So Much Snow! O.O

I really hope we have a snow day tomorrow...

WEAR YOUR PAJAMAS BACKWARDS PEOPLE!

Anyways.

Woke up, showered, and got my homework done today before Cyrus came over. We attempted to play a board game but found light bright instead. =D

Then we helped mom put the chest, and pictures back where the tree used to be before continuing our shenanigans.

Gold was okay today. I got a blister on my pinky though and then it popped so Dad got me a band aid. Thing was, it was really huge.

So when I got home I put a Hello Kitty band aid on. ^-^

Cleaned my room a bit...

I should stop throwing my clothes on the floor and just hang them up...

It's worth a try...

Started working on a book idea I had...making outlines at least...

Also, added new song to playlist!

ily.

English Fun

Average day during school today.

Until I got to English.

We were picking our authors for our research paper. First though we had to pick a number out of a hat, and whoever had number one would pick first, then number 2, number 3 and so on and so forth.

Well, Vad (I dunno how to spell his name...so I shall shorten it! =p) picked out number one and Max went up to him and said he would pay him 15 bucks if he would trade with him. So that's just what happened.

And, when it came time to pick the authors, Max jumped up and shouted "Dr. Seuss!"

Then the teacher replied "We're doing American authors, he's British."

xD

Vad gave him $5 back out of pity.

But still he lost 10 bucks xD

You should have seen his face too...priceless.

Then Mrs. Newcomer told us about the red neck wedding she went to.

Very interesting story...

Cyrus came over to visit today!

I was so happy! ^-^

Mom made her famous spaghetti sauce and meatballs for dinner.

Mmmmmm...it was so good...

Now I want some more...

While I was working out today I was also doing my math homework in between sets. When I was doing my leg lifts my Dad thought it would be funny to throw darts at my math homework...

There are many holes in it now...

If my coach asks I'm telling him the truth...

Then he can give my Dad a detention or something. =p

Well, that's about it!

=D

"It Go Beep!"

That's what I say when the oven beeps, and it beeped a lot today.

Cy came over around 12:30 and we started baking cookies!

There was hardly any flower in the one bag so we tried to pour it into the cup and Cy hit it the wrong way and it went POOF and got everywhere. =p

The cookies turned out good though.

Then we made a blackberry pie (I was wrong when I said blueberry in my last post, whoopsies).

Hung out on the couch while the pie baked then we went to subway for lunch.

Brought the goodies to Grammy's house and then talked and ate.

Got home around 7:30 and we watched a little TV before he had to go home.

School in a day...

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh.

ily.

Journey

I added my favorite songs by them on my playlist.

Take a listen!

=D

Had lots of fun with Cyrus tonight.

We watched Fantastic Four and then ate pizza and fell asleep together on the couch in the living room. =p

Tomorrow we're going to bake something for my Grammy and then visit her! =D

I'm thinking we should bake cookies, and maybe a blueberry pie (even though I don't like blueberries but she does).

Feel kinda weird....school is almost here... =(

ily.

2009 Is A-Lookin' Fine

Year came by pretty fast.

Looked over my past blog posts.

The good and the bad.

Ah, such memories!

Party was fun!

Had some more Apple Pie. =)

There was so much food though. o.o

We finally got it all put away.

Well I'm tired, so I will be off to bed soon.

Happy New Year everyone!

ily.

Best Day Of Break?

Yesterday.

I spent the whole day with Cy. =)

First we went up to the Rec because he was donating blood to the Nordonia Blood Drive.

The needles were so big, it was scary in that room! o.o

Then when Cy was all done he had a coke and Oreos and gave me one. =)

Went to Longwood, Cy brought a blanket and we sat on a bench and snuggled in it to watch the lake.

There was this fisherman guy there that kept staring at us...

We were there for 2 1/2 hours! It didn't feel like that long!!

After the park we ran to the car to get warm (we were frozen tee hee hee) and picked up some Wendy's and Chapoltle and ate in the cemetery. I told Cy about the dashes, he liked the idea. =)

Said hello's to my Grandpa and other family members of mine before heading off to Valley View theater to see the movie Yes Man.

It was very good and very funny. =D

Played some Boggle at my house and then he had to leave. =(

Today I had to spend my whole afternoon with gossiping old women.

