Things I Want to do Before I Graduate

This is a post in response to Rayy's Things I want to Before I Graduate list!

• Take an AP class
• Get a 4.0
• Get on Honor Roll
• Get a job
• Become #1 or #2 on the varsity golf team
• Make a movie w/ friends and post it on YT
• Finish a script
• Figure out what I want to do with my life (Job, college etc.)
• Pay for a present for my parents with my own money
• Learn how to hot wire a car
• Learn how to pick locks
• Buy a better computer
• Sneak out of the house
• 4/20
• Camp in a cemetery (Particularly on Halloween)
• Eat more different food
• Maybe talk to a therapist?
• Do something else illegal
• Bungee Jump
• Tap a stranger on the shoulder yelling "TAG YOU'RE IT!" and run off
• Learn to write with my left hand
• Learn how to ride a skateboard
• Found out how many licks it takes to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop
• Find Waldo
• Whisper all day to annoy people
• Have a coed sleepover
• Have a 24 hour movie night with friends

ily.

Fuck School, Golf, and Driving. I'd Rather Be Stupid, Unskilled, and Have No License.

My brother texted me 5 minutes ago saying "Hey Ashley, we should play natzi zombies tomorrow and can I have a hug?"

I could give him the hug, but I told him I had a lot of stuff to do tomorrow.

I've been telling him I have "a lot of stuff to do tomorrow" for a while now.

I can't deal with saying "I'm too busy for you right now" to my own brother anymore.

ily.

On A Down Slope On The Road Of Life

Isn't that like, kinda deep in a way? Like a teen wouldn't say that. =p

Here's what's up:

-School isn't going to hot
-I had an A in Geometry until a big test and then it got brought down to a C
-I have 3 C's now...
-Golf isn't going to good either
-My swing is messed up
-I'm not going to be able to play again until next year
-Some people know my horrible score that I hardly even know
-I dunno what I wanna do when I grow up
-Everyone is talking about colleges
-I have no clue where I want to go to college
-My future is pretty much blank
-Worries about my mom
-Can't find my 'Troy' still (although that's to be expected)

Think that's it...

But everything gets worse before it gets better right?

Tried to change my blog template but the color thing still isn't working so I'm not gonna do it. My 'Cool Bloggers' widget was messed up, so I have to fix that.

Dad sent me a vid about a 5 year old that has the golf swing of tiger and has never gone to lessons and just learned by watching TV. In the e-mail he said that I'm a good golfer like that too but it just made me feel guilty about Wednesday (yeah, I'm never gonna get over that...).

Oh well. *shrugs*

Got an account on Flickr! I'll find a little gadget thing and post it up so you can see some of the pic's I've taken. I think some of them look pretty professional. Seriously. Makes me what to get into photography.

With golf I don't have much time to look into script writing which I mentioned before is something I want to explore. Next week is the last week though. Which brings me to brag on how I have a 5 day weekend while you guys have a 4 day. Heh heh, golf all day Wednesday, no school for me!

Missing like, lot's of tests though. Gonna take some early though and get them over with.

Need to clean my room. Will get to that maybe tonight or tomorrow.

Mom's surgery is Oct. 1st! That's Wednesday, the day of sectionals for golf which I don't get to play I believe. I hope not. I'm just gonna stay away from the course and keep hitting the range to build up my confidence again.

Umm...that's it for now. Lost my celly. Should go look for that.

Sluts, Whores, and Movies

Today I woke up and got ready to go boating only to find that it was too cold and that JJ and Dad had decided to go to downtown and feed the police horses. So I went on the computer today. Ariel kept sending me e-mails about how excited she is to go to home coming with Josh and yadda yadda. Which brings me to Part A of the title (Sluts, Whores).

Slut: A person who sleeps around
Whore: A person who makes $money$ sleeping around

Now, Ariel has gone out with three guys so far: John, Roy, and now Josh. As soon as she dumped John she told me she liked some other guy in our grade. As soon as Roy dumped her she told me she liked Josh. Now, when Josh dumps her of vise-versa do you think she will:

A. Get really really sad and not date another guy ever
B. Not care and move on to another guy two seconds after the break up
C. Attack me in the hall's and by e-mail saying she likes another guy

If you choose B or C you win!

Now, as an annoyed teenage, I would simply say Ariel is a relationship slut.

As an adult, I would say she's simply dating a bunch of guys to feel like she's actually liked.

Sound reasonable?

(By the way Josh asked her out via note).

Anyways, I got most of my homework done and checked my grades today. I have all A's except in Spanish. I have a D, yay! See, I'm not a failure yet. After doing some homework I messed around with the new movie making software I downloaded off the web and I started thinking.

So, basically all of you guys have some type of future planned out for you. You have, some type of career in your heads you wanna work for in high school. Me, on the other hand, has been sticking with my kindergarten answer, teacher. Which, I can't believe my mom believes I actually want that when teachers wake up at how early inthe morning? Bleh. Moving on!

I thought about the things I like to do: Reading, writing, making lame vid's for youtube, going on forums, watching movies, blogging. Well, all that got me thinking. Filming.

Huh? Huh? Whadda ya think? (Honestly if you think it's stupid just tell me).

So, my cousin Todd is a film director (he's in the process of making a movie right now!) and I decided to e-mail him about my idea of heading in this direction for a career choice. I asked him things like what he ACTUALLY does (cuz I'm sure he doesn't just sit in a chair and boss people around) and the classes I might want to think of taking in High School and all that jazz. I'm waiting for his reply.

Now, I dunno EXACTLY what I wanna do in the art of filming. Script writer? Making those stupid little commercials on TV? I dunno. Whatever peeks my interest I guess.

Soooo, that's it for now.

ily.