THIS!!!

I tried to call Ed but her line was busy so I left a message on Devvy phone and by the way Devvy, what is the dude saying on your voice mail, and who is it? Lol I couldn't understand it!

Mom wanted to go to Steak and Shake and get a malt, so she bought me the cute little fries they have ^-^ Then she went to Tinker Bell (Taco Bell) and got a nacho thing which name I can't spell....

Went home, watched CSI down in the basement, and now I'm up in my room and I must say something...

IT IS HOTTER THAN HELL UP HERE

80 outside right now.....ugh....I mean it's nice, but not for a girl that like to sleep with her covers on....and I don't exactly sleep naked (heh, brain Nazi-ing) and I don't plan too, so I'm going to have to deal with another realm of hell in my room for the summer....ugh....

my room's a mess too now...I really wanna clean it, but I'm too tired to right now. I'll do it tomorrow morning.

Planning on going to the range tomorrow, and then if it's cool enough maybe hit the golf course with my dad or something if he can.

ANYONE WANT TO GO SWIMMING?? ITS SO FREAKING HOT OUTSIDE!! PERFECT FOR THE REC CENTER AND THE PARK!!

I wish you can come Devvy...stupid dad's house....*sigh* I guess Rayy and I will have to tan in our bra's without you...=p nah I'm just kidding we'll save that for when you come back!

ily.

Whoa

It's like, done, freshman year, over, caput, finished! O.O

I remember on like the third day of school I wished I was a senor and now I'm like NOOOOO EVERYTHING IS GOING BY SO FAST!!

=p

Math exam today. Woke up at 8:15ish, got dressed and all that jazz, organized my math binder. During breakfast, which by the way I was eating soup (...shut up...) a hawk came and sat on the deck and then it flew into a free and it caught a little birdie!!

me: NO BIRDIE!
mom: it better not eat it on my deck...

lol you've gotta love my mom. She's feeling better by the way, back to her normal self. I dunno for how long though, her migraines are just coming randomly which to both her and me, epicly sucks. Thanks to all you guys for wish her well! *huggles*

Back to this morning...

After breakfast I found my lucky penny that I've had since 2000, and I put it in my pocket to bring to my math exam. dad drove me to school because he needed to turn in my application or whatever. Turns out that my physical expired, and all the chances to get another one at the school are over, and now he's pissed.... Well excuse me, I didn't know when it expired, nobody TOLD me it had, and nobody TOLD me I needed to get a physical, so it's not my fault.

*sigh*

Dad said sorry about yelling at me on Sunday. He then started talking about goals and stuff like that, like I had no clue about them at all, and how setting a higher and somewhat unreachable goal will get you somewhere than setting a goal which you know you can reach. Then we started talking about me working at him work, I'll be working Monday's and Wednesday's, and what I'll be doing. My aunt is going to be training me there and stuff like that, and I know everyone in the office, so that's pretty cool.

What's interesting about the day's I'm working is that my dad is out of town or on the road most of those days, so my mom will have to drive me to the office. Now isn't that convenient?

*rolls eyes*

Got to school, Ryan and David were having a very loud debate on WW2 which was really funny. Saw a lot of friends there (missed you Rayy and Devvy!). Oh, and GUESS WHAT!! MY LUCKY PENNY WORKED! WE GOT TO USE OUR MATH BINDERS DURING THE EXAM!!! OH YEEEAAAAH!!!!

I think I did much better on this exam than the last one, I knew what to expect and stuff like that. Also, there was only 50 questions! O.O

Getting a kind of headache suddenly. Like it hurts, and I feel light headed and want to close my eyes. Meh. Maybe it's just too sunny out, the sun really gets my head hurting most of the time.

Mom picked me up from exams, and she took me to Wendy's! =D

New video up top.

Oh yeah, I finished my power point for my keyboarding exam, it is so awesome, I'm like so obsessive and proud of it. My dad was all like whoa i didn't know you could do THAT with a power point, and naturally my mom was amazed since she's not really computer nerdy (i mean if it was an off day for her she might try to use white out on the screen). =p

ZOMG CHAPPIE THREE IS FINISHED!!

But I don't have my flash drive, it's upstairs...I'll send it to you guys later! Promise!

heh...it like took me two months to actually type it...heh...heh heh....my bad....