My Grammy wanted to 'show me off' to her friends.

Got into some debates...these women wouldn't budge, but neither would I.

I wish my mom would let me have more than only a tiny shot glass of booze...

OH! And one of them was dissing my rainbow toe socks!!

You never. Touch. My toe socks.

Never.

She was all "Naaaah they don't match your outfit" or "Meeeeeeeeh don't they feel all trapped with the toes like that, I would never wear such a silly thing."

Grammy made me promise in the kitchen that I wouldn't poison her coffee.

After I got done pour every one's coffee and sat down they asked "So Ashley, what are you having?"

and I said "Milk."

Then they all looked at me like this and gasped:



It's like...ummm...I'm 15, I don't NEED coffee...

It doesn't taste good anyways. XP

Got home, called Cy (apparently Jimmy S was at his house, poor Cy) and then shot some pool and cleaned the basement.

Would like to know who is coming for the party tomorrow.

Info is in the post below!

ily.

Is This the Real Life? Is This Just Fantasy?

Cy came over yesterday, I gave him his presents and then we went over to his house. I ate dinner with his family and then he gave me my presents.

Wanna know what he got me?

HERPES!



xD

Most hilarious gift ever award goes to him! =D

I'm naming the little guy Herpes Hank. =p

He also got me this other bug plushie thing (we're still trying to figure out what the hell it is) and the most awesome shirt ever!



ISN'T IT SO ME?!

=D

I swear, on my list of top 3 gifts, he replaced the fuzzy toe socks.

Seriously.

Oh, and Cy's Uncle Clyde (uncle right?), he's my favorite I think. When I called Cy and he put me on speaker phone so I could say 'hellos' he was basically all like "Sooo, Ashley, what do you think about this strapping young man over here? Do you keep him for his brains or because he pleases you so much?"

XD

Heh...when we were upstairs in Cy's room at the house, we were kinda in the doorway kissing and one of them was like: *clears throat* "Umm..uh...sorry to interrupt, I'm just coming up to use the bathroom, only need a second."

xD

So many laughs.

Today was so weird because it was so WARM. I was laughing at the weather because in Florida it was only 70 and they were probably going "HOLY SHIT! It's so cold!!!" while up here we're all like "OMFG IT'S SO WARM LETS GO SWIMMING!"

=p

Thing was, it was humid out too.

Aunt Lucy came over, then dad and I walked the dog and came home. Called and talked to Cy for a bit. Then the adventure began.

Dad and I decided we hadn't gone up to Danny Boy's Pizza in awhile, and, it IS the #1 pizza place on our list.

20251 Lake Road, Rocky River.

Go there and have the pizza and twisty bread sticks, they're to die for!

But, I digress.

So on the way home my Dad needed to stop and get something at Giant Eagle, but he let me stay in the car.

Then, all of a sudden Queen is playing on the radio.

I was like: =O

First they played Killer Queen and then they played Bohemian Rhapsody. So, since it's such an awesomely epic song, I turned the volume really high in the car.

Everyone in the parking lot was looking at the car and going like "Oh, dude lets get in our car and listen!"

Everyone except this old guy and his wife who was parked in the spot in front of us.

This guy, I swear, gave me the most dirtiest look I've ever been given in my life. He got in the car while his wife put the groceries in the backseat and continued to glare at me.

So I kinda nodded my head and smiled and gave him that "Hey, heh, heh, waz up?" look.

And he shook his head and pretended to twist a knob in the air, trying to tell me to turn the radio down.

So I shook my head, turned the volume up even more, and started dancing in the car.

=D

Oh my gosh, you guys should have seen his face, it was so scrunched up with anger... xD

Then as he was pulling out he kept glaring at me and I smiled and waved them good-bye.

That was my adventure.

=D

ily.

Dear Santa

I think I speak for everyone when I say I would like a white Christmas (and no I'm not being raciest I mean white as in SNOW...gosh...).

Love, Ashlet

=p

Sorry for the lack of posts.

Something went wrong with the Internet around 6 Friday night and yesterday I didn't have time to post.

FRIDAY

Last day before break!

Woke up to realize that I had completely forgotten to wrap up every one's gifts...heh heh....whoops....

