I'm On Fire!

Literally.

So I'm up and trying to be all calm before golf and I decide to grill myself a burger.

So I go outside and turn on the gas and start to turn on each of the burners. I get to the last one and it's not turning on. So I keep clicking it on and off and still no dice.

Before I was annoyed enough to stop and get my mother to figure out what the hell was wrong it started up- and all the gas that was rising up from me trying to turn it on so many damn times thus, making a huge fireball hurtling towards my face.

Which caught my hair on fire.

I went running into the house yelling "Fuuuuuuuck!" and sped into my mothers bathroom to look at myself. My mom then came in and asked "How's the burger going?"

-_-

Then here eyes went really wide because I was covered in bits of burnt hair.

Lucky for me it's long enough to put up in a pony tail, so only what was hanging down got burnt.

And I don't have to pluck my brows anymore either.

My eyelashes are shorter though...

I also had to take another shower.

Burning hair does not smell good at all let me tell you.

Cyrus then came over because he wanted to give me some Gatoraid for golf today and I made him open the grill so I could cook my burger.

=p

I was really shaken by the incident though, which didn't really help with the whole 'Calm down and don't get nervous about losing your pride at golf today' plan.

Cyrus left and then I ate my burger and got dressed.

Chipped out in the backyard a bit before begging mom to take me to the course about 45 minutes early so I could hit balls just to give myself more confidence.

Got there and in the end didn't hit balls and went straight to the league teacher. Apparently, JJ's league teed off at 2, mine had teed of at 12.

Dad fucks up the times and leagues yet again.

JJ's league was lower than mine, so I didn't need to be nervous about sucking anymore. If I did you couldn't tell.

I just couldn't seem to hit my 3 wood- or any other woods in my bag. So I stuck to my 6 iron and pitching wedge for most of the course.

My score was average/ick. 53. =/

Which actually sort of pumps me up because if I'm shooting a 53 after being out only twice on a course (today counting as the 2nd time) my score should be kick ass once I'm out more.

After playing I met up with Jack who ran the advance league last year I believe. He was all "OMG YOU SHOULD BE IN ADVANCE WHY ARE YOU HERE?!"

I'm hoping there is at lest one other girl in the league besides me. It gets a little tiersome playing with guys all the time, plus I'm betting the guys are all older/bigger than me which plays down on my nerves a tad. Which in turn fucks up my game and we go back to the whole pride thing.

Spanish and English exam tomorrow then heading over to The Range to turn in my application and talk to Andrew (guy that works there).

I lost my wallet today too which is bad because it has my license in it.

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I swear it's somewhere here in the house, but now I'm getting worried I might have dropped it somewhere. =x

Also:



This little guy was in front of our garage.

His name is it Tyler Toad because I'm all badass and creative like that.

=p

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*Snore*

So tired...but I must blog because I'll feel guilty because I didn't post yesterday.

Umm..let's see...

Yesterday was the writing OGT. It was so easy. Danny Colt (I believe that's he's last name, or close to it) fell asleep and was snoring really loud. It was funny.

=p

Everyone finished their tests early yesterday and today so we got to talk.

I finished my science OGT with a half hour to spare.

I fell asleep for 10 minutes and then we got to talk so I went over to where Ryan was sitting and we talked about Greek letters, and driving.

Social Studies OGT tomorrow.

I'm slowly losing confidence with each OGT. I feel nervous about my math and science one already. Everyone said they were really easy, but I dunno, they weren't a complete breeze for me.

I mean, some of the shit on the math and science one I had no clue how to do.... =/

Meeeeeh.

Wow. I've just lost my train of thought. I literally started at the post box for about five minutes...

Physics has been really fun this week. Andy and I are partners and we're building a rocket. He's always fun to work with. =)

I also had my first Fig Newton. It was yummy. =)

During guidance today we had to deal with Bitchy Pitts.

I will forever hate that woman. She always acts like she has a stick perpetually shoved up her ass or something.

