Moo...I Dunno...The Creative Juices Just Aren't Flowin'

Today Jessica's sister brought in Irish candy (I call them Irish Ballz) and they were really good. I still have some in a little cookie bag, I'm gonna snack on them in study hall tomorrow. =)

Left my history binder in Spanish, so I'll have to get it tomorrow. We didn't need it today anyways.

Art was...meh...I hate what we're doing...although I'm barely even doing what we're supposed to be doing...

We have to make 24 designs in little squares, and then pick one to scratch out on scratch paper.

All my patterns suck...the ones I finished at least...most of the squares are only half filled...

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I had a Cyrus to keep me entertained though. =p

English we had a practice reading OGT. Half assed my way through that.

Writing tomorrow, I don't think I'm gonna do it. It's not like we can combine our extra points from the test.

I'll just write nice notes to the teacher in the extended responses, and bubble in little pictures. =p

Got home, worked out.

So out of shape it makes me wanna cry.

Ryan's workout party this Friday outta be great...

Was on and offline a bit today.

When it was dark out (and have you noticed it's been getting darker later and later?) I slipped on my mega huge Ohio State hoodie, my favorite x-mas slippers, and my fuzzy gloves. Quietly went outside on the porch and climbed up the deck table, and onto the box things we keep the chair cushions in for out there.

After about 20 minutes a little bunny came out from the pine trees near the deck. At first it was trudging through the snow before stopping. I guess it thought "Fuck this" before hippity-hopping across the snow and into the side field.

It made a cool little hippity-hop trail. =p

Saw 3 plains in the air, they almost looked like they were gonna hit each other.

There were weird sounds coming from Nut Boy's barn too. I hope he keeps it heated...that poor horise...

Actually he has 2 I think now....

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After about 2 hours I went downstairs to watch Hero's with Dad and now I'm here.

Thinking of faking sick tomorrow. I just want a whole day of quite and sleep. =/

Do you have to retake a practice OGT?

Hmmmm....

ily.

Meh...

Suddenly I don't feel much like posting...

Mom is going to Vegas tomorrow.

There was a new kid in our physics class.

Only us girl's played on the hockey team today and we won both games without the guys.

Spanish class was...annoying....everyone was acting like morons. It was like they had never taken Spanish before.

Think I did pretty well on my history test today.

Talked with Cyrus in art today. =)

Went to get my hair trimmed and stuff.

Forgot to bring my geometry stuff home and now I don't know how to do my homework. Which means my grade will fall again. I was all excited because I was almost to a B-, screwed now. I had an A+ until I did bad on a test and then it went down like a ton of bricks.

Blah.

Going to bed now.

Oh yeah, lots of hugs tomorrow please?

ily.

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Hardly got any sleep the past few weeks and you know what they say, you never can catch up with lost sleep.

So lets see what's been up...

6:30 to get up for work, self confidence level's decresing, dad yelled at me about buying a pair of gogo boots from ed that he say's i'll never wear (which I will), Kris yelled at me about scaning, Debbie yelled at me for having nothing to do (well sorry that you couldn't give me something to do...), John yelled at me for not bringing out hard copies, it was hot as hell in the warehouse and I was wearing jeans because I thought I was gonna spend most of my Monday up in the offices where they pump AC in there like crazy, the stupid tape wouldn't stick to the boxes which got my mood even worse, and my mom yelled at me because for dinner I said I was only eating an ear of corn and a pork chop and she says that isn't enough...

Actually for dinner I ended up eating half the pork chop and 2 ear's of corn. The corn was so good....

Went upstairs and fell right to sleep around 7 and woke up around 8:30ish to give Ed her money for the gogo boots. Watched part of House, and now I'm just here to blog quickly before going to bed.

Why am I forcing myself to sleep and maybe poping a few pills to help?

Well 1 I would like to sleep fully for whatever time I can and 2 I have to be at my golf league at 8:30 in the freaking morning for our champs. Great. Then I have work tomorrow to so I should really just give up sleeping right now if the drugs don't help.

Dev is gonna lend me her black nail polish, I'm gonna wear it to try and stop biting my nails.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nail_biting

She wikied it for me, didn't help but there could have been something there I guess. Dev says I need to be determind, but I really don't care, I'm just gonna see if this helps and if it doesn't then screw it, I'll bite my nails to the day I die I guess.

Dad says that one of my boyfriends is gonna dump me because of how ugly my nails look. Well fuck him and fuck them, the obviousely must not be very good boyfriends to dump me for such a stupid reason. >=/

Had no spelling errors in my blog postie, yippiee I guess...first time this has happened. Spelling improved ya think?

bad mood. bleh. blah. and I don't want any hugs.

have a pounding headache....uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh!!!!

good. night.

ily.

Boolaloop...

not in a good mood now.

1. laptop keeps fucking freezing on me
2. writers block
3. Devvy chan is away =( (but that's okay devvy lol)
4. My back is killing me from work today
5. I still need to take a shower
6. it's the longest day of the year today so it's gonna last longer
7. It's not Friday yet

Alright alright fuck...let's think about positives....

1. Had Wendy's for lunch
2. had really good steak that mom made for dinner
3. i got to talk to Zak today
4. um...

yeah...that's all I can think of.

Yesterday Rayy, Zak, Sami, Elli, Ed, Jason, and me all went and saw Zohan. Only had a bit of after credits after. Zak wanted to do it during the movie but I dunno call me old fashion but I don't like to do that stuff unless we're alone. I mean, also, if Jackie and Ryan were making out I'd tell them to get a room, we don't need to have you swapping spit while we're trying to eat popcorn ya know? He's coming over for like 10 hours Friday though so yayz.

It was cold today, I had to wear a jacket in the warehouse for the morning.

Vampire Knights episode 11 was good. Getting another idea for a book, but it hasn't totally bloomed yet. Cuz it kinda ya know, needs a plot. I'm getting my ass in gear for Search and Destroy don't worry. I really wanna type the ending.

*sigh* that's all for now I guess.

um...anybody wanna give me a free hug? I need one today.