I did bring in candy canes to give to my teachers. Hey, it wouldn't hurt to have a good grade before I leave for break. =p

Pretty much did nothing most of school.

Mr. OB liked my shoes, he was all like "OMG THOSE ARE SOME WILD SHOES!!!"

=p

Geometry we took a test.

PE Cy and Jeff kidnapped me and I hung out with them for the period.

Spanish Senorita made the class do silent work since we got a bad report from the sub.

Personally I didn't think everyone was that bad, they were all just up to their normal tomfoolery, talking while the teacher was talking. If the sub would have gotten off her ass, taken charge, stopped telling useless stories and told every one to shut the hell up I think the class would have gone fine and we actually would have gotten some work done.

=/

History class I went over to Mr. Loman's for the first half to help him on his blog and stuff. I had cake too. =p

Talked to Andy a bit since he was in there and then skittered on over back to Mr. Johansson's where he was playing old Disney movies.

I've seen all of em though. =p

Art class I really didn't do anything, just talked with Cy.

English class we finished the American Christmas Carol and then talked the whole time.

Cy came over after school around 3 to visit before he had to leave, he's going away until Christmas.

=(

He stayed an hour, we had lots of fun, popped in the movie A Christmas Carol and cuddled on the couch.

=)

Mom and Dad left for the SWACO Christmas dinner so JJ and I were home alone.

Attempted to make a Vlog but my Windows Movie Maker wont work so it's hopeless.

SATURDAY

Had my first Grums!

What's a Grums?

It's a deli in Cleveland that my Dad and bother go to every other weekend. They get subs and eat them in the cemetery.

Click here.

Before we went there though, we all went to go feed the Cleveland Mounted Police horses.

Thing is, right before the police station, there are train tracks.

While we were heading there, the train was coming.

But it was coming really really slowly.

So, instead of waiting for it to pass, what does my Dad do?

At the last possible second he speeds across the train tracks!

It was scary awesome. =p

While walking into the station JJ slipped on some ice and fell right on his ass.

XD

Played with the 2 dogs Toby and Rex.

Toby is so old now. =/

Most of the horses are gone, retired, so they had a lot of new ones.

Heh, while I was running up and down between the stalls and playing with Rex I kinda stumbled and he jumped on my back. =p

TODAY

Nothing very eventful, gonna go to the range and he a few balls for a bit. Need to work out too...getting lazy... =p

ily.

I Can't Wait...

For Christmas break.

Alright, lets travel back in time to Saturday.

Cy and I went to the point break tournament.

It was freaking awesome, better than in PE.

I was hit by at least 3 balls though while sitting in the stands. =p

Put up the tree!



That's what it looks like with the lights off...



And with the lights on...

We were being silly too, I found this light thing my Dad uses when he's working sometimes and put it on my nose like a Reindeer. So JJ did it too. =p



XD iloveit.

Stayed up until at least 2 in the morning talking to Cy. =)

He says he's going to get me this for Christmas.

It's a video game called Left 4 Dead.

Epic, no?

Killin zombies ftw.

Today Carly came over for a few seconds.

She gave me my Eclipse book back and I gave her my Breaking Dawn book.

She's reading them like mad. =p

Cyrus picked me up around 2 and we went to Target to buy his Adopt A Family Child a few gifts.

The little kid had asked for a toothbrush and toothpaste. =(

We got him a ToothTunes, and a fuzzy Speed Racer blanket that lit up. =D

And JJ and I found this motorcycle model maker thing that my brother had never even opened! =)

Went back to his house to wrap the gifts (I think we did a good job) and then finished up the movie Showtime that we had started Friday.

His mom came home around 4ish with the little guys.

Ya know how Darayus beats up Cyrus and calls me his 'girlfriend'?

Well, Devon has started calling me girlfriend too.

XD

Devon: hey grilfriend
Cy: No, no, Devon, this is Ashley can you say Ashley?
Devon: Ashley
Cy: Good, good-
Devon: *runs off* bye girlfriend!
Cy: *shakes his head*

=p

I think it's cute. ^-^

Played with the little guys down in the basement. They threw things at Cyrus because I was holding his hand and they said he was hogging me. =p

Then I played with the toy trains with Devon before having to leave.

