Showing posts with label Thing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thing. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Blah Bleh Meh

Okay, so in yesterday's post we established it was fucking cold in the school.

Today wasn't too warm either but we'll get to that later.

Sunday night I was up late talking to Cyrus and Rayy and watching online movies. Attempted to watch Across The Universe but it bored me so I moved onto Religulous. Then, all of a sudden, I'm not even halfway through the movie when it stops and alittle thing pops up saying "You have watched 72 minutes of video using our site. To continue to watch, wait another 54 minutes or buy our shit."

Okay...maybe I edited the last part a bit...but it was still the same message...

Had my Physics and Spanish 1 exam's yesterday.

I thought Physics was easy, but I got a C on the exam.

It FELT like I knew the answers.

I'm not gonna say anything about Spanish so I don't jinx it...

While Mom and I were pulling out of the school I suddenly remembered that we were supposed to be giving Peaches a ride home.

In the end we pulled into a driveway and she ran over to us.

Sorry Peaches.

The three of us gals got Wendy's though. =)

Picked up a package and post post office (it had Valentines Day present in it apparently) and then we took Peaches home.

Watched the movie Juno that I borrowed from Rayy. It was okay, kinda sadish.

Went upstairs and talked to Cy online and doodled in a notepad and then on myself.

I was using Sharpie so I had to use toothpaste to get it off of my skin. My hands and wrists smelled miny fresh though!

Around 6:15ish my Mom dropped me off at the High School for Cy's Prom Fair meeting.

I was a half hour early so I had to wait.

Didn't know anybody except the people I recognized walking down the halls that I've lost conneciton with. Like Dave Bina or Mackenze Mitchell.

The older girl with the on and off fake British accent was there too. I dunno her name...I think I used to know it though....

Speant most of my time in the end looking at my feet or petending to be texting someone. While inching towards the door I buumbped into Kelly Dean (Carly and Jaime's mom).

She and I cut into the line and went in. =p

Got yelled at for sitting in someone's reserved seat and gave them a bit of additude saying that I missed the sign and to take a chill, it wasn't the end of the world.

I mean, it's not like I wasn't going to move or anything. All you need to do is ask nicely and not give me mouth, or I'll give it back.

I kinda suck at the whole 'respect your elders' gig, don't I?

The show was good. Had some good laughs. Cyrus looked great in his. =)

One of the guys put a sign that said "Hi Mom!" on the back of his. =p

After that I found Cy in the cafe and sat down to wait as he went off to change. I got bored so I decided to count how many guys walking out of backstage would swing the door open and have it hit the table behind it and go "...whoops..."

There were 5.

For the raffle thing they had Cy won the Apple Bee's gift card thing. He hates Apple Bee's. A definate laugh out loud moment. =)

After that we decided we were hungry and went to Steak And Shake. I only got a small plate of fries and he got a salad and a milkshake.

I shot my straw wrapper at him.....because I'm mature....

=D

When he went to wash his hands because they were stick from the milkshake, I took the bill and hurried over to the chash register to pay for it.

I was like "Okay, we're going to have to speed this process up because he doesn't know I'm paying."

The lady laughed at me and we had a quick conversation about how she does it too and such. =p

Hey, he ALWAYS pays for me, why can't I pay for something just once?

Got home, watched Dad play call of Duty for a bit, then went to bed.

Had major chills this morning, couldn't get warm.

Discovred that my headphones are reaching the end of their life. There at that stage where if you move the wire you'll only be able to hear out of the right ear.

*sigh*

Best pair of headphones I've ever had, they lasted really long.

I wished they came in more colors...like red...

=)

Study hall was fun today, talked with Laura from VV. She's pretty cool, we talked about lots of stuff. =)

Had lunch right after. It wasn't as chaotic as I thought it was gonna be with many lunch changes and such.

Lost Peaches and Devvy Chan but Rayy sits at the table now! =D

Many people complemented me on my shiny shirt today. Thank yous, thank yous.

In Spanish we moved seats. I sit in the first row right in the middle. Exactly where I wanna be.