>=/

Dunker day was today! I was a bit grumpy and needed a hug from Cyrus (I don't want to explain why, I'm too tired) but in the end I was better.

Spanish has been fun, we've done nothing but play games.

I've been having like, major brain farts recently though. It's quite annoying.

For example, I completely forgot how to do the problems on my math homework, I forgot where quite a few rooms were in the school, I kept confusing Spanish words while playing the chalkboard races, and I can barley remember what I did yesterday.

*sigh*

Art Mr. Test gave us Volume 4 of the VVT (Vally Voyages Times- as I like to call it). I love them, they're always colorful. =p

English we took our VW test and then were allowed to sit around and just talk for the rest of the period, it was nice.

Stayed after school for a golf meeting then Cyrus drove Peaches home and I finally got to see her new dog!

She was adorable. =D

Went home to my own dog and Cyrus and I took her for a walk. I got to drive to the park with Cyrus and Mom in the car! =)

We walked about 3 miles or so. It was fun. =)

When we got back home we fell asleep on the couch for a bit and then Cy had to go and pick up his sister.

Took a shower and then did my math homework to try and keep myself awake. I was too tired to do much of anything else though.

I went on youtube because I'm subscribed to Google's YT account and watched a video on Google maps for my VV project.

I'll either start that this weekend or during next week. I need to finish Mice and Men before Monday and we're going to be taking apart JJ's bunk bed.

Wow, it's only 10 and I'm exhausted...

Just one more OGT left...

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This Is A Kick Ass Post Title

I feel like crap.

But it's okay because it's the WEEKEND!

I want to go back and hike in the woods tomorrow...but it's probably going to rain.

I should have asked for a video recorder as well to go to the park and interview people for my Valley Voyages stuffs...although I really don't have any questions on paper...they're all in my head.

Talked to Grammy about the project coming up. I was telling her how nervous I was because we're going to have to present our projects to a bunch of important people and parents...

But Grammy seemed to calm my nerves quite a bit for now.

I got at 14/14 on my Spanish vocab quiz!!!!

I'm so proud. ^-^

Ummm...Mayor wasn't here again in art today, so I worked on my house for Spanish. We have to make a floor plan, but I'm going to make mine 3D just because I'm an over achiever and not because I have no life.

Heh...I just remembered when I woke up this morning I had a small panic attack because I looked at my floor and it was clean and then I remembered I cleaned my room last night...

And I'm being serious about this.

=p

That's about it for school...

The warm weather was nice today.

I got to drive to subway and I drove perfectly!! =D

Nobody died, I started to break and the right times, didn't speed!

Alright...didn't speed much....

..........

Shut up, I have a lead foot.

Took out the skate board. I was actually pretty good for not riding it in 3 years. I did the trick that JJ's friend Steven taught me and I didn't fall on my face! =D

Hung out with my Dad in the barn a bit before Gary came.

Talked to Cyrus on the phone and then my Grammy (which I've already talked about because this post is very out of order tonight).

Think I'm going to go finish my Hannibal movie now. Then go to bed.

=)

Also, found this cool video on youtube! I like it. Would really like that painting. =)



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New Moosic

Three new songs actually. =) Check them oooooout!

During the end of lunch today Mr. Browman was like "4B, or not 4B!" and I was like "Holy crap...that's so lame..."

When I was in the hall walking to English he then said "Come on man, this ain't no party, get to class and don't be tardy!"

I bet he comes up with better rhymes than the cheerleaders!

xD

Today a lot of people kept on coming up to me and going "OMG ASHLEY YOU'RE WEARING GLASSES AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!"

I've been wearing glasses since I was 4 people, piiiiiiist, it's nothing new.

o.o

During Spanish today, while we were translation a paragraph, I started having a coughing fit. After it Smith pointed to me and went "Ana! Translate!!" And I looked at the paragraph and then asked her where we were and she looked at me like I was a dumbass and then pointed at somebody else to translate it.

I'm sorry, I can't cough and pay attention to what sentence we're on...

History was awesome. We watched FAMILY GUY.