=/

Made myself a bacon, ham, and cheese sandwich.

And I didn't even burn the house down while I was making the bacon!!

=O

There's hope for me yet I guess. =)

Heh...I remember when Carly and I set her microwave on fire while making popcorn...3 times...

=p

2 of the times it wasn't our fault!!

Dad and I rented The Dark Knight, very good movie, 3rd time I've seen it now.

Dad liked it too.

They better not ruin it and make a sequel...

Speaking of which, HERE is some info for you Twilight movie lovers.

=)

School tomorrow...should get some shut eye...

I'm Telling You This Right Now...

Snowflakes up the nose?

Not. Cool.

Ah, so much to blog today...where to begin...

Had a late start today. I turned my alarm clock off, but my electric blanket was so warm...and it was so cold...so I thought to myself "Oh, I'll just close my eyes for 5 more minutes!" Well, I slept it for 10, which I really can't do, so I was kinda rushing.

I think Mr. OB was very amazed that I actually participated in physics today.

When he saw I had my hand up I swear his eyes went like this O.O and he basically shouted "You!"

o.o

Math test today, think I did rather well. *knocks on wood*

Point Break today in PE. I hit that Brook girl in the face. >=)

During lunch today Peaches, Devvy Chan, and I were discussing how annoying it is what guys were there pants below their waist and show the boxers and stuff. So we came up with the idea of getting a huge group of girls to support our cause, and on some random day, we'd all dress with our bra's on the outside of our clothes. =)

The NORDONIA Boxer Rebellion.

Boo yah.

Oh, and in Spanish today, we had a sub.

I didn't even know that could happen!!

(In a, she's always here and there never seemed to be a chance that she would be absent kinda way...) (yeah...).

=p

Oh, I have a new phrase now!

Great Googalymoogaly. (goo-gah-lee-moo-gah-lee).

It was from some old TV show...it had a dinosaur in it with polka dots...

=D

So, most of you all know Greg, right?

He's like, one of the special kids, but he's allowed to be in regular classes with people sometimes. He's a really nice guy. =)

Anyways, I started this game with him, and it was that one day I would beat him on the bus. And for the past 3 weeks when I'd come on late I'd say "One day..." and he would be all "salkfjhalskhfd" and smile and like, hug himself.

=p

Well, today, I wasn't even planning on it either, I just walked on the bus and all of a sudden he stepped up behind me!

So I turned around and went "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!!" jumped in his seat, and then flipped over the top of it into my own.

=D

Mrs. Sherry and Greg were laughing so hard. =p

Oh, when our bus was waiting at the intersection Devvy Chan's pulled up next to it and I saw here. We started waving and smiling at each other and doing stupid weird stuff that probably made the people around us raise and eyebrow.

Piish, we were having fun. =p

Got home, watched CSI Vegas, and Dad brought home the pizza since it's pizza night.

Started snowing later on too.

Have you ever noticed...that so far, the only time it really snows is on the weekend?

I mean come on, can we at least have one chance for a snow day?!

=o

Oh yeah, got my school pictures today, this is the first time that I actually like them. Whoo hoo!

For the remainder of my night I went over to the Cyrus house. When he came to pick me up my Dad showed off the basement (since he did most of the work finishing it himself).

I remember, one time, my Dad showed the PIZZA DILVERY GUY our basement.

XD

Anyways, we watched part of the movie Showtime.

His six year old litter brother came down (Daryus?...I will learn how to spell it...promise...) and said he wanted to sit next to his girlfriend.

So I guess I have two dates now, a 17 year old and a 6 year old.

I feel like such a pedophile.

XD

=p

This group of prank calling, giggling girls left 3 messages on my phone. None of which I could understand, so I turned it off.

Blah.

In the end had a really fun night though. =)

Going to the Point Break tournament tomorrow with Cyrus.

Might hang with him after, he invited me back although he had to baby sit, but I said I didn't mind.

As soon as he went to bed I thought about how he should ask his parents, just in case.

=/

I'll text him tomorrow.

Well it's....12:33 right now, I think I'll end this post and go to bed.

OH WAIT!

Posted up another youtube vid on my account (there was supposed to be 2 but something went wrong, shall fix tomorrow).