History class we got assigned seats too...

Bleh.

English we got our packet for our research papers...ugh...

Got home and immedeatly started on my homework (but saved a bit for study hall tomorrow) and then fell asleep.

I didn't wanna talk or deal with anyone (if you haven't noticed my rope was quite short today).

Fell asleep at 3:18 and woke up at 6:49.

Missed dinner, it was pick night anyways so I didn't care.

Dad and JJ came up to check on me a few times.

Woke up to Cyrus calling me, I just picked up Ozwald when he said I had 1 missed call.

I was so close! ><

Ate cereal and then called Cy back.

That's about it.

Sorry for the mood today. Not too happy I guess.

Doug, the UPS guy at my Dad's office has brain cancer and won't make it. He's really sick. Quit his job, and everything.

I didn't know him that well, but I feel like I'm losing a best friend.

I always looked forward to him coming late every afternoon to the warehouse to pick up the boxes we packed.

Blah.

Already ranted to Cy about how life isn't fair (which sucks) and how bad things always happen to good people (which I'm tired of seeing).

I wanna call Doug, but what the fuck am I going to say? "Hey Doug, heard you're dying so I'd thought I'd hurry and say goodbye before ya choke!"

I mean seriously.

I wanna visit him more but that can't happen just I'd just break down crying right in front of him. Which is just as bad as the above phone call.

Meh.

ily.

Friday, January 2, 2009

It's Late

I'm thinking of pulling an all-nighter because I'm not tired at all but I dunno what to do.

Sure there is Twitter, but it all depends on how many people tweet.

I've watched all my youtube vids.

Already took my midnight shower.

I could be productive and finished reading the rest of the chappie summaries and commentary on Grapes Of Wrath.

I also need to catch up on my Vampire Knight Guilty episodes.

Might work on my outline for my book Maro. Polo. Die.

Haven't set my eyes on that for awhile. =/

I cleaned my room a bit (amazing right?) and I found the THING.

I was thinking of giving it to JJ but I threw it in my closet (heh, we'll never see it again).

Speaking of which, JJ needs to go to the doc's tomorrow.

Apparently he whacked his one finger really hard on something and it's been purple and swollen since the end of the party last night.

=/

I hope it's okay...

Probably just sprained though, right?

Only a few more hours till Cy comes over...

And I can't sleep them away.

=/

Humph.

ily.

Monday, December 8, 2008

I Really Should Be Asleep

It is now 1:39 on this lovely Sunday night.

I should be asleep but I'm wide awake, many things going through my mind right now.

Ah, I feel a very negatively vibed post coming on, feel free to skip down to the much more happier post about my Sunday under this one blog readers.

There's also a rant that's gonna be in here too...I can feel it...

Attempted to work on the binder for VV, tried to listen to the prowl tours online but it has proven to be impossible to concentrate on. It's so boring to listen to, and each of the prowls are 30-45 minutes long.

I really wish we could have actually gone on the prowl.

=/

Answered most of the other questions in the binder though.

I could write my journal right now, but I dunno what to say. I'm not good with all this industry and businussy stuff. Really all I got is that Cleveland should use the lake front property for things like shops, and hotels and other such things. Many major cities do that, it seems to bring in some business, and might make people want to move there. =/

Blah.

I asked my Dad for some help, asked him why he thought Cleveland went down and why it's taking us so long to get back up to where we were and stuff.

His answer: Taft.

Well shit, that REALLY helped me, thanks Dad.

*rolls eyes*

This week doesn't seem like it will be a very good week. Getting that creeping feeling of overwhelming on my back.

Which, those of you who knew and remember from last year what that could bring back, although I'm trying my hardest not to let it. Found the object to that childishness and will be giving it to my mother I think.

Cyrus was asking me times he could come over and I told him Tuesday and 7 should be okay but then remembered that I workout then and apparently my mom has an appointment for her arm too, which my dad will be going with her to.

><

I'm completely free Wednesday though...