Mhm, be jealous.

Way better than Saving Private Ryan or Hotel Rwanda (although I enjoyed both films in last year's class).

I have to make Mr. J cookies now because he's having the chappie 13 test on Monday...it's okay though because in the end, I still get the better end of the deal. I get more cookies. =p

Mwuhahahahahahahahahaha.

Art we're making designs for clay bowls. I've got two, we were supossed to have 5 last week. Our whole art class is so far behind. =p

English we took notes. Only a page and a half this time, which is better than her normal 5...

Got home and have been working on homework and talking with Cyrus. I didn't really do anything for my rough draft for English...I typed half a sentence...oh well. I'll get it done tomorrow.

Discovered I forgot to put Spanish 2 on my class list...had to fix that...

Caramel says he feels like shit, I told him he should take a shower and go to sleep. He thinks he has the flu which is bitter sweet because:

A. I didn't give him anything
B. The flu isn't good at all...

That's about it now, Hero's on in 20 minutes!

ily.

I Really Should Be Asleep

It is now 1:39 on this lovely Sunday night.

I should be asleep but I'm wide awake, many things going through my mind right now.

Ah, I feel a very negatively vibed post coming on, feel free to skip down to the much more happier post about my Sunday under this one blog readers.

There's also a rant that's gonna be in here too...I can feel it...

Attempted to work on the binder for VV, tried to listen to the prowl tours online but it has proven to be impossible to concentrate on. It's so boring to listen to, and each of the prowls are 30-45 minutes long.

I really wish we could have actually gone on the prowl.

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Answered most of the other questions in the binder though.

I could write my journal right now, but I dunno what to say. I'm not good with all this industry and businussy stuff. Really all I got is that Cleveland should use the lake front property for things like shops, and hotels and other such things. Many major cities do that, it seems to bring in some business, and might make people want to move there. =/

Blah.

I asked my Dad for some help, asked him why he thought Cleveland went down and why it's taking us so long to get back up to where we were and stuff.

His answer: Taft.

Well shit, that REALLY helped me, thanks Dad.

*rolls eyes*

This week doesn't seem like it will be a very good week. Getting that creeping feeling of overwhelming on my back.

Which, those of you who knew and remember from last year what that could bring back, although I'm trying my hardest not to let it. Found the object to that childishness and will be giving it to my mother I think.

Cyrus was asking me times he could come over and I told him Tuesday and 7 should be okay but then remembered that I workout then and apparently my mom has an appointment for her arm too, which my dad will be going with her to.

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I'm completely free Wednesday though...

Winter break is coming up, started talking to my dad, telling him how our break is like, 15 days and that I would really like to come back for a few and work in the warehouse of offices.

He said that they were cutting back majorly this month and that he doesn't think I can. =/

Apparently one of our big customers, Chick Master Inc. has gone bankrupt. They had so much sales happening around the world and then they just canceled and everything. Not to mention the top sales rep guy was laid off...

It's like someone just turned the water off or something. My dad's best business for the company so far this year was in October and September and then BAM November hit and everything just stopped.

Damn economy.

What I don't get is that, like, we've seen something like this coming for awhile right? So like, how come we failed at preventing this huge slump from happening?

Blah.

Need to find a way to make money for the holidays and other things.

Thought about shoveling driveways, that would be GREAT for my back huh?

If it were summer I could mow people's lawns...

Was thinking about cleaning my Grammy's and Uncles house's but I dunno...I'd hate to try and scrounge money off of them when they're getting me gifts for the holidays, ya know? =/

Hmmmm...

I'll think of something...

And if any of you suggest robbing a bank JJ's already beat ya to it. =p

Have to stay after school tomorrow to take that essay test...

Got most of the paragraph planned out in my head though, so that's good.

Unless she changes the topic it's on... O.O

It's 2:14 now...

Dammit why can't things like this happen on a Saturday where I DON'T have school the next day.

Meeeeeeeeeeh.