Well that's it for now!

ily.

Ear plugs please?

*sigh*

so dinner came, and my dad suddenly starts yelling at Jj cuz apparently he wasn't holding his fork correctly which in my book since he was eating at home I'm thinking 'who gives a fuck?' but I don't say that out loud.

dad: jj hold your fork right now, you're like an animal
me: humans are animals
dad: no they aren't
me: mhm, we're just smarter, waaaaay smarter, and have better thumbs! *thumbs up*
dad: *shut the fuck up glare*

this proves a few things:
1. my dad needs to go back to school
2. he needs to get a sense of humor
3. he also needs to take a chill pill

we all start quietly munching on our food and dad then asks me if I asked my friends about golfing with them this summer. The 'friends' he's talking about is really a 'friend' and that's Ashley O, who I really only talk to at lunch. I told him that we're gonna call each other up during the summer, which is the truth, and he starts going off on how on Monday's and Wednesday I'm going to be working for him, and that Tuesday I have my golf league and stuff like that, my summer that he's all planned out apparently. Then he says something about another league (this one all girls though) I could join on Thursday. I told him I really don't want to because in truth I hate the golf leagues. I really don't make any friends there, and I don't really see what I learn except that I need to work on my driver which I already know.

Well I guess saying that I didn't like the leagues so much set him off because he then he yells a me saying that he's spent all his time and money planning the golf things and stuff, and that I'm a loser and a quitter and I always give up, and I'm never good enough, and never can reach a goal and that right here right now I should decide whether or not I'm going to do golf this summer because if not he'll just sell the clubs to some kid that actually wants and is good at golf and will use them.

Look at all that motivation! Gee thanks dad! I really know I can actually live up to something for you now!

Anyways, he keeps yelling at me, and I push away from the table, slam the door and go up in the guest room and start tearing up, feeling sorry for leaving Dev, having dinner being ruined, and leaving a bit of food my mom slaved over most of the day on my plate and also feeling sorry for Jj cuz I know he hates seeing me like that.

My mom comes up about 2 minutes later, gives me a hug, and then yells at me saying that my bedroom is a mess, and how I can never keep it clean for more than two seconds.

Even more motivation!

I'd like to point out some things from the above:

1. dad saying how he's spent all his time and money planning things out for golf

Yes, thanks for buying me golf clubs, getting me lessons, taking me to the range and stuff like that, I really appreciate it. But I didn't ask for you to plan out my whole summer around golf and working for you, I have more of a life outside of that. I didn't ask to try out for the golf team, you always just made it seem that I HAD to do this. I didn't ask to be on a league this year, you always just went ahead behind my back and signed me up. I didn't ask for you to drive me around and plan when I need to go to the range, I can ask mom and plan things myself. I'm 14, I can do things like that. Also, I can also plan the things around MY schedule not YOUR schedule.

2. I'm a quitter and I always give up

Well you can see where my motivation is coming from for golf, but I don't remember quitting anything, or giving up cept on maybe math, but I'm more lazy at that. I haven't stopped working out either now have I?

3. dad: "I'll sell the clubs some kid that actually wants and is good at golf and will use them."

Thanks once again. I guess all those complements you've given me all the past were just lies then.

4. My room being messy

My room wasn't messy. There were just the sleeping bags on the floor that a slept on, Dev's stuff, and my stuffed animals spread about the room. Once Dev packed, I put away the sleeping bags, and piled all the animals it looked clean.

Also, I try to keep my room clean but it's hard when I spend almost everyday up here now, and why do you care it's not YOUR room, it's MY room and maybe I like it this way.

It's sad to know that the only confidence I get for golfing now is from random strangers at a golf range.

Do I want to quit? Yes.

Am I going to quit? No.

Why? Cuz I'm not a QUITTER.

The only reason I did golf really was because when I was young I thought it would get my dad to love me more. As I got older I thought that was silly. Doesn't seem as silly now though. It seems like the only way to live up to his expectations is to golf and be on the pro tour and stuff.

Sorry dad, guess I'm a failure.

Back to the say I guess. Dev came up after awhile and asked if I had a knife. I said know, but told her to be honest, I was really thinking about it, and thinking about it hard. She told me she worries about me- and not in that 'ha ha i worry about you sometimes' way because I'm funny or something.