Winter break is coming up, started talking to my dad, telling him how our break is like, 15 days and that I would really like to come back for a few and work in the warehouse of offices.

He said that they were cutting back majorly this month and that he doesn't think I can. =/

Apparently one of our big customers, Chick Master Inc. has gone bankrupt. They had so much sales happening around the world and then they just canceled and everything. Not to mention the top sales rep guy was laid off...

It's like someone just turned the water off or something. My dad's best business for the company so far this year was in October and September and then BAM November hit and everything just stopped.

Damn economy.

What I don't get is that, like, we've seen something like this coming for awhile right? So like, how come we failed at preventing this huge slump from happening?

Blah.

Need to find a way to make money for the holidays and other things.

Thought about shoveling driveways, that would be GREAT for my back huh?

If it were summer I could mow people's lawns...

Was thinking about cleaning my Grammy's and Uncles house's but I dunno...I'd hate to try and scrounge money off of them when they're getting me gifts for the holidays, ya know? =/

Hmmmm...

I'll think of something...

And if any of you suggest robbing a bank JJ's already beat ya to it. =p

Have to stay after school tomorrow to take that essay test...

Got most of the paragraph planned out in my head though, so that's good.

Unless she changes the topic it's on... O.O

It's 2:14 now...

Dammit why can't things like this happen on a Saturday where I DON'T have school the next day.

Meeeeeeeeeeh.

Dad's pestering me about Cyrus has really been getting to my head, but in the sense that if Cyrus asks me out and I say yes he would be in a pissed off mood and hate me or something.

Okay, so he wouldn't hate me, he's my dad, but my dad seems to know how to make my life a living hell (along with everyone else in the house).

Dammit, why do fathers always have to be all big, mean, scary, and negative when it come's to boys?!

And yes, Cyrus is 2 years older than me, which in high school can be a very big difference when it comes to social group, and education and such.

And yes, he'll be going away to college.

But for crying out loud he's making more of a fuss over Cyrus than Zak who's only ambition in life was to lay me and leave.

Ah, the irony in this situation. I sometimes laugh at it.

Debating on whether or not I should just give up sleeping and caffeine my way through the day...

Why do I have this suddenly feeling I have a physics test tomorrow...

Oh boy.

Still haven't found my Spanish book...I should check the lost and found.

Now that I'm done with my rambling and rants lets find the brighter side of all of this...

I can get my mother to help me with my Valley Voyages things tomorrow...

There is still a chance I can work for SWACO during winter break...

As for the economy...well, I dunno, everything gets worse before it gets better.

And I guess it's good that my dad cares, and that all of this is his way of trying to protect me as a father.

I could try and cram 3 hours of sleep in...

Maybe...

Meh.

I guess there aren't only negative things going on in my mind right now. There's friends, a certain someone, snowflakes, and logs on the fire.

*sigh*

Just watch, this will all blow over tomorrow.

Felt good to get it off of my chest though.

I just can't seem to end a post negative now can I?

=p

ily

Monday, November 10, 2008

Intresrting morning, loud afternoon

So I had another blonde moment this morning. I turned on the news and they were showing all these people packed in a church balling their eyes out, and the minister said "May he rest in peace."

Well then they flip back to the news anchor lady and she said "Obama-" and as soon as I heard that I went "OMG MOOOM WHAT HAPPENED TO OBAMA?!" and had a heart attack until the lady finished her sentence "Obama will be in the White House...yadda...yadda yadda...."

So I was basically like "Oooooooooh....never mind!" =)

I wore my hobo gloves to school today, many people liked them.

Mr. O'brian told people that they he didn't like it when you sat down and slept on your desk or did whatever while they were saying the pledge on the announcements in the morning.

I won't name names....

Anyways, he told them that you should at least show respect for the country that you're so lucky to live in and at least stand up, you don't need to pledge to anything, which is what I tell the asses that sit in their seats all the time.

Then one kid was all "well what if I don't want to say 'under god' I don't believe in hiiiim naaaaaaaah."

I'm not gonna like I really wanted to belt him then and there. But I didn't.

