Stress.

If I have too much work, I'm stressed. If I don't have enough work (especially after a period of having way too much) I'm stressed. So basically, no matter what happens I'm stressed.

*pokes stress*

Hey. Cut that out.








I suddenly feel regretful for almost every decision I've made in life. I gotta stop this shit.

YAY COLLEGE =D WHO KNEW IT'D BE THIS FUN?!

I feel like all my life school has kept telling me:

"Hey, no matter what you do, you're pretty good at! BUT, you will never get your shit together enough to matter."

Dammit, why couldn't I have been a brunette? My hair color HAS to be part of my stupidity. It just has to.

I Don't Know Why

But this secret gives me hope. It calms me. It makes me cry and it makes me happy. It makes me feel like I'm doing the right thing.

Mhm Yep Yep

It was stress.

I was sick.

But getting better.

Gave myself a pep talk.

Got good friend near and far that care.

Life is good. =]