Is the hardest part of the day for me right now. I have too much time to think. I wish I could just take a pill and sleep instantly.
I wish I could figure out what the fuck is wrong with me.
Maybe its just stress.
That's what everyone keeps telling me at least.
Sometimes I wish I was a freshman again. Just kept to myself, and slit my wrists to solve my problems (kay maybe we can skip that part...maybe) and not bother others with them.
I don't want to have to rely on people. And now I feel I do too much. I feel I rely too much on Michael for my happiness now and I HATE that.
I need to find that happy medium and fast.
Ugh. Curse my dramatic emotional issues.
Curse my new-formed dependency issues.
I can make myself happy God dammit, I just got to remember how. ><
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