Self control, remember?

Heh...JJ says I need anger management. =p

Anyways, for one, was he not listening when Mr. O'brian said that they didn't have to say the pledge, just stand up?? Jeezums.

Well, thank goodness for Robin Williams who made up a new pledge for them. It goes like this:

I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States Of America
And to the republic for which it stands
One Nation
Under Canada
Above Mexico
With liberty and justice for all

=D

But of course, then you'll get people complaining about the Mexicans.

=p

Also, today in physics Mr. O'brian explained how he was going to re-play the video that we watched Friday because we were going to have a quiz on it today and he didn't think we would remember the stuff from the video- or was even paying attention.

Well, halfway into the video some of the dumb-dumbs in the class got this really puzzled look on their face and started whispering to each other "D...didn't we see this before? Like...yesterday- I mean last week? Yeah, I remember this part...why are we watching this again...?"

I know, wow.

Isn't it great that they'll be helping to run the country one day?!

Now, part 2 of my interesting morning.

In 3rd period I was piratically molested.

Yep.

Ya know Anthony Tiptin? Well I was sitting on the bleachers talking to Julia and he started poking me in the side (strangely how Zak used to...and he's his friend...*cough*) and I told him to stop since as you all know, I'm rather ticklish.

Well I guess he thought that since he couldn't poke me he'd try to reach down my shirt, and then pants, and THEN drag me onto his lap.

Kinda like what Zak would try to do....*cough**cough*

If I didn't want to get suspended for 'fighting' I would have showed his nose up his brains, and if that failed, at least cause him to lose a few teeth.

Its not like it hurts that bad...remember in 4th grade when Johnathon Secular (guessing on the spelling of his last name there) punched me in the face because I said no when he asked me out and I lost 3 teeth?!

He got anger management and I got money from the tooth fairy. =p


Spanish class was okay, need to study for the speaking test though.

History took notes, and then talked to Mr. Johansson about how were were going to convert all the video files onto my laptop.

My mom says I can stay after school though. =)

It'd be like a party! =o

=p

Art Cyrus and I went on an adventure around the school. We just left class early, everyone had cleaned up anyways.

English failed yet another reading test.

I read Moby Dick today though, so no worries on the next one.

Got home, and took a nap until dinner.

I was planning on working out but it wouldn't fit into the weekly schedule (since I work out every other day 3 times a week) and I was so tired.

Dinner I told my mom and dad about my blonde moment and they started getting into a political debate and screaming.

They still are screaming.

Which pisses me off because I was rushing through my homework so I could escape upstairs and I completely fucked up on my math homework and history map.

The math homework I fixed, I'll have to get another map and re-color it during history tomorrow. I answered all the questions at least.

Wireless Internet Wednesday...just 2 more days...then I can be in my nice comfy bed upstairs where it's quote and I can actually study...

There's always a bring side right?

Heh...JJ's one friend gave him his PSP because he got an XBOX 360 and his one friend also has Grand Theft Auto for the PSP.

While I was sitting with JJ in the lazy boy chair (yes we both amazingly still fit in it) he had the volume full blast and was trying to beat up a druggie and the druggie guy was swearing. My mom was waling by and she said "I don't' appreciate that language...." and I yelled "JJ TALK TO THE HOOKER!" and then my mom was like "MAKE SURE SHE DOESN'T RIP YOU OFF!"

So swearing is bad but hookers are okay.

I love my mom. =)

I need to get working on my Valley Voyages tomorrow...and find out something about Iraq or whatnot. I'll have to re-read the post of the VV blog again...although the same one is on Mr. Johansson's blog....Ah, the power of copy and paste.

I read my history book and started the extra credit stuff today at least!

I hope I didn't need to put the answers on a separate sheet of paper....

I guess I'll find out tomorrow. =p

I wonder what's gonna happen tomorrow in PE...

ily.

Monday, August 25, 2008

@#%%^$@$%!

Stayed up till 3 again last night cuz I couldn't sleep again. This is gonna be great once school rolls around.