Here it is.

Nah, just kidding, it's really here.

Or is it...?

O.O

=p

I so wanna do that...

=D

ily.

Happy Halloweeny!

Guss what happened as soon as I got on the bus this lovely Halloween.

Mrs. Sherry, handed out glow sticks.

Seriously.

Mine was purple!

Walked into the school and was bombarded with people in costumes. I was walking behind this guy dressed up as the Hulk. He painted his entire body green!! (Or as far as I could tell...)....(shut up).

So many girls were dressed as sluts (nurses, bunnies, cowgirls). Yeah, I was wearing a shortish skirt and boots, but at least my ass wasn't hanging out unlike some peoples...

PE wasn't epic today. Nobody really did anything funny...

Used my lunch to try and print our my history report since SOMEBODY in my house keeps forgetting to go out and buy color for the printer. *cough*cough*dad*cough*cough*.

I thought, just stick in the flash drive, print it to green 3, and then bang, done and back to lunch. But NOOOOOOOOOO, green 3 had to be out of order (the only color printer) and my flash drive acting all bugged. So then in the end I only had 5 minutes left of lunch.

Cameron was with me while we were trying to print it out...I think he got scared because I was practically growling. But I mean come on! The day I would like to print out something, the something of which has to be more of a presentation, everything goes wrong. I would have really liked to have seen my project printed out.

Only got to eat a chicken sandwich...not even considered a lunch in my book. So when Senorita passed out candy I was like O.O FOOD!!

I had M&M's. =)

History class fixed my sour mood. Apparently somebody made cake for their project, and Mr. Johansson said we could finish it. That cake was goooooood.


Art class I saw Cyrus. He perked up my mood even more. He dressed up as a cowboy. =)

Oh, and apparently during that period there was supposed to be a banana battle in the cafe. But only 2 people came.

English I was worried about the test. It seemed easy but what the hell does that mean anymore?

Discovered that I was so scatterbrained today that I forgot to have my teacher sign my absent slip thing. So I signed out a pass and brought all my stuff with me and walked all the way to the other side of the school. Mayer wasn't their, so I faked his, but at least Mr. Johansson was there. After turning it into the office I found a girl that rode my bus and we just walked around the halls aimlessly. There was only two minutes left of school.

I was finally the first one on the bus today. Heh, I'm normally the last so Mrs. Sherry was all "CONGRATS!"

Bus ride home a girl discovered a spider was in her seat, so what did she proceed to do? Stand up in the aisle way, throw her things, point at it, and scream bloody murder. Yes, very smart.

I couldn't hear my IPod over her so I walked to the back of the bus (mind you my boots and it's moving) knocked the spider down in my hand and throw it out the window.

Got home, relaxed, and then got ready again for Peache's party. I was the first one there! (I didn't count Ryan because of course he would have been there already). Then everyone else came (in order) Devvy Chan, Andy, and Rayy.

She had a paddle ball thing! In the end, I got up to 68!!! Skillz.

Sami came over with her gang and invited us to go trick or treating with her up the street!

Thanks Sami!!

I got lot's of candy. Rayy and I also got popcorn. =p

We all watched family guy as we traded candy, then went on to play Truth or Dare then spin the bottle.

Odd thing?

There was only 1 guy.

=p

Had to come home early because my mom was getting really sick.

Got home and came onto here. Gonna work on changing the blog and stuff tomorrow.

That's about it.

ily.

The Haunting

Mkays, so you all know the song I Kissed A Girl by Katy Perry. Well, last night at the bonfire we were singing it, when I got home and turned on my radio it was playing, today I downloaded the ringtone, and as soon as my dad and I walk into Pat'Dee's it starts playing.

It's a sign O.O

Aaaaaanyways, stayed up until 2ish last night because I borrowed the movie Accepted from Ryan and I love it. Slept in until 11:40 then went on the computer for awhile. Dad and I walked the dog, came home, got my golf stuff, then went out to dinner, then back home, then hit balls at the range and then came home again.

Heh, at Pat'Dee's the whole parking lot was filled with motorcycles, and when we walked inside the place was filled with Harley Davidson biker babes and dudes. The music was blasting, and I found a few more songs to put on my IPod there. In short, it was pretty awesome.

