ROY G. BIV

Dad and I hiked today, we went to this really old cemetery. I told him that we'll have to get a tent and camp out there.

What could make it even more awesome?

The fact that the graves are all really old, it's near this cliff, and there's this tree where one of the vines squeaks when it moves so at night it'll freak you out.

=D

Then we went to Best Buy to look at video cameras. Think I found one I really liked.

Hung out on the roof for a bit then came down stairs for dinner to find this:







I was happy from then on until golf. I could only hit for about 30 mins until my hand hurt too much. Ross told me to stop hitting and not to aggravate it anymore.

Then Dad took me home right after.

I was crying in the car until I asked him to pull over so I could drive. The highway calmed me down a bit. There was a ton of rain so I got to learn how to work the wipers and drive on the highway without hydroplaning and shit like that.

My left hand is starting to numb now, so I'm gonna stop typing...

*sigh*

I really love to blog and golf..fucking CT...

ily.

Giving Up

I'm gonna give up anything school related this weekend.

Any homework I'm not gonna do.

I'm not gonna study for any tests.

I'm not going to do shit.

School has made me so tired, stressed, and pessimistic I'm at the point where I really want to break things, punch people, then kill myself.

I really do hate school.

Sure, I'll tell teacher and others OMG I LOVE IT. I'll get myself pumped at the end of summer vacation. Tell myself to get ready to learn some new things, get some knowledge.

But really.

I hate it.

I wish we never had school or they changed the way we can get an education.

I would rather be doing manual labor in my Dad's warehouse.

Yeah I know, what a crazy teenager. I want to do work and not look like a fat ass.

But seriously, I don't give a flat fuck if my grades drop. I'm not doing anything.

I'm tired of being stressed and negative and worrying about tests, and homework and I'm tired of just having to 'deal with it' or 'get used to it'.

I've done that with enough shit already. I can stop doing it with school for awhile.

Society needs to find a better way than having kids spend 7 hours a day on their asses with the exception of standing up and sitting down to change classes and ruining their sight by staring at a text book or overhead or chalk board all day.

I say we quit the text books and start going out into the real world at an younger age and actually learning something instead of just trying to pass a class.

Like I do with almost all of mine.

I know you can only get something out of school by making something out of it...but really, there's hardly anything you can make.

Except maybe stress, depression and negativity.

ily.

A Little Equation

Typing on the computer constantly + Writing constantly + Golfing a lot = Carpal Tunnel.

I got two suckers when I left though...

One of them was for Cyrus. =)

Everyone liked my shirt and Dora band aid. =p

Finally got to meet Mr. P too! =D

Picked up Andy and drove to the talent show.

I'm an aggressive driver he says. =p

"Wow this guy is going slow let's ram him." "Guy on a bike! Lemme get closer then one of you open your door!"

=p

I was mostly doing it just for laughs though (onlynotreally. =p).

Talent show was okay. Too many people dancing though.

Andy's mom drove me here, and tomorrow Cy and I are going out to get Peaches present and then help her set up for her Sweet 16 Luau!

I made her a playlist for party for us to jam too. =)

Doc said to take it easy, so I'm gonna try to stay off the computer and not write much.

I need to go back to the docs soon as well to they can make sure it's not worse than it is. If I start feeling any pain then that's bad...

Haven't felt any yet though...so...yeah...

ily.

This Is Probably

Going to be one of my last post's for a while.

For about a year or probably a bit longer I have been experiencing numbing in my hand and arm, that has caused me to do simple things such as drop things and has prevented me from writing and typing.

I always thought it was because my hand had been falling asleep, that I was tired, or something.

Then some people started joking around "Ha ha, you're probably got CP from all that writing of yours you little author you!"

(For those of you who don't know, I've been filling journals and word documents with stories, novels, and little poems since 4th grade).

CP is short for carpal tunnel.

Now, I know it's terrible to self diagnose (which I tell people not to do...) but I think I might be starting to get it, or at least something.

I've gone to multiple sights, and I have been experiencing the very similar symptoms. Also, Sam last year had it, and she was talking about the same things.

Now, she was in gymnastics, golf is a way different sport, but you still put pressure on your wrist a lot.

And I type a lot as well, and my hands are always leaning against the keyboard.

I talked to my mother about it today and she felt my wrist and it hurt a bit. She said she's going to try and make a doc appointment for Friday.

It's been so frustrating because it's so hard to write simple notes. Driving class was the worst, my writing was so sloppy.

I didn't really wanna tell anyone about this though because I was afraid I would have to stop golfing and writing...

Blogging has been really hard but I just tended to ignore it because I loved doing it so much.

Bleh.

It's too hard to type now, I'm gonna go read some Huck Finn and then Cyrus is coming over cuz JJ wants him to see his room.

ily.