Dad took me to the office so I could have my 'last day lunch' and then I sat around and did nothing for about and hour and a half.

On the van ride to the school everyone decided that they should blast the hannah-mother-fucking-tanna the whole 45 minutes to the golf course.

I'm seriously gonna snipe that fucking son of a bitch slut whore face.

Golf game was okay. Shot a 55. Meh. Actually that's bad.

Tried to drown out that little slutassbitchwhoreface with my IPod on the way home but it didn't work. Coach lectured us. And my dad rubbed my terrible score in my face and went on a rant about how I need to play golf more, and go to the range and shit. Then he asked me what color golf bag I wanted so he could pick it up at Dicks. I said black. SO he goes on another rant about how I'm turning into some Gothic bitch and that he isn't gonna deal with shit like that, and if I turn into a black 'bloodsucker' he was gonna kick me outta the house and said that the next thing I was gonna do was start slitting my wrists.

Ha too late for that.

And seriously, just because I like black, doesn't mean I'm gonna turn into...what did he say, a black bloodsucker? Yeah love you too dad.

Got home and wanted to get on the computer and it was acting up and I got so pissed that I threw my wireless mouse against the wall. There's a dent there now, but the mouse is still in tact. I've bashed and threw it so many times, people with anger issues like me should get them.

Got my shit together for school.

I fucking hate school.

Yeah, ya get to see your friends, but that's just about it.

Still need to do those stupid fucking questions too.

Fuck.

ily.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

From boredom to fights

***YESTERSAY***

Well nothing interesting happened in school. On the bus I learned that a small word has been getting around the druggies and 'losers' that Bryan and I got freaky and now I'm PG. Which you no is not true but it pissed me off because I know Bitchy Richy started that rumor. I told my mom, she said she might talk to the principal soon about him.

When I got home I had this urge to drive. I dunno why but I did. So I asked my dad if I could drive the car around the backyard but he said the grass was too wet, so I drove the trackter around instead. Then my dad told me he was gonna teach me how to cut the grass with it this summer- since I only do a small section with the lawn mower. Since he was gonna teach me if he ever wasn't home I needed to be able to back the trackter out of the barn and then park it back in. As you know, R is not my gear, but I did pretty well for my first try (drivnig is gonna be a bitch though ><).

Dinner, then Star Trek, then worked out and watched Ghost Hunters. Then I remembered I had a collage to do, so I did that too. Turns out its not due until tomorrow, but oh well.

***TODAY***

So today started off kinda boring. Then in third period I heard some news, Ryan got in a fight with this Sophomore. The word is that Tyler Check (Sophomore) was kinda punching Ryan or something, but Ryan got tired of it and just slammed one in his face a few times. Beat the shit out of him. Wish I would have seen it. Either way it was a bit of a stupid thing to do. Now he's suspended for 5 days (looooong weekend for him...lucky...).

Me logic:

If you're going to start a fight, win it. Otherwise you're a complete and total moron. But, if you start the fight and win it, you're only a quarter of a moron. Since, fighting is kind of stupid to me ya know?

But yeah.

Man, ever since I told my mom about the THING I've been feeling a lot better. There are times I want it back, but that's okay since my mom has it. I've been sleeping easier now...it's, well nice.

Keyboarding I'm still behind, gotta work my butt of tomorrow.

Might post again later today might not.

Monday, April 14, 2008

Inner War

So...I don't want to talk about this...I don't want to tell anyone this at all...but I think I have to...I think you need to know...and I think talking about it will help...

Last night I went upstairs and got all ready to go to sleep like I nornally do. Lay my clothes out for school, make sure al my books are near my backback, brush teeth and hair, then put my phone on a charger and grab my IPod.

In the past few days I added to the rutine. I look at the THING on my end table. Well last night THING wasn't there. So at first I said "alright, good." then shut off the light and turned on my IPod. I could tell I was getting restless because I had started biting at my nails again. So much for my 3 day streek...