Dad's pestering me about Cyrus has really been getting to my head, but in the sense that if Cyrus asks me out and I say yes he would be in a pissed off mood and hate me or something.

Okay, so he wouldn't hate me, he's my dad, but my dad seems to know how to make my life a living hell (along with everyone else in the house).

Dammit, why do fathers always have to be all big, mean, scary, and negative when it come's to boys?!

And yes, Cyrus is 2 years older than me, which in high school can be a very big difference when it comes to social group, and education and such.

And yes, he'll be going away to college.

But for crying out loud he's making more of a fuss over Cyrus than Zak who's only ambition in life was to lay me and leave.

Ah, the irony in this situation. I sometimes laugh at it.

Debating on whether or not I should just give up sleeping and caffeine my way through the day...

Why do I have this suddenly feeling I have a physics test tomorrow...

Oh boy.

Still haven't found my Spanish book...I should check the lost and found.

Now that I'm done with my rambling and rants lets find the brighter side of all of this...

I can get my mother to help me with my Valley Voyages things tomorrow...

There is still a chance I can work for SWACO during winter break...

As for the economy...well, I dunno, everything gets worse before it gets better.

And I guess it's good that my dad cares, and that all of this is his way of trying to protect me as a father.

I could try and cram 3 hours of sleep in...

Maybe...

Meh.

I guess there aren't only negative things going on in my mind right now. There's friends, a certain someone, snowflakes, and logs on the fire.

*sigh*

Just watch, this will all blow over tomorrow.

Felt good to get it off of my chest though.

I just can't seem to end a post negative now can I?

=p

ily

Top Dog, Crayons, and Relationships

My gosh today I was so nervous I forgot how to spell my own name. Seriously. I was like..Ashl-.......l.....somthing.......

Geometry was boring kinda. Didn't finish my homework, but awe well, I still know how to do the crap.

PE I got picked in the top six people to play that quick football thing! Yay! I feel skilled!!

Lunch I got sick again. But tried to hold it back.

Spanish I got an A on my tests!!! Yippee! Gonna check the grade book right now...

A!!!

Meh, physics teacher is a fricktard. On our lab that we brought home to do for homework it says missing. I'm sure he'll put the points up, but it brings my grade down to a freaking D!!!

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History Sara Mayer was so retarded....I swear I just wanna slap some brains into her sometimes...The whole class was complaining about the small amount of notes we had to take. Lazy bums. They're gonna have a rude awakening when they get to college...

Art was fine.

English we listened to some stupid sermon, and she sprayed water on us, lite a candle, shot arrows, and brought a fake spider to peoples desk. I petted it, heh. Then...

COLOWING!!!!

I drew a fire, with a Lepercon looking pilgrim on a string being held by the 'hand of god'!

After class came the moment I was pretty much dreading. I saw Zak in the hall way and I said I needed to talk to him. Guys...

I broke up with him.

Now I'm not saying I hate him, and that he's stupid or anything like that. He's still a great guy, and I enjoyed the time we spent together, but our relationship was going further than I expected (although that's partially my fault) and there is so much crap going on in my life right now, he deserves a better girl that has time for him.

I feel guilty, he looked really down at his locker. I told him I was sorry and gave him a hug, then ran to get my golf clubs.

Golf was okay. Got my swing back. Shot a 52.

Ate Arbeys for dinner, talked to devvy chan, then went online and talked to ryan about golf. Next summer I challenge him and Andy to a match and Shawnee! =D

Heh, Gerber was texting me while I was talking to Ryan and he was like: So how was Arbeys? And I never told him I ate dinner there and when I asked him how he knew he said that he knew everything that goes on around me. XD

He's so cute ^-^ lol

I said that if he knew everything, then what type of thong was I wearing? (as suggested by Ryan) He said ha ha, and that he was really goin to a TI meeting.

OH OH!

In history class today we got bored and Mr. J went on youtube and we found a vid with Collin in it! Take a look:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AcvjxbyQrIA

I think it's hilarious.

That's all for now.

I hope Zak is okay.

ily.