I'm sorry everyone. I really didn't mean to make you worry. I shouldn't have told you guys I guess, you all have your own problems and enough to worry about.

These last few days, especially when Rayy and Dev were here, I woke up will more self confidence that I've ever had in a long time, and looking forward to what seemed like a great summer of 08. It's amazing how all of that can just disappear in the blink of an eye.

It's hot in my room.

I should have showered today, now I smell like chlorine for school tomorrow, great.

The blemish cream doesn't seem to be working so I guess I'm coming to school ugly too.

I'm tired but I'm too hot to go to sleep.

I guess I should stop making this post even longer seeing that I posted today already.

ily.

Boxer Shorts Sure Are Comfy...

...As Dev and I say. My mom bought her a pair of Cleveland Indiains boxer shorts just like mine. =)

Rayy came over yesterday! We let her hear Dev's demonic singing voice, and we tried to help out around the deck. We got into swimmy suits and ran through the sprinkler and then we went sun burning topless! By topless though I mean Rayy and I were in our bra's, since the neighbors were outside and all. My shoulders only got burnt but Dev was kinda roached. Her shoulders, back, chest, and stomach are all red and burning. Rayy's shoulders were a little burnt too.

After that we hung out around the house. We painted nails, and decided to call random people and tell them we went tanning topless. Peaches apparently called our house and I forgot to call her back- sorry Peaches!

Grammy, Big Al, Steven (bro's friend who actually socializes with me) and his family all came and we ate burgers. Ran around the yard after that, played with a volley ball then guitar hero. Rayy left around 11.

Rayy you left your flash drive at my house! I'll bring it Tuesday promise!

Today Dev, JJ, my Uncle Scott, and his Girlfriend Gina went to a baseball game. It was really hot though so we left at the third inning and went swimming in Gina's pool! Very fun. Zak called my phone so I'll call him back later on tonight.

Skibobs for dinner, yummy yummy!

Rayy, Devvy and I came up with a list on what we all have to do as a group this summer. Here's what I remember from it:

Beach
Bonfire at my house
Sugar Bush
Run around like lunatics
Sprinkler party

that's all I can remember I think we listed about 13 things though!

Well that's about it for now!

ily.

THE BLIMP!

Yay! Today the Good Year Blimp few over my backyard! I dunno why but I always get all excited when it does. For years no matter what I'm doing when I hear it in the sky I run out on the deck and watch it until it disappears from sight. This also means the warm weather is officially here!

Went out and chipped a few golf balls in the backyard like my dad asked me too. This weekend we're planing on going to Dick's to get me some new golf shoes and stuff. Then maybe I'll go to the range. =)

I'm gonna try and get on the High School Golf Team this year. My one friend Ashley O. was on it last year, I practiced with her. I wasn't really all into it that year, I like gave up on golf right before the tryouts so that's why I stunk. But this year will be different. Ashley O. says its really fun and that I better try hard to make the team.

It's a fun goal ya know? A bit of a challenge. Something to add to my busy summer too. I mean, between a job 2 1/2 days a week, going to the rang, going to the golf course, working out, walking the dog, learning how to water ski, learning Spanish (that'll help me a lot in Sophomore Year Spanish 1), getting a scuba license, cutting the lawn, learning to cook better....etc... It's gonna be busy. I've gotta learn a lot of things this year. But I will always find time for you guys, I can't live without you! If I didn't have any friends like you...jeez I can't think about it, let alone want to.

My dad says that if he lands this account at work he'll join a country club. That means he said I can bring a few of you there to swim in the pool! Cool huh?!

We all need to get together at the park or the Rec center or something. I mean ALL of us. Just for one day. One day this summer, forget all the fights we've had, the stupid stuff we did (and I mean the bad stupid stuff not the stupid stuff we normally do), and just talk. We don't really have to do anything.

Tell ya what lets make that a goal for us this summer. Or if you don't want to think of it as a goal think of it as...as a favor for me. You don't know how happy it would make me, you really don't.

Anyone who read that comment on what you think please. What do you think of the goal? Is there any chance of completing it? I think there is, and there will be.

Oh yeah, BLIMP!!