Anyways about 10 minutes later I turned on my light and looked around my room. Then I searched the bathroom, then the guest room. No THING. I never take THING out of my room anyways so it only had to be in one place, my brother's room. I woke him up and he said he didn't have it. But I knew he did so I didn't let him go back to sleep until he gave it to me. (it was only 11 so who cares). In the end he did, whining and saying it was his, when it is mine. He just stole it from me.

That's not exactly the thing I wanted to tell you about. The thing was that when I couldn't find the THING I got like really pissed and started freaking crying. The THING is bad, but I cried anyways...stupid huh?

Well I'm behind on work...>< evil keyboarding...

CARLY SAYS HI!!!

=)

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Da da da daaaa!

So the rest of the day at school the following happened:

~ erin, max, zack, and I nearly got kicked out of the library because everytime we go there we always talk. It's not like we were talking loud or anything...and we're not in APR either...we should be allowed to talk...assholes...

~ I figured out how to do the math problems on the comuter program we have

Then the talent show. Rayy came over Dev's and then we picked both of them up and went to our school. Everyone was pretty good. Hammy sang the National Anthum, she was very good. Bryan got lot's of laughs with his ventrilaquist act. Then this girl at the end, she was an amazing singer!

oh: convo i just had with peaches:

Peachy: i dont think he even realizes im pissed.
Me: i got it!
Peachy: what?!
Me: text him: ryan, i'm pissed >=(
Me: =D
Peachy: lol
Peachy: he can figure it out on his own. he's a big boy.
Me: XD
Peachy: not. like. that.
Me: wait, what do you mean not like that? what were YOU thinking?
Peachy:lol
Me:cuz I was like, imagining a 15 year old ryan in diapers sucking his thumb
Peachy:XD

ANYWAYS =D

Rayy found a vid of our school blood drive this year. I told peaches but she said her German teacher had told them about it. Oh well.

I went to bed around 11 last night and around 2 I found the THING. Then ya know. This morning I looked at my wrist and there is like this tiny little scar there. I like to look at it. Why? I dunno, but that's really all I wanted, so I should stop now.

I'm going over to Dev's today and leaving the THING behind so that will help.

Plz kidz, don't tell the big grown-ups about the THING. I'll tell them on my own.

Well that's about it for now!

Friday, April 11, 2008

The Day So Far

Last night I decided to put my hair up in a pony tail for school. [carly big ahhh] <--- yeah carly's here =) Anyways, I dunno why I wanted to, I put a headband too but it was making my head hurt ><

Rayy, Devvy, and Peaches all gave me hugs this morning too. I like hugs, I'm a very huggable person. Oh and LIFTING ME UP IN THE AIR IS NOT CONSIDERED A HUG!

..........

*cough*

Last night I fell asleep early, it was like about 11:30. When I woke up this morning I didn't want to get out of bed. I was tired. Weird huh?

For our Warm Up for the day in keyboarding it was: Your Favorite Smell

I think that's a funny thing to write about.

Speaking of writing I wrote more of my book. The 2nd chappie isn't finished yet...grrrr...but it will be. I think once I finish that I'll be quicker to write all the other chappies. Oh yeah, my dad gave me this GREAT AWESOME IDEA about what will happen in NYC in my book. I'll give you a hint, three words: Statue of liberty.

I'm hungry, I wonder what's for lunch today.

Talent show tonight, gonna go to see Bryan do his act, Devvy is coming too!

Can't wait to go over to Dev's house, I threw the knife in my closet but when I was looking for my sandals last night- cuz I'm a nerd and like to have all my clothes laid out before school- I found it. I was then gonna throw it under my bed but guess what: THERE IS NOTHING UNDER THERE. O.O

I KNOW RIGHT?!

^ Yeah I'm really excited about that ^

I'm gonna call the knife something...not like Bob...and something I can spell...IT has already been taking...i got it...THING...the stainless steel knife is now gonna be called THING.

mhm, I'm in a very creative mood right now! <-- for the slow witted that was sarcasm

Oh yeah! I painted my toesies red last night! I think i did a bad job but oh well...

Post again later on tonight I think!