Took a quick shower and then Zak came over and I watched the movie Accepted again. I love it so much. Then we watch Brian Regan on comedy central. I like him, he's on Melvin.

Then he went home and now I'm here. I'm going boating tomorrow so I might not answer.

ily.

I Kissed A Girl And I Liked It

Heh, that's a really funny song now.

So, school was okay. History class was of course fun. In art my upside down drawing was good except for the dude's head I had to draw. It looked like a really crappy MySpace pic. XD I'm so putting that on my fridge when we get it back.

Didn't have golf practice today because of the rain. Well, it was optional, but I saw no point in it. Went home on the bus and got home around 2:30ish. It was so weird being home that early. =p

Hung out around the house. Dad and I went and got pizza, and then we headed out to pick up Zak and Devvy Chan to go to Ryan's bonfire. Together it was Devvy Chan, Zak, Peaches, Ryan, Myself, and Ryan's brothers 11 friends that were going to sleep over that night. I felt so bad for him mom.

Went swimming, and then we hung out around the fire. Talked about things, did some stupid stuff, then went up to Ryan's bedroom and did even stupider stuff. Then we watched Comedy Central and youtube videos.

Oh, and remember how I told you guys my dad thought I was popping pills? I didn't put it in a blog posties so here's a recap: I asked my dad if he did drugs in HS and he said no, he got fucked up in college cuz there was too much shit goin on in HS. Then the next morning I was eating tic-tacs and he accused me of popping pills.

Yeah.

Well today it gets even better.

On the phone before he got home he said this: "Now Ashley, I don't belive you will do drugs, but I don't believe in coincidences either, and I think at that party, somebody, preferably Ryan, is going to get high tonight."

Ryan I will apologize for my dad being such a dumbass.

Soooooo lets see...NOW my dad thinks I'm:

-Doing drugs
-Watching Porn
and
-Turing into a 'Gothic Bloodsucker'

*sniff* I'm so proud *sniff* he has so much trust in me! *wipes tears with hankie*

Last night was a blast though. It was nice I guess that Ryan and I are on terms somewhat, and I'm really glad Zak and him are friends again.

*sigh*

It was so a night that made me think "If HS is like this now...college should be fucking CRAZY!"

O.O

ily.

Scary Movies?

Alright let me say this, Texas Chainsaw Massacre? Not scary, funny in a horrible violent way, but scary? No. Cuz I mean come on, you can't really sneak up on a person if you're running a chainsaw...

Oh, and the Devils Rejects? Messed up.

Have a good feeling dad is fine with Zak. He made fun of him being tall... -_- butt.

So we were down in a darkish basement for about 3 hours with coke, Pepsi, a DVD, and a big comfy couch.......

..........................

...........................

...............................

Pervs. We didn't get any 'test questions'. (test questions inside joke, ask in comments if you wanna know about it).

Mom came down during the middle of the movie (i was sitting on Zak's lap) but we didn't hear her come down the steps so she's all "do you guys want more cookies?" and we jump. Not at the movie, but because of her. We're pathetic lol.

JJ didn't bug use either, I was surprised. He went to bed around 9:30ish too.

Ugh, gotta cut the grass tomorrow, and I might see my golf teacher guy, Ross. I out drove him once in 6th grade (I hit the ball off the golf tee further than him) by a few inches. IT WAS AWESOME, I thought he was gonna kill me at first though and get mad...but he didn't. Ask him yourself if you don't believe me. Might play 9 holes tomorrow too if it's not too shitty.

My dad and I told jokes all while we were eating pizza and on the way home. I love it when my dad tells jokes, they're funny. And even if he knows the joke I'm telling, he lets me tell it and then goes, "Ashley, I was telling that joke when I was your age!" then we laugh some more. Good times, good times.

Well that's about it. Gonna surf the net and go to bed.

Had a really, really great day and night. Things are looking better between Zak and I. I really don't care now that he's not really athletic and stuff like that. As long as he doesn't shower me with expensive gifts I'm cool. I hate it when guys do that, it makes me feeling like a spoiled rich bitch, even though they don't mean that. Besides, they make us have them pay for everything else we go out for like movies and dinner. I hate it when people pay for me, it feels like I owe them.... *sigh* oh well....I'll get him to let me pay for something one day....




Life is looking a bit brighter. =)

meh

not exactly in the best of moods today, more sad than mad. I'm 75% sad, 12% mad, 7% nervous, and another 6% happy.

I hate school. At least the end of the year. You've got exams, the end of the year grades, teachers cramming all these things in your head before school lets out for the summer. Ugh. My grades are okay, cept for my F in math and keyboarding. I have an F all because I couldn't find my 20 point project on the computer. I told the teacher I saved it but she just shrugged her shoulders and said that was my problem. Thanks Arbs....you're really a helpful teacher and a ball of fun...

Now, I might have an F in math but I can figure out this:

study hall + F= APR APR + Study Hall= no library No library= no friends

I"m going to cry. That was the only thing that got my through the day was the library with my friends and now I'll have to spend it in fucking APR. I made it a goal not to get in there. Some goal setter I am. This summer is really going to be a waste of time.

I'm so pissed at myself for getting 2 F's. What the fuck is wrong with me? Sure, yeah, I can get it up...but I still let it drop down to an F. And one in KEYBOARDING? maybe I'm just a stupid, lazy, blonde that depends too much on her friends to get through the day.

My dad is stupid when it comes to this stuff too. For example today:

me: *upstairs typing up essay for English that's due TOMORROW*
dad: wanna work out now?
me: no I need to finish my essay
dad: you can do it later
me: no I can't, I'll lose my train of thought and I won't do my other homework in the end
*3 minute argument later*
dad: *slams door and will be pissed for the rest of the day*

FTW, he gets mad at me for DOING my homework and caring about my GRADES instead of working out? Now I'm not only in trouble with my mom, but I also have to deal with asshole for the rest of the day.

I guess this day can't get completely awful...Shannon gave me a kiss, and Zak finally kissed me today. Along with my help though...

Study Hall ( the last one I'll probably have in the library):

erin + me: *talk about the after credit make-out max and her had at the movies*
me: you know I was going to kiss you (zak) before you left the car but I didn't because my mom was in the car
zak: yeah, that would be awkward
me: but mom's not here now
zak: but erin is
me: *thinks I failed*
*study hall ends, zak walks me halfway to next class*
zak: well I gotta run to the other side of the school, see you later
me: byes
zak: wanna kiss?
me: mhm
*mwah* *we walk away*

so it wasn't exactly romantic but oh well I guess. It wasn't exactly as great as I thought it would be either. I guess I should be more...excited or something...I mean when Erin and max kissed she was all like: IT WAS AMAZINGLY AWESOME. Me, I'm all meh we kissed big deal, people kiss, all couples kiss....

is there something wrong with me there too?

*sigh*

school sucks, I hope someone blows it up while we're sleeping one night.

P.s. in the blog spell checker it said blonde was spell wrong cuz I had a type-o and one of the suggestions was boner....-_- o.O

I am Iron Man

ZOMG I'M LIKE REALLY HYPER RIGHT NOW!

ALL CAPS! WEEEEEEEEEE!

IRON MAN WAS AWESOME! SO AWESOME THAT WE HAD TO CLAP AND THINGS IN THE MOVIE 7 TIMES! O.O

GO SEEEEE IIIIIIIT

*cough*

*phew*

Alright, I think I'm good now.

Like I said Iron Man was awesome. We didn't see anyone we knew at the movie, turns out Erin and Max were sitting on the side but oh well. Date went great, have a good feeling mom likes Zak but I knew that already. The trouble is dad. I wonder if he's gonna interrogate me when he gets home.

We didn't really get to do anything after that since my mom and JJ (who's 'watching' Zak) were already in the parking lot. No kisses. Before he left I was gonna kiss him but JJ was stairing and mom was glancing in the mirror...and i kinda whimped out...but it was mostly cuz of the stairing. That's all I would need to hear from JJ on the way home..."EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! WHY DID U DO THAT?! EWWWWWWWWW! I'm watching him...."

Wonder what he's doing tomorrow...I don't think I'm doing anything except work out. Maybe I'll invite him over.

mmmmm...me tired....I'm gonna go to bed soon...

Well that's it! =)